Chapter 19.5: The Ministry of Service Alone
As always, I came to the classroom for club activities on time, sat down in my favorite well-lit window seat as always, and prepared tea for four people as always, which is the rhythm of after-school life that Snow Nai has adapted to.
There is a process of adaptation to non-adaptation in any activity, from the beginning of the saber-rattling with almost everyone, to the later being able to discuss all issues with a relatively relaxed atmosphere, Yukino realizes that his attitude towards this community is slowly changing.
From the condescension at the beginning, to the mutual cooperation now.
Although there have been many setbacks in the activities of the ministry due to various accidents for some time, and even the activities have been temporarily suspended, in the end, everything has been resolved smoothly. After the cultural festival, it is natural to resume club activities, and to engage in the activities of doing different things after school but interconnecting with each other, as a matter of course, is the normal rhythm of life.
Of course, the problems in recent times have also been more serious, surrounding the election of his own student president, the scandal surrounding himself and others, and a series of ensuing phenomena, which have obviously disrupted the usual peace of this club. However, on the whole, Xue Xia Xue Nai thinks: Actually, these things are not a big deal.
Even at the height of the controversy over the scandal, she would still prepare tea for everyone. Of course, she was aware of the seriousness of the problem, but she felt that, as always, the possibilities for the community she led were endless, and everyone could solve all the problems.
She didn't show any anger until she had taken that incomprehensible move again—she was more prepared than the last time she did it, and she believed she could solve the problem well. It's nothing that Hikiya Hachiman takes the initiative to avoid the activities of the Ministry of Service, he is absent on the first day, and on the second day, as long as Yui gets in his way to escape, that guy will naturally compromise in the end.
As for the follow-up impact of this matter, as long as everyone continues to discuss it, it will definitely be able to solve the problem.
Therefore, under the snow today, Yukino is just sitting in the classroom with peace of mind, holding the library book, and waiting for the arrival of others with peace of mind.
- It's just that it seems that there is something wrong with the other members of the community today.
The sound of the cell phone rang.
"Xiaoxue, I'm really sorry! There are some things to solve temporarily, can I take a leave of absence for today's club activities?"
"Yes. "Reply promptly.
"Aha, that's great, I'll compensate Xiaoxue, is there anything Xiaoxue wants to buy recently? I can go with Xiaoxue!"
"I don't need it yet, but I'll remember that. ”
"Uh-huh, that's it!"
Yui's email came to an abrupt end here.,Although she doesn't seem to have asked about the situation of Bi Qi Gu.,But judging from her state,,It's not a big problem with Bi Qi Gu, who is in the same class as her.,Otherwise,With Yui's personality,,It's estimated that she will cry to herself very anxiously!
She remembered what happened when she first met the jo president, and the jo lord seemed to have assigned a task to Yubihama Kazuya, so that guy should arrive a little later.
So, that means that for at least some time, you'll be alone in the classroom.
Of course, one's club activities are very boring.,Although Yukino doesn't hate loneliness.,But,The situation in the club classroom, although it's not popular, but it's actually very energetic.,She's used to it.。 Leaving her alone here will still be a little uncomfortable.
However, Yukino did not choose to notify and cancel today's club activities.
INTERVIEWER After all, the number of people in the club is small, and if there is such a precedent, it will be difficult to maintain the activities of the club, and as a minister, I must prevent this from happening. She thought so.
Of course, she definitely didn't think about it, and Yubihama would also refuse to participate in club activities without informing herself—the last time he did such a thing was when he first joined the ministry. At that time, this guy and himself at that time were still a certain amount of naïve and childishly conceited, so the two clashed constantly.
Conflict can be dissolved, isn't the current state of cooperation also a good state?
This state of affairs cannot be sustained, and Yukino knows it—after all, Kazuya had personally told her that after the election of the student council president, the cooperation would end. However, she felt that Kazuya's sentence did not have much practical significance. After the election of the student president, I was elected as the student president, so I naturally needed to organically combine the activities of the ministry department with the activities of the student council.
