Final Chapter: The Beginning of Spring
"Yukina Kogi, congratulations on graduation!" she smiled and received the graduation certificate from the principal's hand, and the audience burst into crackling applause and squirming - obviously, as the winner of the two-time Miss General Martial Arts High School, Yukina's popularity is not low.
However, she didn't pay attention to this, and swept through the ranks of the first year, and she easily found the conspicuous red hair, but Yubihama Kazuya only lowered his head and did not look in her direction.
Still like you're angry, this guy!!" she smiled softly and walked down the stairs.
The follow-up of the birthday party is actually warmer for her.
Ever since she heard Kazuya's angry voice, she had been filled with a strange feeling of surprise. All the mistakes Kazuya had made, perhaps humiliating mistakes in his own eyes, were just minor issues that didn't matter to her.
The important thing is that he is losing his temper with himself, and the important thing is that he has come to himself again, regardless of the ground. Kazuya's kind of embarrassment is actually very nostalgic in her opinion - a long time ago, when she was still in an intimate relationship with Yubihama Kazuya, in the face of her difficulties, Kazuya was often like this, although the degree was lighter.
Moreover, if he appeared like this, it showed that he didn't care at all about his no-show that night, whether it was because he believed his own explanation, or because he took the matter less seriously than he expected, or because he actually believed in himself more than he thought, and in any case, he also believed in himself, cared about himself, and did not despise himself or despise himself—that was enough.
Although she nominally helped Kitahara and Kazuya explain the reason, although she saw the boy's uncomfortable escape, she already understood it - the boy's feelings have been conveyed to her heart.
She didn't stop Kazuya immediately, and she didn't call Kazuya after that, but this was different from deliberately snubbing him and testing him before.
Yukina Kogi clearly knows how embarrassing it is for the boy when this happens, so she just gives the boy enough time to ease his emotions, and when the easing is over, it is the time for this warm harvest.
The campus in early spring exudes a strong graduation mood.
She strolls through the middle of the campus, feeling the intense feelings.
She doesn't really have many friends who really want to take a group photo, but there are always a lot of people who come out of all kinds of unexpected places and invite her to take a group photo together.
Of course, she would also agree to their requests, and by the way, she also took a symbolic photo with her mobile phone.
Graduation is also the most vigorous time for confession, and in less than an hour, she has been stopped by an unknown number of boys.
After the other party was rejected by himself, he either left calmly or said goodbye with tears.
She also knew that it was just a ceremony that marked the end of their high school.
For those people, the outcome doesn't matter.
"Now, Kogi, I've called Fuyuma, let's take a group photo together!" This was the voice of Haruki Kitahara - he really never seemed to feel that he had crossed the line, and, for some reason, he always seemed to feel that the relationship between himself, Kitahara and Fuyuma and Sasa should be quite good friends.
But it seems to be barely enough, after all, in the light music club, the club that she considered to be an attraction and attention from the beginning, they worked together fairly happily - if they wanted to feel like friends, then it didn't hurt to treat them as friends.
And I don't like Kitahara, and I always feel that she will like Kitahara Haruki, if she really likes Kitahara Haruki, then what will happen, especially the girl with black straight hair on the other end, who is very persistent in Kitahara Haruki's beliefs.
But this is just pointless speculation after all.
"Anyway, when I graduated, I would ask for the buttons of the school uniform of the person I liked, when did this start to be a story?" Haruki Kitahara asked a little casually after taking the photo.
"Who knows? Did Kitahara-san's buttons go, or did anyone want to ask for them?"
"My words, no, no, because I don't have time to fall in love, and no one likes me, right?"
"Really?" she chuckled as she looked at Fuyuma and Sasa on the other side, the straight-haired black girl's face wasn't very good.
If only I could be more frank, that girl. She chucked her head slightly, thinking.
"But if you say something, there will be a lot of people who are trying to ask you for buttons - eh, have you already taken your buttons off?
"Ah, my buttons!" Yukina pulled out the buttons that had been in her pocket, shook them, and said, "I was worried about the situation that Kitahara-san said, so I removed it from the end of the graduation ceremony, and if anyone asked for it, I could tell him that someone had been asked to leave." ”
"Ah, it's worthy of Xiao Mu Yu, I really prepared for it!"
"Well, I still have something to do, so I'll go first. ”
"Okay, then Xiao Mu Yu is busy with your own business first!"
She slowly paced away from the others, smiled and rejected the new classmates who wanted to take a picture with her, and began to walk in the direction of the lack of crowds.
Finally, she stopped at the door of the gymnasium.
She knew why she was here, because this is where it all began.
The use of buttons, she told Kitahara, was neither right nor right.
Of course, she removed the buttons in advance to prevent others from asking for too much, but more because she had someone she wanted to give it to.
Now, if you're here, I'll give you the buttons, will you take it?
