085 Chapter 49 511 will not disperse
I stood at the school gate and watched them get into the taxi, it was supposed to be very hot in the evening of June, but at the moment I stood at the school gate, feeling a little sad and lonely. This farewell, it may be difficult to see each other again in the future.
I also told Senior Abu that I would go to Xinjiang to have a fun when I was free, and the senior said that I might look for a job in Kashgar City, and I have always said that I would go to Xinjiang to have a look when I have time, and then go to the Northeast, and run all over the borders of the motherland, I hope I can really go to it when the time comes!
Another week passed, Brother Long also left, Senior Hanati didn't tell us when he left, we didn't know when he left, because he just packed his luggage, and he didn't want a lot of things. I sent the clothes or something before.
Senior Li Wenjun was the last to go, and he was dragged to the building management to give him an eviction order, I know his reluctance and evasion, I can feel that he is very confused, he should be the most confused one of several seniors, at this time he doesn't want to work, and wants to study in school for a few more years. He was afraid that he would be unemployed after graduation, afraid that he would not be able to adapt to society, after all, he had been decadent and escaped from school for several years, so he did not want to go home yet, afraid of facing his parents, afraid of disappointing his family and friends.
I am also worried now, when I graduate, will I be able to be calm, will I be able to face the society, after all, I have been in school for so many years, can I really adapt to the society? I am afraid that the gap between the ideal and the reality is so big, and the moment I leave the school, the dream will be shattered.
"I hope you won't be like me when you graduate, even if it's like Dali and Beacon, you're different from me, but there are many places that are the same, I'm afraid that I will become like this in the future, so do what you want to do now, just know what to do and what not to do, don't leave so many regrets behind. Don't turn into an otaku lately, you shouldn't be like that.
If you work hard and be optimistic, I think you should become the most successful person in my dormitory at the moment, like Pan Liuxiang, you are the same person as him. She's about the same as you in her freshman year, but he's working harder than you, so he's successful now, and he's got a career of his own while we're still in school. ”
Maybe, I didn't know what kind of person I was. I know that I am in this state now, I also want to be positive, I want to be a successful person, but I have not been able to do it, the laziness in my bones, the state of confusion, so that I don't know how to go, and I still have to get by.
I also envy Senior Pan Liuxiang's achievements, but I feel that I don't like her life, I don't have his eloquence, and I don't do things like him, and these can be learned. But I have a voice in my heart telling me that I just want to live my life in a plain way, maybe this is just a lack of ambition! But the way I look now is certainly not what I want.
Maybe it's really like they say, my parents took my name too much, and I couldn't hold it back, and the situation was exactly the opposite of my name.
A few days later, Brother Long pulled me into a WeChat group, sometimes everyone was a senior who had lived in 511 in the past few years, and some later moved out or went out to work. I know them all.
Before the dormitory didn't even have a QQ group, it is possible to graduate, if you build a group again, maybe you won't have time to contact you after work, if you are usually fine, you can also chat together in the group, just like Brother Long said, you can exchange your usual work experience, share your joys and sorrows, or ask me about my alma mater after many years.
Also through chatting in this group, I learned that Brother Long first went to be such a teacher, and then after working for a few months, he felt that the job of the people's teacher was not suitable for him, and he was afraid of misleading people's children, so he went to be a chengguan, and he felt that chengguan was more suitable for him.
Senior Abu went to China Mobile, no matter how busy he was at work, he would always find time to go to church, so you stick to your beliefs, don't drink, don't smoke, and be strict with yourself every day. He did not give in to society, but still insisted on his heart and was a man of faith.
Senior Pan Liuxiang has been working hard in Beijing and has jumped several times, but each job change is better than the last one, anyway, he is the most stressful work among the seniors in the dormitory, and he is also the most wonderful life. Maybe you can't say the same, everyone has their own wonderful life, just do what they like.
Senior Li Wenjun returned to his hometown, stayed at home for a few months before he came out, also found a job, he started a new relationship, the reality did not start from being what he was afraid of, and started a new life.
After Senior Hanati returned to Xinjiang, with the help of his family, he opened a bar! But he doesn't usually chat much in the group, and I don't know what happened later.
Senior Dali did not take the postgraduate examination for the second time, a few points worse, he did not take the exam again, but chose to work, he said that he still has the idea of working for a few years and then going to graduate school, he went south to Shenzhen, did not go back to his hometown in the Northeast, and found a job at Foxconn, which is none of us expected, because he has always come, he said that he wants to find the most idle job, and he eats and waits for death every day, this result is what none of us expected.
Senior Liu Fenghuo was admitted back to an agricultural university in his hometown as he wished, he said that he would take the doctoral examination in the future, anyway, he is still young, although he has graduated from college, in fact, he is one year older than me, but he went to school earlier, so if he still wants to take the postgraduate examination for the doctoral examination, the time is also too late, of course I am in favor with both hands. He was a warm-hearted person, and in the years that followed, we would often exchange academic questions and send me some blessings during the holidays, just like I had done at school.
He's always been very innocent and lively, like a child who will never grow up, but I know that he is much more mature than me. I still remember that after I bought a computer last year, he used to play games in my bed, and he would play with it while his mouth was still hanging, and he would have to read a book, and he would have to study hard, but he would always be tempted to play every day.
It wasn't until he failed the graduate school entrance examination that he said so sadly every day: Why did he play so many games at the beginning, why didn't he study hard, why he couldn't strengthen his will, why he always wanted to be lazy, and then he really didn't play games much, and began to really self-discipline and review hard.
Let's not talk about the navy senior, he is still in school, doing his graduation experiment, because he is also graduating, at that time, Brother Shui also graduated, and I am left in this school, maybe there will be a new fellow or classmate at the beginning of the next semester.
Although we are on our own side from now on, each of us has to go about his own business, and we all have families in the back. But we've always been in touch with each other, thanks to the convenience of the information age. Although I have never had the opportunity to get together again, I often chat together and open videos, and my heart has always been together.
Maybe when I was in college, I lived the same life every day, eating together, sleeping together, skipping classes together. Even if we learn the same things, this graduation, everyone takes a different path and has different opportunities.
We are glad that we met in college, spent so many years in the same cramped dormitory, and formed a deep friendship that we will never forget. Thank you seniors for doing so much for me.