Chapter 534: The Sea of Stars
It hasn't been before, it doesn't exist now, and it won't be in the future.
They'll probably never cross paths in their lives, especially when she leaves this place.
She had never hated parting before, because she didn't have anyone who could part.
The so-called parting is just her desperate desire to leave the place that is oppressive for her.
She didn't want to be in that place where there was no affection and warmth.
Although she came to this cold world, without relatives and no one she knew, but, at least, here, she felt much better than in the tribe, at least here, she was new and strange to anyone, no one would point a finger at her anymore, no one would look at her with contempt for her.
That's what she wants.
It's just that when I got here and met him, everything changed.
All the unwillingness filled her heart at this moment.
She wanted to get him, she wanted to get his gaze, she wanted his care, she wanted his tender gaze.
But at this moment he gave all that he had to another person, and he loved not her, but someone else.
When cultivating spells, once she encounters a bottleneck, she will try her best to break through the bottleneck, but at this time, she doesn't know what she should do.
How do you break through this bottleneck? She really doesn't know anything.
She just turned around and left, how could she break through?
Back at the inn, she made a decision.
Get out of here for a while until after they're gone.
Maybe she didn't see her endurance clearly from the beginning, in fact, she couldn't stand a little stimulation, she thought that she could pretend to be quiet like when she was a child, so she deceived others and deceived herself, but this is not the case.
She found that she couldn't hide it in front of his eyes, she couldn't watch her beloved in front of her.
When the person you like likes someone else, then even if that person is not at fault, you will not be able to like her, and you will even hate her even more.
She didn't want to hate herself so much, so terrible, so terrible that she couldn't even recognize herself.
Even if they can't be together, then at least let her retain the last elegance and no longer appear in front of him so embarrassed.
They may not be seen, but at least he should be able to maintain a little grace in front of him when he sees himself.
But as long as they were in front of her, she couldn't maintain that kind of indifference.
So walking is the best way to go.
She's going to get out of here, before they go.
After explaining the matter in the inn, she left, and the man understood her habits and did not ask too much.
Out of the inn and out onto the street, she stood on the busy street, not knowing where to go.
Or, go see the sea!
People say that no matter how depressed things are, as long as you go to the beach and look at the vast sea, you can think about all the things in your heart.
Anyway, there was nowhere to go, so she simply set off directly.
She didn't fly over, but Cheng Zhe went in a carriage.
There was a place to rent a carriage on the side of the road, so she gave some silver taels, and then set off in the carriage alone.
It took three or four days to get to the sea.
When she was in the demon world, their clan was an elk clan, and there was no sea where they lived, and she grew up in the clan since she was a child, and she never saw the sea far away.
So, this is also the first time to see the sea.
Before she reached the beach, she saw the sea in the distance, only to see the waves hitting the sea far away, but far away, no matter how you look at it, it is so small, and she still doesn't feel anything, just looking at the narrow coastline, she feels a lot more open in an instant.
And when we reached the beach, the sea gradually became bigger, and the coconut trees and some reefs on the beach were clear.
She looked at everything around her and felt as if this was not a human being, but a different place.
This feeling is like the first time I came to someone from the demon world.
It's just that I suddenly remembered that night full of lanterns and couldn't help but feel sad.
She got out of the carriage and tied the horse to a coconut tree, which must have been the first time she had seen the sea, so she couldn't help but panic a little when she saw the waves one after another, and kept barking around the coconut tree.
And she glanced at the horse, ignored it, and went straight to the beach.
The sand under her feet was all white, and the white was so beautiful that she felt that it was not sand at all.
The sand was very soft, and after walking for a while, she felt a lot of sand in her shoes, so she simply took them off.
The waves were big and the sea breeze was strong, blowing her hair and dancing.
Maybe those mortals are really right, the sea is indeed a good place to make people forget those bad things.
She walked on, and gradually came to the sea.
The sea flooded her ankles and flooded her dress.
She stood in the middle of the sea, waiting for the tide to wash towards her.
The waves were very fierce, and when they came down, it was as if someone had slapped their palms on their bodies.
She walked deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper, and then, I don't know how long she walked, she suddenly felt someone calling her behind her.
Turning her head, she saw a person behind her looking at her with a worried face.
"Is there anything that the girl can't think of! must come to find a short time?" It was a dark-faced young man, who must have been exposed to the wind and sun by the sea.
And she was stunned for a moment, and then she suddenly looked at the young man and said, "I didn't think about it!"
The young man thought for a moment, but still looked at himself with a look of disbelief on his face and said, "How could you come to this sea without thinking about it?"
She frowned, and turned her head to look at the people not far away: "Aren't they also in the sea?"
The young man said: "Those are some tide makers who grew up by the sea, they are going to pick things in the sea, and girl, you are walking straight towards the sea step by step, you say that you are not looking for a short-sighted, who will believe it!"
After this explanation, she understood, so she hurriedly walked towards the shore and explained to him that she was not looking for short-sightedness, she would also be water-based, just idle and bored, so she walked around and had a look.
When the young man saw her come ashore, he gave such an explanation, but he also believed her explanation.
"Do you have anything to see here?" she asked as the boy was leaving.
"Pretty sight?" the boy thought.