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Spring has come, and after my sister left, I suddenly realized that from winter to spring, it was actually faster than I imagined. A few days ago, I was still in my room looking out the frozen window and watching the snow fall, but now, it is a very comfortable day for my family to go hiking together.
My sister is right, in such weather, just hiding in the classroom to sleep, this is really a bit of a waste, I thought so, then stood up, shook my somewhat stiff body, and walked out of the classroom.
It was only when the school was filled with the full emotion of graduation that I was able to realize that, unlike my previous rigid judgment of the campus scenery, in fact, many scenes of the school were more likely to arouse people's emotions than I imagined.
I still remember the dead tree outside the gymnasium, it was a dead tree at the time, but when spring came, I noticed a few new shoots on the branches—the tenacity of vitality, which was evident. Standing under that tree, a girl named Koharu Sugiura, after her second attempt, failed decently.
For the rest of your life, don't forget the appearance of the girl you have cried. These are the words she left behind with tears streaming down her face.
Next to the gymnasium is a football field, the first time I talk to a color feather, the short-haired, energetic but cunning girl around me asks all kinds of questions, and then, when I was still puzzled by the situation, she said no to me for the first time: Although I am indeed interested in you, but if you think that I am interesting to you, it is very wrong, I just treat you as a normal classmate, so I am very sorry!
After that, she didn't know how many times she "rejected me" in a similar way, and if she could, I actually hoped that she could keep saying no so that we wouldn't have all the sad scenes after that.
Directly opposite the soccer field is the club's office building, and in the conference room of the student council, I accepted the task of the president of the castle, and then, I thought back to Sonoda Haiwei, the girl who has been following Koharu, and the girl who has always admired Koharu and worked hard for the seniors she admires.
If you're still thinking about pretending to be your girlfriend — I think I'm a good match, right? What kind of mood did she have in when she said this? If I had been able to refuse her at the time, I don't think the tragedy would have happened later.
Unlike other club classrooms, the ministry classrooms are connected to the teaching classrooms, and if I have to give a reason, it would be that Hiratsuka-sensei thinks that it would be more beneficial for the ministry department to connect the ministry classrooms closer to the students' classrooms - but considering that the location of this classroom is so remote and the reputation of the club has not been well known, this idea seems unrealistic.
However, most of Yuhihama's memories of this year's campus life were formed in this classroom. Although the final result was far from what I had originally expected, when the final decision came, I remembered the quarrels and efforts in the classroom, and there was still a hint of nostalgia.
Is there a hint of a shadow of youth? The common memories and common struggles of the youth community?
I smiled self-deprecatingly.
When you really recall it, there will still be some reluctance?
Of course, there will also be youthful feelings, and when Yukino's thoughts change under the snow, and Yui Hihama's feelings deteriorate, that feeling is not very good.
In the end, there is always a kind of self-positioning of the protagonist of a terrible light novel!
Of course, this should not be the end, everything, starting in the gymnasium and ending in the gymnasium.
When I saw the temporary stage of the stadium again, I always felt like I was in the afterlife—it had been four months since that grand cultural festival!
There are so many things to remember, but, for me, there is only one thing that is most important.
Kogi Yukina's song "Dance い落ちる雪のように,If this story can be made simpler,It can be declared over after that song sounds。
It's a pity that the bad, self-righteous, and naïve Yubihama Kazuya must go against his wishes and do something more complicated and embarrassing.
- I think that these two actions, which were also so embarrassed according to my mood, should be revenge for the choices made at that time.
If I were given another chance to choose, I don't think I would hesitate.
"What would you do if you were given another chance to choose at that time?"
I knew whose voice it was, but I didn't turn my head away.
Why is it here?
Shouldn't you be enjoying the sought-after when you graduate?
And it's humiliating and embarrassing to be caught reminiscing about the past! And why do you know what I'm thinking?
"What would you do if you were given another chance to choose?" but the same question kept repeating itself.
Hey, is it okay to be mentally prepared?
I can guess the reason for the occurrence, but it has to make me restrain my emotions somewhat, right?
"Or do you need me to sing on stage again to make you remember how you felt?"
"No need. I turned around and looked back at Yukina Kogi.
In fact, seeing that it was only a momentary thing, realizing that one's own stubbornness and the other party's thoughtfulness were only a momentary thing.
In retrospect, it wasn't really much, was it?
Why was there such a level of self-contempt at that time?
If you have enough confidence in yourself and have enough expectations for the future, these difficulties should be overcome, right?
Indeed, this kind of self-blame is not difficult to overcome.
I looked at Kogi Senpai, who was smiling, her hands behind her back, leaning forward slightly, her unbroken uniform floating lightly in the air.
What I know, what she wants to hear now, is not the answer to her question, not my apology, but—
"Now, because, I like you, senior Xiao Muxi. ”
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emmmmm is over.,There's still a lot of things I want to say.,I'll talk about it in the summary later, right?