At the end of the first semester, I had a conversation with Yao Yue, it was the end of the semester, I was studying with Lin Xu, Yao Yue also had his own little friend at this time, and I couldn't let go of her in my heart, I remember that when I was on the phone, I still tensed myself, and started with a critical tone, both of them cried on the phone, I didn't expect her to say sorry to me, I remember that I almost angrily accused her, "Even if you don't know that I have a nervous breakdown, but you turn on the light, you move the chair to make a sound, right?" No one can stand it at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, don't you know that what you do will affect others?"

"I really don't know, I realized that I was too much after you finished talking today, but I still like you so much, and I want to be good friends with you, so I won't study at night after that, second brother, I'm sorry." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

I never thought that she would say something like "I still like me so much", I suddenly felt that I was a bad person, Xiao Yue was just doing her own thing seriously, but I even had to deprive her of the right to study at night, "Why don't I allow you to study, I don't want you not to study, you just pay attention, it's really not good, I can adapt to you, what am I, you say that, I think I'm a special bastard." ”

We talked on the phone for about an hour, and when I put it down, I was just crouching there, crying uncontrollably.

I still remember Xiao Yue's excited tone when he received my call just now, "Second brother, what's the matter with you?" as if nothing had happened, maybe I said, "Review hard, come on and take the test." "Then nothing really happened between the two of us.

But I just have such a character, I just hold on to one thing, and when I get off the phone, I realize how small the thing I am holding is, so small that it is not worth me to be angry with her for such a thing. Before making this call, I talked to my mother once, and my mother told me not to talk to Xiao Yue, if the two of them don't mention it, it will pass slowly, and she told me that this is why she doesn't support me to make friends, without friends, there won't be so many things to bother me, I will be more devoted to studying, and friends or something as long as I want to make friends, there will definitely be. I was annoyed by her theory at the time, so I hung up the phone without saying a word and called Yao Yue.

My wayward little leap and I ended up crying at the end of the call. For the first time, I hated myself for this temper.

Lin Xu saw that I didn't come back to the classroom to see me for a long time, and after knowing the reason, he scolded me: "You stupid b, you can't end it now." In fact, you don't have to dwell on a word, she says she likes you, but what about her heart? Hurry up and wash your big snot and get back to studying. ”

The final exams are over......

I have to admire my mother's foresight, if she hadn't sent me to learn to draw during the summer vacation, I wouldn't have sketched with a score of 96 in the final exam, and I have been like this since I was a child, and I finished the fifth grade course in the second grade, which is why I always scored very high.

My art teacher's surname is Deng is a top student in Japan, my husband is my mother's colleague, a doctoral supervisor of the Institute of Metals, and a top scientist in the Institute of Metals, most of the metal materials of the Shenzhou series spacecraft are from him, surnamed Li, but I have never met him.

When the winter vacation came, I went to Mr. Deng's house to learn to paint, it was a cloudy day, I made a 40-minute car from home to the teacher's house, and it was Li Qingmu who opened the door for me!

I was standing at the door in surprise and my jaw almost dropped, what kind of fate?!

I clearly heard that when Mr. Deng called Li Qingmu, he was a good tree!

I pointed to Li Qingmu and asked Mr. Deng, "His name is Liangshu?" and he .......

In the middle of speaking, Li Qingmu interrupted me, "Mom, we are college classmates. ”

The whole afternoon was painted absent-mindedly, and I knew too little about Li Aoki, who would refresh my perception of the world every time he appeared. Mr. Deng didn't know how many times he criticized me in the afternoon, and even I hated the painting I painted, the proportions and tones were always wrong, and the plaster cast was very abstract.

I finally stayed up until the end of class, and it was six o'clock in the northern winter, and it was completely dark outside. Li Aoki took the initiative to send me out, and when I walked downstairs, I found that it was snowing. The entire ground was covered with snow, and there were snowflakes in the sky.

Looking at the light of the street lamp, the snowflakes blown by the wind are like fireflies that only emit golden light, quietly gathering the beautiful moments of a lifetime.

"You must have a lot of questions, but can you promise me to keep it a secret?" Before I could speak, Li Aoki said something like this to me first.

"Can you say that? This should be a very secret secret. ”

Li Qingmu stood under the street lamp, and the reflection of the light and snow made him look good, and such a look seemed to be a good tree. Every word he said next struck at my heart, "Yoshiki is my twin brother who died of a heart attack a year ago, so my mother thinks I am him." ”

I was silent for a long time and didn't speak, "No, no, it's impossible, Liangshu never told me that he has a brother!"

Li Aoki's eyes dimmed, "Because no one knows about my existence, I was thrown away by Li Chaoqing (Yoshiki, Aoki's father) since I was a child, and my grandmother brought me up alone." After Liangshu died, Li Chaoqing was afraid that my mother would be sad and ask me to go back to act as Liangshu. Well...... I ......"

My heart was clenched, how could there be a father who abandoned his own son? And it's twins, I know I shouldn't ask deeper questions, after all, Li Aoki and I are just ordinary friends, and he already believes in me when he can talk about this.

I smiled: "It's too complicated, let's not talk about such a heavy topic, by the way, how did you do in the final exam?"

He was stunned by the sudden change of topic, and then understood my thoughts, and he stopped mentioning those things: "Grades, it should be better than you." ”

I glared at him, "Why do I hate you so much, why are you better than me?"

"Personally, I think you're quite stupid, you look quite smart on the outside, but in fact, whether it's interpersonal relationships, or learning style, it's really stupid. ”

I grabbed a handful of snow and threw it at him, but I didn't expect this guy to react so quickly and actually dodge him!

He laughed there: "It's still not so close, you're not stupid, the cerebellum is clearly not fully developed!"

"Is it necessary to be so bad? You can still find a girlfriend with your character!" I don't know how to say such a thing, but I really, um... I really don't care if he has a girlfriend or not.

"I do have a girlfriend. A smug smile on his face. Somehow, I suddenly got angry.

"You go back, I'll just take a taxi myself. "Carry the painting tube and go straight to the outside of the community.

He grabbed me, "No, I have a girlfriend, why do you react so much." The tone was full of teasing.

"You've got a girlfriend me, I have to go home, okay?" shook off his hand and glared at him.

"I broke up a long time ago, I teased you just now. ”

I turned around: "Master Li, I'll say it again, whether you have a girlfriend or not has nothing to do with me." Bye-bye!"

"You don't really like me, do you?" Li Aoki's malicious smile made me want to beat him.

"What kind of alien jokes, like you? are you handsome?" If I could have looked in the mirror and saw my expression at that time, it must have been full of banter and contempt.

"Then what are you painting me for?"

"I'm painting Li Liangshu!"

"Is that different?"

"No, you're different from head to toe with him!ah, what's wrong with you!" I was driven crazy by him, and the last sentence was almost hysterical.

Li Qingmu was shocked by my voice and frowned: "Me and he are twins, how can it be different." Then he strode forward: "Let's go, I'll send you to the gate." ”

"You don't need to send it. ”

Li Aoki ignored me, looking at his back, I suddenly wanted to laugh, and for the first time in my heart, I felt like this...... It's hard to say, anyway...... Very happy.