I waited for Xiao Li in my hometown while waiting for death, I often called my former neighbors and asked Xiao Li if he had come back, I also left my phone number, as long as Xiao Li came back, she would notify me, but, Xiao Li did not come back once in a few years.

It wasn't until he graduated from college, three years ago, that I finally waited for the news of his return, but my body no longer had the strength to travel long distances, and I couldn't even walk to the station and take the train.

I went to see him a few times in my soul state, but I could only see him for a few minutes each time, because I had to rush back to my body in a short time, and what I regretted the most at that time was that I shouldn't go back to my hometown, if I had rented a house near Xiao Li's house, I would have been able to see him every day after he came back.

However, in retrospect, it must have been God's arrangement, because if I hadn't returned to my hometown, I might have died three years ago because of the death of that body, and there would be no later story.

At the last moment of that body's death, my soul left the body in despair, and I didn't want to see her die, because I already knew that when the body died, my soul would also disappear at the same time, and I had witnessed the disappearance of the soul of the woman who gave me the body, and I couldn't stand the thought that I would do the same.

My soul is drifting towards this city as best I can, even if I disappear in the middle of it, I will die on the way to see Xiaoli, but when I was wandering on the way, I was already completely desperate, but suddenly found hope again.

Everything was God's guidance, which allowed me to see the woman, and what surprised me even more was that she could see me.

She didn't know me, but I knew her, and her wanted notices were plastered all over the place where I lived, and stories about her were spreading in the streets, and she killed her boyfriend's pregnant wife.

I met her in a mountain forest, unkempt and apparently exhausted from hiding from the police.

A woman who is hiding from the police, who will be sentenced to death as long as she is caught, she can still see my soul, isn't this God's guidance to me?

I slowly approached her, and she was scared of me at first, but it soon got better, because I said I knew her story, and I sympathized with her, because I hated a woman just as much as she did, and I killed her.

I then told her the story between me and Zhang Yiru and Zhang Qihua, women with the same emotional experience are always easy to find resonance, I later talked about the story of me and Xiaoli, saying that I was going to disappear because of the loss of my body, and if I couldn't find a body willing to exchange with me, I would never see my child again.

She was moved to tears, because I wasn't telling a lie, and I was in tears myself.

Then she said that she was going to give me her body if I wasn't afraid of becoming a wanted criminal.

Of course I'm not afraid, for me, even if I can only live one more day, it is undesirable.

I didn't refuse her, not even if I pretended to refuse, because I knew to her that she had been hiding enough from the police, and she seemed to be hungry for a long time, and even if she didn't give me her body, she might not live long, so it was better to give it to me, maybe a little more life.

We used the same method, she pretended to kill herself, and as soon as her soul left her body, my soul merged with hers, and I watched a soul disappear before my eyes again, and this time, my new body suffered only minor injuries.

I became a different woman again, and a wanted woman, after all, I was a woman who could get out of my soul, and it was easier for me to evade the police and come back to the city than her.

I didn't go back to where I came, I knew my previous body was dead, and I didn't even bury her properly because my current status didn't allow me to go back and show up.

Later, I saw the news in the newspaper that someone had found the body of an elderly woman who was already in a high degree of decomposition in the place where I had lived, but the police had not been able to find her family and did not have any files on her.

I don't know what happened to it, and I'm not interested in inquiring, for me, it's just a body that should have died twenty years ago.