I've been looking forward to this volume for a long time, and of course, in the same way, I've been afraid of this volume. When I finished writing the third volume, I was thinking that everyone knew that the cultural festival was going to explode, but what would happen if the explosion could not be written. I've never been very good at dealing with climactic plots, especially when this climactic plot has been laid out for so long.

Of course, judging from the feeling of finishing the fifth volume now, I think I can barely give this piece a passing score of 60 points, and I barely put away a few important foreshadowings, and the writing performance of the part of Yukina's singing is okay, although I think there are more places that are not enough, for example, I still don't know how to control the rhythm of the climax, basically the explosive plot is only two or three chapters, and it has been paved for so long for these two or three chapters- Although it is understandable, it is emotionally unacceptable, and it is still a bit anticlimactic, so I was going to delay it a little longer before writing forty-nine chapters, but I couldn't hold it out, and the things that should be released have been completely released, and I can't do it if I force it to continue, so I can only end up with this kind of 60 points.

Before the start of the fifth volume, I probably knew two things, one was Yukina's "Dance い Fall ちる雪のように", and the other was Kazuya rejecting Yukina's intentions, and everything else, including the answer to Koharu, was a temporary decision in advance, and even Kazuya had already parted ways with Yukino when the Chinese festival ended, but now that it was written out that it had formed a "loser alliance" or something, it was also unexpected.

Yesterday the group was discussing the recent particularly popular routine flow works.,I don't know when it started.,The daily class of the same people seems to have formed a fixed routine.,Several daily to the heroine of the work are blended.,And then the male protagonist opens.,Open the harem.,Play stalks.,The author writes happily.,And then everyone is happy to see it.。 Sometimes I wonder if I would have done better if I had written something like that? For example, Yubihama Kazuya was just a pure imperial genius, and there weren't so many weird theories, would more people read it—probably?

Still, I don't think I'll write it in the end. A lot of routines now, copying works, genius settings, women's stalks, playing games and encountering otaku terriers, I've used them all in my illness, and as a result, these plots are all regarded by me as my own black history - in essence, I don't like to write those things. Even in "Hosaka", which is preparing to write a harem, I pay more attention to the psychological portrayal of the characters, pursuing the so-called "reasonable harem". But, again, it's self-satisfaction. Because I'm different from other people, I'm able to write about it, and if other people write the same way as me, then I'll feel bored. And this book, in addition to the lack of routines, also has a large section of "philosophy", which makes me more proud. Of course, I'm not saying that I look down on routines, in essence, routines are the most efficient way to write, if I can become a routine writer - I guess I will be it, the key is that I really can't write, so I can only rely on this Ah Q spirit to win spiritually.

Self-satisfying writing is actually not suitable for putting on the Internet, because few people are willing to read things with a strong personal style, if white is my first book, then I don't think many people should read this book, and the success of the sick Jiao in grades lies in the fact that it has a very confusing routine beginning. But I'm happy to have so many people who have been able to make it to this point in this book – I've said it many times, but I'm still happy.

In the next sixth volume, I think its core theme is collapse and salvation, and I shouldn't be happy in the short term, but I think everyone has already seen this, and this is no longer the focus of attention, right?