"Do you want Tsurumi to know what she really wants?" Yukishita looked at me with a subtle expression. If you see your own shadow in Tsurumi under the snow, then the answer I give to Tsurumi now is the answer to her.

If you need to seek justice for your practice, then I tell you, it is because your practice is actually in line with your true desires.

"However, Yubihama, you are really arrogant enough to want to tell others his 'true thoughts', isn't the desire expressed by Tsurumi to be part of the group her 'true thoughts'?"

However, the goblin is not showing the traveler the direction to go, but asking the traveler about the meaning of the elf's own existence.

"I don't know if that's Tsurumi's true thoughts," I shook my head, "Maybe Tsurumi won't be able to understand that this kind of thinking is the real idea until the end." For example, cannibalism in Africa will eventually be convinced that cannibalism is a legitimate behavior, so is cannibalism the real idea of cannibalism?"

"So, don't you think?" looked at me with interest under the snow.

"You can say yes or no, now, cannibalism is of course a real idea for them, but if cannibalism evolves to the level of general civilization, when they feel that cannibalism is incorrect, this real idea will change - so, the so-called 'real idea' of human beings is just a stage of self-awareness. I re-lit the flashlight and threw it at the ants on the ground.

"If we only consider the desire to live, human nature is no different from ants, but as human beings, the most valuable point is 'reason', which enables us to gradually identify the truth of things and gradually identify our true inner thoughts, but human beings cannot get rid of the animal nature after all, so many times reason cannot be fully implemented. ”

"When reason is fully implemented, Tsurumi should feel that accepting the current situation is more in line with his own desires than adapting himself to collective life, right?

"It's not necessarily 'right', and you may be going in the wrong direction when you go down this path, but the general route is not wrong – even if it doesn't seem to match your own desires. ”

It would be nice if I could take a branch and draw a complex figure on the ground, and finally shrug my shoulders and show the unfathomable aura of a philosopher, but I only have a flashlight in my hand, and there is not much soft ground on the ground for me to draw, and I don't know how to draw it, and in the end, I can only look under the snow with my back hand.

"So, from my point of view, if you have to choose to interfere in the matter of Tsurumi, then you should choose the right direction of intervention, that is, to guide her to realize the truth, if she can't recognize it, at least she shouldn't be allowed to go down the wrong path, as seniors, we have such an obligation, don't we?"

"If you take the example of the cannibal you just used as an analogy, you can choose not to interfere with the cannibal's behavior, but if you interfere, you have to stop them from eating people, even if they don't realize the mistake of cannibalism, right?"

"Yes, Minister, I'm glad you understand my thoughts. ”

"Of course. Xue Xia pursed her lips slightly, revealing a haughty expression.

If a person is doubting his choice of path, then it is better to let him know that the path he has chosen is the right one in terms of results, and as to why this path is correct, we can use "reason has not yet arrived" as an excuse to blur it, and pin our hopes on the desire that "I will understand it later".

This is the right thing I offer to the snow, and the snowfall accepts it.

Of course, there is a question here, if you only pin your hopes of proving this conclusion to "later", how can you convince your present self of the correctness of this conclusion, however, to my surprise, the snow does not question me in this regard.

Of course, this may not mean that this loophole is not found under the snow - when you are desperate to find the logic to support your behavior, you will unconsciously ignore these loopholes.

"But, Yubihama, you're still arrogant, aren't you?" said a voice under the snow.

Yes, although it is impossible to find it in itself, it is extremely precise when it comes to other people - this precision is also very much in line with the style under the snow.

"Although you are only pointing in a direction that you think is 'right', but you have not considered that your 'right direction' may also be wrong, let's not discuss whether this direction is right or wrong, isn't your confidence in your own judgment also a manifestation of arrogance?"

"So, who knows? So, in principle, I don't want to interfere with anyone else! I'm just going to come to a conclusion that is most effective for interfering according to my own ideas when everybody agrees to interfere, isn't it?"

Giving the cause of the problem to others and discussing only the solution to the problem is a good way to explain the loopholes in your own behavior.

However, Yukino Yuki, who solved her problem in the way I was given, seemed to radiate that insight into everything in her eyes in a moment of uncertainty and confusion.

"Yubihama, actually, you can be a terrible person, right? Or rather, you used to be a terrible person. Xue Nai said under the snow.

"It's not going to be that kind of person. "I looked seriously under the snow.

"Then, I can only hope that you will not become the kind of person I imagined," the eyes under the snow were very sharp, but behind those pupils, there seemed to be a kind of concern and sympathy that I was not sure about, "You are too conceited, and from this point of view, you have not changed at all." ”

"Can I give it back to you, Minister?"

"Yes, I'm conceited, but my conceit is not the same as yours. ”

Just as the goblin instantly took off his feather coat wings, he said with a wry smile under the snow. Maybe the goblin after taking off the feather coat is still a goblin, but the goblin after taking off the feather coat, the mysterious and special status as a goblin has been lost from the beginning.

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That's the end of the discussion about Tsurumi's question, as if an answer was discussed, and it seems that no answer was discussed, but Yukishita and I both know that the discussion called Tsurumi's question is actually the answer to Yukimi's question. On the surface I should have given a good answer under the snow, but in reality, the risks hidden in this answer, or anything else that I suspect or suspect under the snow, we don't mention.

