"Why would you like such a person?" she had asked her seniors when the boy had become the target of the school's crusade.

She longed for a senior with long bright dark hair like herself, but tied into a capable but energetic double ponytail, and looked at her in surprise at the time.

"I'm not surprised by the choice of my seniors, after all, now my seniors have broken up with him, and I think it's good. Looking at the gaze of her seniors towards her, she was embarrassed to pull her bangs, but she still insisted on saying - this is the attitude she longed for her seniors to maintain in the face of difficulties.

"Sa, everyone thinks it's good!"

"Of course, I'm not saying that Yubihama-senpai is bad, he does have a lot of attractions about him, and the captain of the football team alone is enough to attract many people, but-" Kaiwei gritted his teeth and continued to explain his opinion.

"—But, after associating with him, you will find that compared to these problems on him, his glamorous status is meaningless, is it?" Koharu nodded and responded with a smile.

"That's not what I meant," a little worried that his wanton comments would make his seniors dissatisfied, Kaimi muttered and continued to explain, "But, Yubihama-senpai's words, although he is also a very charismatic person, but as a boyfriend and girlfriend, don't you find it difficult to get along?"

"Well, I think so! It's a lot of work to come up with. ”

"Yes, so, why did the senior like him?, or why," she then carefully threw out the question she wanted to ask the most, "Why, can't you put it down now?"

"yes, so why?"

The seniors she had always longed for did not give her an answer at that time.

"I guess it's because there's always no reason to like it, right?" In the end, the seniors who have always pursued rigor and reasonableness gave her this kind of answer without a reason.

She knew that Sugiura-senpai wasn't lying, she really didn't know the reason, and until the end, she didn't know the reason either, so she could only struggle with this pain, cover it up, and couldn't get rid of it.

If she just simply didn't like Yubihama Kazuya's character before, from that moment on, she began to hate Yubihama Kazuya. She hates the guy who until the breakup, and makes the seniors she longs for not look like what she wants. Although a good upbringing made her hate that person only to the level of "hate", it was the first time she would have such special feelings for a person of the opposite sex - both positive and negative.

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"Haiwei, thank you for your hard work. The sound of pushing the door came, and Sugiura-senpai's slightly tired and sorry expression appeared in front of her.

"Ah, no, nothing. Remembering her embarrassing performance when facing Yubihama Kazuya just now, a complicated emotion suddenly rose in her heart - the guilt of not being able to deal with the task assigned to her by her senior, the indignation that she couldn't solve the problem of her senior, and the regret that she was shaken by the other party's words at that moment.

Even if the state is not very good, Koharu can still clearly detect the abnormality of his juniors.

"Is it a little difficult for you to deal with him alone? I'm sorry, I should have considered in advance that you weren't very familiar with his style—"

"-No, that's not the case, Yubihama-senpai didn't actually embarrass me. ”

- It's just that I'm embarrassing him, and all he does is fight back!

She subconsciously retorted, but was immediately stunned - why did she refute?

"Really?" Koharu raised her eyebrows in surprise, "I won't provoke people who don't take the initiative to provoke me, is that what you mean?"

"Probably?" Hai Wei nodded sullenly.

"Well, that's not bad," Koharu blinked and replied, "However, a character like him will come into contact with more after you become the president in the future, and Kazuya-well, Yubihama-senpai is reasonable most of the time, although the effect is similar to his unreasonableness, but you will at least feel that he is someone you can talk to, but, if you face some people who are unwilling to reason with you-"

"—Sugiura-senpai, I have a question. However, she interrupted her senior's teaching so suddenly.

She sensed that her seniors didn't want to dwell too much on this issue. She should have obeyed her seniors, she should have understood the feelings of her seniors, but she didn't.

She interrupted what her senior had said.

"Is there a problem?

"Why would you like someone like that?" she asked the senior she admired, the same question she had asked less than a year earlier.

She felt that she was simply crazy, poking at the sore spot of Sugiura-senpai, and besides, didn't she already know the answer? At that time, didn't Sugiura-senpai give herself an answer that she could never understand?

However, she has a feeling that maybe the current seniors are different from the predecessors at that time.

"Why do you want to ask this question?" Koharu looked at Hai Wei with a wry smile, but he didn't mean to refuse her.

It's a familiar sight.

"No, in fact, after more contact with Yubihama seniors, I can actually understand the reason why seniors like him, in addition to the external title of captain of the football team, Yubihama is really a very capable, very good at solving problems, many times, when I feel hopeless, I can't help but want to ask him, I think he can solve ......"

Slowly, her words became softer.

Yubihama-senpai, who she asked for because of the scandal of her predecessors at the time, is something she absolutely does not want to mention to Sugiura-senpai. Maybe the seniors can more or less guess their role in it, but since she tacitly chose not to reveal it, this matter has always been a secret.

