It's another dazed weekend, a few days closer to Jin Yanling's birthday. At 9 o'clock in the morning, a bus full of students drove to the dock with dust, and the strong shaking of the confined space and high center of gravity made the usually pampered children complain. Guan Ying leaned against the railing by the car window, struggling to pull the upper tab, her petite body as precarious as a sampan in the raging sea.

Ling Qi did not shy away from the lady's reserve, opened her arms and squeezed out a small space to surround Guan Ying, and at the same time stood as a pony to stabilize the lower plate, barely holding her figure. Rao is like this, the turbid air still makes the girl's face very unsightly.

"Hold on a little longer, it'll be there soon!" Ling Qi reluctantly smiled to cheer up Guan Ying, and by the way, he mentioned a topic to distract her to avoid motion sickness, "Since you said that you want to come out for a break today, have you arranged your itinerary?"

"Itinerary?What can we girls do when they come out, isn't it just shopping and eating!How about it, if you want to buy something and don't have enough money, I can sponsor it here!" Guan Ying was asked about his interest, and picked up the small satchel on his waist and shook it.

Ling Qi smiled dumbly: "I thought you had any creative opinions, I didn't buy much in the first place, and the old beans at home are very generous, so there will be no problem with living expenses!"

Guan Ying raised her hand and stroked Ling Qi's hair hanging down on the side of her ear, and said angrily: "This is your mistake, girls have a lot of things to buy! I don't use much cosmetics every time I see you, and there are very few skin care products, although your skin is naturally good, but the maintenance of the day after tomorrow is also very important! Today is the right opportunity, I will bring you a set back!"

"Suit, don't be so troublesome, I don't understand!" Ling Qi recalled with a bitter face the bottles and cans on the tables of the group of girls in the dormitory, although he had no problem with cleaning, but when it came to the experience of maintenance, he was completely novice. There are all kinds of toners and body lotions, and it is estimated that it will take a week to recognize them all!

"Where are so many words! I decided to buy you a set as a gift today, and I will strictly learn to use it in the future! But you must not waste your beautiful face!" Guan Ying said, the hand that was still stroking her hair just now had already touched Ling Qi's cheek.

Ling Qi frowned lightly, reflexively dodged to the other side for a few minutes, Guan Ying pursed his lips and did not speak, and withdrew his little hand knowingly. The two fell into a brief silence in tacit understanding, each thinking about their own thoughts.

It wasn't until they got on the speedboat that the two girls breathed a sigh of relief, whether it was the crowding of the bus or the spectacular queue when buying tickets, they all sighed how terrible the tide of college students entering the city on the weekend in Yu Nan was. The hull of the ship rose and fell slightly with the waves, and Ling Qi looked through the small porthole, the white foam like marshmallows was beating up and down persistently, as if he had to find a flaw in the glass and squeeze into the cabin.

Back then, I had snuggled with Jin Yanling countless times and felt the waves gently rocking the speedboat, but now everything is wrong, even if I really want to let go of everything, encountering familiar things will inevitably evoke some heartache and depression. Those things that have been loved, even if they understand that they have become memories, will still inadvertently cycle into a melody without a period and play it repeatedly, reminding yourself that you have never forgotten......

"Ah Qi, if Yan Ling agrees to be with you, what will you do next?" Guan Ying's soft voice pulled Ling Qi's mind back to reality, but she never thought about this question.

"I don't know. After thinking about it for a long time, Ling Qi could only make such an answer in frustration, even if they were together, what could they do? Go to a country that accepts homosexuality? Find an opportunity to tell Yanling the truth? Ignore the eyes of the world and go his own way? No matter which one, it is just wishful thinking in the face of the ruthless reality.

"Then, if it were another girl who was willing to be with you, would you accept it?" Guan Ying hesitated and threw out another question.

"How is that possible? nothing good will come of the girl following me, I will only harm others. Ling Qi replied a little tiredly, after committing an irreparable crime, anyone would belittle or even criticize themselves when they repented, and besides, what they owe was a confused love debt.

Guan Ying smiled and didn't answer, leaned back in the chair and began to close his eyes to recuperate, muttering in his mouth: "If I really love you, I won't be afraid of these." ”

As soon as the two of them entered the gorgeous commercial block of X City, Guan Ying's desire to shop was revealed, and Ling Qi was like a puppet being dragged around by her, and it didn't take long for her to carry a big bag and a small bag in her hand. Guan Ying was particularly careful when choosing skin care sets, and specially found a large-scale chain brand, so that professional salesmen could match corresponding skin care products according to Ling Qi's characteristics. The person concerned was like the second monk who was confused, and listened to the waiter speak warmly and cordially about the book of heaven......

After a brief lunch, Guan Ying beckoned her mother to take the two home for a lunch break, and then piled up the loot in the room and continued the struggle in the afternoon. Ling Qi tossed and turned for most of the day, and when they sat down to take a nap in a coffee house, they really didn't even want to move their little fingers.

