But I originally thought that I was very determined, but as a result, it was only three months, and I couldn't help it, I didn't feel that I was usually busy, and in the dead of night, looking at the three sleeping faces similar to him, the thoughts hidden in the soul seemed to be able to erode everything about her, like that spring gushing out of control.

Such a heartache, such an unbearable longing, surrounded her, Han Dongchen's belly was black, spoiled, his cold expression, and the smile that the corners of his mouth couldn't hide......

Su Xiaowan trembled and opened the letter soaked in tears and read it......

My wife is well:

I know that you are very hurt and sad to make this decision, and I also know that you are worried about me, I know that you are afraid of losing me, you are afraid that your children will lose their father, you will lose your husband......

You also understand the truth, you can see it more clearly than anyone else, but, Xiaowan, I was born for the country, the cultivation of the country, the trust of the people, I must not live up to it, now the country is in trouble, it is when I need me, I can't retreat, I want to do my part for the motherland and the people when I am still young, when I can still carry a gun......

I know, you think in your heart, there are not many more people, and there are many less people, but Xiaowan, if everyone spares their lives and does not defend the country and defend against foreign enemies, then the country will not be a country and a family.

And our children will live in war, oppressed, humiliated, and manipulated......

Without a free, stable, stable and harmonious social environment, we cannot honor the elderly, we cannot have food and clothing, we cannot live comfortably, and we must live in panic every day......

Xiaowan, you haven't been to the battlefield, you don't know how hard and difficult the lives of those ordinary people in the war are......

I know that my choice has fulfilled my own righteousness, the stability and harmony of the country, the duty of a soldier, and all the responsibilities and obligations, but I can't only fulfill you and my children, I ......

......

I'm sorry...... Also, I love you.

Wait until I get back.....

After reading this letter, Su Xiaowan was already crying out of breath, she was really heartbroken, every piece of skin on her body trembled in pain, and she kept scolding: "Han Dongchen, you bastard, bastard, ah----"

Su Xiaowan's crying and screams of pain woke up the three Guoguo brothers and sisters in their sleep, and at the same time alarmed their aunt and others, and they ran to Su Xiaowan's room without putting on their frightened shoes, but fortunately, Su Xiaowan did not intervene in the door.

When I entered the house, I saw Su Xiaowan sitting on the ground, lying on the bed and crying bitterly......

My aunt was so frightened that she hurriedly ran to her and said with a crying voice: "Child, what's wrong with you? What's wrong? Why are you crying like this? Tell your aunt, tell your aunt, your aunt is here, it's right next to you, be good, don't cry, Ao--"

Su Xiaowan looked at her aunt with tears in her tears, and she couldn't see clearly, so she hugged her aunt and cried and said, "Auntie, ---why, why, why? Why is there a war in this world?" Auntie, ------ aunt, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid......"

My aunt hurriedly hugged Su Xiaowan, helped her up from the ground, put her on the bed, let her lie down, and comforted her while covering her with a quilt and talked with her.

The eldest cousin went to the kitchen with great discernment, and the eldest cousin Song Yongyu followed and sat on the edge of the bed to coax the child.

Grandpa and uncle couldn't help but sigh and went back to the room.

Su Xiaowan was crying like a wronged child at the moment, she didn't care about anything, she just cried, her bitter voice was hoarse, and her crying eyes were swollen.

My aunt didn't say much, Su Xiaowan was more slippery than she said, but it didn't matter, this is always good, but it's hard to do, so my aunt just kept comforting and didn't say anything.

And the eldest cousin-in-law Lin Meiting quickly prepared the towel and water, and at this time, her aunt also coaxed Su Xiaowan almost, eh, it's okay to cry, crying out is not depressed.

The aunt turned out to put a wet towel on Su Xiaowan's eyes, and after a while, the eldest cousin brought another bowl of ginger soup over and asked Su Xiaowan to drink.

Because when everyone came in, they saw Su Xiaowan sitting on the ground, although there was a carpet, but it was also cold in the middle of the night, so I was afraid that Su Xiaowan would catch a cold, so it was more reassuring to drink a bowl of ginger soup to drive away the cold.

Su Xiaowan may also be tired of crying, and fell asleep after drinking the ginger soup, and the letter that Su Xiaowan read also read the aunt and eldest cousin, and both of them couldn't help sighing.

And the eldest cousin Song Yongyu fell into tears directly, crying and saying: "Mom, I think my cousin is so pitiful, woo, she is too bitter---"

"The previous life was not good, she suffered, but now her life is just getting better, she is married to a good man, and she has three children, but her brother-in-law is just ......"

"Mom, my cousin has a hard time, who can I talk to about this kind of thing? Saying it will only make people think that she doesn't know the general situation, that she shakes the morale of the army, that she has ill intentions, that she doesn't care about the overall situation...... As long as she opens her mouth, the people of the whole world will crusade against her? But what's wrong with her? She is just a weak woman, a wife who doesn't want to lose her husband, and these words, she can only hold these words in her heart, how bitter she is, woo---"

When my aunt heard this, tears also fell, she sighed, folded the letter and said, "No way, it's all fate......"

"Your brother-in-law, that's a good boy, defending the family and the country, and having the world in mind, that's a good boy with ideals and ambitions......"

The eldest cousin Song Yongyu suddenly raised her head, and she was already in tears and shouted: "Mom....."

My aunt wiped her tears and said, "I know, I know, but no matter how bitter your cousin is, this bitterness has to be swallowed in the stomach." ”

"She can't do it, she can't make trouble, she can't, her man is desperate on the front line, she's in the back, she can't help and has to drag her feet......"

"It's already like this, no matter how much you cry, you can't change it, who made your brother-in-law a soldier......?

"You have to accept your fate, it's been so long, you should have been ready a long time ago, what's the use of complaining? Just like Dong Chen said in the letter, if everyone spares their lives, doesn't go to the battlefield, doesn't fight the enemy, where is there such a good life now?"

"Our ancestors also fought hard to establish our current stable country, how difficult were the conditions at that time? Our Song family, there are two martyrs, what is terrible about death, it is glorious to die well......

After the aunt finished speaking, she glanced at Su Xiaowan, and then continued to say to her eldest cousin Song Yongyu: "Ayu, you remember, our good life today is all made by these soldiers who are not afraid of death, don't make your cousin cry, you stopped me from what you said before, and you are not allowed to mention it......"