Sometimes I really hate myself, I hate myself for being incompetent, I hate myself for being weak. Every time I was ruthless, and in the end, I was always the one who retreated. I also hate Zhang Liang them, why, why do they keep bullying me, why? Alas, maybe this is the fate of the weak!

Everyone was watching from the sidelines, no one said anything, and no one dared to say anything, just looked at it coldly, as if watching a monkey show, Zhang Liang was a monkey man, and I was the monkey that made people laugh.

I peeked at Earphone Ting and saw that she was also looking at me, but her eyes seemed to reveal contempt and disdain. Hehe, Earphone Ting must look down on me now, but I don't bother to care about her, I look down on her, anyway, I don't have a good relationship with her, who rarely she can afford it! I don't know how I suddenly thought of Earphone Ting's attitude towards me, anyway, my brain was very messy at that time.

I don't know when Zhang Liang left, maybe because he was tired of scolding. I sat in my seat trembling, my heart was beating wildly, I hated Zhang Liang and complained about other classmates, why didn't they come to help me, even if I said a word.

I passed the class in such a mess, and I didn't listen to what the teacher said. At first, I thought she was passing it on to someone else, but after reading the signature, I realized that she had written it to me, no, to be precise, it was drawn to me! Whatever, anyway, I'm not surprised, Lao Tzu is invulnerable now, whatever you want.

The day passed quickly, I finally stayed up until the end of school, I thought that today was finally free, but I never thought that I still had a catastrophe.

Because our last Monday is an English class, the English teacher usually presses the class, so the students in our class are the last to go. Because I have been holding back the pee, so I let the fat man go first, I arrived after peeing, but I didn't expect that this pee, something happened to the pee.

When I went to the toilet, I was just in time for Zhang Liang and them to go out, fuck, it's really a narrow road, I'm afraid of what's coming.

I was afraid that they would clean me up, so I waited until they were all out and walked away before I went in. I thought there was nothing going on, but I didn't expect that when I was about to come out after urinating, Zhang Liang and a few of them came back.

"Yang Fan, you are very awesome today, you don't even give Brother Zhang face" A Zhang Liang lackey shouted on the side. I'm so miserable, I can get this plug in here. I could only admit my mistake, I was afraid that they would beat me, I said I was wrong, I shouldn't have been like that in the morning, my brain was kicked by a donkey! As a result, after I said this, Zhang Liang came over and slapped me. He said I scolded him for being a donkey, and he was the only one who hit me in the morning, I was really! I was nervous, I said don't beat me, Brother Liang, what the hell can I do to forgive me, that forced a smile and said that it was easy not to be beaten, and asked me to lie down and drink the pee.

Damn, I'm not a fucking stupid, can I drink pee? But if I don't, they're going to beat me up. I asked Brother Liang if he could change the conditions, but he was kicked again, saying that I dared to talk to them about the conditions. Honestly, you don't feel that feeling, and at that moment I felt like I wasn't a human being in their eyes. Because if it's an individual, they don't force people to drink urine.

I knew I couldn't drink it, but I didn't have a choice, either I could drink urine or get beaten. I didn't want to drink pee, and I didn't want to be beaten. So, I got on my stomach. They laughed on the sidelines and said that I was a fool, and I was powerless and did not dare to refute it. That's right, I drank it, I took a heavy sip, and it tasted good, sour, and a little salty. I don't know if my tears were mixed in with it, but I savored it and swallowed it hard. I stood up, looked at Zhang Liang expressionlessly, and said Brother Liang, I'm done drinking.

He may have been a little panicked by my eyes, but I didn't expect him to panic too. He came up and punched me, saying that I should not pretend to pay attention in the future, and then he coaxed away with his fox friends and dogs.

I watched his back and gritted my teeth, and I could feel a trace of fishy sweet liquid flowing into my mouth, and I knew it was because I had bitten my tongue too hard. I looked at him hatefully. Zhang Liang, if you don't take revenge, I swear not to be a person.

When I went to bed at night, I was still thinking, I must take revenge, I must resist. Because I didn't want to live like a dog, or even worse than a dog, I fell asleep in a daze.

The next day at school, I deliberately ate an extra bowl of rice and secretly brought the wallpaper knife I had prepared last night. I thought about it, and today I asked him for a dose of strong medicine, gave him bloodletting, and then I went straight to the field.

I usually save some pocket money, which should be enough for the fare. I looked at the equipment, now everything is ready, only the east wind is owed, today Zhang Liang had better meet each other and don't mess with me. Otherwise, hmph, I'll let him know what cruelty is.

But I obviously overestimated his luck, and before the early self-study began, he couldn't wait to find death. It's still a few of them, hippie smiling, living like stupid dogs. Zhang Liang smiled and came over to ask me if yesterday's drink was good. It's good that he didn't mention this, but I get angry when I think about it. The headphones in front of Ting had a puzzled expression. My face turned red at the time, and I always felt that many people already knew about it, and I even imagined people laughing at me when they found out about it. This made me, who had retreated a little, regain my determination, Lao Tzu must get him to death today.

I said to him, Brother Liang, wait, I'll give you the money. They all laughed and said I was very sensible today. I thought to myself, when you go over there, I'll burn more money for you. I turned around and pretended to take money from my schoolbag, but in fact I held the knife in my hand, this time I didn't hesitate, took out the knife and turned around and stabbed Zhang Liang. In fact, I originally wanted to stab him in the stomach, but because I was too nervous, I stabbed it off, and the knife stabbed him in the leg, and I could clearly hear the sound of the knife entering the flesh. The blood immediately flowed down his legs, and in a few moments it became a puddle on the ground. Zhang Liang looked at me in disbelief, then at my legs, and cried out, and the girls in the class screamed. I looked at the headphones and saw that she was also looking at me, and I actually felt a hint of appreciation and praise in her eyes looking at me, and I thought it must be my hallucination.

I looked down at Zhang Liang, and I said Didn't you think that you also have today, a person you think is inferior to a dog will give you this knife.

He listened to me, thought that I was going to continue to fuck him, and apologized to me regardless of his own legs, saying that he was wrong, that he was stupid, and that he should not mess with me, and begged me to let him go. Actually, I didn't want to stab him again, because I'm so scared now. Everyone is like this, when you are angry, you can be reckless about the consequences, and you will only feel scared when you calm down at the end.

I stumbled out of the classroom, forgetting to take my wallet, I ran and shouted all the way, and I felt a lot more relaxed. I don't know what's ahead of me, but I don't have any regrets at least.