Chapter 156
After a long time, Dr. Wang sighed and continued to persuade, "Actually, if you want me to say, since you are a young lady from a rich family, it is very precious to you to come to the house, and if you really do something wrong, you should be forgiven all these years." Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info besides, this person's heart is flesh and blood, even if you don't want to go back, you also think about your family Fanfan, you can endure hardship, that child suffers? There is no good teacher in this poor and remote place, except for the baby who is full of running, if Fan Fan grows up like these children in the village, can you bear it in your heart? Go back, look at you like this, your husband doesn't love you, even if your parents don't agree, it's his parents who don't agree, as long as you are willing to go back, they see such a big grandson, grandson, where is there any reason to be angry with you? ”
It's not that Dr. Wang really wants to be a lobbyist of Rory at the moment, first, no one gave him money to tell him to say so, and second, the people in this village like Fu Jiayue, as soon as she leaves, if they know that they instigated it, I'm afraid they don't know how to teach themselves!
It's just that Dr. Wang really thinks that Fu Jiayue is a good girl, and he doesn't want her to delay her whole life in this small village with no way out because she can't see some things. Besides, Fan Fan is also a good boy, and he also hopes that Fan Fan can get ahead in the future.
Dr. Wang also had a revenge when he was young, not that he didn't want to go out of the countryside and work hard, but his parents were not far away, and his parents didn't let him go at that time, and called the seven aunts and eight aunts in the village to persuade him, and confiscated the small money he had earned over the years, and strangled him in the cradle of such an aspiring young man.
Every time he was depressed, he was thinking, if it weren't for everyone's obstruction back then, he would have achieved a lot of things now, what money and beautiful women are not a lot? Where do you want to be scolded by that mother-in-law all day here, and it is not pleasing to be tired all day long?
Thinking about it, he couldn't help but sigh, what a jealous talent!
Fu Jiayue didn't notice the change in Dr. Wang's face at all, the bitterness in her heart instantly seemed to be magnified dozens of times, almost making her a little out of breath, she took a deep breath, and then said, "Doctor Wang, you don't have to guess, I won't say it, all this is very complicated, it's not that you thought of it, you don't have to care anymore, when I think everything through, after passing the level in my heart, I will go back." ”
Doctor Wang snorted coldly and said, "Hmph, I have eaten more salt than you have ever eaten, and that little thought in your heart can still be hidden from me? Lin family lady, I didn't say you, you are still young, and it is not a big deal to think about the past, why did you waste a few years of time in this small village?"
Fu Jiayue's words at this moment fell in the ears of Dr. Wang, as if he was criticizing him for relying on the old and selling the old, he suddenly couldn't sit still, if it weren't for Fu Jiayue's injury now, he was afraid that he would have to pull her to talk until the next morning, and he insisted on talking to her until he was convinced.
Fu Jiayue nodded with a smile and said, "Well, I never planned to live here for a long time, before, it was just that the hurdle in my heart has been blocked, besides, this time it is also the will of God, I want to come, but in ten days, he will find it." ”
Hearing this, Dr. Wang was stunned for a moment, then immediately grasped the key point of her words, and hurriedly asked, "Who? Who do you say will find it? Fanfan's father, your husband? How did they find it? Here is a poor and remote place, no one will leave the village for a few years, and you are the only one who has entered the village for so many years, and you have never been out of the village in the past few years, how did he find it? Isn't it, as I thought, your husband is very powerful?"
Over the years, there have been no outsiders in the village, which makes him, an aspiring old man who still cherishes the ambitions of his childhood, feel extremely sad. Therefore, when he heard Fu Jiayue say that someone would come to him, he suddenly forgot the purpose of his words this time, and completely shifted his attention to the person who was coming.
