Perhaps because of the innate gender differences, men are far less delicate than women in terms of feelings, and there is often only a middle ground between right and wrong in their world. Sometimes, a man's specific action or unintentional words may move a woman and secretly agree. However, sometimes when the woman has kept hinting and is too reserved to confess her feelings, the man will always show an outrageous dullness, which makes the fairy jump to her feet in anger.

Therefore, it has been said that a man is a creature that cannot be moved.

But what would it be like if it was a girl with a male soul?

In Ling Qi's eyes, Guan Ying has always been a simple image of innocence and liveliness and rich feelings. Maybe because of her admiration for her skills, or because of her love for her personality, she always shows some intimate actions that make people feel like taking care of a lovely sister.

However, when Guan Ying clarified his sexual orientation, those behaviors that Ling Qi had become accustomed to seemed to hide a lot of neglected flavors.

"I know that in China, whether it is gay or lesbian, it is unacceptable in the social atmosphere, and even if I can persevere, my partner, family and friends will be under great pressure. Guan Ying looked at Ling Qi calmly, and his eyes suddenly lit up, "My personality is rather paranoid, I will definitely go on firmly if I recognize the direction, I have the courage and determination to overcome all difficulties! I know that you and I are the same kind of people, I can't be mistaken." ”

Ling Qi uneasily avoided Guan Ying's gaze, whether it was psychological or real age, Guan Ying was a little younger than Ling Qi, a person who had always been regarded as a sister suddenly changed her face, she really didn't know how to deal with it. After hesitating for a while, Ling Qi could only helplessly change the topic: "What happened to the girl you were with in high school?"

Guan Ying's face darkened, and she said faintly: "Her name is Arlene, and I admit that she once had a very important position in my heart. But I overestimated her courage, so I paid for the final misstep. Arlene and I are different, I didn't know until the day we broke up after graduation that she has always been an entertaining mentality for Lily to try new things, and eventually she will definitely find a boyfriend, marry a wife, and teach her children...... To put it simply, she betrayed me!"

Treachery?

Ling Qi's heart was pinched together, she completely felt the feeling, and when she saw Jin Yanling sitting in Fang Xiyuan's passenger seat, her heart ached so much that she could barely suppress it. But Yanling and her have no commitments, nor any possibility of coming together, the so-called betrayal is just an excuse for wishful thinking.

Seeing Ling Qi's contemplative expression, Guan Ying guessed that she had already resonated with herself because of Jin Yanling's matter, and couldn't help but look forward to it a little more: "Ah Qi, I know you have also felt this way, it's very painful and sad, right? The best way to treat emotional injuries is nothing more than two kinds, one is time, and the other is new feelings, I don't know which one you are willing to choose?"

Silence, long silence.

Time is indeed the best healing medicine, but it takes a long healing process, and now that there is a birthday party like a judgment to pass, it is simply impractical to try to smooth the wounds as soon as possible.

Can I have a new relationship? Should I like a woman or a man? Am I a woman or a man?

peeled back the cocoon over and over again, but in exchange for a deeper confusion. The corners of Ling Qi's mouth lifted slightly, and the smile was nothing but bitterness.

"I chose the second option, and I was convinced that I could find a truly determined partner. Lesbians are inherently unworldly, and once I identify another determined person, I will definitely spend the rest of my life together!" Guan Ying stared at Ling Qi's somewhat distracted side face tightly, and expressed unhurriedly, "So in the summer vacation after graduating from high school, I found this coffee house, and wanted to distract myself by working part-time jobs, but I met the foreman sister who was very good to me. Originally, I thought I had hope again, but when she found out that I was a woman, the shock and taboo she showed was something I couldn't ignore!

"This society is already very secretive about homosexuality, it is too difficult for you to find a suitable partner, and do your parents know about this? can they understand and support you?" Ling Qi suddenly gathered the focus of his eyes again, turned his face and asked solemnly.

Guan Ying's face stiffened when she was talking excitedly, Ling Qi's reaction was completely different from what she expected, and she was stunned for a long time before she said carefully: "I know it's hard to get my parents to accept it, but I believe that if you stick to it, they will eventually understand! But it's not enough for me to rely on emotional matters alone, I need the firm support of the other half! A firm and dedicated person like you!"

Guan Ying's words got closer and closer to that hypothesis, and Ling Qi's uneasiness became more and more obvious. At this moment, the piano song "Melody" downstairs had ended, and a familiar melody sounded again, gentle and ethereal, with a touch of sadness, Ling Qi couldn't remember the name of the song for a while, and the current situation also made her have no intention of thinking about it.

"Guan Ying, you are still too young, some things can not be achieved by persisting persistently, and if you don't get everyone's approval, especially your parents' approval, you will only make yourself and others more miserable......!

Ling Qi was carefully enlightening, and suddenly there was a flower in front of him, and the petite girl had already thrown herself into her arms, her two thin arms tightly around her neck, and the soft and warm touch of the other party came from her chest.