Then he suddenly thought of something, and immediately his face became very bright, looked at her and said: "If you want to say the most beautiful scene on the sea, I think it is still at night when I am in the middle of the sea and look at the stars in the sky, at that time, the Milky Way is bright in the sky, and the stars are reflected in the sea, looking at it, I feel as if I have arrived in the fairy world!"
So, in the evening, she set off on a boat.
At night, there was no wind and waves, and she took the boat, and it was very quiet.
The seabird passed by, and seemed to feel the strong demonic aura on her body, so it immediately dodged.
In the evening, the people who went out to sea gradually returned, and among the many returning ships, she was the only one who went against the grain.
But this time, she specially disguised herself as a man who grew up by the sea, so that even if those people were surprised, they wouldn't be too discouraged!
Sure enough, although this journey has been subject to various eyes, it has also passed smoothly.
At sea level, the sun gradually submerged, the dusk afterglow gradually disappeared, and the surroundings began to become more and more silent.
If it was in the demon world, maybe she would feel terrible, after all, such a place, full of dangers, the weak and the strong, although the demon world advocates the peaceful coexistence of all races, when, in fact, from ancient times to the present, it is impossible to escape the law of the law of the weak and the strong.
Only the strong can always control everything, and those strong people don't say anything to eliminate those who are weak, but in fact, they have already done it secretly, or are looking for some high-sounding excuses.
If the demon world is too quiet, then the next thing to greet them will be a bloody storm, and here, she can be completely assured, because this is the human world, no one can hurt her, she doesn't need to be afraid of anything.
The farther I went, the brighter it became.
In the beginning, when the sun was about to set, there was only one star in the sky, and that star was called dusk in the world.
And when the sun all set, the star began to shine, but it was still dark around.
And as the ship went further, the more stars there were.
And so, gradually, more and more, more and more, as if the flowers were blooming one after another.
I often see the starry sky, but I never thought that there was a difference in the starry sky.
The starry sky on the sea is a beauty she has never imagined.
The dark-skinned boy really didn't lie to her, this place is really beautiful, and he has walked into another world.
Here, people will have the illusion that it seems to be a mysterious fairyland.
Since the fall of the fairy world, the gate of the fairy world has been closed, and no one has ever reached the fairy world.
And now, standing here, she thinks that the fairy world must be like this!
The boat was moving forward, and she was at sea, as if she were wandering in the stars.
It's so beautiful, it's so beautiful that you won't want to leave.
She even wanted to stay here a little bit.
I heard that there were sharks living here in the past, but later because more and more people came and went, those sharks went to other places, but no one knows where they went.
In the past, when I was in the demon world, I read the records in those books, and the merman would always flow beads to the moon on the shore, and tears would flow down and roll into the sea, and they would become pearls.
When I was a child, I thought I could see such a scene in this life, but after I came here, I heard that the mermaids here did not exist a long time ago.
It's just that she didn't come to see the merman, and she has no regrets, and besides, there is nothing to regret about the beautiful scenery right now.
She stopped the boat, in the middle of the sea, and lay down on it, looking up at the starry sky.
The starry sky is really bright! so bright that people feel that they are no longer in the world.
Although the world is beautiful, where can there be such a beautiful scene?
Presumably, this is really not the world!
The little one of the stars hung there, as if to shine all her life.
That little star, so radiant, so good not to hide a trace of light.
One night, there was no wind at sea.
The stars in the sea did not shake at all, and they lay quietly in that piece of water, as if they were more dreamy than the sky, not like the real thing, but they were so beautiful that people were full of emotion.
In the middle of the sea, there is not the slightest noise, just listen attentively, and you can only hear the sound of the sea flowing quietly.
How nice it is to be so quiet.
If she could, she would like to be quiet forever.
The next day, when the sun rose, the light shone on her face.
The golden light was much more dazzling than usual.
She opened her eyes to the sun, without the slightest evasion.
She felt that this sunlight could shine into her heart, and she hoped that this sunlight could shine into her heart, so that all the darkness and pain in her heart could be illuminated clean.
She wants to be as carefree as before, but she can't, this heart, I don't know when it has been filled with one person, she tried hard to squeeze that person out of her heart, but she tried many times, but still couldn't.
I thought I could let go, I thought I could let go, but now, I can't at all. She couldn't deceive herself, she could feel the unwillingness and pain in her heart.
She was afraid, afraid that she would live alone like this for the rest of her life. There is a feeling that if you can't be with him, you won't be able to meet someone you like again in this life.
Actually, she is not unwilling, she is just afraid, afraid that she will not meet a person who can make her care so much in this life, and she is afraid that she will not be able to meet a person who makes her like this in this life.
If in the past, when she was a little girl, she would not have been afraid so much, because she knew that in the near future, there would be such a person in her life, who could come to her, who could stay with her for the rest of her life.
But now, she has met it, and after several entanglements, she already knows what she wants. But at this moment, the person she wanted had left him, or rather, that person had never liked her.
From the very beginning, she was a person's favorite, a person's secret expectations, and until the end, she was still a person.
A man's guardian of this secret.
Watching him fall in love with someone else, he was on the sidelines, just pretending to be a passerby who didn't care.