Chapter 12: Hand-signed death sentence
After contacting a person for a long time, you will form a fixed impression of the person, which may not be consistent, but it must be your own impression of the person's construction.
When I was in the first grade of elementary school, I was a crying child, so when I graduated from elementary school and other classmates wrote me graduation messages, I still received rumors like "I hope you can get rid of your crying problem" - even though the truth is that I haven't cried in front of anyone else since I was in third grade.
So, for many people, the first impression of that person is her fixed impression. All other impressions are selectively deleted from memory as "exceptions".
So, what was your first impression of Yukino under the snow?
The classroom at sunset, the awe-inspiring delicate face, the long soft black hair, the absolute confidence to stick to their ideas without hesitation, and the merciless suppression of those who are not on the road with themselves.
Ideal and powerful, beautiful but cold, this is my impression of Yukino under the snow.
And I don't think my basic impression of the snow has changed.
Therefore, I believe that the weak snow is a special case, I believe that this is just a temporary inability to adjust, I believe that under the snow snow will sooner or later be able to take the initiative to throw away my crutch, and then move forward independently of her own will.
But is this the reality?
Not really. Because she relied too much on crutches, she was like a blind person, just allowing her movements to be controlled by guide dogs. However, guide dogs can maintain absolute loyalty, but people cannot.
In the club classroom, when my eyes fell on the snow, she quickly reacted and threw me a kind and puzzled look.
It's far from gentle, but if you can compare it with the previous snow, the difference is obvious. It's not a mistake to be soft, it's wrong to lose her independent thinking when she treats people softly.
It has become a machine that deals with problems efficiently in a moderation, but it is only responsible for execution, not decision-making. If it's like this, it's not even as good as Sister Yui, who is no longer following the trend.
"Do you want to continue the discussion on yesterday's issues in today's club activities?"
"Well, that's right, Yubihama, have you thought of any solutions?"
Answering me subconsciously, and then subconsciously waiting for my answer, this is the current state under the snow, how could it be that this obvious anomaly was not noticed before?
Or maybe I found out and ignored it, right?
"Even if I don't think of a solution, it's a must, right? It's more or less a commission from the Ministry of Minister—and it's my first commission. ”
"Well, I'm sorry, that's right," she clasped her hands together gently, and then turned her face to the others, "So today, let's continue to discuss yesterday's problems, have you thought of any solutions since you went back?"
It was as if the host on stage had asked a boring question, and the stones thrown down the stage did not even make the smallest splash.
As he seemed to have experienced a long time ago, Hikiya looked up a little tiredly, glanced under the snow, and lowered his head again—exactly the same two people as the guy who took the initiative to propose a solution yesterday. However, it is understandable that yesterday's accurate statement has covered all the solutions he can propose.
Yui looked at everyone hopefully, and then, after everyone was silent, she lowered her head a little tangled, rubbing her hands together, trying to say something to round the atmosphere, but she didn't know what to do because she hadn't done this kind of thing for too long.
If it was in the past, this silent state was the best opportunity to make her own dictatorship under the snow, but now, like a teacher who is patiently waiting for her classmates to wake up, she looks at everyone seriously and waits for everyone seriously.
- earnestly waiting for us to give her an answer, an answer to her who has given up thinking.
So, let me give her an answer!
When the eyes under the snow fell on me for the second time, I still spoke: "Actually, I have a solution to the problem, but-"
"-But?" The first person to react to my words was Bikigu.
"It's a very personal approach, and I can solve it with a very personal relationship, and it can be solved better than I think, but because there are so many indescribable transactions involved, I don't want anyone else to know about it if possible. ”
"Isn't it okay even for everyone in the Ministry of Serving?" asked my sister, her eyes wide and confused.
"I'm sorry, but if possible, I want to try not to implicate anyone else, that is, if it fails, it's also my personal mistake, and you still have the possibility of throwing me off and continuing to solve the problem. ”
"What kind of confidential mission are you doing, and do you want to involve anyone else?"