Therefore, it is really a meaningless thing to hear that the president of Jo Di also wants and can also participate in the election of the student council. As long as he can win, of course, at this stage, there is no doubt about it - then Yubihama will inevitably become a de facto member of the student council.
It's just that even if it will come later, Kazuya Yubihama today seems to be a little too late.
She glanced at the time uneasily, 5:00, which was normally the end of the club activities. And until this time, Yubihama and it was as if he had disappeared, and he didn't tell himself any information about his traces at all.
I checked my phone again and made sure that the phone signal was good, and I didn't miss any calls or emails - but this only further proved my previous judgment: today, Yubihama and Kazue will not be coming to the club classroom. And this also means that today's ministry classrooms are empty, and there is no point in the club activities alone.
In a split second, she tried to make a phone call to ask about the guy, however, it was only then that she realized that she had never taken the initiative to call Kazuya Yubihama because of her thoughts. What's more, as the president of the club, when the members are not there, take the initiative to call the other party, which may give the other party the impression that he is oppressing him. I don't know why, but under the snow, I don't want Kazuya to feel like this.
The two were now on an equal footing, and she wasn't in a position to force him to do something — that was the reason she had given herself.
So, what about sending an e-mail asking about the other party's situation? This seems to be possible, but it involves the question of one's own identity, whether he is the minister of the ministry or as a partner? If it is the former, it will inevitably fall into the dilemma of the previous phone call, and if the partner is qualified to interfere in the other party's private life?
- So, what if it's a friend?
The definition of a friend is vague and depends on whether you consider the other person to be your friend, and whether the other person thinks you are the other person's friend. Yukino, for example, believes that she and Yui are friends, as both of them have made this identification clear. However, whether she and Yubihama's younger brother are friends or not, she really can't be sure.
Although the other party should not be called "senior" or "minister", but this should be to make it clear that the relationship between the two is equal, right? If the other party thinks that he is a friend, he should take the initiative to call himself by his first name like his sister?
Under the snow, Yukino found that he was a little unsure of the relationship with Yubihama Kazuya.
She had never thought about this question before, and this question was her psychological blind spot.
Perhaps, it is more beneficial to simply use the non-emotional identity judgment of collaborators or ministers and members of associations.
However, she also dislikes this positioning.
With so many common experiences and so many common goals for cooperation, however, at the end of the day, it is not possible to emotionally identify each other, what is this joke?
The next time you meet Yubihama, ask him for his judgment. She thought so.
The clock hanging on the wall of the classroom indicates that the time is 5:30. Kazuya Yuhihama shouldn't come, she can be sure of that.
A subtle, bitter emotion slowly rose from her heart.
Then, she realized that the reason why she had such confidence in the problem solving of the ministry department was because Yuhihama Kazuya seemed to have been telling herself that there was no problem, and the reason why she judged the same behavior of Hikiya so differently was because, the second time, Yubihama saw Hikiya's approach.
She felt that as long as she waited for Kazuya, she could discuss a result with peace of mind. So, she was willing to wait patiently in an empty classroom.
- But that guy, this time, lived up to her expectations.
That's all for today, though.
Xue Xue was not the kind of person to compete at such a time, and after realizing her situation, she chose to leave the classroom, leaving behind a cup of tea that she had never even taken a sip of.
The next time, after clarifying her identity and his identity, this situation will arise again, and she believes that she will definitely not be as hesitant as she is today.
Indecision, not the style of Yukino under the snow.
However, to be honest, the empty ministry classroom, with no one standing with you, is really scary!
This was a somewhat unreal feeling for her.
On this day, she felt for the first time the possibility of fear brought about by loneliness.
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Well, this chapter is shorter, and it's not easy to code out a chapter because of the inertia during the Qingming holiday. In addition, the pure psychological description of writing Xue Nai is also very subtle, and it is also a mixture of truth and lies, after all, Xue Nai is also a troublesome character who often can't figure out his mood (stall hands)