I know that from a neutral point of view, even if I know where I stand, even if I know what I think, many of my actions are incomprehensible. Now, for example, in this overly obsessive, yet roundabout way, what is done under the snow.

Firstly, why help her to such an extent, secondly, why in such an awkward way, instead of pointing out her problems directly under the snow? and finally, why fight alone and refuse the possible assistance of others?

True, incomprehensible, but, perhaps, really easy to understand. The reason is simple: just pride and responsibility.

No matter how I excuse it, from the beginning of my summer vacation to say that to the snow, I opened the Pandora's box of changes under the snow, and all this is caused by me, and I need to make up for it myself, this is the responsibility, the crown falls from my hand, and in the end, it is only by me to pick it up from the dust, this is pride.

This stubbornness cannot be understood by anyone, not even those who should know me best.

It's not the first time I've had an awkward relationship with Sister Yui since I entered high school, and it stands to reason that there should be a lot of friction between siblings since they entered puberty, and this friction of ours seems to have come a little later.

At dinner, Yui made it clear that she refused to communicate with me. Please, old lady, I can understand you doing this to me, but your brother is very suffering, not to mention anything else, the mother's full of "Kazuya, you are such a big child, why don't you know how to apologize to Yui" complaining eyes are very tormenting. Not to mention that the father, who usually has a sense of emptiness, suddenly has a daughter control attribute attack at this time.

In short, external reasons are the reasons why I sought to talk to my sister.

"Xiaohe-Kazuya, do you know that your sister has reached the age of marriage, and she still entered the girl's room at this time, do you still have any shame?"

It's rare, Sister Yui's "proud" mode.

But don't you feel uncomfortable saying that? Not long ago, you invited me to come and go freely in and out of your room.

And,Probably because there are too many times to be "delicate", I don't know why, looking at Sister Yui's bulging cheeks, I always want to laugh - the lethality of this kind of appearance is probably not as strong as expressionless or heartbroken, all in all, when my sister shows this kind of stubborn and tough expression, the situation is not so bad.

"Sasa, when my sister, who has reached the age of marriage, has her first boyfriend, I will not enter my sister's room without permission. ”

"Hey, I can't find a boyfriend, whose fault do you think it's to?"

"Ha, do you want to mention my sister's old-fashioned remarks like 'because my brother is so terrible, so the boys who pursue me are scared away in the end'? If I confess to you at this time, will you agree?"

"What does this have to do with Hayato and small businesses!"

"Tsk, I was expecting the stupid sister to blush a little, but it failed--in other words, aren't those two guys your favorite type? That's okay, Hayama won't talk about it, I'm really worried that you like him because you're ashamed of him. ”

"Hey, that, that's a bit rude to say that, isn't it? Xiaoqi is also a very gentle person, oh, if not, um-"

"-If not?"

"In short, I have the same feelings for Xiaoxing as a friend, Xiaohe is satisfied, right?"

"Well, what kind of feelings do you have for him, why do you need my approval?"

"Hah-" Yui-sama's face, fully aware of the fact that she was being teased by me, finally turned red, albeit in a different direction.

"Little and you fool!"

Hmm, at this point, it should be possible to communicate, right?

The most terrible thing about resentment is not when it erupts, but when it accumulates in the heart and has no channel to vent, when all kinds of resentment are gathered together, and finally give birth to an unknowable and more terrible mood, that is the most dangerous time.

Although this venting is only aimed at my teasing of Sister Yui, but on the contrary, this also expresses the other sullenness in my sister's heart, and with this premise, it will be much easier to communicate.

My sister is obviously aware of this too, after all, this little trick has been tried and tested many times in my interactions with various people. Soon, she could only cover her forehead helplessly, pouting at me as if she was resigned to her fate, and said, "Xiaohe is too cunning!"

"Well!" I nodded, acquiescing to the evaluation, after all, if the effect is achieved, it's fine.

And so, the formal conversation began.

"Although Xiaohe always treats me as a fool, but I also know that Xiaohe has never treated me as a real fool, has he?" sighed, and my sister spoke first, "I can't understand Xiaohe's character anymore, and Xiaohe will always have so many strange and incomprehensible reasons for doing things." ”

Surprisingly empathetic - but it's not surprising, it's the normal state of Yui Yubihama during the sane period.

"After all, we are sisters and brothers, and as sisters, we always want to know the reason for my brother's thoughts, isn't it? As an older sister, it's normal to see my brother doing something that seems dangerous, worrying, wanting to help him, hoping to support him, isn't it?"

- However, Yui Yui Hihama is not always controlled by reason.

If it had been before, I would have smashed the big truth of reason and emotion again - but now, I will give a different answer.

"Yui-san—"

"-Ahh

"Then, Xiaohe, do you think, did you really convince me once?"

"As far as I know, no, but instead made my sister do a lot of things that I didn't expect. ”

"Yes," frowned slightly, revealing a smile that didn't know whether it was relief or distress, "You still know, don't you?"

"It's impossible not to know, right? After all, the miracle created by Sister Yui is firmly in front of me!"

"Even if it's already in tatters, isn't it?"

"So, I'm going to let this miracle shine again, and I can't let what doesn't exist tarnish the light of your crown, don't I?"

"So, I know, Kowa, is it for me?" Sister Yui murmured softly, helplessly.

"For everyone. I replied with a slight bow.

"Xiaohe, let's discuss something, something we all deliberately forget, okay?" said my sister suddenly, as if all the conversations just now had been cut off with a knife.

