Chapter 1256: Reached
As soon as he thought of this, the doorman admired it in his heart and said secretly: "It's amazing." I didn't expect this guy to have such a strong strength. I thought she was just talking. In other words, I always felt that Xiaohong would not give in on such a critical issue, and now it seems that I have a problem. I underestimated Xiaohong too much.
However, in fact, it was because I underestimated her that Xiaohong would be brilliant. It would be too boring if anything she did and any choice I could have anticipated in advance. It can even be said that if I had known everything in advance, Xiaohong would have seemed too hypocritical.
Either she did it on purpose or had to do it, for example, what interests were behind it, or what ulterior motives she had, in short, it would be impossible to do such a thing without any intentions. And it's because her plot is very amazing and powerful.
That's why I can't see through it, I can't see through it. I like it too, even though it makes me feel bad, and it makes me feel like I'm being tricked by Red. However, it is precisely because of her excellent performance that the reaction of the next child will be extremely important.
The nature of children is definitely not to like Xiaohong. It's 100 percent disgusting to say that another woman wants to separate herself from her mother, except for the kind of woman who is constantly abused. But that's not the point, the point is that it's easy for this kind of thing to happen.
However, when it happens, it is not so easy. It is even no exaggeration to say that it is better not to happen. If it does, it's wrong. This is not something that anyone can compare. It's not something anyone can easily accept. Only I, a more generous person, can understand Xiaohong.
But there is an accident here, that is, the child who pretends to be Xiaohong's husband's son. What would his thoughts be? Would he be able to accept it now? Surely. The reason is also very simple, he is not a real son, or rather, he is a fake, he is a fake.
The weakness of his heart made him more determined than ever. No one could understand him at this time, except for the child himself. I can understand why it's because I'm fundamentally different from him. I'm a person who has come over. For his experience at that time, it can be said that the result was known in advance. Therefore, I can speculate on his psychology at that time.
It's something that's already true, like a mathematical formula. Once you know the answer and part of the equation, you can guess what the specific equation looks like, which is of course a complicated process. But it's not complicated, it's just a patient process that requires a long wait.
If you don't have patience, you won't be able to do that. All in all, patience is the most testing part of this time, and it is also the most painful antithesis. Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many people who can't do something because they don't have the patience. Patience is important for anyone.
It's just that the degree of importance is high and low, big and small. Not everyone can understand what I mean, but it doesn't matter, as long as the child can understand it. He had to understand. Otherwise, he won't be able to do a lot of things.
If he can't do it, then other people's things mean that he can't do it. This is not a joke, but very serious. If you can't recognize it, many, many troubles will ensue. All in all, if she wants to restore the world to normal and make Xiaohong's life peaceful, she can only do this.
However, this is not the case as a child she is going to adopt. It can even be said that this child's inner thoughts are a little divided at this time. After all, he didn't expect Xiaohong to agree to him so readily and say an answer that made him so satisfied. In addition to the joy in his heart, he must also have some worries.
These worries are necessary, and if they are not, they are not normal. It's just that such worries seem to be a bit unnecessary for me at the moment. However, in order to find out the truth of what happened at that time, even if I felt bored, I had to figure it out. Otherwise, I might be getting farther and farther away from the truth.
All right. That's all at this point, so let me think about it again. What happened next. That's what that kid should have thought in his heart. What the hell is going on? Why is this happening to me?
It shouldn't have happened. Or even if it really happened, it shouldn't have been so coincidental that I happened to run into it. However, I did encounter it, and it still met my greatest expectations. Why is this happening?
It's weird. Could it be that there really is a god in this world? Is it because the god knows what my heart wants, so he let this aunt accept my proposal? If so, why did the teacher never say anything like this in class?
I remember when my mom told me that the Commonwealth should embrace science. And science does not allow for the existence of gods. The so-called gods are nothing more than a deceptive statement. The purpose is to control everyone's mind. But if that's the case, why did I encounter such a strange thing today?
Isn't it supposed that there should be no gods? Just kidding, right? If it weren't for that, I don't think there's anything wrong with it. But it's because it's so serious that I'm going to encounter it? No, no. This probability is too small. I wasn't a lucky person since I was a kid.
If I'm really lucky, and I don't have a god, then I can explain it by the word coincidence. But, ah, I'm not lucky. So why is this happening? Isn't it because of the gods? Or maybe I'm thinking too much? Actually, it's not because of the gods, but because my appearance is so beautiful that this aunt fell in love with me as soon as she saw me?
Impossible. This is not about falling in love, what you value when looking for a partner is your appearance. This is a son. Isn't my character the most important thing? Not to mention her appearance, so why did she fall in love with me?
