If you have suffered for most of your life, and then when your child has some interest, I am afraid that it will be old, or even the road is not good, where will there be a chance to enjoy happiness?

But who can a woman rely on but her children?

Thinking about it, the grandmother next door couldn't stop mourning, in this life, she has no children and grandchildren, which can be regarded as a pity. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Whenever she comforts herself with the above paragraph, she actually knows what she thinks in her heart, she wants a child all the time, even if her current life is extremely bitter, even if she has this child, she will live a more difficult life, it doesn't matter.

At the very least, this child will be a motivation for her life, and she will not feel like she can get by.

Moreover, the child is also a continuation of his husband's bloodline, and God knows how much she and her husband loved each other at the beginning. It's a pity that God doesn't have long eyes, or it's just the sins she created in her previous life, which made her keep this widow and let her suffer the pain of this big cup alive.

If not, she has believed in suicide since she was a child and will be pushed to the eighteenth layer of hell, put in the oil pot, cut with a knife, and never be able to live forever, she has long wanted to end her life, even if she can't catch up with the pace of her husband's reincarnation, but it is a good thing to be able to drink a bowl of Meng Po soup and start her life again in the next life, isn't it?

Seeing the bitter face of the grandmother next door, Fan Fan only thought that his ignorance made the grandmother next door sad, he hurriedly stood on tiptoe to wipe the tears from the corners of the eyes of the grandmother next door, "These Fanfans know that even if Fanfan doesn't have a father all his life, it doesn't matter, as long as his mother is well, Fanfan is satisfied." ”

The grandmother next door squatted down according to his strength and accepted his comfort with pleasure.

The two talked a lot along the way, a lot of words, Fan Fan didn't understand much, but, as if he understood a little bit, he didn't ask, these things, his mother would never tell him, to be honest, he still wanted to know how his mother's life was before, and wanted to know if he also had relatives, whether they were also thinking about his mother in the distance, or whether they knew that he existed.

Although, his mother already loves him very much, but the mood of asking for love will never be reduced, people are greedy animals, especially a child, a child who is not deeply involved in the world, what he needs more is the salvation of family affection.

Although, if he were asked to choose between the so-called distant relatives and his mother, he would choose his mother without hesitation, but he still couldn't stop thinking about the real thoughts in his heart and thinking about the unreachable relatives.

The friends who play with him have fathers, mothers, grandmothers, grandmothers, and so on. However, he was the only one who was like an abandon, leaving only his loving mother.

The old and the young just chatted and walked, not a long way but a long time.

Stopping in front of Uncle Wang's medical hall, the grandmother next door squatted down and said to Fan Fan, "Good boy, Uncle Wang is working hard to heal your mother, children are not suitable to see, let's wait here, okay?"

From time to time, Fu Jiayue's very painful but extremely forbearant voice came from the medical hall, Fan Fan held the grandmother next door tightly with both hands, and asked anxiously, "Grandma next door, will my mother die?"

His big watery eyes stared at the hidden door for a moment, his eyes full of worry.

The grandmother next door shook her head with a smile and said, "No, when did the grandmother next door lie to you?" The grandmother next door said that it was just an external injury, Fan Fan should not think so much. ”

said that the lady next door is really a heroine, and she doesn't even want to hum when it hurts so much.

After a long time, Fan Fan asked again, "Mother is in pain, isn't it?"

The sound of other people's inquiries from time to time in the room, and the sound of Fu Jiayue struggling are all like a needle stuck in his heart, all the time, his mother is so powerful, he once thought that his mother is the most powerful person in the world, and can protect him all the time.

It was only now that he truly realized that his mother was also a mortal like him, and she was also a child born by her father and mother, and it would hurt and hurt, and some things could not be done. If he could, he would like to help his mother share some of the pain at this moment, even if it is only a little, it would be good.

How he wished that he could grow up immediately, grow up strong enough to protect his mother from everything, but he was still just such a small body, and he was still just a child who had caused trouble and needed his mother to help him wipe his ass.