Fu Jiayue naturally saw the expression on Dr. Wang's face clearly, she hid the sadness on her face, and chuckled, "Doctor Wang, if you accompany me here again, I'm afraid that your wife will force you back to the room with a kitchen knife." ”
This Dr. Wang is a typical wife in the village, and he is afraid that his wife is so afraid that he will not be able to believe it, if he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, people who have gotten along with Dr. Wang would really not believe this statement.
Because, in normal times, that Dr. Wang is the master of one thing to say, and the manhood is tight, where is there any fear of his wife? It's just that the last time Fu Jiayue was sick and came to see this medical center, he encountered the scene of Dr. Wang's wife chasing Dr. Wang with a pig-killing knife.
Doctor Wang was very embarrassed to see her coming, but he didn't dare to say anything serious to his wife, so he could only say to Fu Jiayue in a kind way, "You go outside first and wait, I'll come later." ”
Fu Jiayue really had the idea of going home directly after this illness, but Dr. Wang seemed to see through her mind and looked at her with pleading eyes. In desperation, Fu Jiayue went to the front room to wait for Dr. Wang at the risk of seeing the bloody scene with her own eyes.
And, when Dr. Wang came out of the inside, it was already a stick of incense, and the screams during the period were endless, so that Fu Jiayue, who was already a little unresolute, almost didn't want to run away directly, but fortunately, the decency in his heart was not extinguished, so he could sit down until Dr. Wang came out alive from inside.
Fu Jiayue dared to believe that if she hadn't been there that day, Dr. Wang's wife would have done it quickly, Dr. Wang wouldn't just have dark circles in his eyes.
And that day, Dr. Wang's attitude towards Jia Yue was also very good, as if she was a living Bodhisattva in the world, Fu Jiayue, who had never been ridiculed by Dr. Wang, saw Dr. Wang change his attitude for a while, and he couldn't adapt to it for a while. I was almost scared away.
However, that was also the only time Fu Jiayue saw this meeting, and it should be that after Dr. Wang went back, he persuaded his wife not to let him lose face in public, so that he could have the seemingly comfortable scene now.
However, whether she came back or not, Fu Jiayue was naturally unclear, and she only went to Dr. Wang's hospital a few times a year, so naturally there was a vast majority of possibilities that she would not be able to bump into it.
Judging from the fact that the whole village knew that Dr. Wang was afraid of his wife, Dr. Wang's wife did not seem to have listened to his pleadings.
However, having said that, Dr. Wang is actually quite manly, and Dr. Wang's wife is very assertive, the two bump into each other, and they always have to make a compromise, so that they can live their lives unharmed, isn't it?
When loving someone deeply, the other person can tolerate any shortcomings of the other person, even if this shortcoming seems so incredible to outsiders.
Whenever she thinks of the scene she met that day, Fu Jiayue is actually a little envious in her heart.
The life she hopes for is actually very simple, she doesn't need to live a rich life, she can endure hardships, she can work in the fields like a peasant woman here, she can do this and that all day long, as long as there is a person she loves by her side, don't have so many things that are obviously not like annoyances but are annoying things to tie her up, every day when they are free, the two of them sit next to each other, watch the sunrise and sunset, watch the children play, and look at the surrounding scenery, it is enough.
She is not nostalgic for the prosperity in the capital at all, and even when she thinks that Xie Bai is about to find it, she is a little nostalgic for the life here, the simple and simple life here.
The people here are very simple, most of the people here have no hearts, they are not used to seeing a person will say it openly, if there is a fight today, tomorrow it may be better because of a joke.
In short, this simple life makes Fu Jiayue like it very much and is very nostalgic.
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Seeing Fu Jiayue's sad face and as if she had thought of something sad, Dr. Wang couldn't help but sigh. In his shadows, Fu Jiayue is like a child, if his own children think about these unpleasant things all day long, I'm afraid his heart will not be happy.
