Although there was still a nominal waiting time of two weeks, I knew that it would be too difficult to refuse the trip for a proper reason as my mother happily prepared the family travel every day.

Choosing to attend a concert is a crazy enough action to make such a judgment only at the moment when you first hear the news, because of unwillingness, anxiety, anger, and all kinds of emotions are intertwined. However, after calming down, sanity can cause all kinds of obstacles - such as not being able to find a suitable excuse to explain to the family, such as not being able to find a suitable excuse to explain to the two people who are expected to attend the concert - and also watching the game because of the results of the game between Fuyuma and Sa?

So, in the midst of all kinds of hesitation, two weeks passed quickly, but impulse never prevailed.

Even though I quietly brought the tickets that Fuyuma had sent me with me before I left home, what was the use of that?

Soaking in a hot spring in winter, especially on a snowy day, is a very meaningful behavior, watching the snow fall outside, while the whole person is immersed in an extra warmth, this contrast will always make people want to write some better poems or articles to praise this scene.

- But I've never been a good reader of the Chinese language, so I can't do that. If you're under the snow or someone like Kiya, you might be able to write something that mentions the scenery and has some philosophy, right?

What I can do now is to feel emotional, and I can only lean on the bamboo wall that separates the men's and women's hot springs in a daze.

There is no mixed bathing in the hot spring hotel this time - it should be said that normal hot spring hotels should not have the existence of mixed bathing, and even if there is, it is specially prepared for older grandfathers and grandmothers, young men and women, or few of them are careless to this extent.

Somewhat surprisingly, there were not too many people in the hot springs, although not to the extent that I was left alone, but after my dad soaked for a while and said that he couldn't hold on to going out, I was still able to get a fairly spacious water area where I could only think alone.

People like to pay attention to right and wrong, and if there is no absolute right and absolute wrong, at least they like to emphasize a relative reasonableness. For example, if a king loses his grasp of his duty because he pampers a woman, then he is wrong, and if a scientist betrays the country in order to realize his scientific ideals, then he is also wrong. So we found that right and wrong are brought about by the conflict of identity, the identity of the king is higher than the identity of the lover, the identity of the patriot is higher than the identity of the scientist, in other words, the cultural group is higher than the social position and the person's own feelings. A sense of responsibility to society or is higher than self-awareness, at least this is common in East Asian cultures.

And my choice does not seem to be out of this category - I agreed to the Christmas event under the snow because it was promised in advance, and it was the collective responsibility of the community, and it was out of obligation to my family to participate in the hot spring trip at home. While the truth is not so cold, this emphasis on collective commitment has undoubtedly had a great impact on my judgment.

And I call that judgment rationality.

So, coldly behaving to make yourself feel uncomfortable, and in the end it is beautiful - but I have no choice!

It's ridiculous, it's just that I've given up another option.

I buried my head heavily in the hot springs.

And, even more ridiculously, even though I knew I had such a problem, I still couldn't break through this self-restraint on myself.

It's like feeling in a hot spring now, holding my breath until I'm about to suffocate, but I still have to force myself to continue diving, just because I can still persevere.

But there will always be times when I can't hold on, and I put my head back on the surface, laughing and looking into the distance.

It's just that I don't know when this time is, and I don't know if I will have a chance at that time.

"Well, Kowa, is Kowa over there?" came the familiar call of her sister from the other side of the wall.

So, the legend of interacting with each other in the hot springs across the wall also exists in reality?

"What's wrong?"

"Eh, Xiaohe is really over there, I can still hear it, I just want to give it a try. ”

"It's just leaning here to think about things, Sister Yui, you just want to try to see if you can talk like this, do you think it's interesting?"

"Well, the main thing is not, if you can't say it now, I'll find a chance to say it later, but now maybe Mom and Dad can't hear it and think it's a better time, Dad should have gone out, right?"

