"Hmm, so what are you going to do?" I don't know when Hiratsuka-sensei, who was standing behind us and watching our conversation, suddenly interjected.

To be honest, I always have a sad feeling when I look at Ms. Hiratsuka like this, she doesn't want to be called "Auntie" by children like other teachers at the Forest School - although most children do call her "Auntie" However, because of the natural age gap, she can't fit in with the group of high school students here no matter how hard she tries, so she can only stand behind us, looking at the fire surrounded by us, and these high school students who seem to be full of passion, thinking about her lost youth.

Hey, poor Hiratsuka-sensei!

"Yubihama, I feel like you're thinking about something very rude!" Then, this idea of mine was discovered by the teacher, and sure enough, for older leftover girls, this kind of sympathetic sensor radar is always particularly sensitive?

"No, nothing. "Of course, I wouldn't be stupid enough to offend Hiratsuka-sensei's dignity at this time.

"Forget it, back to the topic just now, since you know that the child needs help, what do you decide to do?" Hiratsuka-sensei rarely did not complain about this issue, and at this time, she still fully demonstrated her attributes as a "teacher".

However, she was answered by a complete silence.

The vast majority of people present know the seriousness of the problem, but it is precisely because they know the seriousness of the problem that they dare not easily solve it, which is the same as a person who is sick, the more serious the disease, the more it needs to be treated carefully, and can not try to solve it with the attitude of "ah, I will find a way to try to cure it, and it will have an effect if it is not good". In the same way, if Tsurumi is facing the problem she is facing now, if she does not solve it properly, it will put a heavier pressure on her than she is now.

For example, if the intention to help her is detected by elementary school students, the situation will be even worse. In order to gain the appreciation and favor of high school students, other children may show their concern for Tsurumi in front of us and help her integrate into the group, but in places we can't see, the attitude towards Tsurumi will be even worse, after all, the situation of "getting the attention of high school students because of loneliness" will only make people feel that "this guy is purely just lucky, and it is really shameless to use this character to attract the attention of high school students!"

Therefore, if you want to help, the most important thing is that you can't give her special care, and the more you give her special care, the more Rumi Tsurumi will have nowhere to hide.

"My idea is, no matter what, do something within our reach. Seeing that the others didn't speak, Hayama said something that was more common at this time.

If you can, if you can do it, then do it, if you can't do it, then there is no way. That's it, but that's exactly what I said before, "let's try it" and something like that, and unfortunately, for a serious illness, if you don't have the determination to "definitely solve it", then don't use the "let's try" mood to perfunctory, maybe for patients they can try everywhere with this mentality, but as doctors, they can't say such irresponsible things to their patients, and it's decided from the beginning.

"If it's just with that kind of awareness, Hayama, you'd better give up. ”

"You can't do it, wasn't it before?"

Surprisingly, as I spoke, I spoke under the snow.

Afterwards, she and I were both surprised by the other party's rebuttal to Hayama, so we naturally glanced at each other.

A hint of surprise flashed in the cold eyes under the snow, probably not expecting that anyone other than her would have objections to Hayama's words!

However, judging from this sentence under the snow, there is indeed a story to be told between her and Hayama. If Yukishita had faced similar bullying in elementary school or junior high school, and Hayama had tried to help her, then everything would have made sense.

"I was opposed by two people!" Hayama showed a helpless expression, then looked at me and said, "Yubihama junior, even if it is me, I will do this with a high consciousness, I don't have that kind of 'try it' idea, I want to do my best within the scope of my ability." ”

"But you can't do it, can you? You can't do it even if you do everything you can. Xue Xia continued to ask.

"Who knows, maybe this time, it's different, right?" Hayama's expression was a mixture of pain, dissatisfaction, and unwillingness, but he still responded directly to the eyes under the snow.

"Who knows?" replied Snow Underneath with a sneering smile.

Man is always an animal who likes to compensate for others by taking care of himself. It's not because people genuinely feel how good they are to the person they want to compensate, but because they want to satisfy their own desires. Unauthorized compensation is never from the other party's point of view, but for self-satisfaction and self-liberation. For example, Hayama's extra attention to Tsurumi now is not because he cares much about Tsurumi, but because he wants to atone for his sins under the snow that he once helped failed;

In helping Tsurumi on this issue, perhaps no one can really think about the solution of the problem from Tsurumi's point of view, and more often than not, they are seeking self-satisfaction. This is true of Hayama, this is true under the snow, and the same may be true of other people present, including me.

"It's not easy to do this!" Realizing the strange atmosphere between Hayama and the snow, Hiratsuka-sensei stood up and tried to make a round, "Isn't it like helping that child under the snow?"

"If this is within the scope of the ministry work, I can accept it, and I will help her solve the problem by some means. As always, she replied in a dripping manner under the snow, "But, will she ask us for help?"

"Unlikely, right?" Hikiya interjected, "That guy, I'm talking about Rumi, it can't be the kind of person who will take the initiative to ask for help." ”

"Well, I also think it's Rumi Korumi who is such a person, you see, although she doesn't talk to other people much, but she's always trying not to cause trouble to other people, right?" What was a little surprising was that it was Sister Yui who took the next sentence from Hikiya, although it was obvious that she didn't organize all the words very clearly, but, she still had a shy expression, but she said firmly, "Because the person who has a good relationship with me is also isolated or something, so Rumi Korumi definitely won't want to have such a person again." And then, everyone in the class was the same, because they had the idea of 'will I be isolated if I talked to that kid', so they kept watching the atmosphere, waiting for the others to speak first, or they were trying to do nothing, and finally, together, the two sides came to this situation, uh- did I say something wrong?"

