Episode 86: Happiness, let go
Lin Fan ate the bear's heart leopard gall today?
Ling Qi frowned and watched him get closer and closer, just now because he was upset and didn't want to answer the phone at all, this kid was actually very persistent, forcing Ling Qi to simply turn off the phone, but he didn't expect people to run to the way back to the dormitory to guard.
Guan Ying saw that the core figure in this team was also unkind, and originally saw that Ling Qi was lukewarm to him, and she was happy to tease them a few times with Cheng Jun and Wang Sixuan, but the confession on the day of the white # Valentine's Day completely subverted her impression of Lin Fan, does this senior seem to be determined to chase Ling Qi into his hands?
Although the situation after that night showed that Lin Fan's confession was still yellow, Guan Ying had already listed him as an unwelcome object, especially when Ling Qi took the bouquet of roses, he was really shocked. Now that Lin Fan has come to the door again, he must not give up, and he must make some defensive measures!
Before Lin Fan, who walked up to the girl, could open his mouth, Guan Ying blocked between the two of them with an arrow, and said lukewarmly: "Senior, Ah Qi is in a bad mood today, let's talk about it another day." ”
Ling Qi was slightly stunned, although Lin Fan's stalking made her disgusted, but it was not enough to reject people thousands of miles away, Guan Ying's reaction was a bit excessive, right? Suddenly Ling Qi realized that on that rainy morning a few months ago, his action of blocking Fang Xiyuan's contact with Jin Yanling was the same as Guan Ying's now, could it be ......
"I haven't said anything yet, and this matter has nothing to do with you, I just have important news to tell Ah Qi. Lin Fan was a little surprised by the sudden confrontation of this usually well-behaved little manager in the team, but he still did not back down half a step.
Guan Ying wanted to say something more, but Ling Qi had already gently pulled her shoulder and said, "It's okay, I also want to hear what he has to say." ”
Lin Fan's face was overjoyed, and he eagerly took Ling Qi's hand and turned around and left, and Ling Qi, who was unprepared, was dragged for a few meters before he reacted: Who do you think you are, just take me away? And why is it so disgusting to hold hands with a man!
"What are you doing!" the two girls shouted in unison, Ling Qi paused and broke away from Lin Fan's hand, and at the same time, Guan Ying rushed up and pushed Lin Fan's chest, and the big boy who was caught off guard staggered back.
"Uh, I'm sorry......" Lin Fan, who realized that he was out of shape, couldn't consider Guan Ying's strange movements, and hurriedly nodded and apologized, Guan Ying completely quit this time, blocking in front of Ling Qi and glaring at Lin Fan angrily.
Ling Qi took a step back vigilantly, thinking to herself that this guy seemed to have been emboldened since he confessed? Her gaze returned to Guan Ying's back, and an inexplicable assumption in her heart was slowly taking shape.
Lin Fan was a little anxious and said with a red face: "Ah Qi, I just have news that needs to be told to you separately, and I don't mean anything else." ”
In this small episode just now, Ling Qi said even more impatiently: "Then you don't need to pull and pull like this, if you have anything to say, you don't have to run around, Guan Ying, you avoid it a little." ”
Guan Ying still stood still, and Ling Qi patted her on the shoulder and made a gesture to get out of the way. Guan Ying glanced at Ling Qi resentfully, and silently withdrew a few meters away. Seeing Lin Fan talking to Ling Qi, she was so emotional that she was even more emotional, and her heart gradually sank: she finally killed two birds with one stone and was about to solve the two obstacles of Jin Yanling and Fang Xiyuan, but she didn't expect this usually silent Lin Fan to come out again, it seems that Ah Qi's charm is really a combination of men and women, if you don't take action, I'm afraid there will be many dreams at night!
"That's all you want to say?" After listening to Lin Fan's expression, Ling Qi glanced at him in disappointment, "I basically know, the matter of Yanling and Xishao belongs to free love, what are you and Taozi doing to mix blindly?"
Lin Fan blinked his eyes in a daze, it turned out that what Chen Xinyi said was not particularly secret news, he was stunned and guarded Ling Qi for a long time, but in the end he made a little oolong. He pondered for a while, and asked cautiously: "Ah Qi, I thought about what you said last time, I went back and thought about it for a long time, do you like Yanling?"
"What are you doing? What do you mean by that?" Ling Qi's face changed, thinking that the news that he revealed that day that he "didn't like men" was that he drew inferences from one case to another, and he had already known that he would just talk about it! Unfortunately, seeing Yanling in the car that day made him feel so upset, and he couldn't think of this at all.
Seeing the girl's angry face, Lin Fan hesitated for a moment, turned his heart and continued: "Ah Qi, since you denied that you were gay at that time, I can't say anything, but do you know how much pressure girls have to bear when they are together with girls in China? This is a problem involving two families, besides, Yanling likes men, and now she and Fang Xiyuan are together is the best proof!"
"So you told me to hurry up and die, and then fall in love with a man, it's better to be your girlfriend, right?" Ling Qi's face became even colder.
