Chapter 540: The Sound of Burning Firewood
In her heart, she was unwilling and afraid.
And more often than not, there is fear.
She is afraid of this life, forever lonely.
When she came to the world, she really wanted to find someone she loved and wanted to have a few children, but when she met the first person she liked, she found that it was such an ending.
She was terrified, perhaps because she had heard too many stories about Mr. Storyteller, in those stories, people who loved each other encountered nothing more than obstacles to fame and fortune and others, and in the end, Mr. Storyteller would always make the audience happy and tell a happy ending, that is, lovers will eventually become married, but in reality, this is not the case.
The story in reality is more fickle than in the book.
There were thousands of endings that she had never heard of in Mr. Storyteller's stories.
And one of the thousands of kinds, just let her meet.
When she reached the shore, she found a house by the sea and lived there.
She thought, just stay like this for ten days and a half months, and by the time they go back, they must have already left!
At that point, there will be no need to worry about seeing them again.
Ten days, flying like lightning.
She returned to the inn.
He was not seen again in the inn, but she was seen.
He was gone, but she wasn't.
This made her wonder.
Why didn't she go?
She had heard their conversation before, and they were married.
But why did she stay?
She wondered in her heart, even though he had gone that night, she still hadn't fallen asleep.
The next night, she closed the door and lay down on her bed, when she heard footsteps outside the door.
The man walked to her door, but did not knock.
The people outside didn't know what they were hesitating about, and she didn't poke it, just waiting.
Then, she heard the expected knock on the door.
She deliberately hesitated for a moment before speaking, "Come in." β
After saying that, she also got up.
I have to say that although I have seen her many times before, when I see her again, I am still so amazing.
Her face is incredibly beautiful, but it makes people jealous.
She walked over, looked at herself, and suddenly fell to her knees.
Seeing her suddenly kneel down, although her face remained shocked, she was really shocked in her heart.
"Girl, why is that?" she was a little puzzled, but she still maintained a look of unconcern.
Her eyes fell asleep, she raised her eyes, looked at her and said, "Please help me!"
"Help?" she raised an eyebrow, a little confused.
Help her, what can she help her? She's just a lonely person!
Now, the person she loves belongs to her, all the happiness belongs to her, what else does she need help from others?
And the little girl looked at herself for a long time, and then said lightly: "I know, you are not an ordinary person, you are a demon, and you are a demon with very high mana." Our Gu clan, although we can only use Gu magic, but in the past, the ancestors and the demon clan also intersected, so the demon may not be visible to ordinary people, but our Gu clan can feel the existence of the demon. β
"So, what are you looking for me for?" she didn't really want to say anything to her, but she didn't want to be noticed that she was abnormal, especially her.
"I was born with a great talent for Gu arts, and I took on important responsibilities at a young age in the clan, but, you know, everything in this world has both yin and yang, there are good places, and there must be bad places. I was born, because the body's yin qi is too strong, so, the patriarch said that I will die before the age of sixteen, so my parents have tried all kinds of methods to help me adjust since I was a child, although it has little effect, but how much let me live for two more years, but, this year, I feel more and more that the day is approaching, the patriarch said that I am afraid that I will not live next spring, and I have a person in my heart who can't let go, and wants to accompany him for one more year, so I ask you to help me, let me live one more year. She looked at her, and told her story quietly, unadorned with sadness, just so quietly, as if the person who was going to die was not her at all.
She had never seen such a person, never seen such a woman.
At this moment, I suddenly understood why that person liked her so much.
She is not a nosy person, and if this matter had been put in the past, she might still not care.
Life and death, there are many things in the world, she was born very indifferent, and now, when she comes to the world, she is used to seeing such things, and she is even more unwilling to care.
However, this woman stood in front of her, looking at her like that, which made her heart very complicated.
Want to help her?
In fact, she had an urge to kill her in her heart before.
She felt that after killing her, even if he still didn't like her, at least, she wouldn't see him and others stay together until he was old!
When she had this thought, she was not frightened by herself, but calmed down, because she knew that this was the way to make her life a little better.
If they stay together until they are old, then even if she can't see it, she will feel pain.
She has never denied that she is selfish, very selfish.
In this life, everything she does is for herself, because she knows that only she can make herself happy, and no one else will care about her thoughts except herself.
And now, the first person she loves has never seen her, so what should she do?
The best thing to do is to kill her.
And now, when she learned the news that she was about to die, her heart was indeed so calm.
Yes, she was calm, calm and didn't know what to do.
Although she knew that she was going to die, why was she not as happy as she imagined.
For some reason, she felt that she couldn't be happy at all.
Maybe it's because she knows that even if she dies, then that person won't like her!
What exactly is like?
Why is it so painful?
In the past, when I was cultivating spells, someone said that you should concentrate and don't go crazy.
But at the beginning, her desire was so strong, she wanted to cultivate spells so much, and wanted to surpass other people, but after all, she still didn't go through the demons, and now, she has that feeling.
Walking through the demons, it turns out that this is also going to make people go crazy?
