Chapter 2 Cowardice
I saw Headphones coming towards me, I smiled at her, raised my hand and said hello to her: "Alas, Headphones ......"!
Actually, to be honest, I refused to say hello at first. However, when I saw that people were coming to me on their own initiative, it was not a problem for me to stand up and say a word!
I stood up and greeted her with a smile, and when I stood up, she was only one step away from me. And when I said alas,, she walked past me decisively. , what's going on, I stood in place awkwardly, and I didn't know where to put my raised hand. I feel like a pen!
At this time, I felt that everyone in this arcade was looking at me, watching me make a fool of myself, watching my jokes. In order to alleviate my embarrassing situation, I had to pretend that I was chasing flies, and muttered in my mouth as I played: "This shitty place, it's all fucking flies", but I knew that my behavior would only make me look more like a clown.
I turned my head and looked in the direction where the headphones were going, damn, it turned out that this was more than going to the toilet. Grass, I thought she was going to come and say hello to me, hehe, I'm really bad. In fact, she is not to blame for this, if it is bad, blame me for my bad geographical location, so I have to choose one so close to the toilet.
But I just can't swallow this breath, I know that the anger in my heart has reached the limit, and if this is left in the game, I can already let go of the big moves.
I felt like something was on fire in my body, and at that moment I had an urge I couldn't even believe - I was going to her. I knew it was my self-esteem, and her disdain for me was the trigger. I know that at this moment, I am really crazy.
Everyone has an inferior root, and the two sides are weaker. If I replace the headphones with Zhang Liang today, I don't think I dare!
I walked over quickly and patted the headphones hard, it should be regarded as a shot, I think it's a shot. She turned around and looked at me with a puzzled expression. I smiled, didn't speak, and slapped her white face with a backhand.
Alas, I regretted it after the fight, I knew that I was greeted not only by the anger of Earphone Ting, but also by Zhang Liang, Wang Da, and even by her many suitors.
Probably because my slap was too sudden, Earphone Ting was stunned by me, she just covered her face and looked at me in a daze. I think she thinks I'm unreasonable, like a pen.
"You smash the pen, what are you hitting me for". Headphones yelled.
Her voice was so loud that everyone in the arcade was looking at her. I don't know how to answer her, saying that because I like her, and then I hate her because of love? If it's because she doesn't like her, maybe I won't even be able to get out of this game hall.
My head was a mess and I didn't know what to say. Maybe every little person is like this, when he gets angry, he chooses the one he thinks is weaker, if Zhang Liang does this to me today, I will not dare to hit him.
"Tingting, what's wrong?" I looked back, and the man who was with her walked over. A group of four of them all stood up and walked towards Earphone Ting. Alas, will I be beaten to death by them? Yes, it's better to be killed, but I'm most afraid of beating me to a cripple, because their family has money anyway. But what if my parents are crippled? I don't know why, but I'm thinking about these endless questions.
"It's okay, I was scared by bugs when I went to the bathroom," Earphone Ting replied. Damn, it's my turn to be confused, how is she, how is she, no, strange!
Actually, who would have known that I hit her in the face, and eighty percent of the United States could hear her voice! But since she said so, it was clear that she didn't want to pursue it, and it was naturally difficult for others to say anything.
This matter waited until many years later, when I really "owned" the headphones, I put my arms around her and asked her if it was because you liked me at that time. She just smiled and didn't speak!
They left, and they didn't even look at me when they left, as if someone would look at me more and get hemorrhoids. The arcade is back to its former hustle and bustle.
"Fatty, fuck you, get over here," I yelled. "Why did you go to fight the landlord just now?" "Why did you go when Lao Tzu was surrounded by a few people?" "I'm thinking about finding someone for you, I'll stay here and be beaten, it's better to find someone to help you!" The fat man explained tremblingly. This guy can really be blind, I took a special look at him when I was besieged, wondering if it would make me suffer less if we were beaten together, but this guy actually hid at the back of the crowd. If it weren't for the fact that his fat body was too conspicuous, I wouldn't have noticed him.
"You get out of here, Lao Tzu saw you slip away, and pretended, hurry up, you pay for today's coins" I scolded him, so I could make up for my mental loss.
I played with the fat man all afternoon, but I didn't feel much fun, because I kept wondering why Earphone Ting didn't pursue me, I don't understand.
The good times always go by too quickly, and the two-day break goes by in a flash. It's a disgusting Monday again, and I feel like I'm a little scared of going to school. Hmph, all of this is thanks to Zhang Liang! One day, I will make him regret what he has done now.
The first class on Monday was math, which was also taught by our homeroom teacher. My homeroom teacher's name is Liu Yulong, an old man in his sixties, who has a resounding name, but in fact, he has no bullshit ability, and he is very stubborn, probably their generation has this stinky problem!
Before the first class, we would have a morning self-study to preview what we were going to learn that day, but I didn't think it would be useful at all. Mom doesn't study in class and will waste time on this? And I hate this form of self-study the most, not only because it doesn't work, but more importantly, because I will be humiliated by Zhang Liang every day of morning self-study, every day.
"Yang Fan, where's the money?" a few people came over again.
Paralyzed, every week, asking me for money, I'm fucking your father! Come up and ask for money? Of course, I won't say that, or I'll be beaten again.
But I don't want to give him the money, because my family doesn't sell money printing machines, how much money is needed, and this money is also earned by my parents and my parents, in fact, there is also a little bit of my careful thinking. Because I don't know what's wrong, since the game hall headphones didn't look for me on Saturday, I feel like I'm awesome!
"I, I don't have any money" I said to him directly, "I have it, I won't give it to you" This is my original words, and it is also my heart.
Zhang Liang obviously didn't expect me to say this, and he was still coaxing me to say that I was sensible! But when he was halfway through his speech, he suddenly reacted. He looked at the younger brothers, and then at me.
Maybe suddenly I feel that my majesty has swept the floor, and this forced me to give me a mouthful, ask me what to say, let me say it again. I clenched my fists and lowered my head, feeling a hot pain in my face, but it hurt more than my face was my heart. Damn, why, why should I be bullied by you. You are human beings, I am also human beings, why do you keep bullying me like this, why? I just felt a burst of qi and blood rushing from the soles of my feet to my head, I was fed up, I was fed up, I raised my head violently.
"Brother Liang, I'll bring ten yuan" I took out ten yuan from my pocket and handed it to Zhang Liang. Alas, I knew that I was still the same coward, as spineless as ever.