"We've all deliberately forgotten something?"

"Xiaohe won't know it, right? Your memory is much better than mine!Such an important thing, such an important thing, what I ask of you!" my sister raised her head, her light brown eyes looking into my eyes, "About the cultural festival, our agreement." ”

About the covenant that was made before and after the cultural festival, which we deliberately forgot.

All of a sudden, without warning, my sister threw out the biggest problem between us.

"If Xiaohe doesn't know how to say it, then let me tell me what I think!" Perhaps sensing my shock and incomprehension, my sister chuckled and said to herself.

"Xiaohe doesn't treat me as a stupid, but I don't treat Xiaohe as a stupid. Actually, what the hell am I thinking in my heart, Xiaohe knows very well, right? After all, it's all so obvious!"

I felt that the conversation was slowly getting out of my grip - it was clear that it had been fine so far, convincing my sister to accept that I was doing her good, without even arguing with reason and emotion.

But why is this happening?

"Actually, Xiaohe said I was stupid, and I admitted it. Because, I really can't think of a way - as an older sister, I want to know Xiaohe better, I want Xiaohe to rely on me more, and I want Xiaohe to say more to me, it's natural, but I don't know what to do!"

"Originally, I thought it was because of Xiaohe's hopeless character, because Xiaohe was like this to everyone, although I don't know what the situation was when you and Xiaochun first dated, but, I think, the child didn't be able to fully understand Xiaohe's mood - otherwise he wouldn't have broken up with Xiaohe, right?"

"Of course, if that's the case, then there's no way! After all, Xiaohe is such a hopeless person!" the sister blinked and continued, "But, no, it's not like this! Xiaohe is not such a hopeless person—because I saw a person who could make Xiaohe really trust, that person, who took my role, that person, and robbed me of my identity as Xiaohe's sister." ”

"I still remember the first time I met Kogi Senpai-really, I was super angry, Kowa's attitude towards his seniors, I could see at a glance, the tone of his voice, unconsciously approaching my side, and I could feel my distrustful attitude. What, I'm Xiaohe's sister, isn't it? Really, I was really angry at the time. ”

Was it the first time Yui Yui Yui and Yukina Kogi Yukina? At first, it wasn't very pleasant.

"However, it was almost the first time I met Xiao Mu Xi's senior, I understood the reason why Xiao He relied on her, Xiao Mu Xi's senior, is really a very good listener, very understanding girl - if she wants to be Xiao He's sister all the time. If she is willing to be Xiaohe's sister all the time, then maybe there won't be so many problems, although it's very uncomfortable, but she can only admit defeat, her sister's strength is too poor!" Rubbing her red and swollen eyes, her sister said helplessly.

"But, the problem is that Xiao Mu Cao's seniors don't want to be just Xiao He's sister, don't they? Although I don't know Xiao He's thoughts, I know Xiao Mu Shu's thoughts - or rather, everyone knows them now, don't they?"

"Actually, at the meeting published in the newspaper, I went to ask why my seniors were unwilling to tolerate Xiaohe - if it was an older sister, she should tolerate all the mistakes of her younger brother, instead of making demands on her younger brother, I think so. However, if you think about it, at that time, it was not the same thing at all that I thought about with Kogi Senpai. What I think is that the seniors did not take on the responsibility of being a good sister, and the seniors thought that they were unwilling to continue to play the role of the elder sister, and from this point of view, from the beginning, we did not have a dialogue in the same direction. ”

However, this is not really important, because Xiaohe is very slow in terms of feelings, and he is also very good at suppressing his feelings with so-called reason. Therefore, as long as Xiaohe still regards his predecessors as his sister and still relies on his predecessors, then my approach is meaningful. Of course, I didn't think about it so much at the time, I just thought that if I could beat Kogi Yu's predecessors in any place, and beat her in any place, then Kowa, wouldn't it be more dependent on me?"

"So, this is the goal of my sister to compete for Miss Zong Wugao, right?"

"Because, at that time, Xiao Mu Yu's seniors also seemed to want to win, if he won the seniors who wanted to win, wouldn't he prove himself with Xiao He?"

However, this is indeed a very Yukihama style approach!

"Then, Yui-san performed a miracle!"

"Although, in terms of results, it was Kogi Sao's predecessors who achieved miracles. ”

"Of course it's not important, so, the problem is, even if Miss won against Kogi Senpai, I still didn't rely on Sister Yui, is that so? Is this the reason why you have never dared to mention this issue to me?"

"Yes and no. My sister nodded first, then shook her head.

"What does that mean?"

"Actually, I know very well, right? What is the use of Miss Zongwu Gao? Obtaining this title will make Xiaohe rely on me more? Of course not, at that time, I just had a goal in uncertainty and confusion, so I tried to grasp this goal and make myself make a difference. To be honest, even when Xiaoxue announced that I was number one at the end, I wasn't that excited—because, I know, Xiaohe didn't choose me because of that, did he?"

"If you understand that—"

It is precisely because I understand this that I am now strange. Yui showed her sharpest eyes of the night, "Because, the current Kowa, does not rely on me, and in the same way, does not rely on anyone." Obviously not a lone ranger, Xiaohe, has to play a warrior who moves forward alone, which makes people feel even more panicked!"

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I always feel like the rhythm is still a little dragged.,But to tell the truth.,Solving the problem is just a chapter of the mouth.,But the reaction of all aspects is the point.,It's hard for me to hate to hide the feelings of other characters and associate them for yourself.。。。