Doctor Wang stared at her for a long time, but she didn't notice it, so Dr. Wang took away the gloom on his face and continued to quip, "Look at you so good-looking, why do you keep making fun of me, or not, you have a better rest, just call if you have something, I will be in the next room, and I will come as soon as I hear it." Wait for Fan Fan and the grandmother next door will also come, pay attention, don't just move blindly for that child's words, although your injury is not too serious, but if you don't rest well, even if it is good in the future, it will leave sequelae, especially when it is cloudy, you can't stand the pain at that time! ”
"Don't worry, I know my own body. Fu Jiayue was pulled back from her thoughts, she was stunned for a moment, then smiled, and answered very simply, without the slightest drag, as if it was not she who deliberately ruined her body at the beginning.
"There are still a few things, over the years, every time I see you come to my home hospital, it's like a sick seedling, a girl who is only in her twenties, but her good body is so weak by you. Okay, I'll go first, and then I won't leave, I'm afraid that the mother-in-law is really going to kill her, so you have a good rest. Dr. Wang was very cold, and no longer disturbed her rest, so he walked out and closed the door.
The door slammed shut, and the room was quiet for a while, leaving only Fu Jiayue alone, she was lying on her stomach looking at the bed, her eyes gradually stained with mist.
She gently covered her mouth to keep herself from crying.
The last person she wants to face is coming.
It's been five years, and it's time for her to go back.
However, she also knew that in the past five years, she had never passed each other, and when she learned that she was actually Fu Jiayue, and Fu Jiayue was just a wisp of her soul, she suddenly didn't know how to face Qiao Yushu, how to face Xie Bai, who she was, even she didn't know.
She always thought that she was just A Piao, and Fu Jiayue was just a stable body for her temporary, so she could deal with Fu Jiayue's previous feelings if she could, and she wouldn't feel guilty if she couldn't deal with it.
However, the truth is that she caused all of this by herself. All the sweetness or bitter fruit should be borne by her alone, and she suddenly realized how ugly her heart was, because of the so-called ignorance, she hurt two men, and two men she had both been tempted by.
They can give up everything for her, even if it is life, but she can't, she can't even grasp her own heart.
When she learned that her heart was more inclined to Xie Bai's side, she was busy wanting to hold another wedding with Xie Bai, she actually wanted Qiao Yushu to be completely dead, let him see what kind of woman he was, let him completely let himself go, and find the person he loved in his life.
However, he still arrived and came to the wedding that day, which caught her off guard, or she knew it for a long time, but she never knew how to face him.
He still looks the same as before, with a dead brain, he thinks she is still the same as before, and he thinks she is still the Fu Jiayue who liked him before. But she wasn't, and even though she had a wisp of her soul at that time, she was still her, and what she did to that wisp of soul was just a memory in her mind, and there was no feeling that it had really happened.
But it is undeniable that during those days with him, she still fell in love with him, although she still doesn't quite understand whether it is love or not, but during that time, he really moved her heart, and there are really some days when she wants to be with other countries for the rest of her life, and the two of them find a place where no one is and live a small life together.
However, the relationship disappeared as she did not expect, and disappeared so quickly that neither of them had time to adjust. She couldn't even believe that this was her own decision, a decision made after he and Xie Bai had experienced life and death. And Qiao Yushu obviously didn't believe it, all the things in the past, and the likes she showed during that time, were not fake, but they no longer existed as if they were fake.
Fu Jiayue explained that she didn't know why.
Yes, who can say anything about feelings?
It's just that you and I want to, and we just look at each other and get together. Besides, she still doesn't want to believe that Fu Jiayue is a wisp of her soul, because once she accepts a statement, she has to accept all the complex and intertwined life trajectories from Fu Jiayue, whether it is happy or unhappy, she has to complete it for her and realize it for her.
Originally, she just wanted to live without heart and lungs, and if she didn't have heart and lungs, she could be happy?
However, life is never under your control, just like a plan can never catch up with changes, you never know what will happen in the next second, and you will never know what will happen in the future.
If I knew, there wouldn't be so many poor people in this world.