Xie Bai's eyebrows and eyes were also full of smiles, Fu Jiayue was also in a trance for a while, she was recalled by Xie Bai's words, "Jiayue, can't boys be so pampered?"

Xie Bai said very casually, like an ordinary question between friends. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

For some reason, Fu Jiayue heard his indifferent attitude, her heart was annoyed, and she suddenly felt that the smile of the man in front of her was so dazzling.

She wanted to avoid her eyes and ignore the man in front of her. However, she suddenly felt that she was angry with something.

Isn't Xie Bai angry with her child? He didn't know that Fan Fan was his child, she knew, although Xie Bai was very smart outside, but, in fact, Xie Bai was more stupid than her in terms of feelings, if someone hadn't told him personally, he was afraid that he would have lived with Fan Fan for the rest of his life, and he would not have been able to know that Fan Fan was his child.

However, it was Fu Jiayue who took the initiative to leave him at the beginning, and now Fu Jiayue's anger is really unreasonable, although Xie Bai did not feel angry for her child, but she also took the initiative to leave the past five years, five years is not a long time but not a short time, enough to change many people and many things.

Fu Jiayue's thought in her heart was that she no longer wanted to have anything to do with Xie Bai again, and when everything in the capital was resolved, she would take Fan Fan to find a quiet place and live a secluded life.

It's not that Fu Jiayue doesn't love Xie Bai anymore, it's just that the pimple in her heart has not disappeared, and the bits and pieces between her and Qiao Yushu are often interspersed with her and Xie Bai's memories like nightmares.

Although she really wanted to continue to live with Xie Bai again, she no longer wanted to worry about the problem that there was no result, if she was asked to choose, she would prefer to choose the latter.

Although, her idea is very selfish, not only to Xie Bai, but also to Qiao Yushu.

However, Fu Jiayue has always known that she is selfish, she feels that her heart has calmed down a lot in the past five years, although it is not much better, but it is much better than when she was in the capital.

In fact, she had already thought clearly in her heart, if she waited for all the things in the capital to be dealt with, she would leave with Fan Fan, and she would not even tell Cha Cha, just like she left quietly five years ago.

If Fan Fan was unwilling to leave at that time, she would not force it, after all, living in a small village is not a long-term plan for a man, and it is really extremely unfair to Fan Fan.

Although she selfishly wanted Fan Fan to leave with her, she also hoped that Fan Fan could have some achievements, and it was not in vain that she lived this life.

And in this way, Fu Jiayue wants to break off the relationship with Xie Bai earlier, the long pain is better than the short pain, and the sooner everything ends, the better.

Fu Jiayue's originally warm eyes suddenly became cold, and her voice also became cold, and she said coldly, "I don't need you to judge my child!"

Hearing this, Xie Bai, who was still smiling, was stunned. She looked at Fu Jiayue in a daze, not knowing what she was angry about, but in Fu Jiayue's eyes, he clearly saw unprecedented alienation and coldness.

This kind of coldness is different from the way she used to look when she was angry, this coldness, like a coldness born spontaneously from the bottom of her heart, it seems that now, the two of them are just strangers who have no relationship, and even, they are worse than strangers.

In fact, when Cha Cha told Xie Bai that Fu Jiayue was here, the person who had been busy looking for Fu Jiayue for five years was hesitant and scared. Xie Bai began to be afraid to see Fu Jiayue.

He knew that at the beginning, Fu Jiayue intended to leave, and he didn't know if Fu Jiayue would be angry with him if he appeared so suddenly, so that he would run to a farther place, so that he would not be able to find it for the rest of his life.

And now, Xie Bai only thought that his conjecture had come true.

Xie Bai's obsidian eyes flashed a touch of gloom, he still looked at Fu Jiayue, but there was a touch of bitterness in his eyes, he lightly opened his thin lips, and said slowly, "How are you doing in the past five years?"