"Yes. ”

"yes, I just saw that my mother couldn't hold on anymore, so I think their adult persistence time should be almost, hehe. ”

It's a magical feeling to talk in a hot spring next to the wall, and it feels a little similar to a phone call, but compared to a phone call, the other party's voice is more blurry, and it's more difficult to perceive the other person's feelings, but in fact, because there is only a wall apart, I feel closer to the other party in my heart.

This feeling of being both distant and close is a magical sense of intimacy.

"Xiaohe, I feel like I've been a little worried since I came here?"

But, after all, it's Yui-sama, so it's impossible not to be seen with such a straightforward performance, right?

"I don't feel like I started when I came to the hot springs, and I have been feeling it since the New Year, but it's only been very obvious these days. ”

That's a very accurate statement, but what can I say? This is not something that can be said to Yui-sama, and I still don't know what my sister's declaration of war with my seniors means—of course, I may have a little awareness, but I don't dare to go deeper. But one thing is certain, I shouldn't have mentioned anything about Yukina Kogi to Yui Yuihama.

"Hawkers,Actually, my heart is not on me.,After the New Year,I'm thinking about my sister's life in the new year.,It's the third grade in a blink of an eye.,I haven't enjoyed high school life yet.,My sister is going to start to be confused and entangled about the future and the way - the knowledge of high school is not as simple as middle school.,I can't help you tutor.,I'm very pessimistic about my sister's future!"

"I'll be pessimistic for another year, what do you mean—no," my sister was about to be distracted by my new topic, but she finally reacted, "Xiaohe you can tease me, but you don't bother me with this aspect of things now, I still know that." ”

"Uh, sir, are you doubting your brother's love and concern for you?"

"Two different things, two different things!" the wall was thumped hard.

"If you don't doubt it, then why should my sister suspect that your brother will have trouble sleeping because of your affairs-"

"- Xiaohe, I didn't tell you before, when I visited the shrine on the New Year, I met Xiao Mu Yu's seniors. ”

The ridicule was interrupted, and the atmosphere became a little strange.

This time, it was Yui Hihama who took the initiative to bring up Yukina Kogi.

"I didn't talk to her for long, but when I mentioned the hot springs trip, she was visibly stunned. ”

"Well, probably because I envy that we still have the opportunity to travel to the hot springs, and my predecessor is a candidate, so-"

"—No, she made a point of confirming with me the time of our trip, and when it came time to make sure it was the weekend, she became a little strange. ”

When she is serious, Yui Yui Hihama always has a particularly good sense of observation and concentration on topics.

"Although she said it was okay at the time, but, seeing Xiaohe's current situation, I still think, this weekend, Senior Xiaomuxi, did you invite Xiaohe?"

"No, she hasn't reached out to me for a long time. ”

"So, is she doing anything this weekend?"

"Well, it has nothing to do with our trip, right?"

"But did her activities affect Xiaohe's mood?" asked her sister insistently.

"Even if it does, what can be done?"

"I don't know what the event is, but if Xiaohe is really not at ease, why not go and see it?"

"Because I chose to travel to the hot springs at home!"

"But you don't really have to make that choice, do you?"

"I don't think it makes sense for you to say that when I've already made your choice. ”

"No, it makes sense," Yui Yuira replied seriously, "because you still have a chance to make amends." ”

"What chance to make up for it, now hitchhike home from Nagano to a concert?"

"Isn't that okay?"

"Hey, old lady, are you crazy?

"Then why did you bring your tickets here?"

"What?"

"Well, I'm sorry. When I went out, I found that Xiaohe's suitcase was not covered, so I wanted to cover it for you, and I accidentally saw the ticket inside. ”

What, so, from the very beginning, my sister knew about it! My careful concealment is actually pointless.

"So, Xiaohe, why can't you do a little crazy action, why do you have to follow your plan so well?"

Yes, I've asked myself this question many times before - the answer is no, but why, can you say it so easily?

Whether it's your personality or where you stand, it's not, it's something you should say!

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emmmmm didn't expect this paragraph to be so difficult to write.,Change the perspective of Yui in the next chapter to complete it here.。。。