However, the objective fact of this discussion is that the distance between me and the snow seems to have narrowed a lot. Although I believe that my face will still be cold under the snow when I return to the Ministry of Service, there is always a feeling that "maybe I understand her better".

"Everyone else has gone back to the tent, right? If the minister doesn't go back, Yui-sama will be worried!"

"I think your sister will be more worried about you, Yubihama's mood has been very low since you left, probably blaming herself for why she didn't help you when I rejected your offer, right?" said a faint arc between the lips under the snow, and a little nostalgia.

"It's actually normal to not be able to meet someone who really understands you, but if you can have the kind of guy who doesn't care about the eyes of the people around him and takes the initiative to approach the lonely, that's also amazing!"

This is also what I admire most about Yui, although she may be observant in order to fit herself into the group, but when she encounters something she really wants to do, her courage is definitely no worse than anyone else's.

"yes, that's amazing!" Xue Xia obviously understood who I was referring to, and nodded in agreement.

"Of course, it is indeed more remarkable than some people who claim to be rational but have no concrete actions!"

Hey, that's not right, is it? I'm talking about Yui-san, you don't need to mock me with Yui-ssan's name, right?

But since you did, don't blame me for fighting back.

"Of course, it's not a grade compared to some guys who feel sympathy for themselves and want to help, but because of their own arrogance and hypocrisy, they choose to be vague about it, and even go further to stop other people who want to help that person, isn't it?"

The expression under the snow looked as if someone had pierced him through the chest - nice, finally pulled back a game.

I suddenly remembered Isshiki's suggestion, that suspicion about the possible past between under the snow and Hayama.

Perhaps, to this extent, she knows what I have learned about her, and I also know that she knows this, so at this time, asking questions about this matter under the snow may have unexpected effects?

"Now, Minister, I have a question for you. ”

"Say it. ”

"Minister under the snow, what happened before between the minister and Hayama senior?"

The air around him suddenly became cold, although the forest at night was already very cool, but this coldness and that coolness were completely different concepts.

It's a whole atmosphere that all become stiff and cold and cold.

Under the snow, he slowly turned his head and looked at me, that indifferent gaze as if trying to kill me: "Yubihama, what do you want to know?"

"No, I'm just asking, if the minister really doesn't want to answer. "I realized that I was still too reckless, even now that I know more about the snow, the snow is still the snow under the snow, she is not the kind of girl who can let me ask these questions casually.

"What you want to know, and what you can guess, may not be far from the truth. Then, however, under the icy snow, he spat out a sentence that didn't sound so cold.

Does that mean I still have a chance?

"If you take into account what I've guessed—"

"—But you know too much and it's not necessarily a good thing, you know that, right? Yubihama?" However, the snow interrupted me and asked me earnestly.

"Okay!" I nodded, I understood what I meant under the snow, at least, now that I didn't need to inquire about this seemingly very secret history of the other party.

But, here, Yukishita revealed to me that maybe something had happened between her and Hayama, and she didn't deny it—and if she was dealing with someone who didn't want to reveal it at all, she would definitely veto it.

"Can you guess if your sister is looking for you now?" smiled gracefully, and said something playful that didn't quite fit her style.

"Uh, I don't think Yui-san is so worried about me, right?"

"That's not necessarily, for my younger brother who has a certain ability but is not capable, my sister is generally worried about the other party's accident, right? After all, having ability means arrogance, but lack of ability also means not being able to reliably complete things. ”

"You don't have a brother, but you speak so decently. I think there's a lot of slots in there!"

And at this time, there was some surprise in the forest, and the sound of rustling came again.

"Well, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt your conversation. Almost at the same moment as he appeared, Hikiya Hachiman turned around and pretended not to see anything.

In orthodox romantic comedies, the men and women who are bumped into in this situation will generally show a shy expression, explaining "not like this" while coercing each other not to leak secrets.

However, the story was never a teen romance comedy. Xue Xia tilted his head, glanced at Biqi Valley, and showed a puzzled expression. It seems that he doesn't understand why Biqigu wants to avoid it at all.

"Ah, the person who cares about Yubihama the most is actually you, after all, people gather like likes, I should have noticed it a long time ago, but I'm sorry I have to admit that my judgment this time was really completely wrong. ”

Uh, forget it if you don't show your shyness, when was you brainwashed by BL under the snow!

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Although this chapter is written averagely, it really took two and a half hours to write, especially the first half of the book, which took nearly two hours, and my only hope is to read it a few more times if you don't understand it, so as not to make the author feel that his seriousness is all in vain. By the way, the original work is the night talk between Xue Nai and the big teacher.,So the last NTR (mistaken) big teacher's plot.,Hawkers,I think it's still fun.。

Also, although everyone in the book review area doesn't seem to be very happy with the new title, although it doesn't seem that there is a significant increase in the number of clicks in the membership week, but my collection increased by 18 in one day yesterday, which is almost the number of collections that have increased in the past week, so I think it makes sense to change the title to a simple and violent one, and that's it.