How I continued to be a nanny in Zhang's family, I think you all know it, so I don't bother to say it, but how I found out about Zhang Qihua and Zhang Yiru's relationship, you definitely don't know.

Two men and women who have never forgotten each other, live under the same roof, work together, and can trust them without doubt, except for fools like Zhang Lihua, I am afraid there is no one else in the world.

Hmph, don't say that you have an old relationship, even if you don't, it's not difficult to have a new relationship at all.

Anyway, since I came to Zhang's house with Zhang Qihua, I haven't trusted them for a moment.

They thought they could hide it from everyone, after all, at the beginning, it was true that both of them pretended to be very measured, but every ambiguous expression and movement between them couldn't escape my eyes.

I was waiting for how long they could endure it, but, to my surprise, it took a lot longer than I expected.

I thought that in less than a month, the couple of men and women were going to shamelessly steal~ love, but it wasn't until more than a year later that I found out that they finally couldn't hold back.

I really don't want to recall those dirty things, and I don't think they will sound pleasant to you either, so I won't say anything about them.

I'll tell you what you want to know most, why did I want to kill Zhang Yiru?

Actually, I really didn't have this idea at first, although I have never had a good impression of Zhang Yiru, even if she slapped me in front of so many people at her wedding, and I still have that humiliating feeling, but I don't hate her to the extent that I want her to die.

It's not because of her later affair with Zhang Qihua, although this also makes me hate it.

Although I hate Zhang Qihua more than I love, the man I once loved deeply still remembers his old lover, and even disregards ethics and morality.

I sometimes hated myself for being able to get out of my body, and I couldn't help but stalk them, witnessing their deception and moral decay again and again, and it was very painful for me every time.

However, none of this is a reason for me to want to kill Zhang Yiru.

After their affair lasted for more than two years, they finally stopped being willing to just sneak around, and they even ridiculously wanted to be together in the open.

I heard them discuss this matter, and what made me even more angry was that Zhang Yiru actually asked Zhang Qihua to fire me, saying that I was yin and yang weird, and I was afraid that I would bring Xiao Li badly, and Zhang Yiru said that she was already pregnant with Zhang Qihua's child.

I couldn't stand it, whether they were going to get married, or they were going to fire me, or if she was pregnant, I couldn't accept everything.

When I was more than a year old from pregnancy to Xiaoli, I hinted countless times that Zhang Qihua wanted to have a name and give the child a name, he either pretended to be deaf and dumb, or refused directly, leaving me no room at all, but now he wants to marry another woman, and it is Zhang Yiru who I hate so much, how can I bear this breath?

Especially if Zhang Yiru wants him to fire me, according to his feelings for Zhang Yiru, I know that he will definitely agree to him without hesitation.

How could I be separated from Xiao Li? I stayed here to accompany Xiao Li all the time to grow up, saying that my yin and yang weirdness would bring Xiao Li badly, how could it be? How could I bring my own children bad?

I see that Zhang Yiru has bad intentions at all, she knows that I am protecting Xiao Li, because she is going to give birth to Zhang Qihua's child, she is afraid that her child will suffer in front of Xiao Li, so she wants to fire me, and she will bully Xiao Li in the future, how can I let her succeed?