Chapter 352: What You Hold On!
The rain outside the window was sparse, Cheng Xingtao sat quietly and asked, "Will the Xiang family's affairs implicate you?"
Xiao Yuyang also looked at Cheng Xingtao quietly, looking at her familiar eyebrows, over the years, Cheng Xingtao has not changed much, he has seen many former classmates, everyone has become mature and is no longer what they used to be, but only Cheng Xingtao is no different from her many years ago.
Maybe it's because of her baby face, she's not too old at all, she always looks so young.
"Cheng Xingtao, do you know how old I was when I met Xiang Zhenzhen?" After a pause, Xiao Yuyang asked himself, "16 years old, the simplest and best years." ”
He met Xiang Zhenzhen in the purest years, and spent the best teenage years with Xiang Zhenzhen.
"I really loved her. ”
From the age of sixteen to twenty-six, time passed quietly like water, and today I suddenly looked back and found that ten years had passed by in a snap of my fingers.
In this short and long decade, he has changed from a simple teenager to a deep-minded young man today, and his love for Xiang Zhen has turned into hatred.
"Then does she really love you?" Cheng Xingtao, who had been listening quietly, spoke.
From the bottom of her heart, she didn't want to hear the story of Xiao Yuyang and Xiang Zhenzhen at all, because the more real their story was, the more ridiculous her unrequited love was.
At that time, she was enthusiastic and thoughtful, but she never thought that Xiao Yuyang might be someone who already had a girlfriend.
People are self-aware, but at that time, they didn't understand this truth at all. Knowing that Xiao Yuyang was cold to him, he shirked it in every possible way, but he was still annoying.
At that time, in Xiao Yuyang's opinion, he must be very shameless!
Over the years, Cheng Xingtao has hated Xiao Yuyang, because Xiao Yuyang has plunged her life into darkness and abyss. But in the same way, she also hated herself, and she didn't know that half of it was her own fault.
Xiao Yuyang has never been close to her, always with a touch of alienation.
It was she herself who couldn't understand his euphemistic refusal, and stupidly thought that as long as she persisted, she would definitely touch his heart.
Xiao Yuyang had a cup of coffee in front of him, it was already cold, and he was probably out of his mind for a long time, and he hadn't drunk it.
He unconsciously stirred the coffee with his spoon, and the metal spoon made a bell-like sound against the white porcelain cup.
"Maybe loved, maybe not. Xiao Yuyang's voice was muffled and very low, and then her voice became distant: "Her background is different from mine, because she lacks nothing, she doesn't care about anything, she doesn't cherish it, she just wants to get what she wants, and once she gets it, she can easily give it up." ”
Saying that, Xiao Yuyang looked at Cheng Xingtao and said, "I have lacked a lot of things since I was a child, so once I get it, I will hold on to it and don't want to let it go." ”
After speaking, Xiao Yuyang lowered his eyebrows, knocked on the cup with a spoon a few times, greeted the waiter, and said, "Change a cup of coffee." By the way, I asked Cheng Xingtao what he liked to drink.
Cheng Xingtao hadn't eaten breakfast yet, she had an empty stomach, she was already hungry, she would be a little hungry and panicked, she took the menu and looked at it, and found that there was only drink here, not food.
As a last resort, I ordered a glass of orange juice.
The waiter took Xiao Yuyang's cup of cold coffee.
Cheng Xingtao finally faced Xiao Yuyang, although she loved him so passionately, she didn't know anything about Xiao Yuyang.
Seriously, she has never understood the bits and pieces of Xiao Yuyang, thinking about it this way, Li Yuanxiu may be right, she is just infatuated with Xiao Yuyang's appearance.
Thinking about it this way, I suddenly found it a little ridiculous.
A person she once loved and hated so much, she was just obsessed with each other's faces, is it ridiculous that this is so difficult?
But the moment she saw the other party's face, her heart still throbbed.
Li Yuanxiu said that let her see Xiao Yuyang's face clearly, until she could recall his appearance with her eyes closed.
She stared straight at Li Yuanxiu's face, she has always been face blind, but Xiao Yuyang's face has not been forgotten since she first met.
And now, when she stared intently at Xiao Yuyang's face, she found that Xiao Yuyang's appearance gradually changed in front of her eyes, as if she had been holding a layer of foggy glass when she looked at Xiao Yuyang, and when she kept staring, the fog on the glass gradually faded and finally disappeared.
"Cheng Xingtao?"
Xiao Yuyang was shocked, and there was a panicked look on his face that could not be concealed, because he saw with his own eyes that the familiar admiration for him in Cheng Xingtao's eyes was disappearing at a visible speed!
"Cheng Xingtao, don't look at it!"
He didn't know what was going on, but at least it was because Cheng Xingtao saw something, so it changed, just like the magic that had been exerted on Cheng Xingtao, just now, the magic slowly lost its effectiveness.
Xiao Yuyang stretched out his hand to cover Cheng Xingtao's eyes, this kind of behavior was like covering his ears and stealing a bell, he thought that if he covered Cheng Xingtao's eyes, he would be able to deceive himself into believing that Cheng Xingtao would be shaken when he saw him as before, and his eyes showed frank and straightforward love.
As terrifying as Xiao Yuyang is Cheng Xingtao.
She didn't stop Xiao Yuyang from covering her eyes, because she couldn't believe what was in front of her.
It's like the light she once thought was the stars in the sky, but in fact it was just a lighthouse in the distance, and when the fog cleared, the original appearance of the lighthouse was revealed.
Xiao Yuyang grabbed Cheng Xingtao's hand with his other hand and spoke in a panic, trying his best to redeem Cheng Xingtao's emotions that he was about to lose.
"Cheng Xingtao, I just told you, what I can grasp, if I grab it, I won't let go. From the moment you pursued me, you were the one I always wanted to catch but couldn't. Now I can finally catch you, and I have the power to catch you. So, would you like to come to me?"
Cheng Xingtao had never heard Xiao Yuyang speak so anxiously, and the last sound was good or not, and she even heard the trills of pleading, and her heart was sour.
She thought to herself, Xiao Yuyang, if this sentence was said to me when I was a student, how good it would be, then I would definitely be very happy, very happy.
At that time, I didn't have Qiao Yue in my life.
However, Xiao Yuyang, whom I once loved, you had a true heart at that time, and now I have Qiao Yue.
"The collapse of the Xiang family is a relief for me. Before this, I had already divorced Xiang Zhenzhen, so the affairs of the Xiang family would not affect me. Cheng Xingtao, I can assure you that I will never let you be hurt again in the future. So, you're still going to love me, aren't you?"
Hearing Xiao Yuyang's crying voice, Cheng Xingtao's tears flowed.
Tears flowed down his cheeks and were seen by Xiao Yuyang.
He finally let go of his hand, looked at Cheng Xingtao with teary eyes, and asked, "Can you tell me, are you happy or sad so you cry?"
Cheng Xingtao didn't cry, but tears flowed uncontrollably.
"I'm happy, I'm sad. Cheng Xingtao replied.
You're okay, I'm happy, I can't love you, so sad.