Then my aunt continued very seriously: "Ayu, you know what you mean, but although the daughter of the Song family can't go to the battlefield, she is also patriotic, no matter what she encounters, she must be strong and brave to face it, and if she is selfish and doesn't know how to be grateful, she will mix up with my Song family......"

"Okay, don't cry, you take good care of your cousin, what's the matter, call me ......"

The eldest cousin Song Yongyu was very guilty of being scolded, her face was flushed, and after watching her aunt and eldest cousin-in-law go out and close the door by the way, she sat next to Su Xiaowan and cried.

The more I think about it, the more sad it is, her cousin is easy, she is still not a year old, the man is gone, and now she is sad, she can't even cry, she just said a few words, and she was scolded by her mother, and she scolded herself for being selfish, selfish, woo---

Su Xiaowan was also scolded without face, she didn't actually fall asleep, and she heard her aunt's words clearly.

Tears couldn't help but fall, she had suffered too much in her previous life, so she lived cautiously in this life, wrapped herself well, did not get hurt, and built a thick wall in her heart, which was only open to a few relatives.

And she is very indifferent to people outside, she feels that people are hateful, and she doesn't have a good heart, so she doesn't care about making friends, as long as she doesn't owe it, she doesn't want to give much emotion.

She is wary of all the people in this world, there are few people who can approach her heart, she is selfish, cold and ruthless, yes, my aunt is not wrong, she is indeed selfish.

She enjoyed everything that the country brought her with peace of mind, but she didn't think about anything in return, she originally felt that she was worthy of anyone who got along with her, but she completely ignored the country that protected her in the crook of her arm.

Yes, this society is cruel, she has met so many people with bad intentions, whether they suffer losses or be fooled, once, she also felt unfair, felt that the country didn't care about them, so many corruption, so many national government departments, open the door but do not do practical things for the people.

She has seen too much, and slowly learned the rules of survival in this society, she feels that all this is spelled out by herself, she deserves it, and she has everything with peace of mind.

However, today, she found out that she was wrong, very wrong, outrageously wrong, if there was no peace and stability of the country, how could she have such a good life, it can be said that although everything she has is obtained by her own labor, but if it is not for the protection of the state, she has nothing, and may lose her life.

It's like there are many, many zeros behind a one, and once the so-called 'one' falls, all the zeros behind it will no longer be meaningful.

Perhaps, the word 'country' is familiar, but it is so unreal for ordinary people, and they feel so far away from themselves, so far away.

And today, Su Xiaowan has thoroughly experienced all this, her man is a very good PLA soldier, a very good commander, he is for the stability of the country, world peace, and the happy life of the people, in the front line, and may die at any time.

In the past, she admired the soldiers, she admired the demeanor and great sentiments of the soldiers, and was moved by their spirit, but now, when her man went to the battlefield, she was unwilling in every way, but she just touched her own interests.

What's wrong with her aunt saying that she is selfish? She is selfish, not only is she selfish, but she actually asks Han Dongchen to be as selfish as her, the more Su Xiaowan thinks about it, the more guilty she feels......

Han Dongchen is such a broad-minded, upright and brave person, how can she have such a selfish wife as her? Just thinking about it, she felt ashamed.

My aunt is right, people are inherently dead, and they die well, and they die gloriously, so that they are worthy of going through such a thing in the world......

After thinking about it, she opened her eyes and looked at her eldest cousin Song Yongyu, who was still crying, raised her hand, and was held by her before she touched her eldest cousin's face, and then hugged her hand and began to cry.

While crying, he said: "Cousin, woo--- you are so bitter--, woo---"

Although Su Xiaowan had tears in her eyes at this time, she stopped crying, sat up slowly, and then kept her eldest cousin, blinked her eyes, and the tears turned into teardrops along Su Xiaowan's long eyelashes and fell on the head of her eldest cousin Song Yongyu.

And Su Xiaowan slowly opened her eyes, her eyes were full of determination, and her voice was full of firmness: "Cousin, don't cry, I know, you feel sorry for me." ”

"Cousin, what my aunt said is right, it's me who is wrong, it's me who wants to be left, it's me who is selfish, it's me ......"

Before she could finish speaking, her eldest cousin Song Yongyu broke free, and the crying pear blossom looked at Su Xiaowan with rain and said: "Cousin, you heard my mother's words, cousin, my mother's words, don't listen to her, don't believe it, you ......"

The shocked eldest cousin Song Yongyu was already incoherent, she really cared about Su Xiaowan's cousin, seeing her so painful, she couldn't wait to bear it for her.

Before moving, Su Xiaowan cried so fiercely, since her brother-in-law left, her cousin has not been really happy, those days because of sadness, and made Chi Chi sick, this time looks better, I didn't expect that just after being busy, I felt uncomfortable again.

The eldest cousin Song Yongyu looked at Su Xiaowan who was so haggard and fragile, she was distressed, hateful, and she couldn't do anything to help Su Xiaowan share the burden, so she could only cry when she was aggrieved.

Now that Xiaowan heard her mother say such cruel words, how could she stand it?

Su Xiaowan looked at her eldest cousin Song Yongyu because of her, feeling sorry for her, so sad, her heart was full of warmth, it was good to have a family, and it was good to have a sister.

So, with tears in his eyes, he held the hands of his eldest cousin Song Yongyu and said: "Cousin, it's okay, what my aunt said is right, and my aunt is right, cousin, I want to understand, I'm fine, I won't be sad in the future, although I still miss him, but I understand him, I will wait for him to come back and take the children well." ”

"Cousin, I still want to do something, for the country, for the people to do something I can, cousin, can you help me?"

The eldest cousin Song Yongyu was stunned when she heard this, pulled out her hand, wiped her tears and said, "Cousin, do you really understand? What you said is true?"

Su Xiaowan nodded fiercely and said, "Yes, cousin, who said that women are inferior to men, although we can't go to the battlefield, we can still do a career and make some contributions to the development of the motherland." ”

The eldest cousin Song Yongyu was not sad when she heard this, nodded and spoke, and then, when the sisters were in the bed, they began to discuss their future, planning to make a big show.