"This ...... Guan Ying, what are you doing, let go quickly...... "Although she is now a daughter, every time she is hugged by a girl, Ling Qi feels a little nervous, not to mention that this intimate contact has too many meanings, and she didn't dare to push the girl in her arms away with all her strength when she was stiff for a while.

"I don't want to wait any longer! I'm not too young! If you're snatched away by a man like Arlene and them, what's the point of me growing up and maturing? Aqi, I like you, I really like you, how are we going to be together!" Guan Ying's emotional floodgates couldn't be cleaned up as soon as they opened, and he said loudly that he had choked up in the back.

All the assumptions finally became a reality at this moment, and all kinds of intimate actions of Guan Ying in the past flashed through Ling Qi's mind like a slideshow: caressing his calves when they met for the first time...... A warm hug at the welcome party...... cried excitedly after seeing himself and his third brother fight to the death...... Ambiguous stroking when sharing a bed......

Several guests nearby had already turned to look at the two girls who were hugging in surprise, and Guan Ying's excited words were heard by them. In Ling Qi's view, the two of them were like animals being watched, and the onlookers all had complicated expressions, making people feel like thorns in their backs. Her face had turned red from nervousness, and she gritted her teeth and pushed Guan Ying to a normal distance little by little.

The desperate confession did not have the desired effect, Guan Ying's breathing became disordered due to uneasiness, and she stared at her eyes wrapped in mist, not knowing what Ling Qi was going to say next.

“…… You always think I'm a lesbian?" Ling Qi took a deep breath and lowered her voice, she didn't want to be heard by strangers anymore.

"You can't see your love for Jin Yanling, can't I still see it?" Guan Ying's voice trembled a little because of excitement, since he had taken a decisive step, the others didn't have to scruple anymore, "I know that Yanling she likes men, Ah Qi, your feelings are destined to have no results, but I will wait for you, I will make you forget her! You are the same as Arlene, you will take care of me, tolerate me, cherish me, only when I am with you, I will not miss her so much! Ah Qi, forget Yanling, you still have mine!"

Is it another love debt? Or is it this kind of chaotic love debt? I just rejected a man some time ago, and now I am confessed by a woman, is life really so bloody? Ling Qi felt that she couldn't do anything but cry and laugh at this moment, and she liked women not because of her strange sexual orientation, but because of the soul of men! The care and care for Guan Ying was because she treated her as a good friend and sister! This was a misunderstanding at all!

"I'm sorry, I ...... I don't think I can accept it. After hesitating for a long time, Ling Qi, who was in a state of confusion, still said his thoughts. Whether it's because of Yanling's obsession with Yanling, or because of the so-called happiness that belongs to oneself, it's irrational to be with Guan Ying, which is unfair to both of them. That day, Lin Fan inadvertently woke up Ling Qi, because the obsession of the previous life that had returned to dust put both families on the cusp of the storm, it was extremely irresponsible!

"Why? Because you can't forget Yanling? Don't you see that she has found a boyfriend now? It's impossible for you to be with her!" Guan Ying's heart was stung, and tears fell silently like a broken bead chain, but she still refused to give up, "Why don't you give me a chance? What are you afraid of? Aren't you usually very strong and resolute, why are you suddenly cowardly now?" Where is Ling Qi before?"

Is this cowardice?

A series of questions smashed Ling Qi dizzy, it wasn't that she had never rejected a girl when she was a dashing young man, but now the completely different situation still made her feel at a loss. Searching his stomach and intestines, he couldn't find any suitable words to express his thoughts, and Ling Qi's expression became more and more entangled.

"I know you also want to find a girl who truly loves you, don't you? Ah Qi, don't hesitate anymore, I will take good care of you and make you feel true happiness!" Seeing that Ling Qi was already out of words, Guan Ying began to chase after him, and his body came up again.

"I'm sorry, I'm not the kind of gay you think, I don't like men, but I also don't accept women...... I don't know how to explain this, but Guan Ying, you really don't want to waste your time, you and I can't do it. Seeing that Guan Ying was about to hug him again, Ling Qi quickly stood up and took a step back.

"You...... Are you serious? Don't you give me a chance at all?" Guan Ying's tears could no longer stop surging out, but she bit her lower lip to prevent herself from crying at all.

"Yes, I'm sorry...... We can be good friends and confidants, but we can't be lovers. Seeing Guan Ying's heartbroken appearance, Ling Qi couldn't help but reach out to get the paper towel on the table, but his hand stopped halfway through. Even if you can't bear it in your heart, you must cut through the mess quickly at this time.

Ling Qi's movements were all in Guan Ying's eyes, her gaze gradually dimmed, and she slowly stood up and said, "I know, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be talking nonsense." I want to stay alone, and if there's nothing to do, I'll go back to my house and get my things and go back to school. ”

After speaking, Guan Ying lowered his head and passed by Ling Qi, and silently walked down the stairs. Ling Qi watched her Lingding's back disappear at the door of the coffee house, and her heart was mixed...... The surroundings gradually quieted down, only the ethereal and ghostly piano music was still playing, Ling Qi suddenly remembered that this song was called the Sea of Tears.