But what's the use of such a long lifespan?

It's just an increase in suffering, but a few thousand more years of suffering!

If she hadn't practiced spells hard and hadn't planned to come to the world, then she might not have met him and wouldn't have been so painful.

In the past, she thought that regret was a manifestation of a person's incompetence, but now, she doesn't think so.

It's still good to be a human being, and it's only a hundred years to live, and in the blink of an eye, all the clouds and smoke of the past have dissipated.

All the merits and demerits of right and wrong are left to future generations to comment on.

However, that night, she did not sleep well.

Their rooms are very peaceful, maybe they are sleeping together!

But the moonlight, which was like clear water, shone in her room, but she felt very cold.

Perhaps, she is actually a cowardly person who cowardly does not know what she really needs and does not know what she likes.

In fact, it should be said that she knew, but she never dared to open her mouth and never dared to ask.

It wasn't until the people were gone that she was stunned.

It turned out that everything was what she missed.

It's really scary to miss that word.

She hadn't reacted yet, it was already too late.

But she didn't even say what she liked.

She didn't understand why he didn't like her in the slightest.

Tossing and turning all night, after all, I still didn't fall asleep, just waited for the next morning's sunshine.

When they came here again, there was no pouring rain, and the sky was clear for the past few days, as if it were the day he left.

A sunny day is suitable for forgetting all unhappy things and going out.

It's March again, and everything recovers.

Kite flying, very suitable.

She went out, said hello to the guys in the inn, and then went out.

The long street is still very lively, although not as much as at night.

In March, kites are sold on the streets.

She walked through the long streets, then walked to a stall and got a kite.

A lark is drawn on the kite.

Actually, there was a phoenix butterfly, but she didn't get it.

The phoenix butterfly, no matter how beautiful it is, can't fly so high, and can't fly to the height of the clouds.

And, most importantly, no matter how beautiful the wings of the phoenix butterfly are, how much pain and darkness it has experienced behind it.

She doesn't want to be a phoenix.

She prefers to be a lark flying in the clouds, free, unrestrained, and no one can stop her from flying forward.

In this life, she no longer lives for anyone, she lives this life only for herself, only for herself.

Just for yourself to fly happier, just for yourself to be more comfortable.

No one can sway her heart.

She is not so kind-hearted and forgetful, just to make herself happier to live, that's all.

If you can't forget, then you have to learn to let go.

However, now she can't let go.

She doesn't understand the love of the world, she doesn't understand those delicate things, she can only learn to forget, and after experiencing the vicissitudes of the world, she can learn to be relieved.

Of course, relief is not forgiving anyone, because there is no right or wrong, no one is sorry for anyone, and the so-called relief is just a relief for oneself.

Ignorance of one's own youth, cowardice of oneself, and cowardice of oneself.

She grabbed a kite and walked up the hill in the distance.

There is wind on the hillside, and the further up you go, the stronger the wind becomes.

She loved it so much, standing there, alone against the wind in the distance.

A few children passing by, not knowing what she was doing, stopped to stand behind her and look at her.

In fact, she didn't know what she was doing, maybe she wanted to use the power of the wind to wake up, or maybe she was calmer!

When she reached the top of the hill, she opened the string of the kite and ran down the hill with the kite.

Maybe she is really talented, although she flies a kite alone, but the kite flies quickly.

She ran forward like a child, and her mind seemed to remember the old days.

At that time, every sunny afternoon, after the children had practiced their spells, they would fly kites with their parents on the hillside outside the forest.

And soon after, a cheer pulled her out of the memory.

Behind him, countless children cheered.

They pointed in their direction with a look of joy on their faces.

She turned away with a blank face, looking at the children and wondering what was going on.

Why, these children seem to be looking at themselves.

She looked at the children, a little confused, and then asked a small child not far away what they were cheering for.

The child hesitated for a moment, then turned to look at her and said that it was because her kite was the highest, so everyone was watching.

Then she understood, and when she looked up, she saw her kite flying high in the sky, as if it was about to fly above the clouds.

A lark, if it is a lark, even a kite wants to fly to the clouds.

It's just that the height is unbearable, and a person, even in the clouds, has no meaning.

There is always nothing good about a person.

She nodded in understanding, and then looked at her lark, a little stunned.

At first, she just thought she was anxious, anxious that she might be lonely for the rest of her life.

But then she found out that she was not so eager for quick success, and she was not worried that she would be lonely for the rest of her life.

Her thoughts are actually not like that, the so-called anxiety may be a mortal woman, because she is worried that after Shaohua, she will grow old from then on, and then she will not be able to find the beautiful Langjun, but she is not, she can live forever in her youth.

In this life, she may not be able to age anymore.

She is a demon, and she is also a demon with very high mana.

If she had received some divine help from the future, perhaps she would have no chance to die in this life except to be killed by others or to kill herself.

If she rises one more level, then she will be immortal.

But what is the use of immortality? is it worshipped or challenged?

And these are all things she doesn't want, what she wants is just to spend this life in plain and plain life, just want to be able to spend her life quietly, and in a place where no one will pay attention to her.

