I thought that Xiao Li and I could live happily ever after, even if he didn't know that I was his mother, even if he had always only treated me as a nanny.

Xiao Li was very dependent on me when he was a child, he was always very affectionate to me, and sometimes secretly left me delicious things, the body I used was often sick, once I was more seriously ill, he cried urgently, begging his father to call me a doctor.

He was so good to me, liked me so much, and felt sorry for me, but as he grew up, I didn't realize when everything had changed for me.

He started to dislike what I said, he didn't like to listen to me, he started to be picky about what I did, and when I asked him about things, he was always not happy to respond.

I was so good to him, I didn't hesitate to help him do whatever he wanted me to do, and even help him do bad things.

He didn't like the child Zhang Yiru had with Zhang Lihua, and I didn't like it either, he asked me to damage the child's toys, so I smashed all the child's toys into pieces with a hammer, and he didn't like people to make friends with that child, so I went to intimidate other children so that they didn't dare to say a word to that child.

What he wants, I just grab it for him, and if he doesn't like it, I'll destroy it.

I was so good to him and depended on him for everything, but one day, he said that he hated me, he scolded me for not being a good person, and asked me to stay away from him.

Yin and Yang are weird, how sad I am to hear this word, because Zhang Yiru said this about me, and now, my own son actually said the same about me.

He also said that he wanted me to stay away from him, how could he say such a thing, did he know, in order to give birth to him, in order to be by his side, what have I experienced, what have I done? I do everything for him, but he already dislikes me.

I was really out of control at that moment, because I was so angry that I slapped him in the face.

In fact, I regretted it as soon as I finished the fight, seeing that his tears came out of his eyes, my heart was broken, I apologized to him, begged him to forgive me, I even slapped myself hard, but he was frightened by me, he looked at me in horror, as if I was a devil.

He cried to his father that I beat him, that I was abnormal, and that his father wanted me to leave.

Fortunately, Zhang Qihua didn't listen to him, saying that he was not sensible, because I have been in their family for more than ten years and am a trustworthy person.

Although I continued to stay, Xiao Li never gave me a good face again, although I kept currying favor with him and treating him carefully.

I almost impulsively told him who I really was, but the thought of him saying that I was weird and disgusted with me scared him even more when I told him.

But soon, I didn't have a chance to tell him, because after Xiaoli graduated from high school, he went to study abroad.

It was he who proposed to his father to go abroad because he said he couldn't stand the family anymore.

When I first learned the news, how anxious I was, he was going to such a far place alone, how could I rest assured, I asked to go with him to take care of him, but he refused, Zhang Qihua also said that he wanted to train him, and he didn't want me to go with him.

In fact, there is another reason why I am anxious, I have already gone to the hospital for a check-up, I have cancer, I don't know how long I can live, and whether I will have the chance to see Xiaoli again.

But Xiao Li still left, and once he went abroad, he was many years old, and he never came back once, he was really a ruthless child, as ruthless as his father was to me back then.

I wanted to see him, but I couldn't see him without a passport, not even in the state of my soul, my soul couldn't be so far away from my body.

After Xiao Li left, Zhang Qihua fired me, because no one needed me to take care of him, he lived in the hilltop villa for a long time, although I have been to the villa many times in my soul state, but my body has not been allowed to go once, and I have not invited other servants there.

Without Xiaoli, I don't want to stay in this city anymore, I want to go back to my hometown while I'm still alive, and I haven't been back since I came out for the first time.

Although there are still a few relatives in my hometown, I have changed beyond recognition, so I don't bother to recognize each other, so I rented a small house and lived there.