I don't want to say how I felt when I got home. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 Info was afraid to see the disappointed eyes of such excellent parents, and even they sighed, I felt unbearable, and the self-esteem that had been lost in applause for eighteen years made me unable to accept "disagree".

I waited at the door for my brother to open the door, trembling with nervousness, first of all I felt that I couldn't apologize, and I ignored them, yes, I just did it, I wanted them to reflect on how ridiculous they were to restrain me!

The moment the door opened, my heart sank, because there was no one in the room......

…… Hehe, should I be glad I didn't have to go out of my way to face them, or ...... Are they completely disappointed in me, or are they trying to make me review with peace of mind? I can't imagine it. That's when I finally realized that I needed them - Mom, Dad.

The college entrance examination, I never thought that it would have such earth-shaking changes in my life, and would make me experience so many unbelievable and even terrible things. There are regrets, but no regrets.

I skipped half a month of class, but the course was not too difficult for me, I remember that after I went back, the comprehensive science has always been the first in the grade, but when the college entrance examination was the score of the comprehensive science fell to the forty-fifth in the grade, unfortunately missed Tsinghua University.

My classmates gave me a nickname - God of War, but this time God of War missed. I didn't attend the graduation reunion either, and I carried my poor self-esteem to fear the schadenfreude of the people around me. I admit that I was almost neurotic at the time, afraid that people would ask me how many points I got and which university I got into......

When I applied for the volunteer, I filled in the most common one in the province - China Eastern Airlines.

China Eastern Airlines is Li Liangshu's dream, and I remember that he always said to himself at that time: "Tsinghua University I still don't have extravagant hopes, I am very satisfied if I can be admitted to China Eastern Airlines, I have no way to compare with the God of War." "After that, he will try to listen to me give him a lecture......

All decisions were made by me alone, without taking into account anyone's opinion. At that time, my mother asked me to apply for a major in metal materials, she is a doctor of metal materials, and she works in the Institute of Metal Research, Chinese Academy of Sciences, hoping that I can make some achievements in the field of scientific research like her in the future, but I refused, the only reason: I don't like it.

I admit that now that I think back to that time, I was a little hateful about being stubborn, just for the sake of my family's happiness, and metal materials were also my best choice, not to mention that with my mother's level, I didn't have to worry about no one to tutor when I was going to graduate school, and no one to guide me when I couldn't find a way out. I myself have pushed myself down the other path, no one can tell me what is the right way to go, I have to rely on myself.

In fact, the only thought at that time was not to let anyone interfere with me, even if it was wrong, I had to go back to the end, because it was my own choice, and there was no reason to blame anyone for the result, whether it was good or bad, and I would never give myself a chance to regret it.

China Eastern Airlines is in Fuzhou, the northwest suburb of Shenzhou, and I am not happy to be away from my parents. No matter how busy they used to be, I could find them. I can take the bus from my school to my mother's unit, even if she is in a meeting or working, I can see her and drink the tea she makes, and I feel so happy. Even if she is so disciplined and does not allow me to liberate my nature, I always know that she is doing good for me, thinking back to the rebellious days in my third year of high school, I dare not think about how many white hairs she has for me, how much worry she has done, life is no matter how depressed it is, and getting my mother's approval is also the happiest thing for me.

I can't explain why the ideas were so different for a while, and I cried like a dog the day they left on the train. I don't want to be hypocritical, and I can't say, "Can you stay for a few more days" They sent me to school with a heavy burden of money, I was already very satisfied, although my face was still tense, but my heart was really, so warm.

There are a total of four people in the same bedroom, on the bed and off the table, the environment is terrible, I don't talk much, the clinic is a quiet and beautiful rural girl Xu Yingying, the opposite bed is a native of Fuzhou - Yao Xiaohang of the royal sister Fan'er, the diagonal bed is a fellow villager in Shenzhou, and the white little Lori - Yao Yue.

The military training I hated the most started two days after the report, and although my dad was a soldier, I couldn't accept practicing in the sun, and if I could teach martial arts, field combat or something else.

In the new environment, I also got a new nickname - second brother. In the dormitory, I was the second in line and couldn't accept the straightforward nickname of "Second Sister", so I had to "confuse gender" and suggest that everyone be called "Second Brother".

The past few days of military training have been boring, listening to the instructor yelling: "Turn left", "take a break"...... The brain went blank.

If it weren't for the fact that I saw someone who was suspected of being my brother when I raised the flag in the morning, I would have really finished my military training life for half a month. This guy, is it Zhou Dianchen, should he be in the army? There are countless question marks running in his mind, but everything has to wait until the lunch break.