That's why she went to great lengths to come to the world, and then she knew that the world was indeed a good place, it was really quiet, how noisy the cars and horses outside were, how peaceful her heart was, but in addition to the calm, she felt that maybe there was something missing.

She had a good time, but she felt that something was missing from her heart. The place in her heart was very mysterious and unfamiliar, she had never been to a place before, she had never been to that place, or she didn't dare to go.

That place, she once felt that she would never touch it in this life, because she could live unharmed, and it was naturally good to live peacefully.

I don't want to be gorgeous, I just need to live this life without wind and rain.

But maybe it's in response to the words of the world, full of warm thoughts**.

After the video screen faded, she began to look forward to the place that had not been discovered before.

She wanted to give it a try, after all, this life was so long, she should go through it, no matter what the outcome was.

But when she started to try, she just touched it with her fingertips, and it was out of control.

Sure enough, is it really difficult for her to be a person with extremely poor self-control? But once she could endure so many difficulties and pains to cultivate her spells to such a level!

I don't know why I'm like this, maybe it's because she lacks this love word in her life!

In her life, at least for the first half of her life, she was never loved.

After an afternoon of flying kites, finally, when she was leaving, she handed the kite string in her hand to a child who had been envious of her for a long time.

The kid came here alone, and he had a worn-out kite, but there was no string, just a worn-out rack.

He stood there with his tiny body, carrying the worn-out kite behind him, walking around looking at other people's kites.

As she left, the child was a little puzzled, and looked up at herself with a pair of dark shining eyes, and she just smiled and looked into his eyes, and then turned away.

His eyes are beautiful, more beautiful than the eyes of ordinary children. Those eyes, she thought, maybe in the darkest night, those eyes are also blooming!

It's just that with such a pair of eyes, I'm afraid there are fewer people to love.

I don't know if he will be able to find someone who can love him in the near future.

Walking all the way down the hill, a few shepherds appeared.

In the early spring, the shallow grass has just opened on the hillside, and the sheep has passed, and the light color is even lighter, but this spring breeze is in full bloom, and I am afraid that after three days, it will be a light green again.

There are a lot of people under the mountain who are walking towards the mountain one after another, after all, the spring can not be disappointed, not to mention that now is the time for everything to recover, and there is no farm work to be busy in the field.

It was already ten o'clock in the middle of the day, and the pedestrians on the street were busy rushing home to eat, and she walked slowly and leisurely, and walked forward, and saw a figure as leisurely as she was in the hurried crowd.

And when she reacted, she saw another person beside him.

It turned out not one, but two.

They didn't know what they were joking, and with smiles on their faces, they walked past her leisurely.

She pretended to be in the same hurry as the pedestrians, and walked past them as quickly as possible.

It was the first time she had ever known it.

Only when she is relative, can she realize very clearly that he really doesn't like her.

I thought that feeling was just like I liked a favorite thing, but that thing was taken away from her, and then she could walk away without changing her face, pretending not to care, and then it would be fine after that period of time.

But it won't.

She didn't know that people and things were different.

Someone took away her beloved things, she could pretend that nothing happened, and then calmly walk past that person's side, but people can't, it turns out that she can't pretend that she doesn't like it, and then calmly walk past him.

That feeling, I don't know how to describe it, is to rush to his side and snatch him away.

But she knew that it was useless.

Only if he likes her, can she truly have him.

But the truth is that he doesn't like her, and he still has people he likes.

It's just that she didn't even say what she liked, and reality gave her such an answer.

The corners of her lips hooked up a smile, she wanted to laugh happily, but for some reason, she suddenly felt that her smile seemed to be very ugly, although she couldn't see it, but she felt it.

The pedestrians on the road were in a hurry, and no one noticed her joy and sorrow.

Turning their heads, the wind on the distant mountain still seemed to be blowing, and I wonder if they wanted to go to the mountain to see it.

If he had seen the tallest kite that had been flown up, he didn't know who had flown it.

In fact, she wanted to know if he still remembered the woman that night.

Do you remember the owner of this inn.

When she returned to the inn, she went to check the ledger for the day.

The ledger says they are going to stay for days.

So she wondered if she was going to be away for a few days, because maybe she really overestimated herself, and now she recognized herself.

She couldn't last that long, she couldn't stand him kissing me and me with that woman by her side, and she had completely forgotten about herself.

Even if you don't like it, you don't remember it at all, do you?

She didn't want the memories of being alone forever.

Upstairs, she went to the attic.

Today, the river is very lively, and I heard that the guy said that he was going to meet the county order of this town.

The prefectural order came by boat, so they waited on the dock before the prefectural order came.

After all, the new officials took office with three fires, and the first fire burned was those wealthy families, so they had to take measures before the fire reached their doorstep.

Of course, there are also many people who watch the excitement.

The little people, there is nothing big to do, it is nothing more than caring about some small excitement after being warm.

She stood there, looking at the people in the distance, feeling a little flustered in her heart.

Suddenly, I remembered him, and I don't know why I remembered him like that.

Perhaps, she was afraid that one day, she would open an inn elsewhere, and he would be gone.

Things are always rolling forward, and she has traveled all over this world, but she is afraid that when the time comes, she will never see him again.

It was only then that she remembered that he had never belonged to her.