Looking at the delicate woman in front of her, she nodded and said, "I promise you." β
"Do you need me to do anything for you?" she smiled, not so excited, but a relief, as if a dying person was on his deathbed to see that his children and grandchildren were doing well, so he was very relieved.
She shook her head and just said, "No need." β
In fact, she lacks nothing, she is a demon, and she has mana, and those who mortals care about the glory and wealth, she can have it at any time, what she lacks is just a love!
Lack of a loving person.
It's just that she can't tell her that the person she loves is actually by her side.
Every night of the full moon is a very unique night for the Gu clan.
On this night, the Gu worms of the Gu clan will awaken.
And for that little girl, it was even more difficult to survive the night.
On the night of the full moon, the yin qi is the heaviest, and the yin qi in her body will be heavier than usual, so that her body will be in a very dangerous state.
The danger, not just the body, but her life.
This year is different from before, this year, her body is not as good as before.
And at this moment, the patriarch is not around, and he can't regulate her body.
So this night, she needs someone who can give her a condition.
This night, she needs to constantly fight against the yin qi in her body, as long as she doesn't suppress the yin qi in her body for a moment, then she will definitely have an accident.
Those who did not live for ten days and a half months, or died on the spot.
This night is crucial, or rather, every night after that is a full moon.
If she wants to live, every night with a full moon will be like a battle.
The forest was very quiet, except for the sound of burning firewood.
The voice was loud in the silence, and the little girl looked at the fire and felt as if she saw her own life burning.
Other women are in the right grade of youth, thinking of their beloved, but she wants to part with her beloved.
She doesn't have long to live, and even if she can live now, she will definitely die in the near future.
She will surely die by the spring of the following year at the latest.
But even so, she had to try to live a little longer, because she had just met him.
She didn't want to let him go like that.
She has always wanted to give him a child, but she was born with a weak physique, and the yin qi in her body is too strong, so although she has been married for a year, she is still not pregnant.
She thought that even if he was to die, he would at least be able to leave him a child, whether he would fall in love with someone else in the future, but whenever he saw a face that looked so much like her, he would think of her, and she would have nothing more to ask for.
In such a world, people are accustomed to forgetting.
She loves him very much, but she doesn't know if he will love her forever, but she doesn't want him to forget her, even if she doesn't love her anymore.
It's not so much that this year is to live for a few years, but to understand your own wishes in life.
She wanted him to remember her, so she wanted to give him a child before she died.
One year, she has another year.
As long as this year, she has nothing else to ask for.
For him, for himself, for himself, for himself to be able to leave a trace in this desolate world, to be able to leave his bloodline behind.
It was a very cold night, and the full moon in the sky was like a huge block of ice, and all the cold air was thrown on her.
She sat by the fire, her little body curled up in a ball, rubbing her palms and trembling.
And she stood in the distance, able to see her, but still walked towards this side step by step without hurry.
I could see her coldness, the purple of her cold lips, and she wanted to throw herself into the fire at once and let the fire warm her. But she knew that when she was in the fire, she would not be able to live, and the fire would only destroy her. So I kept myself in check, and it felt like a person who was addicted to poppies.
I have never seen a person so cold, and I have never seen a person with such self-control.
Such a woman seems to be a little scary.
That's why, is she able to get his like?
As she walked, she watched, thinking that maybe she was thinking too much, or maybe she was lost in jealousy!
It's just that she is really jealous, because of jealousy, so she can fly, but she has to walk over step by step, and she has to look at her painful appearance from afar.
She didn't know she could do such a boring game.
Cold-blooded is not a stranger to her, she is a cold-blooded person, and she also knows that she is cold-blooded, but in normal times, she just likes to treat other things indifferently, cold-blooded, it is nothing more than a means of revenge against others! So before, she felt that this approach was a bit naΓ―ve.
Under normal circumstances, she would never be like this, but today, she can't help but want to treat her like this.
Since she helped her, then, this can be regarded as the so-called reward!
Anyway, she is not afraid of death, what is the point of suffering more?
It's nothing!
Her steps were gentle, not like walking on the road, more like an immortal flying there, every step was so graceful, but, if you looked closely, the footsteps were clearly stepping on the ground.
Everything was so quiet, even the fall with the leaves on the trees was so clear.
The forest was very large, and the little girl was in the middle of the woods, and she had only just entered the woods.
It took about half an hour to walk over, but she still didn't have the slightest appearance of rushing over.
She looked at the little girl with a spell, watching her shiver, and felt as if the cold had spread to her.
A cloud in the sky was slightly blown by the wind, covering less than half of the bright moon, so the cold air also subsided a little, but it was only a drop in the bucket.
But as long as the bright moon is still there, the cold air will not disappear, and how can the fire in front of him compete with the huge bright moon?
Cold.
Still cold and speechless.
Her bewitching eyes looked indifferently at the girl in the middle of the forest, just watching quietly, still indifferent.
On weekdays, because she is worried that it will be too eye-catching, she always uses some spells to change her face a little, and her face has not changed, but her skin has changed a little, and it doesn't look so translucent and moisturized.