Chapter 6 is beginning to emerge
I don't believe in superpowers, sci-fi or anything, I think I'm still a more rational person, although I like to daydream and fantasize all the time, but I definitely don't believe that such things will happen in real life, but since I went to college, strange things, evil things have always happened from time to time one or two. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
I was alone after self-study that night, and when I was walking towards the gate of the teaching building, I saw Li Aoki coming in through the gate. It was past nine o'clock, and the teaching buildings were about to close.
I'm very timid, but I'm instinctively curious about Li Aoki. I was standing on the jogging platform on the first floor, and he walked towards the small door on the east side of the teaching building.
Our school has seven teaching buildings, Zhixing Building, Boya Building, Xinhua Building, Zhiyuan Building, Jianye Building, Zhonghe Building and the National University Science and Technology Park, a library, a large theater, a student activity center, and an international conference center. An office building, and a number of old buildings left over from the early days of the school, in Soviet style, very quaint. There is also a large school-run internship factory, and I heard that there is an experimental base for aircraft parts in it. The northern part of the school is a student dormitory, but there are still old dormitories in the early days of the campus.
The teaching building I was in that day is a relatively new teaching building in the school, with three doors, three stairwells, and four elevators, but only two elevators in the hall can be used and can only stop on the sixth floor to the upper floor, and the elevator at the east and west doors is not used all year round, so the average person does not pay much attention to these two elevators.
The lights in the entire school building had been turned off for most of the time, and I cautiously followed him and found him walking towards the elevator hall with the small door on the east side......
I was absolutely right, he glanced back warily, his eyes were green and glowing blue! I was standing in the corner of the wall, my brain blank with fear. Suddenly, someone dragged me back from behind and covered my mouth, "Shh~, I'm your brother, don't be afraid." β
I glanced back at the person who "sneaked up" on me, and just as I was about to speak, he made a "shut up" gesture.
Later, no matter how much I asked my brother, he wouldn't tell me what he was doing that day.
"I can only tell you that most of the reason I went back to school was because of Li Aoki. I couldn't help myself when I heard him throw me such a sentence, "You feel gay when you say that." "I looked disdainful.
"Don't mess around, it's not something you can handle, and besides, you stay away from him in the future. β
"How do I feel that it's a conversation between rivals, brother, don't challenge my perception of your sexuality. β
My brother rubbed my hair speechlessly and helplessly: "What are you putting in your head! Let me tell you, Li Aoki is much more dangerous than you think, and you have seen what he was like that day, staying away from him is only good for you, go to class." β
Compared to Li Aoki, I'm now more worried about the problems between my classmates in the dormitory, and I hate staying in the dormitory for a while, and I hate the people in the dormitory.
Yao Xiaohang and I are the most compatible personality, but she is a native of Fuzhou and always goes home to live, so I can't develop a deeper relationship with her. For Yao Yue, I can only say that she is a willful and naΓ―ve child, and she and I can't get along at all, even if there are ten minutes left in class, she will sit unhurriedly in the dormitory and apply BB cream, I don't know what is in a hurry. What's even more annoying is that she goes to bed late every day, turns on the lamp, and makes all kinds of rustling sounds. I sleep lightly, nervous breakdown, I am most afraid of light and sound when I sleep, basically every day after she goes to bed, I start to fall asleep, and I have extremely difficulty falling asleep, only a few hours of sleep a day, so that I have two big dark circles all day long, I start to hate her for following me.
In order not to return to the dormitory, I signed up for the freshman singer contest, the speech contest, and the host contest, and since I joined the student union, various student affairs have come one after another, and I have no skills.
It was when I was in the host contest that I met Lin Xu, a lively girl who loves anime. Until now, I think that with her is because we have a common bad taste, so to speak, it smells like each other. The rebellion in my bones will make me explode from time to time. When I was with Yao Yue, she heard Hui Yizheng's criticism of me, and she would say: "Second brother, what are you talking about, how can you swear, you are not allowed to say such things!" For Yao Yue, "You are stupid" This kind of slightly joking words are taboo, but for Lin Xu, if I say that she is stupid, she will greet my uncle or one of my relatives, I don't have any burden with her, and even the dark side of my heart can be released to the maximum, we unscrupulously chatted about all kinds of things that rotten girls like, and boys' things, for Yao Yue, these things are unbearable.