Not only did he fail to protect his mother, but he kept causing trouble for her. This is the best example, if he hadn't listened to his mother's words and had secretly run to the back mountain to play, he wouldn't have bumped into a bison, and his mother wouldn't have been so seriously injured by a bison in order to save him.

The grandmother next door saw that Fan Fan was blaming herself with body and soul now, she smiled and touched his head and said, "Yes, do you think, can it not hurt to be kicked in the back by such a cow? Mother is protecting you." ”

Hearing this, Fan Fan's eyes suddenly became firm as if they were glowing, and he patted his chest and assured the grandmother next door, "When Fan Fan grows up and learns his skills, he will also come to protect his mother." ”

This promise is not only a promise to the grandmother next door, but also a spur to himself, what he hopes is that he can always stick to this belief, and this goal can always be adhered to by him.

"I know you're good. The grandmother next door touched his head with satisfaction and said.

At this time, someone had already come out of it, it was the group of people who had sent Fu Jiayue just now, they nodded to the grandmother next door and walked away.

"Uncle Wang has been cured, let's go in and see the Lin family's lady." With that, the grandmother next door took Fan Fan's little hand and brought him into the hospital.

At this moment, Fu Jiayue was lying on the bed, her brows were tightly locked, and her face was covered with fine sweat, as if every movement would affect her wounds.

Her complexion was extremely pale, as elusive as a waxy potion, as if she were a lifeless puppet.

Fan Fan hurriedly stepped forward and hugged her gently, and said, "Mother, is it still painful?"

Although Fan Fan's strength was very light, but being touched by him like this, Fu Jiayue's little face suddenly wrinkled more and more, and she forced out a smile, not wanting to scare the child next to her.

Seeing this, the grandmother next door hurriedly stepped forward and pulled Fan Fan away, saying, "Fan Fan, don't touch your mother, it will make her injuries worse." ”

Hearing this, Fan Fan had another burst of remorse on his face, and apologized, "It's Fan Fan who is wrong." ”

"It doesn't hurt when I see Fan Fan," Fu Jiayue smiled and reached out to hold his little hand and said, "Why are you dirty, I heard Uncle Wang just now, you don't want to go to the bath and eat with the grandmother next door, but you are not well-behaved?"

But just like this, Fu Jiayue immediately felt a pain in her back, and she gritted her teeth so that she didn't scream.

Fan Fan hurriedly withdrew his little hand from Fu Jiayue's hand, choked up and said, "Mother, you lie down well, don't move, okay?"

Fu Jiayue wanted to comfort him, but then she couldn't say a word anymore because of the severe pain, and even her smile seemed to drain her strength.

"Fan Fan is just worried about his mother. After a long time, Fan Fan pursed his mouth and said.

This kid still owes him too much after all.

In the past few years, Fu Jiayue has often wondered if it was a mistake for her to leave the capital so early. If he could learn about this child, if he could give birth to this child, he would not have to, and would not have to suffer with her in such a small village.

In the capital, he has many of his relatives, if possible, he may also have his own stepmother, he is Xie Bai's biological son, no one will treat him badly, father, mother, he will have many people who hold him in the palm of his hand, not like now, only her, but she is still so useless, she can't protect him, just now, she almost killed him.

For a long time, Fu Jiayue's heart was full of mixed tastes, as if there were countless knives slashing fiercely, the memories of previous years emerged like a river bursting the embankment, the corners of her eyes gradually moistened, there was a past life, there was this life, her tearful eyes gradually blurred, when she looked at Fan Fan again, as if she saw the person she had been thinking about for a long time but had never been willing to see.

Seeing that Fu Jiayue was crying, Fan Fan hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Mother, what's wrong with you?"

Fu Jiayue shook her head with a smile, tears slid down her cheeks, but she smiled as if all the pain did not exist, "Silly child, mother will be fine, even if something happens, then I have to settle my most precious Fan Fan before I can leave with peace of mind, right?"