Indeed, for herself, who has always hated Yubihama Kazuya, she doesn't know why she naturally felt that this was the only way to save her predecessors at that time.

"Yes, Kazuya, well, Yubihama is a very capable person!" Koharu didn't care about what Hai Wei said, she just nodded nostalgically and said, "He's not really a person who is good at coming up with elaborate plans, in fact, he is quite simple in the way he solves problems." It's just that his simple method can often work—or rather, because of his ability, the simple method is enough to work. ”

"It seems so. ”

Sure enough, compared to me, the seniors still know Yubihama better!

"So, such a person is easy to make people feel dependent, and the emotions of dependence are easy to deteriorate!" Koharu replied with a wink.

"Is it just, for that reason?"

"Of course not—it's common, but it's not okay for him, and even if you have this vague sense of dependence, if he finds your dependence dangerous, in my judgment, he should not hesitate to cut it off. ”

"Slash?"

"That's right, in the case that you are not fully mentally prepared, in his own way, to draw the line thoroughly. ”

"It feels really bad!"

"It's bad, but it's going to work. Koharu nodded, then shook his head again, "Didn't I say that? That's his usual way of dealing with problems, a very simple, but effective way." ”

"Hmm-"

"So, I like it, there must be other reasons," Koharu continued, brushing the sideburns from his ear a little distractedly, "because he seems so impeccable, so when he has a problem, you can't help but have a kind of snickering." Even if he can solve this problem in the end, as long as it can't be solved temporarily, as long as it temporarily makes you feel that 'you can help him', this sense of accomplishment is incomparable. Then, after helping him once, you can't help but want to help him more, want to find more weaknesses behind his strength, and then, you will fall into it. ”

"Actually, if you like it, it's easier to like it because of the previous reason, because you don't know much, so when he cuts off the connection between the two, you will just have a simple disgust for him, so it's easier to get rid of it. However, when you like him for the latter reason, it is a sense of complacency and conceit that 'even if the other party has a problem, I will be the only way out for him', so it is even more difficult to get rid of. ”

"So, the reason why the seniors fell in love with Yubihama-senpai?"

She asked, but she already knew the answer.

"Does this need to be said?" Koharu blinked, and a tear of helplessness quickly fell and then disappeared, "Of course it's because of the latter."

She began to regret the question she had asked. Although she got a more correct answer this time, she didn't want to see the appearance of Sugiura Koharu's seniors who could see it so clearly.

"In that case, Senpai, in that case—"

"—in that case?"

"Then why should the seniors give up? If the seniors have such a sense of mission and such a sense of conceit, then why don't the seniors persevere! Only the seniors of Sugiura are the people who know him best, right? Only the seniors of Sugiura can see these problems most thoroughly, right? Why don't you persevere?"

She became excited, as if she was simply dissatisfied with the abandonment of her seniors, but she always felt that there might be a faint other emotion in her heart, and she needed to vent this excited dissatisfaction.

She still knows too little, and compared to Sugiura's predecessors, she actually doesn't know anything.

This feeling is really annoying!

She looked at her seniors in surprise, and then showed a gentle smile again: "It's because I know it, so I can't hold on!"

"What logic is this—what?"

"When you have always believed that you are his only savior, when you discover the weak side of that person that you have secretly rejoiced in and painstakingly discovered through your interactions, and the other person knows it all—and it is he who has actively exposed it to another person, will you still have trust in this sense of mission of yours?" Koharu's eyes did not look at his juniors, but looked out the window.

Perhaps, she didn't think of this layer when she left at that time, but after that, she was able to realize it more clearly.

Then she knew that, perhaps, she didn't have a chance when she worked hard from the beginning.

This time, her junior just stared at herself with her mouth open.

Have you ever experienced it? So, it's incomprehensible!" she chuckled softly.

"Why, can you be so sure?" said Hai Wei unwillingly, "Why, can you be so determined, think so? Even if it is the object of active emotion, but in terms of the perception of the vulnerable side, don't you still stand on the same starting line? Why, there is no way to continue to persist and continue to work hard?"

"I remember, you don't like me being with him, do you?"

"It doesn't matter if you like it or don't like it, I just think, I just think," Hai Wei said with some excitement, "I've worked hard to this extent, I've worked hard enough to be able to stand on the same starting line as my opponent, but I gave up at this time, it's really, it's weird!"

Koharu lowered his head and did not speak.

Hai Wei knows that this is not what she admires, whether she is stubborn or stubborn, but Sugiura Koharu is a senior who will definitely persevere to the end for her goals.

"I won't take it. I won't accept this, but I can't accept the abandonment of my predecessors. She kept saying that.

If the seniors give up, then I will replace the seniors to maintain the current situation - just to give the seniors a chance to compete again.

She thought so.

Perhaps, there are many more ideas

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Recently, there have been a lot of chapters, but to be honest, it's a bit difficult to write about other people's emotional changes and keep using the first person.