Chapter 459: Looking Back
Seeing the chickadee disappear, the south wind retracted his gaze and sat down by the pool, saying that there was only sand outside, but it was not right, in addition to the sand, there was also the wind, there was the sun and clouds in the sky, and at night there were the moon and the stars, and if you were lucky, you could also see migrating birds, not like the underground, pitch black, ghost land.
In addition to studying the Book of Heaven, every day he would come to sit by the waterhole for an hour or two, and he didn't do anything, just sitting, dazed, and reminiscing about the past.
Since the moment of birth, people have been moving forward, seeing all the things in front of them, thinking about the possibilities of the future, except for those old people who are about to come to the end of their lives, few people pause on the way forward and look back on the past.
On the way forward, everyone should pause once in a while, recall what they have done before, and only by clearly remembering where they started, where they have been, what they have done, and who they have met, can they make accurate judgments and detailed plans for where they are going and what they want to do in the future.
It should be a very uncertain word, and it is not accurate to describe it with should, not that it should stop, but that it must be stopped, and if you don't recall the past, you will forget the road you have walked, and if you don't always remember where you started, and clearly know where you want to go, you don't know how to go in the future, and you will definitely lose yourself and lose your direction on the way forward.
The earliest memory is in the broken temple in the west city of Chang'an, when the broken temple is not so dilapidated, the statue of the land god is still there, although the paint has fallen off, the mud tire is still intact, he was still very young at that time, the old man who saw the temple was still there, the deepest impression was that the old man was cooking from the east chamber, he sat in front of the stove to burn the fire, that was his favorite thing to do, looking at the fire in the stove from the stove, waiting for the hot gas to run out from the lid and the edge of the pot.
Later, the old man died, and died very suddenly, because he had no money to build a coffin, he begged someone to dismantle the door panels of the east chamber and the main house, and made a thin coffin for the old man, and since then, there has been no door in the temple.
After the old man died, someone wanted to adopt him, but he didn't go with anyone, he lived alone in the temple, that period was his loneliest time, for the first time in his life, he felt fear, but what he was afraid of was not the uncle's ghost, but the kind of loneliness that woke up in the middle of the night without anyone around.
When the uncle was alive, he could still knock on a chime, untie a lot, say some good prayers, and get some rice, grain, and copper coins, but he couldn't do any of these, and slowly no one went to the temple.
Later, there was a heavy rain, the east chamber collapsed, and he was also killed, sleeping in the corner of the kang, not being stoned to death, since then, he moved to the main house, without a pot stove, he can only dig a fire pit to cook rice and porridge.
Later, several brothers came one after another, about that past, what he remembered most was that someone bullied him, Lu Pingchuan helped him fight, that was the first time in his life that he felt that it was good to have a big brother.
In the years when I lived with the fat man and others in the broken temple, although the days were difficult, I was not lonely, because I had companions, whether it was day or night, there were people around me.
Changle is sick, what Chu Huairou does is something he doesn't want to think about, but life is like this, it's not that you can get what you want, suffering has been watching from the sidelines, and from time to time it will jump out and poke you hard.
Closing his eyes, he could still clearly think of the dirty blood in that place, and the doctor's almost severed head, at that moment in addition to fear, more or praise for Changle, Changle is a Hu man, there is fierce blood hidden in his bones, blood for blood, do not wait, do not forbear, do not hesitate, do not fear, after being humiliated, immediately face the head-on, lie down to taste the gall, take urine and taste, sacrifice wife, drill the crotch of the pants, they will not do it.
No matter what happens, there are two sides, relieving anger is relieving anger, but everyone is also unlucky, after Changle hacked the doctor to death, everyone dispersed.
He met Tian Yuanzi, the fat man followed the monks of Longkong Temple, Changle and Chu Huairou escaped from Chang'an, and Lu Pingchuan gave the silver two to Big Eyes after giving Mo Li away, and entered the Purple Light Pavilion alone.
Tian Yuanzi is his nobleman, if it weren't for Tian Yuanzi, he wouldn't have had a chance to enter the Daomen, and later Tian Yuanzi was persecuted by Lin Zhendong, and would rather die than give in, and exploded himself in Qiping Mountain, and Lin Zhendong's jade was burned.
Tian Yuanzi's previous three pieces of advice he has always kept in mind, one is to think deeply in advance, once he does it, he will have no distractions and move forward. The second is to weigh the pros and cons, as long as the pros outweigh the disadvantages, do it, and don't be greedy for good things. The third is to remain calm and fair, not to believe your own feelings, and not to rashly communicate with women.
Tian Yuanzi's three pieces of advice are very good, and he has been adhering to the practice and has benefited a lot.
After Tian Yuanzi died, he went to Taiqing Sect, needless to say that he worked hard all the way, and he still remembers the shame of rat meat.
When he went to Taiqing Sect, many changes occurred, if it weren't for the third admonition before Tian Yuanzi, he would have been carried away by feelings, where could he still detect the trap hidden by Lingyanzi under tenderness.
After only staying in Taiqing Sect for a year, he escaped in embarrassment, and soon after that, he met the fat man who ate the poor Longkong Temple and was kicked out.
After that, he relied on the fat man for his life and lived in seclusion for several months, until later, under the hint of falling snow, he saw through the plan of Tianshanzi Linglianzi and others and fled elsewhere.
After that, the two fled to the Eastern Wei Dynasty, and the fat man was listed in Foguang Temple, and he was taken to Yuqingzong by Yanxiaoping, and it was at that time that he knew that the big eyes were the reincarnation of Taiyin Yuanjun.
Then he stayed in Yuqingzong for a year, because he would not be able to beat the horse in the wind, he made a feud with Yan Yinzi, and finally exposed the ugliness and caused trouble, so he was kicked out of Yuqingzong.