Also as a member of the coffee street, the grade of this coffee house is a little worse than the one Lin Wenfeng invited last time, but when it comes to the quiet and lazy atmosphere, it is even better. Guan Ying ordered drinks and snacks very skillfully, his feet dangling lightly in the swing-style rattan chair, his eyes staring directly into Ling Qi's eyes while he was relaxed.

“…… What's the matter, why do you look at me like that?" Ling Qi was furious when he looked at him, and avoided the other party's gaze and said, "How come you are so familiar with this shop, the boss and the waiter recognize you?"

"yes, do you see the piano down there? I worked here the summer of my high school graduation and played the piano. Guan Ying took the coffee and moved his eyes to the piano in the hall on the first floor, stunned.

"Yes, you play the piano very well, you showed your hand at the last welcome party!" Ling Qi suddenly realized, "No wonder the bosses and employees here know you, you shouldn't come to work again now that you go to college, right?"

"No, because there was someone who was very important to me who left here. Guan Ying put down the coffee cup and savored the smart piano sound, it was Tao Zhe's "Melody", but it was no longer her who played the piano, but a strange young man.

"Who is it?" Ling Qi was aroused by curiosity, and adjusted his sitting posture to listen to the rest of the story.

Guan Ying glanced at Ling Qi lightly, sighed lightly and said, "It's a sister I like very much, she was the foreman here when I came to work, and she took great care of me. I was confused at the time, and I naively thought that she would be with me forever, but she was chased away by a man who often came for coffee, and now she probably left X City!"

"Isn't it normal for a girl to find a boyfriend? Like you will find a man who loves you and loves you in the future, so that your life will be complete. Ling Qi felt that something was wrong and couldn't say anything wrong, so he could only deal with it in a patterned way first.

"Men, what's so good about men, men are all annoying things!" Guan Ying's expression suddenly turned cold, his eyes became fierce, and Ling Qi, who was unprepared, was shocked!

"Could it be...... Ah Qi, don't you think so?If a man chases you, won't you feel disgusted?" Guan Ying quickly adjusted his eyes back, but his tone had become cold, "I'm not afraid of your jokes when I tell my story, I think you and I are the same kind of people, and you should be able to understand my thoughts." ”

Ling Qi swallowed silently, her intuition telling her that perhaps an astonishing mystery was about to be revealed.

"You actually knew the situation of my family last time, my father is a seafarer and can't go home several times a year, and my mother is an English teacher who is in charge of the graduating class of key classes all year round. As a result, I didn't have much to take care of since I was a child, and it didn't matter if I talked to my family about things. Guan Ying's expression gradually became lonely, as if he was experiencing an unpleasant memory, "In my freshman year of high school, my homeroom teacher was a man in his 40s who taught mathematics. I did well in math at the time, and I was selected as the class representative. I was naïve at the time and thought it was an honor, but later I learned that it was a nightmare. ”

Ling Qi's eyes gradually widened, Guan Ying, who looked cheerful and innocent on the surface, could it be that there were still some unknown dark pasts hidden?

"The man asked me to go to his office under the pretext of tutoring, but he often did something to me, intentionally or unintentionally! I was timid at the time, and although I was scared, I didn't dare to resist. I didn't expect him to become even more unscrupulous, and even wanted to violate me!"

"There is such a thing!" Hearing this, Ling Qi's heart felt like knocking over a five-flavor bottle, surprise, anger, and sympathy were all mixed together, but Guan Ying's story was obviously not over yet.

"As a result, I fought desperately that time, did not let him succeed, and bit his hand. Later, the matter was suppressed by the school, and my mother finally knew that she cared about me and transferred me to another school. But since then, I have developed a fear of men, and I can't forget that old guy's squinting eyes!" Guan Ying said that she had already gritted her teeth, Ling Qi got up and sat side by side with her on the same swing chair, comforting softly.

"Later, at the new school, a few boys chased me, and one of them was very good to me, and I tried to date him for a while. But a few months later, the night he kissed me, he couldn't help but hand me down. That day I finally knew that men are animals who only think with their lower bodies, and they only have desire in their hearts, not love!"

Guan Ying's cold expression and extreme remarks made Ling Qi's heart tighten, although she was also a daughter, the man's self-esteem still felt as if he had been slapped by these words.

"So I no longer have any interest in men, and it was at this time that a girl came into my life, and I went in and out with her for two years before I felt that I was truly full and happy. I finally made my thoughts clear, what I like is girls, only girls can give me real feelings, and will give me the warmest embrace when I am in pain and confusion!"

She...... Guan Ying, she is gay! Ling Qi looked at this petite girl in amazement, she was so calm that it was a little suffocating, and then an association became extremely real and clear.