I clearly know that Yao Yue is an angelic existence to me, and there is no filth or filth in her world, just like a blank sheet of paper. But I must admit that I am a "bad girl" with a black belly, I gave up Yao Yue after meeting Lin Xu, and I made Lucifer in order to follow my own heart.
Yao Yue is a reporter for the school's press corps, and he has been busy with interviews and writing scripts recently, and he hasn't been with me for a long time, and our relationship has become more and more delicate.
Finally one morning, the delicate relationship between us completely collapsed, I chose to take a step ahead with Lin Xu when Yao Yue combed his hair, and for a period of time from that day, Yao Yue didn't say a word to me, she regarded me as air, and so did I. It wasn't until after the midterm exam, when I happened to scroll through the space, that I found a message she posted.
"I'm just jealous, I'm hypocritical. I can't stand you being snatched away by others, maybe you don't need me to be your little follower anymore, then from now on I will learn to study and go to school alone, hoping that she can take care of you. β
I'm a soft-hearted person, and I can't stand this kind of "naked" confession the most, and I began to think back to everything between me and Xiao Yue. Just a few days before we collapsed, we were happily celebrating my 20th birthday together, I was born on November 11th, Singles' Day in the eyes of the public, she gave me a bouquet of roses, and said that she would be with me every Singles' Day in the future. I can't stand my own selfishness, but I still can't speak, I'm not afraid of her scolding me, I'm not afraid of her getting angry, the last thing I want is that she doesn't pay attention to me at all, if she really dies on our friendship, I don't know what to do, my poor self-esteem doesn't allow me to please others.
According to Lin Xu's words, I am Yao Yue's toy, she can not want the toy, she can throw it there, but she is not allowed to pick up the toy.
I was absent-minded all afternoon, two electrician training classes in the afternoon, I was thinking about things, but I touched the diode that was being welded to the ground, I was kneeling on the ground to pick up the diode that fell under the table, I accidentally touched my welding pen, if it wasn't for Li Qingmu, who happened to come over, caught the high-temperature welding pen, I would have been disfigured.
But Li Aoki's right hand was severely burned, and he pressed his hand, and his painful face was distorted. When my teacher and I took a taxi to take Li Aoki to the central hospital, I secretly glanced at his injury, and my entire palm was burned with large and small blisters. Because of the pain, I sweated a lot on my face. When I was in the treatment room, I didn't dare to see the doctor to bandage him, and I stood alone in the hallway, feeling like a failure. And because of me, others are innocent and hurt for me. Whether it's Yao Yue or Li Qingmu, it's all because of me.
On the way back to school, I didn't say a word, Xu Li Qingmu saw that I had something on my mind, and he spoke first: "When you have something on your mind, you should deal with it first and then do other things, otherwise you won't be able to do both." β
I couldn't hold back any longer, and for the first time I cried in front of a guy: "I'm sorry. "I looked down at him.
"Oh, forget it, what's there to be sorry for, anyone would do that. Instead of saying 'I'm sorry', I want you to say 'thank you' to me. β
I looked up and saw a smile on his face, and his light words made me cry even more.
"You didn't mean to, and I don't blame you. He smiled and rubbed my hair with his left hand.
I admit that my attitude towards Lee Aoki has taken a 180-degree turn since that incident, and I have come to like him smiling at me, approaching him, watching him play basketball and tennis. I don't know if I like him, but it was an afternoon from hating him to having a good feeling. Maybe there was a good tree from the beginning, I was rejected from the heart at first, but now I am more willing to accept this person, maybe the good tree stayed by my side in a different way, in the days when I was worried about friendship, there was a boy who walked into my world. I'm sure there's going to be a cross between me and him.