On the way to leave Yuqingzong and go to Foguang Temple to find the fat man through Taiyin Mountain, he met Zhuge Chanjuan for the first time, but in fact, Zhuge Chanjuan was only using him as a shield at that time, and he didn't really like him.
At this time, Tian Yuanzi's third piece of advice came into effect again, so that he did not lose his bearings, saw the opportunity, and fled immediately.
It is difficult to travel in winter, so I have to stay in Taiyin Mountain for several months, and I have to go to Foguang Temple, and I happened to meet the fat man who was driven out, at this time, I can still remember the embarrassment and embarrassment of the fat man being pushed out of the temple gate that day, at that time, the fat man did not know martial arts, and no one put him in his eyes.
Stealing eight golden bodies, the two went all the way north, to Qilin Town, the original intention was to obtain the tiger skin cicada, never thought that there was no intention to plant flowers and flowers do not bloom, unintentionally planted willows and willows, the tiger skin cicada did not get, but unexpectedly awarded the Qing Dynasty a product too mysterious.
It was also in Qilin Town that he met Zhuge Chanjuan again, and also met Li Chaozong for the first time, when Li Chaozong was leading a cadre of Western Wei warriors to challenge Yan Feixue in Eastern Wei.
After escaping from Qilin Town, he met the dwarf surnamed Qiu, and found the Gongyi technique from the dwarf, and it was precisely because of this Gongyi technique that he met Yuan Anning in the future.
After the two dug up the eight golden bodies, they didn't dare to stay in the Eastern Wei Dynasty, and ran back to the Western Wei Dynasty, where they met the prostitute and dog official Ji Zhonglin from Gong County, got his official register, impersonated him, and went to Yu County to become a county official.
Knowing Tianmu Lao Dao, the fat man found his true hearing, met Yuan Anning, and got Han Xin Shuangling, all of which were in Yu County, if he had the deepest memory, it was neither the bitterness of drinking the qi-tonifying decoction, nor the method of summoning Puhua Tianzun to kill the wolf demon Tianqingzi, but when he observed Yuan Anning from outside Nayi Village, he was full of eyes, in fact, he couldn't be considered full, because when Yen Anning became an ugly female assassin, it was just a glimpse, and he knew that it was a beauty, so he shouldn't turn his head, he should stare at it.
In the good days of Yuxian County, with the practice of asking God to kill the wolf demon and ended, and then was taken by the imperial court, and was taken to Chang'an, due to the previous overstepping practice, the cultivation was completely ruined, and he was unable to resist, if it was not for Lu Pingchuan to save him, he and the fat man were afraid that their heads had already fallen to the ground, and they were wiped out by Long Yunzi.
Afterwards, in order to recover his cultivation as soon as possible, he went to Fengming Mountain with the fat man, and happened to meet Wang Zhong and Li Chaozong and others in order to get the medicine Wang Ding, and took Uncle Wang, that was the first time he dealt with Uncle Wang, and it was also in Fengming Mountain that he met the orc valley's clothes and Liu Ruyan from the Fire Palace.
I didn't know the relationship between Liu Ruyan and Zhuge Chanjuan that day, and at this time, Liu Ruyan broke away from him, and told him not to let Li Chaozong marry Zhuge Chanjuan, not out of appreciation for him, or not out of appreciation for him, but hoping that Zhuge Chanjuan could have a good home, but Liu Ruyan should not have thought that his cultivation would improve by leaps and bounds, and he would be promoted to Taixuan before he married Zhuge Chanjuan.
Leaving Fengming Mountain, the two were invited to go to the Orc Valley, the fat man got the big waist and round clothes Hua Mei'er from the Orc Valley, and he got the third piece of tortoiseshell book from there, and also took away the eighth master who was still a fledgling, to say that the memory is still fresh, it is not the joy when he got the tortoise shell, but the pain of the old witch doctor when he scraped the sha, the old woman has a lot of strength, and the pain of peeling the skin. There is also the little look in the eyes of the eighth master when he stole chickens from the carriage and was found by him after taking the eighth master out of the orc valley.
Before they set out to find the Book of Heaven, they had been living in a cave in Gong County, and they did not begin to search for the Book of Heaven until the Eighth Master was able to fly.
The events after that are in the last few years, and you don't need to remember them very clearly.
It also takes time to recall, especially to recall carefully, at this time the weather is getting colder and colder, the waterhole has begun to freeze, count the sand grains, and unconsciously, it has been more than four months since I came to Huangshaling.
Memories are only vices, and the study of the book of heaven is the main thing, although the progress is slow, but it is not nothing, and the biggest gain is to reverse a misunderstanding that has plagued me for a long time.
One-two-four-five-six-seven-eighty-nine is just his division according to the area where the tortoise shell was previously stored, in fact, although the Book of Heaven is coherent, there is no established order between each other, and there is indeed no established order between the two and four, but between nine and one, one and two four-five-six-seven-eighty-nine is indeed incoherent, but four-five-six-seven-nine-two-can, so that the missing third volume of the Book of Heaven is put at the end, although there is still a lack in the end, the whole is coherent.
Once coherent, the research is suddenly smooth, and the book of heaven is like a mirror, although the true nature is still missing, but it can gradually get a glimpse of the clues.
These eight volumes of heavenly books include heaven and earth, yin and yang, Qiankun, men and women, right and wrong, good and evil, truth and falsehood, fiction and reality, and other forms.
Each book of heaven is not a single exposition, but all of them are involved and interconnected.
Because the scope is too wide and the scope is too large, it is far from enough to rely on mental deduction, and we must learn from the reference, advance the virtual and the real together, and promote yin and yang at the same time......