Sure enough, there are still gods. Otherwise, so many things would not be explained. But why does I always have a feeling of emptiness in my heart? Could it be that my thoughts are wrong? Or is it that my thoughts are not wrong, but that the world is wrong, that is this aunt? She mistakenly sees me as someone else?
Yes. That's right. I should have thought of this a long time ago. It's possible. If this aunt had had a child, but her child died for some reason, wouldn't it be possible to mistake me for her own now?
No. Sometimes it's okay to even look different, just a familiar name. For example, I can call her mom. But is it really that simple? It doesn't look like it. After all, I haven't called her yet. If I had already shouted earlier, then my inference would still be valid.
Now that I'm not shouting, how can it be established? It's incredible. It's the first time I've encountered something like this. Could it be that there is something wrong with me? It's weird. Why is this a problem? Let me think about it again. Something must have gone wrong somewhere.
That's right. Definitely, yes. Otherwise, I really can't easily accept her as my mother, even if she accepts my proposal. Because, it came too easily. I felt panicked. It's as if something has been deceived. It made me very unhappy and very nervous.
This aunt is a little scary. I suddenly understood why the old man asked me to deceive this aunt, he didn't fancy my ability, he valued my ability to lie without changing my face. Of course. There is also a difference between this kind of thing. If I could, I would naturally like not to be seen through.
However, sometimes it's impossible not to be seen through, because age is there. I'm not a smart person, and it's not just a question of whether I'm smart or not, the main problem is that I'm not a great person. If I had the ability, I wouldn't have to worry about anything.
But the problem is that I don't have the ability. That's where the embarrassment comes in, and that's where I suffer the most, and I don't want to be lifeless like everyone else. I want to be her son. But if she agrees easily, it will definitely arouse her suspicions, but it is not good to refuse directly.
Because, I'm not her. I don't know what she was thinking. What if she desperately wanted me to say yes? If she loses her interest like this, she may be discouraged and never give me a chance again. Didn't I waste the opportunity in vain?
No, you can't. I'm going to take this opportunity no matter what, but it's easier said than done, but it's too hard to really do. You have to know how to do it. It's just that I have the means and the ability? I don't feel like I have a lot, or even that I don't seem to have it.
Oops. I don't think I can do anything. No, you can't. I have to make a difference. I see. That way, she'll understand me even if she gets rejected. Yes. Pregnant. Just let her accept the rejection, but know that it is very difficult for me to refuse, right?
That's right. This method is good. Also, this method is very easy to achieve, and I know that it is enough to look embarrassed. Then, add a little more to the line. It turns out that there is still this method. That's it. Therefore, the next lines are mostly like this. Auntie.
Thank you for your kindness. I know you really want to be nice to me, I can feel your eagerness, and I love it. Because, for the first time, I felt that I was so important. I never felt this way for a long time.
It can even be said that although my mother is good to me, she is far less good than you are to me. Because, although my mother is sick, she also has something to do, and every day when she can't get out of bed, she will fold some small boxes on the bed and sell them for money or something. The money you give is just medicine.
As for the money we live on, we actually earn it ourselves. It's not much, but at least it's going on. I've always wanted to make my mom happy one day, preferably rich. In this way, she does not need to endure the torture of illness every day, let alone hard work.
She can be happy and smile every day. And as long as she has a smile on her face, then I will have a smile on my face too. I don't know how long it has been since it worked. A month, a year, or two or three years? I don't really remember. But I laughed today.
It's your kindness that makes me feel happy and happy, thank you, Auntie. I really feel like I'm your son. But I can't. Because, I know that my mom will be upset if she does this, and she will say how can you be like this. The relationship between others and us is not really relatives, they just look at us as poor and pity us.
You shouldn't take other people's pity for you for granted. The more you pity others, the less you can accept their favors. Because, if you accept it easily, then you are an unprincipled person. A person with bad thinking and moral character. This is a no-no.
So, I can't accept your request, Auntie. I know that if you say that, you will definitely feel sorry for you, Auntie, but I want to say that I am actually sorry for that too. Because, as I said earlier, I really want to be my aunt's son. It's a pity that I didn't have this opportunity. Oh.
Don't get me wrong, my mother is holding me back. That's not true. Actually, I was blocking myself. Auntie, you heard me right. I didn't think about making you take such a risk, and I didn't think about what would happen to my life after being your son, the only thing I thought about was that after you left, Auntie, I would return to the old days.
I don't really want to live like that, but I can't help it. Auntie, don't use your brains against my mother, and don't use your brains against my father, they are all helpless people, and they are more miserable than me. Several times I saw my mother almost kill herself, but luckily I stopped it in time.
But, Auntie. If you can, I hope you can help me, not now, but after my mother dies, can you take me as your adopted son? Right?"