Fu Jiayue nodded, and replied casually, "It's all like this, life is still peaceful and quiet, and if you get used to it, you won't feel bored." ”

These words, in fact, have been rehearsed no less than ten times in Fu Jiayue's heart, at the beginning, she was only afraid that these words were not lethal enough, but when these words really came out of her mouth, even her heart trembled because of this, not to mention how bitter Xie Bai, who still loved her, was in her heart at the moment.

Thinking about it, Fu Jiayue's face showed a look of guilt, but such an expression was fleeting, and it was not noticed by Xie Bai, who had mixed feelings in his heart, only to hear Xie Bai ask, "What is this child's name?"

Fu Jiayue asked casually, "Fanfan." ”

She has not married Fan Fan with this child's surname until now, and now she calls Fan Fan is just a nickname, in fact, she didn't think about letting Fan Fan follow her surname, not the surname of this life, only the surname of her previous life, this is also good, right?

However, every time Fu Jiayue wanted to tell Fan Fan what she thought, whenever she saw Fan Fan's face that looked like Xie Bai, she was reluctant to give up in her heart, this child has been selfishly deprived of so many things, and now, even the surname, his biological father's surname is to be deprived?

Moreover, every time Fan Fan wanted to ask her a question about his father, she could not answer it, and in the end, he died in the war only a few years ago when he was not in the small village.

Because what Fu Jiayue said was extremely fragmented, Fan Fan actually didn't believe it in his heart, but over time, when he asked countless times and received the same answer countless times, he also gave up.

In fact, whenever she saw Fan Fan's lonely eyes because she didn't have a father, she didn't know how much she wanted to tell the real situation, but every time she said a word, it stopped abruptly and couldn't say a word.

All Fu Jiayue can do is to compensate Fan Fan well, even if there is no Xie Bai, she does not necessarily think that Fan Fan can't really enjoy happiness, except for her father's love, after returning to the capital, she can give it to him.

Seeing that Fu Jiayue's face was a little dark and uncertain at the moment, and she was white and red for a while, Xie Bai still asked what she had always wanted to say in her heart, only to hear him mutter, "This child's father ......"

Xie Bai's voice was very low, and he said it very unconfidently, and he regretted it a little as soon as he said it, because he clearly saw the coldness in Fu Jiayue's eyes.

Fu Jiayue categorically interrupted Xie Bai's words, "It's not you!"

Fu Jiayue didn't know how she said this, she only knew that after hearing Xie Bai's words, there seemed to be a magic voice echoing in her mind in her mind, reminding her to keep Fan Fan and not let Xie Bai snatch Fan Fan away.

Until now, all she could really feel was the sound of her own heartbeat.

Her heart is very messy, very chaotic, making her feel that she is not even herself at the moment, she is saying the biggest lie she has ever told in her life, saying things that may make her entangled and guilty for a lifetime?

"I," Xie Bai's eyes darkened, obviously he had thought about this result before, because, when he walked into Fu Jiayue's house, he clearly saw a sign in the hall of the house, and the sign had a man's name written on it, which was clearly not the name of the person Fu Jiayue knew before, or the name of the person he knew, the only possibility was that this man was met by Fu Jiayue in this small village.

There is only one possibility that it will be placed in Fu Jiayue's house, that is, this is Fu Jiayue's new life in this small village, and it is the new lover she has found.

After truly confirming this, Xie Bai's heart was like a hammer smashing alive, it was very painful, almost making him breathless, he nodded with a smile and replied, "I know, it's a good thing to have a new life." Where is this boy's father now? Is he good to you?"

Five years ago, Fu Jiayue left because of the existence of Xie Bai and Qiao Yushu, but after leaving, she found someone to get rid of the two of them.

No matter how Xie Bai understood and thought about Fu Jiayue, he just wanted to forget about them, or he just fell in love with that person. But Xie Bai would be unwilling, to be honest, if this person was Qiao Yushu, he would not be so unwilling, after all, no one can say for sure about feelings, he has worked hard, then it is enough.