"This ...... I don't mean that, I'm just worried that if you keep going, something big will happen. Lin Fan hurriedly waved his hand, but his explanation was pale no matter how he listened.
"That's enough!" Ling Qi's mood has been very unstable because of the recent change of feelings, and now there is a person to preach, and the effect is the same as the water droplets dripping into a hot oil pot, "Why do you educate me, who do you think you are? What I do is my business, and my mind is much more mature than you think, so don't be self-righteous, change your goal as soon as possible, classmate Lin Fan!"
Lin Fan's face was red and white for a while, and the last four words in Ling Qi's words were unusually stressed, and the fool knew that she had been provoked, but some things were not clear, and if she missed this village, there would be no shop! He hurriedly grabbed the girl who had already staggered by, and said stubbornly: "Then will you hold a grudge against Fang Xiyuan who snatched Jin Yanling?"
As soon as the words came out, a heart-piercing pain came from his hand, Lin Fan took a breath of cold air and took a few steps back, only to find that several fingers of his right hand were numb in an instant. Ling Qi half-raised his head, the five fingers of his left hand were gently opened and closed, and the action of twisting the joints just now was just a small punishment and a big commandment.
"First, don't touch me in the future, disgusting!Second, I can't hold a grudge against the other party, but it doesn't mean that I agree with him to be with Yanling! Is there any other problem?" Ling Qi's eyes were extremely sharp, the last time Lin Fan saw such a gaze was when she was fighting to the death with the third brother.
"That'...... If someone else pursues Jin Yanling, will you also obstruct it? Aren't you harming others and yourself like this? Jin Yanling has the right to love freely, and you also have the right to pursue your own happiness!" The big boy rubbed his aching right hand, since he had completely offended Ling Qi today, he simply said everything in his heart out loud!
The enraged Ling Qi still did not lose her mind, this familiar sentence was similar to the words of the female soul in the Twin Souls Illusion, and it touched her heartstrings.
As a girl with excellent appearance and normal orientation, even if Yan Ling does not go to the end with Fang Xiyuan, there will definitely be other suitors who will follow one after another, does everyone have to make such a fuss about themselves? The quarrel with Fang Xiyuan is because he is worried that Yan Ling will be affected by Qingyan, or because of his exclusive desire that he can't let go? Is it so superficial to love someone, will two girls be happy together? Let Yan Ling fall into the whirlpool of the world's intolerance, what kind of love is this?!
Ling Qi's expression was cloudy, and he slowly sat down on the ground. Asking herself again and again, all she got was self-denial and criticism, and the daughter who was not angry could no longer bear the emotional fluctuations, and the girl felt a complete depression: If Fang Yanling's pursuit of happiness is the real love for her, then where is her own happiness? Is it possible to find your own happiness under the torture of women's bodies and men's hearts?
"Ah Qi, are you okay?" Seeing that Ling Qi seemed to have been drained of strength all of a sudden, Lin Fan stepped forward nervously, but the girl's warning just now was still in his ears, and he didn't dare to touch Ling Qi's body at all, so he couldn't help but feel at a loss. Guan Ying in the distance couldn't hold back any longer, and ran forward to hold Ling Qi tightly in his arms, although he didn't know what the two had just said, but seeing Ling Qi's soul-like performance, Guan Ying knew that nothing was more useful than a hug.
"I know, thank you for waking me up!" After losing his mind for a short while, Ling Qi raised his head and looked at Lin Fan, his big eyes were full of mist, but a trace of perseverance and suddenness was already budding. Maybe you still need time, but since some endings are already doomed, you shouldn't insist on unrealistic fantasies, even if you can't find happiness, you can be content to see Yanling's happiness!
Lin Fan furrowed his brows, where did he think of the struggle and changes in Ling Qi's heart, and the tirade that had not yet been said suddenly choked in his throat. Guan Ying looked between the two sides in surprise, and his eyes were full of uneasiness.
"Okay, I think I need to be quiet, and if it's okay, I'll be out of company. Guan Ying, thank you too! Let's go. Ling Qi gently broke away from Guan Ying's embrace and stood up, and said calmly.
"Let's go!" Senior Lin Fan, don't be so reckless in the future, you make it difficult for me to do this, you know?" Guan Ying still remembered Lin Fan's gaffe to Ling Qi just now, and the anger between his words did not subside.
Lin Fan stupidly watched the two girls gradually walk away, his expression slowly became worried, he actually wanted to tell Ling Qi that he would try his best to give her happiness, but the girl's performance had already given the most direct warning in the plain: it would be a long and arduous process to make her change her orientation and pursuit.
"Ah Qi, what did Lin Fan say to you just now, your appearance is so scary!"
"It's nothing, although he does things that make me unhappy, but he still gets to the point, I shouldn't be so selfish, sometimes true love is letting go, it's good for both people. Ling Qi said thoughtfully.
"True love is letting go?" Guan Ying muttered, suddenly biting her lower lip.