My sister's last expression was like she was about to cry, after all, this was Sister Yui, who said something that sounded a little scary, but it was extremely true.

"You're not wrong, Yui-san. I sighed and poked the ball in the back of my sister's head.

"Wow, Xiaohe, you're touching my hair again. Well, it's good that I'm not wrong, well, haha. ”

That's right, Sister Yui didn't say anything wrong, but it was precisely because she didn't say anything wrong that the reality that everyone itself was a little clear, but they didn't dare to be completely sure was exposed, and it was precisely because she didn't say anything wrong that people felt that this problem was actually so cruel.

"Well, let's not talk about that, all in all, everyone means that the child's problem still needs to be solved, right?" Hiratsuka-sensei replied in a concluding manner, although I still don't understand where the conclusion of "to solve the problem" came from, but judging from everyone's subtle expressions, including the appearance of bowing their heads and saying nothing, including under the snow, this judgment was still recognized by everyone.

"So, next-"

"—Before that, Hiratsuka-sensei, I have a question. ”

Then, when everyone was silent, I broke that state. Because, I don't want Tsurumi to stay in the United States and become a victim of another circumstance that brings about the abandonment of freedom.

"My question is, what exactly are we trying to solve? Is it Rumi Tsurumi's problem, or is it Tsurumi's problem with other people?"

"The one over there, Yui's brother, is there any difference between these two questions?" Miura's arrogant voice came, yes, you at least remember that I am Yui-san's brother, and I forgive you for not remembering my name for that alone.

"Please explain, Yuhihama senpai. "The gaze under the snow swept towards me.

"Minister under the snow, do you really not know what I mean?"

"I just need you to answer the question, by Hihama Senior. ”

"First of all, it's the problem of Rumi Tsurumi getting along with other people, I think this is what most of you understand that we have to do, that is, through a certain way, let Tsurumi be able to talk to other people and let her integrate into the collective, right?" I glanced at the others and said.

"Yes, try to help her as much as you can. Hayama nodded and replied.

"Very well, so let's say that we succeeded in doing this, and objectively integrated Tsurumi into the group without anyone knowing, so do you think this is the end of the matter?"

"Maybe it's not going to end so easily—" Hikiya nodded thoughtfully.

That's right, with that child's current character, if she could solve all problems just by helping her integrate into the collective, she would not have been excluded by others until now, and the reason why she has been excluded until now is because she herself has the existence of elements that the collective does not allow. ”

- That's right, the collective is mediocre, the collective is the masses, the so-called mediocrity, the so-called masses, then there is no need to be maverick, then there is no need to be able to exceed this average existence, people who are more mature than their peers, but cannot convince their peers, or genius type people, it is impossible to integrate into the mediocre collective.

I think the clearest of those present is that it should be the snow under the snow.

So, as I said this, my eyes were fixed on the snow, and under the snow, as I expected, showed a slightly frowning expression.

"However, Tsurumi's problem and 'Tsurumi's integration into the collective' are two different concepts," I got the response I wanted from Yukishita, and I continued, "Tsurumi's problem is that she 'wants to integrate into the collective', and we have been thinking about how to help her integrate into the collective, but what I want to say is, if Tsurumi himself 'doesn't want to integrate into the collective', then does this problem still exist?"

"Xiaohe, what are you talking about? Where can anyone not want to be part of the collective?" said the elder sister with some complaints.

"Yui-san, are you sure that everyone can afford the high price of integrating into the collective?" I asked, looking at my sister quietly.

"As for those who don't want to fit in with the group, there's one sitting over there!" I glanced back at Bikiya and smiled softly.

"Uh~" Hikiya looked at me with some embarrassment, as if he didn't know how to speak.

"Tsurumi is very smart, and her mind is clear, or rather, she is far clearer than her peers, so there is no need for her to be attached to her mediocre group - as she herself said, she just needs to wait, wait for someone who is as clear as she is, and if she can't, then in the experience of enduring this lonely upbringing, she herself is enough to form the ability to solve all problems independently, am I right?

That's right, the template for the future of Tsurumi that I proposed is Yukino under the snow.

Snow under the snow is always right, so I can understand that her life has so far been going according to what she thinks is the most correct thing to do. Therefore, the development model under the snow is the "right" development model for this kind of people.

To deny this is to deny oneself under the snow.

So, in order not to make her existence a mistake, she must support me under the snow, and she can only support me.

On the other hand, if you don't want to be an appendage of your environment, you need to sharpen yourself until you can resist the cruelty of reality – isn't that a good thing for Tsurumi?

So, Minister under the snow, what is your answer to my question?

"As a ministry department, what we need to do is to think of ways to solve each other's problems, not to eliminate them from the beginning. This is the right of the entruster, you have no right, I have no right, and neither of us has the right to interfere. "Yet, the cold sound under the snow, like the bell of the Last Judgment, wiped out my expectation that she was here to support me.

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How to say it.,The first 2500 or so is almost the abbreviation of the original work.,The back 1500 is what I want to write.,I feel that there will be a lot of overlap with the original in the United States.,But I'll still try my best to express some other points of view I want to write.。