Cheng Xingtao wiped her tears with paper, and her dark brown eyes were crystal clear and shining because of tears.

She looked straight at Xiao Yuyang again, and found that she had completely lost her throbbing mood for Xiao Yuyang's face, Xiao Yuyang at this moment, to her, was just an ordinary person, and even the small cinnabar mole that made her unable to take her eyes off it became extremely ordinary.

was completely relieved of Xiao Yuyang's unrelenting love, all this was too magical, fake like a dream.

Cheng Xingtao pinched herself, afraid that it wouldn't hurt, so she deliberately used a lot of strength, but the pain made her grin and scream.

It's like when she suddenly bit her own flesh when she was eating, she realized that her teeth were so hard when she ate, Cheng Xingtao saw her bruised arm that was pinched by herself, and she realized that she had so much strength to pinch someone.

Xiao Yuyang looked at Cheng Xingtao's eyes that had faded from love, and realized that he had lost Cheng Xingtao's feelings forever.

He was so sad that he couldn't help himself.

It was on this day that he lost everything.

He personally buried the Xiang family who had dragged him all the way, and watched the woman he once loved being arrested and put in prison.

Even when Xiang Zhenzhen cried and begged him when he was arrested, he did not relent, did not waver, and did not have a trace of guilt and regret. But at this moment, facing the emotion of Cheng Xingtao who had lost, he felt that he had lost the whole world.

lost his love and hate for Xiang Zhenzhen, lost his affection and resentment for the Xiang family, and lost Cheng Xingtao's unremitting love for him.

Neither of them spoke, each crying.

When the waiter brought coffee and juice, he didn't know what was going on, so he had to put down his things and leave in a hurry.

Finally, Xiao Yuyang took the lead in cheering up, wiped his red eyes, cleared his throat, and asked calmly: "So, Cheng Xingtao, why are you infatuated with me?"

This is a question that has been buried in his heart for a long time.

Every time he saw Qiao Yue's expression of love for Cheng Xingtao, he would ask in his mind, why did Cheng Xingtao not love Qiao Yue, but fell in love with me?

However, this question, until this moment, Cheng Xingtao's love for him completely disappeared, he only asked, he dared to ask.

Cheng Xingtao wiped her tears, looked at the dripping rain outside the window, and smiled: "Yes, why?"

She turned her head and stared at Xiao Yuyang's face with a smile, her heart was calm and unwavering.

It's like there's a curse that is suddenly broken.

"It's probably the mole on the corner of your mouth, the first time I saw it, I thought it was sexy. Cheng Xingtao said sweetly.

But now that I look at it seriously, I don't have that amazing feeling, and it feels very bland.

"So you're wrong? Did you ever love someone with a mole on the corner of your mouth, so the moment you saw me, you fell in love with me because of this mole? Now you finally see that I'm not that person. ”

Xiao Yuyang calmly looked at the woman in front of him, the woman who used to always show undisguised love for him in her eyes, now her eyes are calm and serene, as if she is just chatting with an ordinary friend, although her eyes are still shining, but there is no such admiration.

The attachment that he used to be the most difficult to let go of was gradually dissipated just now, and disappeared in an instant.

He never found a reason for Cheng Xingtao to choose him, and it wasn't until this moment that Cheng Xingtao finally abandoned him, and he realized that in fact, he didn't believe that Cheng Xingtao was so obsessively in love with him.

When Cheng Xingtao finally showed him his usual look, he sighed long in his heart: Ah, yes, this is true and correct.

But he was still sad in his heart.

It's like a poor boy who suddenly picks up a bunch of treasures one day, although he knows in his heart that this treasure will not be his own sooner or later, but when God takes this treasure back, he will still be reluctant, unwilling, sad, and sad......

Cheng Xingtao buried her head and drank a sip of juice, her eyes drooping, as if she was seriously thinking about the possibility of Xiao Yuyang's words, but after thinking about it for a long time, she still replied with some regret: "But I don't know other people who have a mole on the corner of their mouth." ”

So, why exactly?

The answer to this question may only be known to God.

The two then chattered a lot, like old friends who hadn't seen each other for many years.

For the first time, Cheng Xingtao found out that she and Xiao Yuyang had never talked to each other openly.

Now, it can be regarded as the first real in-depth communication between the two.

Time flows slowly with the raindrops, and in the space where time cannot be seen, Cheng Xingtao and Xiao Yuyang talked about a lot of things, such as the interesting things in the school, such as the final belonging of those people she knew in the student union, and the past that Cheng Xingtao didn't know that Qiao Yue loved her deeply.

Xiao Yuyang said: "I don't deny it, I was cautious and deliberately angry with Qiao Yue at that time, but at that time, you and Qiao Yue were not angry with me." ”

"Cheng Xingtao," he said, "Actually, you chose Qiao Yue from the beginning, but you didn't realize it. You have me in your eyes and heart, but in fact, you unconsciously talked to Qiao Yue and walked together. When the three of us were together, Qiao Yue was originally the light bulb, but unconsciously, I became a light bulb. ”

Cheng Xingtao never knew that in those years that she didn't know, Qiao Yue and Xiao Yuyang had those interactions and contradictions, and the core of those contradictions was her.

"I was trying to catch you. Xiao Yuyang looked at Cheng Xingtao seriously, "But you don't love me anymore." If you don't love me, you lose meaning to me. You are like a gift from God, maybe God was angry that I didn't accept it, so I took it back in front of me. ”

Xiao Yuyang said, but with a sense of relief: "You don't belong to me in the first place, this is something I knew in my heart a long time ago." I thought that you had a relationship with Qiao Yue, but you would eventually miss Qiao Yue, however, on the night of the graduation dinner, I saw you kissing on the beach, and I realized that you were given to Qiao Yue by God, no matter what happens, you will still return to Qiao Yue's side in the end. ”

"Dinner night?" Cheng Xingtao was a little confused, Xiao Yuyang came to her to apologize on the day of the dinner, and at that time she hated Xiao Yuyang very much, so she directly threw the wine bottle on the ground with the intention of drinking.

She did not accept Xiao Yuyang's apology, nor did she intend to forgive him.

Then, drunk, she staggered to the beach alone while everyone else went to the second stall.