"I don't think that's just right for the seniors of Hikitani, to let a seemingly unrelated person solve the problem in the most effective way. Sacrificing one person to save the majority, not to mention, this only one person will not necessarily be sacrificed. ”
Plugged Bi Qi Gu's mouth in the way of Bi Qi Gu, of course, this method is ineffective for my sister.
"No—okay! Is Xiaohe going to do something dangerous by himself? Or is it going to be something bad for a person? This is absolutely not okay! This question is a commission from Xiaohe to the Ministry of Ministers, why did it end up being a problem for Xiaohe to solve alone?"
"I represent a part of the Ministry's point of view!"
"Then I'll stop Xiaohe as a sister!"
"I'm sorry, Sister Yui, when do you think you succeeded in suppressing me as a sister?"
"All in all, no!"
"So, let's vote!" Of course, Yui-sama's reaction was also expected by me, and at this time, it was time to use the weapon of "collective", "Since Yui-san values the will of the Ministry of Service so much, then, let everyone in the Ministry of Service vote? Of course, I will not participate in this vote, and it will be up to the other three of you to decide whether to agree to let me complete this confidential solution alone, or reject this plan." ”
"Yamato—"
"It's not a solution to keep arguing, and at this time, you have to use the most primitive and fair majority decision, right?"
The sister bit her lip and finally nodded helplessly.
"Then, there's no need to raise your hand to vote, anyway, there are only three people, and everyone will express their opinions one by one, right?"
"Then I'll talk about it first! Resolutely reject Kowa's plan—how can such a plan that is detached from the collective work?"
"Well, I know, what about the senior Biqigu?"
"There aren't too many objections, right, if it's really as valid as Yuhihama said. Biqigu said slowly, not knowing what he was thinking.
These were all expected reactions, and the only thing that could not be predicted was under the snow.
— or rather, I anticipated the most likely reaction under the snow right now, but I wanted to give her a chance, a last-ditch, one-last-ditch chance to save herself.
"Well, Yubihama, can't you really tell us any information about the plan you just had?" When Yukishita replied, she couldn't even maintain the initial pretense of calmness in her eyes, and just looked at me with a pleading attitude, as if she thought I would be moved by her plea if possible.
"I'm sorry, but that's the only thing I can't compromise. ”
"But, Yubihama, don't you think that will make it hard for us to trust you, and why on earth should we put the possibility of solving the problem on you?"
"So, I also pointed out that I can't solve the problem, you can just throw me out and rethink a solution, and to be honest, I'm pretty confident in my approach. ”
"Confident but reluctant to speak?"
"Yes, that's it. ”
I felt the suspicion in the eyes of the snowy eyes—or rather, this was the right response, and a person with full confidence in his own judgment should question the way he solved the problem in the face of a mysterious solution proposed by a seemingly conceited member. Although the so-called "letting go and trusting your subordinates" is also an ability, this ability is undoubtedly not in line with the direction under the snow. Her direction should be to firmly believe in her own judgment, and firmly believe that her own ideas are the direction of the best solution.
This is a choice, that is, if Xue Xia chooses to question me now, then she has redeemed my trust in her, which at least means that she can rely on her own reason to get rid of her dependence on other people, then her own problem will be much easier to solve. However, if Snow chooses to trust me unconditionally, then I'm sorry, I have to live up to your trust.
Of course, it's not that you don't solve the problem, but that you solve it in a way that knocks you down the abyss.
After realizing that you have betrayed your relatives, you will be forced to stand up, and this is the ultimate solution.
And the fate of Yukino under the snow is now up to her.
- So, don't trust me, under the snow, if you still believe in your own possibilities.
"Well, if Yubihama said so, then I don't think I have any way to object, I agree with Yubihama's solution, so it's two to one, and this decision was passed, is that so?"
"As you wish, Minister under the snow. I nodded slightly.
Sorry, as you wished, Minister under the snow, now you signed your own death sentence, and then, once activated, the great wheel of history cannot be reversed.
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If there's anything that must be and can't be changed, that's his problem-solving style, this guy can't be completely mediocre in the end. Well, I feel sorry for Xue Nai for a second.