Chapter 17: I won't see Sister Nomi crying
"That vending machine should still have Coke for sale!"
“……”
Quickly approaching the vending machine, quickly inserting coins, quickly pressing the button on it, and after a ding-dong, two cans of Coke slid down the exit......
"Sister Nomi, please use it. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info. ”
"Zhi Xiaojun is really a clever ghost with a slippery head, hehe... Sister Nomi took the Coke in my hand, "Aligado... ”
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Sister Nomi, who took the Coke, turned her head and walked slowly towards the end of the corridor, following Sister Nomi, and unconsciously came to the entrance of the stairs, I thought that Sister Nomi would go down the stairs to leave school and go home, but just two steps down, Sister Nomi stopped moving forward, and slowly bent down and sat on the stairs.
Are you leaving? Do you want to take a break?
"Will you sit with me for a while?"
"Well, okay... I gladly accepted the invitation of Sister Nomi, and sat down on the same stairs, the distance between shoulders was only 10cm, although the distance was close, but I intuitively felt that the distance between our hearts was separated by an invisible iron fence, when did this iron fence exist?
I don't know what to say, so I have to be silent, and sometimes it's a pleasure to be silent together, isn't it?
But in this silence, Sister Nomi slowly frowned, her eyes became red, she bit her lip lightly, as if she suddenly remembered something, and then the tip of her nose was sore, and tears began to roll in her eyes, staring blankly at the green trash can at the corner of the stairs...
Sister Nomi's abnormality,I discovered it.,My attention was also focused on Sister Nomi's face.,That fair and delicate face was shrouded in gray melancholy.。。。
Sister Nomi, what is on her mind! So please allow me to speculate that Sister Nomi returned to the empty school alone, trying to find a place to cry that would not be discovered, and release it to her heart's content? Then this is indeed a good place to vent her emotions! It's just my accident that will let us have this chance to meet today... Then that makes sense!
"Sister Yemei, do you have anything on your mind? If so, then please share your sorrows with me, and I can share them for you... ”
"Huh?" Sister Nomi turned her head to look at me, "Do you think I have something on my mind? "Sister Nomei suddenly smiled at me, but this forced smile is really distressing! She can't fool me, her acting skills are too clumsy, and she is not an actress...
"Your eyes have betrayed you, oh, my dear Nomi-sama, don't hold on any longer... ”
"......" Because of my words, Sister Nomi suddenly turned her head to the side, "I don't have anything sad about it!"
"Sister Yemei, in fact, you don't have to be so strong, people will have times when they are sad and sad, it doesn't matter if you show it, this is not cowardice and delicateness, but a normal person's catharsis of emotions, if you forcibly suppress your emotions, then what's the difference between it and wood?"
“……”
"Say, Nomi-san, please tell me about your pain, please!"
“…… It's obviously a younger brother, and it's really infuriating to talk about such a big truth, and I'm not a delicate little girl!" Saying that, Sister Yemei's voice already had a crying tone, and the tears were probably about to overflow, and she refused to relax the restraint on tears, which must be very uncomfortable! What is the point of enduring it for so long? What can it prove? Obviously, she needs the comfort and understanding of others, but she still needs to be so stubborn...
"But now in my eyes, Sister Yemei is already a delicate little girl... ”
“……”
"Da! (onomatopoeia)" Sister Nomi pulled the tab of the cola, and as soon as the sound of water vapor passed, a faint eye-catching smell diffused in the air...
Is Nomi-san going to drink Coke?
But to my surprise, Sister Nomi didn't drink it, but poured Coke on her head! Let Coke wet her hair and stain her clothes, the water stains on her face seemed to be mixed with tears, and I couldn't tell whether it was water or tears!
"Sister Nomi... I was surprised.
It's a good idea to cover your tears with Coke!
Looking at such an embarrassed Sister Yemei,I didn't feel too much distress.,On the contrary, I had a sense of relief in my heart.,Although my heart is still full of doubts.,But I finally let her cry out once in a while to be a little woman she hates.,In this way, it will feel better.。。。
What I really can't figure out is, what makes the always optimistic and cheerful Nomi-san become like this?
What's the point of being a person who bears it in silence? To prove that he is a strong man, a person who is not knocked down by fate and reality, or a fool who does not shed tears and cries pain?
Superficial! stupid! idiot!
Why don't you boldly reveal your expression to others before you die? Be brave enough to pay the price of cause and effect? We are not saints, sages! We don't need such a rigid dogma! I am who I am! I am an emotional person, why should I deliberately make myself uncomfortable and suppressed? Yell at others, say what I want to say, say that I am an emotional person, not a wood! (This passage is for those who have preached to me)
"Da, da, da......" Sister Nomi hugged her head and cried, and the big tears fell on the ground and splashed slightly, but it set off waves in my heart, looking at Sister Nomei, I don't know why my eyes began to ripple...
I gently put my left hand on Sister Nomi's back and patted it gently, hoping that this small act could bring Sister Nomi a little comfort...
A few seconds after my palm touched Sister Yemei's back, Sister Yemei also felt the presence of my warm palm, slowly turned around, and looked at me with red eyes......
(Brain whispering)
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…… (To be continued)