"Mother, don't say these frustrating words, okay? Fan Fan was afraid. The corners of Fan Fan's mouth were deflated, and he said with the feeling of wanting to cry in his heart.

Fu Jiayue was silent for a while, and when she covered most of the sourness in her heart, she said again, "Silly child, I'm afraid my mother won't be able to go home tonight, so I want to stay in Uncle Wang's hospital for the night, you can go back to take a bath with the neighbor's grandmother, change your clothes, and then come to accompany your mother after dinner, okay?"

This child can't leave her since she was a child, maybe the more she lacks something, the more she craves something, unlike when she was a child, she wanted to sneak out to play while her brother and housekeeper weren't paying attention.

Hearing this, Fan Fan choked and nodded, and reluctantly walked away under the leadership of the grandmother next door, "Mother, take good care of yourself." ”

"Good!" Fu Jiayue called softly, and when she saw that the two of them were walking away, she suddenly looked like a leaking balloon, no longer lifeless, and slumped on the bed.

Seeing her strong appearance, Dr. Wang sighed and asked, "Lady of the Lin family, why are you so suffering? If you listen to me and drink some painkillers, although it will not be pain-free at all, it can also relieve most of it." ”

"No," Fu Jiayue shook her head and said with a wry smile, "Doctor Wang, do you know? When a person even has a heartache, she is even more willing to use physical pain to cover up the pain in her heart, do you know what heartache feels like?"

Doctor Wang did not answer her words, but said, "I don't know, but what I do know is that you obviously have a husband and relatives, but you are hiding alone in this deep mountain and old forest. ”

Fu Jiayue is like a goddess in this village, although she has a child, she is still a woman admired by the school-age youth in the village, but she has rejected many matchmakers who have come to her door to say goodbye over the years, and even after the relatives of the son of the richest person in the village introduced by the grandmother next door who has the best relationship with her, no one wants to marry her.

But despite this, because Fu Jiayue has been grinding her temperament in this small village over the years, and after having children, she will focus on most of the houses, and most of the people in the village, although they are not familiar with each other, but they are also ordinary contacts, because of her good clothes and her good temper, she is loved by most of the people in the village, and even girls who are about the same age as her praise her.

Because she won't be the one they compete for the object of their affection at all, there is no such thing as rejection.

It's just that she is the dream lover of too many men after all, although those men have dispelled the idea of pursuing her, but it is inevitable that there is still such an idea in their hearts, and over time, it is difficult to ensure that no one will find out, only this is also the reason why many women are congested, but just because Fu Jiayue has really no interest in these men over the years, she really has never robbed a man with the women in their village.

They only thought about it in their hearts, and never showed it in their faces, but over time, they felt that they were narrow-minded, so they felt guilty, and from time to time they came to talk to her a few words, and they also helped her a few times, and the relationship between the two became much more harmonious.

"Doctor Wang, how can you tell?" Fu Jiayue smiled bitterly and only asked.

Dr. Wang glanced at her and said, "I'm afraid there is no one in this village who can't see it." You said that you have a beautiful and fragrant appearance, and you must also be a young lady from a rich and noble family, not to talk about how Fan Fan came to be, just because you have rejected all the young men from good families in the village introduced to you by your grandmother next door over the years, that is, you know that you must still have that person in your heart. ”

If it weren't for that, although the men in this village are not as likable as the sons and daughters of rich and noble families, but their temperament is good, even if they can't be interested in a short period of time, they should have some feelings after getting along for a long time, how can they still be like her now, and they are afraid to avoid seeing those school-age young people?

Fu Jiayue shook her head with a smile and said, "Many things are inexplicable. It's like when I settled here, I just wanted to stay for a while, but unconsciously, I discovered the existence of Fan Fan, not only gave birth to Fan Fan here, but also lived here for five years. ”

These words sounded like a joke to the ears of Dr. Wang, who now has a son, a daughter and a wife, and he sneered, he really didn't understand what was the threshold in her words, which allowed her to come to this poor country to give birth to a child alone, and raise it for five years.