Chapter 19: Irritability
At least in terms of the clear distinction between public and private, Sonoda inherited Koharu's fine traditions, and the cooperation between the student councils was ultimately only a preliminary intention, and there was not much substance, and after entering the work agenda, the problem was quickly resolved.
Thinking back to what Ichishiki said to me before, I think that the president of Joxia asked me to come to Seison Middle School, not so much because I couldn't find a suitable person to communicate with, but because she was hinting at me to participate in the activities of the student council in her own way.
Of course, there are some specific issues that are debatable.
"Is it meaningful to provide a platform for regular communication between club members organized by the student union?"
"In the past, the excellent program of Zongwu High School was very popular in the school, especially the performance of the drama department, whether such a communication platform can continue depends on the follow-up operation, but our idea is that we should at least try it, right?"
I don't have a special impression of the performance of the drama department, but I vaguely remember that the third-year head of the club took the initiative to shorten the performance time, "The expressiveness and impact of the drama have nothing to do with time", she once confidently said such a sentence, and from the current situation, she seems to have completed her declaration very well!
"To be honest, I didn't get much authorization, but I still think that this plan is open to discussion, the so-called community exchange platform is difficult to institutionalize, and more activity participation is more important than this superficial exchange. I spread my hands and replied.
This opinion was put forward by Sugiura's seniors. Sonoda bit his lip and said this reluctantly.
"Can't change my judgment. ”
"I knew—"
"—Of course, the final decision is not in my hands, but in the hands of the student president—well, maybe the new future student president. ”
"The new student president?"
"Yes, it's time for the student council president to change, and someone like me who is not in the government may fall out of favor after the new president!" I replied, half-jokingly.
"Doesn't that mean this, seniors won't come here for work in the future?"
"Well, I don't think I've been here very often before. ”
"That's what I said—"
"The change of the student council of Qingquan Middle School is carried out internally, and from the current feeling, I don't think Sonoda has any competitors?
"That's not what I care about," Sonoda looked at me with some annoyance, seemingly distraught, "I'm just-"
- However, he stopped again and again.
It feels like I've crossed the line a little bit just now.
"I'm sorry, I won't interrupt you anymore. ”
"It's nothing," however, Sonoda still didn't say the words behind his "just", but instead raised his tone very stiffly and changed the subject, "Sugiura-senpai is ready to go to Sobu Takaka." ”
"So—"
"—There is no purpose in this sentence, I just want to say it," interrupted me, and she continued to herself, "So, since the senior is there, I am also going to go to the general martial high." ”
"There's no need to decide so early in second grade, you still have a whole year to change your mind. ”
"No, it's decided in the second grade, and it's not too late. Sonoda touched his hair a little casually, as if he was answering my question, but not as if he was answering my question.
I always feel that although I have been trying to maintain my work, my conversation with Sonoda has been going in a strange direction.
I'm starting to feel like I should refuse to have any future dealings with the Kiyosen Middle School Student Council, perhaps because everyone here is too closely connected to Koharu, and it's hard for them, or me, to maintain a normal state of mind when communicating.
"If the senior can stay here for a while longer, she can meet Sugiura-senpai, she will definitely go back to this classroom, and it is impossible for her to avoid you so deliberately. "That's what Vice President Sonoda said to me when I left.
"Now that we know that she is deliberately avoiding me, there is no need to deal with her, right? That's how I responded.
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Maybe after all, because Sonoda's words and Koharu's problems affected my mood, I chose to go home directly after leaving my alma mater, which had given me unpleasant memories recently. It was only then that I realized that I hadn't taken a leave of absence from the snow, and it felt like a long time had passed since the last time I did it.
I'm about to reject Kogi Sao's seniors.,Thinking of Koharu again.,Coupled with the inexplicable sense of fear and alienation of the Ministry of Service.,Everything is mixed together.,I was slightly annoyed.。
I think the biggest reason I chose to go straight home was because I wanted to hear Yui-san's somewhat awkward care. At this time, maybe just a simple greeting like my sister's "Xiaohe, what's wrong with you?" can make me settle down.
Although I have complained more than once that my sister can't solve my problem at all, maybe solving the problem is not the key, all I need is the peace of mind that lets me know that there is someone behind me who supports me.
My sister is right, I'm actually a person who's very dependent on other people's support, just like Yukishita, is actually playing this role unconsciously, even without realizing it.
However, when I got home, I didn't see the familiar red hair.
Maybe it's because I haven't come back from participating in club activities.,Criticize Yubihama Kazuya for another unexcused absence with Yukishita.。
At this time, she must be standing on the side under the snow!
