069. The Meaning of Going Down (2)
The summer sun is always industrious.
Bright sunlight poured in obliquely through the cracks in the curtains, shining on the sleeping beauty's face.
Its continuous efforts finally paid off, and Kim Taeyeon, whose blush had not yet disappeared, was awakened by it.
"I'm ......"
Moving her neck, which had become sore, from holding an awkward position for a long time, she noticed that her head was also swollen.
"Sss
The moment she got up, her body moved from an uncomfortable position to an upright state, and a burst of soreness was transmitted from each joint to her brain, causing her to take a breath of cold air.
"It's uncomfortable."
Kim Taeyeon muttered softly and stretched her stiff body. As she moved her neck, her eyes turned to see the deformed cans on the floor.
"Drank two cans......"
A female voice with a slightly regretful tone sounded in the room.
Using her fingers to block the glare of the sunlight shining directly on, she slowly leaned in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the bustling city had an unobstructed view.
People are moving on the road one after another, and there is more hustle and bustle of the market.
But she seemed to be out of this world.
Holding the glass in his hand, his little white face slowly approached, and the whole person looked at the world from a bird's-eye angle, which is the legendary God's perspective.
"It seems...... With me or without me, it's all the same. β
Kim Tae-yeon muttered unconsciously, her eyes gradually becoming hollow.
Raise your head and look at the blue sky in the distance:
I want to become a bird......
The smooth little feet stumbled back a few steps, and she fell back into her chair.
Curling up and wrapping her hands around her knees, she rested her chin on her knees, her teeth biting her lower lip.
"Why, why, I just want to sing, why is it so hard?"
Intermittently saying something that only she could understand, Kim Tae-yeon muttered repeatedly, her brows tightly knit.
"Everyone, didn't you say that you would go to the end together?"
"Why ........."
seems to have unsolvable doubts, his brows are tightened more and more, and his head is about to burst.
"Yikes!"
"Deceive, deceived, deceived, deceived ......"
Deceived or something, what right do you have to talk about there!
But the anger that arose inexplicably was also inexplicably extinguished.
Sure enough, I was too cowardly.
I, really, probably don't deserve to be the captain of Girls' Generation.
I'm not fit to be an artist.
Me, what's the point of staying here......
Thinking seems to have reached a dead end, and the more Kim Taeyeon thinks about it, the more depressed she becomes, and even captures the crazy ideas that once came to her.
Let's go out and take a walk.
As soon as this thought came to her, it kept scratching her heart like a kitten, making her uneasy.
Although the agent has repeatedly warned everyone not to appear in public recently, Kim Taeyeon feels that it should be nothing to go out and take some breath.
People always have reasons to convince themselves.
So, she opened the door neatly dressed and took the elevator downstairs.
Looking around left and right, there don't seem to be fans and reporters squatting, and the surroundings are safe.
Wearing a black baseball cap and a black mask, Kim Tae-yeon walked briskly out of the hotel lobby.
The dazzling sunlight outside was unobstructed, and all of a sudden it shone on her body, and the world full of white light made Kim Taeyeon a little uncomfortable.
The hotel is located on a bustling street with a constant stream of road in front of it.
She stood quietly at the end of the zebra crossing, waiting for the traffic light. The small figure was drowned in the bustling crowd.
Looking at the road in front of her in a daze, cars drove by quickly, bringing gusts of hot wind, blowing a few of her small broken hairs into the air.
If, I step forward......
What would it be like to be hit?
Kim Taeyeon was stunned, raised her little feet lightly, and took the first step.
"Whew"
A car whizzed past her a meter away.
Two steps, closer, three steps, four stepsγ......
"Dididi!"
A rapid whistle drew her in.
Turning his head, a car was speeding by, feeling like it was about to crash into him in the next second, and Kim Taeyeon seemed to see the panicked and hideous expression of the driver behind the windshield.
She just stared blankly, the scene of her being knocked down flashed in her mind, but she still didn't move.
At the last moment, Kim Taeyeon's arm was tightly grasped by a hand, and then a strong force came from that hand, and her body was pulled back and passed by the car.
After the owner of the car slowed down, the probe glared at this place and cursed in his mouth: "Bagaya Road!" Then, he stepped on the accelerator and walked away.
Leave Kim Taeyeon, who is still watching all this in a trance.
"Yikes! Are you crazy??? β
The agent's voice sounded like thunder in her ears, calling back her soul that had drifted somewhere.
Turning around with a little shock, I saw the angry expression of the agent Oba.
"Are you committing suicide!!?"
Seeing Kim Tae-yeon's confused face, the agent couldn't help but be a little afraid of being a little afraid if he was one step slower.........
In fact, when she walked out of the room, the people in the next room became nervous when they heard the movement.
She left the hotel lobby with her front foot, and the agent followed with her back foot.
I didn't expect her to go crazy and run a red light! Fortunately, the agent was quick and reacted quickly and pulled her back.
Forcefully took her back to the hotel, and the group got up from the couch in the lobby. The agent angrily told everything that had just happened.
Kim Taeyeon felt that the way they looked at her changed again.
The general agent, Kim Min-kyung, looked at her reproachfully, opened his mouth, and finally said nothing, motioning for the assistant to take Taeyeon back to the room.
Kim Minkyung looked at her departing back, breathed a sigh of relief, and looked around, as if no one had noticed the episode.
Her expression changed a few times, but she still dialed the phone number of several members of Girls' Generation.