068. The Meaning of Going Down (1)

I don't know if it's day or night anymore.

Kim Taeyeon woke up from her sleep groggily, and the dream she had just had just now seemed to be still vivid.

"Hmm. ”

Her right hand covered her forehead, and her messy hair fell down, covering her tired face.

Feeling the hunger in her lower abdomen, she stumbled out of bed and stood in the middle of the room, looking around a little confused, her mind blank.

The thick curtains covered the room tightly, making people feel very oppressive and uncomfortable, and because there was no air for a long time, there was a faint smell in the room, which made Kim Tae-yeon frown with some disgust.

Skirting the clothes and shoes scattered on the floor, she stumbled to the curtain.

"Hula. ”

Slender arms spread out, tearing the curtains open to both sides. Although the arms were all open, perhaps because the pulley track was not very smooth, the curtains were only pulled apart a distance, revealing a small piece of scenery.

Now, it's just past the wee hours of the morning.

The sky has not yet turned white, and the whole world has taken on a cold ink blue. Even though it was summer, Kim Taeyeon felt a hint of coldness that penetrated from her bones to her skin, and her petite body trembled.

But despite this, she stood barefoot and looked out the window.

The location of the hotel is very good, and the business suite where she lives occupies a position with a wide view.

When Kim Taeyeon first moved in, she was very pleased with the large floor-to-ceiling windows and the view overlooking the city, with the blue sea in the distance.

But by this time, the bustling city had fallen into a deep sleep. Even the neon signs dimmed, as if they had almost run out of energy after a night of work.

The cold light blue fills the field of vision, and the sea water in the distance takes on a blue-black color that is different from that of daytime, and there is a clear boundary between water and sky, like a scar that cuts the two apart.

Kim Taeyeon was wearing only a white summer nightdress, her hair was draped over her back, and she was standing barefoot in front of the window.

She squinted and clutched the curtains in her hands.

In the huge city, she seems to be the only one left.

I don't know how long I stood in front of the window, and the blue in front of me didn't fade for a long time, but the hunger in my stomach made her have to leave the floor-to-ceiling window and turn around and walk to the sofa.

The fridge in the cabinet also had the dessert that Tiffany had brought with her.

"Shhh ”

The crisp sound of a plastic bag abruptly appears in the room, and then the familiar sweet smell of chocolate brownies fills the room.

The hand that picked up the fork and put it down again.

Brownie was thrown in the trash.

"Shhh ”

This time it's her favorite Baumkuchen.

Looking at the circles on the Baumkuchen cake, the little hand holds the fork and gently forks a small piece.

Baumkuchen slowly approached the thin pale pink lips, and its unique sweet smell was captured by the small nose, and it was surprising that the smell that I loved to smell was not able to whet my appetite at this time.

In the end, the cake didn't make it to the stomach and was casually thrown in the paper tray.

There was nothing in sight that interested her.

"Whew. ”

If you can't lift your body, just collapse.

Kim Taeyeon lay down on the couch, her long black hair spread out.

The rough texture of the sofa was conveyed through the thin pajamas to her fair skin.

Regardless of whether it was clean or not, Kim Taeyeon turned her head sideways and gently rubbed her face against the sofa on the surface of the coarse cloth, again and again.

Suddenly, her gaze fell on the half-opened and closed Xiaoice box door.

"Beer. ”

"Beer!"

First he muttered unconsciously, and then, as if a man was dying of thirst had seen a pool of spring water, he crawled over and took out two cans of beer.

Having been in the fridge for a long time, the aluminum shell of the beer pierced her delicate palms.

But Kim Taeyeon didn't care, holding a can of beer in one hand and retreating to the sofa.

"Whew. ”

Without hesitation, she pulled the tab on it. The gas compressed inside the tank gushes out quickly, making a refreshing sound.

"Gollum. ”

Before the white smoke from the bottle cleared, Kim Taeyeon couldn't wait to raise her head and take a big gulp.

The neck has a graceful curve, and the up and down squirms of the throat when swallowing is attractive. She drank too quickly, and a few wisps of wine juice slid down the corners of her mouth, down her cheeks, chin, and dripped onto her pajamas, but she didn't care.

This decadent appearance is unusually attractive, but there is no one around.

"Ahem, cough, cough, cough, !!"

Accidentally choked on the bubbles that kept gushing out, Kim Taeyeon coughed violently, the wine splashed, and she just wiped her mouth indiscriminately.

It's a little hot in my stomach.

This made her very satisfied.

This may be the only bit of warmth she can feel.

When the cough subsided, the small bony hand raised the beer can to his lips again, a pair of bloodshot eyes narrowed, looked out the window, and the thin moist lips hooked a mocking smile, and then, the beer was poured without hesitation, along the throat, into the stomach.

From cold, to hot.

Later, she simply moved a chair and sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. There are no companions, no appetizers, and they just drink to themselves.

After two cans of beer, my body became hot, but my nerves were unusually excited.

The white face was covered with a pink wine halo, and the black and white eyes became clearer, faintly covered with a layer of red.

"Hiccup. ”

Kim Taeyeon burped and laughed without any image.

"Hahahaha......"

"Hahaha......"

"Hahahahaha......"

Piercing laughter echoed through the room, one higher and one sad.

Until you laugh out of tears, until you laugh until you can't laugh anymore.

"Huh. ”

Tired of laughing, Kim Taeyeon collapsed in her chair and fell into a deep sleep, leaving two deformed beer cans scattered at her feet.

The city in the distance watched all this indifferently, perhaps, it didn't even look at it.