Then, while Kankan was having dinner, Yui-san returned.
Distractedly finishing her dinner, she went back to her room.
Yui Hihama didn't care about my abnormality.
- What an international joke is this!
This situation has only happened once in all previous daily life, and that was when my sister was preparing for the performance of Yono's band under the snow, because she was too busy, so she often ignored my situation, and of course, at that time, I didn't need her attention.
"Like you then, I will, all the time, stand behind you. ”
As if in response to my current state, this phrase popped into my mind.
To be honest, this is really bad, after all, I never intended to rely on Isshiki in this sense! Not to mention, now that I have just reconciled, isn't it a bit too much to ignore all the previous injuries and pray for her?
However, I still dialed the phone, even though I knew I shouldn't.
"Tsk, Kazuya, just established a friendly relationship and called me, if you don't know you, it's easy for girls to misunderstand, oh, pay attention to it in the future!" Isshiki's cheerful voice came from the other end of the phone.
"So, thank you for not misunderstanding!"
"What's wrong, what's wrong?" I showed such fatigue that the other side noticed my problem almost immediately.
"Well, I'm just feeling a little irritable, so I just want to talk to someone for the next day, okay?"
"......" was silent for a moment, and then whispered to the other side, "Well, I'm fine." ”
"Actually, I've always been curious about a question, that is, although there are a lot of boys like Isshiki, have you really been in a relationship?"
"Hey, this kind of problem is very dangerous!"
"Hawkers,Have you ever been in love is very important to solve my doubts-mainly worried that you are the kind of setting that often seems to be Bichi, but in your heart you are very pure and do not like people!"
"This is how Kazuya talks to someone you managed to find when you're upset and looking for someone to talk to?"
"Hmm, I'm sorry. ”
I feel that it is indeed a bit excessive, and it is actually very dangerous to ask such a girl such a thing.
"Well, you guessed it. However, when I was about to end the conversation, the other party took the initiative to answer.
"Uh-"
"—do you really think you're right?"
"Hah-"
"To be honest, I don't think it matters to me whether or not Kazuya has been in love to solve Kazuya's doubts, but if it's about what kind of attitude Kazuya should take towards Kogi Sao-senpai-"
"—The main thing is not this, if it were only for that, it would have been resolved when I communicated with you during the day today. ”
"Huh?" Ichishiki's voice was visibly surprised.
"The reason why I asked you if you have ever been in a relationship - or whether Isshiki has ever liked someone is to know such a thing: how long does it take for a girl to get out of a relationship?"
“……”
"Okay, that's a bit difficult?"
"To be honest, I think this scores different types of girls, and also. ”
"It's the same answer I expected!"
"Of course, if you're a type of me, you know, you don't have any particular emotions for any guy from the beginning, so it must be quick to get rid of it," said a cheerful voice, and Isshiki suddenly became talkative—as if she had suddenly organized her language, "So, it has to take into account how emotionally engaged girls are." How to say it, sometimes I really think that middle school girls are a little too naïve, and their emotional investment is too strong, and they don't take into account the role of backlash at all, and it was really tragic at that time!"
"The emotional engagement of girls in middle school!"
I don't know if Isshiki's words point to me, but I always feel that she seems to have understood what I'm doing.
"However, if you look at it from my standpoint, Kazuya, I think you made the right choice now. ”
"What do you mean?"
"You're talking about Koharu, right? Your response is not wrong, soft-hearted, it will only give her more expectations, every time you talk to her, it will make her have the illusion that 'you are gentle', and it will also make her think 'if she can work harder, she can change the status quo'. This kind of thinking seems strange to you, but for a girl, it is perfectly normal, you must not give her any chance to fantasize from the beginning, do not give the other party any chance to talk, otherwise, she will become more and more greedy. And the end result of greed is that even if she wants to restrain herself, she doesn't have a chance to restrain it, you understand that, right?"
"It always feels like it's more like your own experience!"
"Ahh With this kind of history, you can shape who you are, isn't it?"
"So, you've still been in love?"
"To be honest, I don't know if it's a relationship experience or not, in fact, maybe after the end, I'm realizing, maybe I'm feeling a little unrequited, right?"
"It's tiring to create such an image because of this vague experience, right?"
"There's no way to do it, if I don't create the image I have, I don't know, what should I do!" Isseki chuckled, but replied with deep helplessness.
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This chapter feels like and it's a bit scum.,Um。。。。 But don't scum, how to play expensive meow.
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