He will respect Fu Jiayue's choice, or rather, he has actually always respected Fu Jiayue's choice, but this time, he wants to tell him that he lost to a man he has never met, but now he is dead, how can he be willing?

He didn't even see what the person who defeated him and Qiao Yushu looked like when he defeated you, he only knew that he was defeated, completely defeated, and he was so defeated that he couldn't get it back for the rest of his life.

Although, from the bottom of her heart, Xie Bai still wants to bless Fu Jiayue, she is now a mother and has her own children, she is now, more mature than before, this alone is very good, isn't it?

Fu Jiayue cruelly curled her lips and said with a smile, "Okay, naturally it's good, if it's not good, I won't marry her, right?" He's very good, he's really good to me, and the past few years with him have been the happiest years I've ever had." ”

It's just that this smile is more like a sneer, a wry smile, in order to appease Fan Fan, she lied that his father was dead, but Fan Fan was still a child, and he couldn't really understand what kind of situation death was, in his heart, he only thought that one day, his father would still come back, or would come back to reunite with Fu Jiayue and him.

Therefore, in front of his friends, in the face of the ridicule of his friends, Fan Fan never said that his father was dead, but he always bit a point of view, that is, his father was just doing very important things outside, very busy, and had no time to come to see them, as long as he waited for his affairs to be completed, he said that he would come to him and Fu Jiayue.

Fu Jiayue didn't tell the people in the village about this, and when the people in the village asked, she just avoided answering and led the topic to the side, and over time, the people in the village stopped asking.

And the people in the village didn't see the tablet in Fu Jiayue's house, but it was really hard to imagine that such a rich Fu Jiayue would be a widow, they just thought that this was just Fu Jiayue's father, and her husband really went to do something outside as Fan Fan said.

After all, Fu Jiayue is not a native of their small village, extremely good-looking and noble, can come to their small village, live a secluded life, I am afraid that only when I encounter some things outside, after these things avoid the limelight, I will leave with the child.

However, after all, it is not their own business, when Fu Jiayue first came, they would be happy to ask Fu Jiayue many things, and over time, after not getting a response from Fu Jiayue, they also felt bored, so they stopped asking.

Xie Bai nodded, curled his lips cruelly, and said, "That's good, it's really good." ”

However, every time he said a word, his heart was extremely painful, but he could hold on, as long as he saw that Fu Jiayue was fine, he was relieved.

The two looked at each other and were silent for a moment, but Xie Bai still spoke, "He ...... now"

Actually, Xie Bai still didn't believe that the man was really dead, after all, the time since Fu Jiayue left was only five years, although it was not very short, but it was not very long, but if it was to make a young man die, it would be extremely difficult. Unless, there is some incurable hidden disease, so Xie Bai still asks the true thoughts in his heart.

Because, Xie Bai gradually didn't know Fu Jiayue very well anymore, and every word she said was so alienated, which made it difficult for him to guess, and gradually made him a little disbelieving her words.

Can you really change a person like this in five years?

Can all of a person's temperament be changed?

However, the change was so completely that he really couldn't help but wonder if Fu Jiayue deliberately said it to disappoint him and make him let go.

Naturally, Xie Bai still has some hope in his heart that this child can be his, so that even if Fu Jiayue no longer loves him, at least there is still a child between the two, and the two can be implicated, so that Xie Bai can still have a legitimate reason to approach Fu Jiayue.

In this way, at least, in daily life, Xie Bai can still take a good look at Fu Jiayue, in his heart, this is enough.

Fu Jiayue didn't want to hear him continue, so she said directly, "It's dead!"

"Dead?" Xie Bai's tone was heavy and not surprised, but he was a little disappointed after breaking his inner thoughts again, his tone was so low that only the two of them could hear it.

Fu Jiayue continued to explain against her will, "Fan Fan is still too young, I don't want him to know too many of these things, and when he grows up and understands some things, I will tell him again." ”

Every word Fu Jiayue says now is not only deceiving Xie Bai, but also deceiving herself, in the past five years, every moment, she has been deceiving herself.