I, a nanny, have no position to persuade Zhang Qihua not to listen to Zhang Yiru's words, and there is no way to get them not to get married, let Zhang Yiru not have children, I have only one way, so that one of them will never be able to participate in their own plans.

For the sake of my children, I can't do anything to Zhang Qihua, so I can only choose to let Zhang Yiru die.

God let there be such a thing as an out-of-body soul in this world, it is simply set up for the purpose of committing a crime, I didn't make much effort, I just let my soul state steal a car, and on the way to Zhang Yiru's tryst with Zhang Qihua, I just hit and killed her.

No one knows that I did it, because no one can see me, and even now, more than 20 years later, the case is still unsolved.

But although the police haven't found out, I don't want to hide it anymore, and I'm worthy of Zhang Yiru to tell you the truth before I finish everything.

I don't regret killing her, because if she hadn't died, she would have married Zhang Qihua, and she would have given birth to their children, do you think my Xiaoli will still have a foothold in your Zhang family?

Without Zhang Yiru, the entire Zhang family can be regarded as peaceful, without fornication, cheating, and moral degradation.

In the beginning, the brothers fought desperately to see who would suffer more, but I also knew that who would suffer for the rest of their lives for a dead person.

What's more, for Zhang Lihua, his wife has been cheating with his younger brother for so long, it is impossible for him not to find out at all, and I also know that Zhang Yiru has already had a showdown with him to divorce, maybe in his heart, he may have to thank me for Zhang Yiru's death.

As for Zhang Qihua, seeing him in pain made me very relieved.

"I" have been missing for so many years, he has never seriously looked for me again, whenever Xiao Li asked where his mother was, he always covered up the past with a tantrum, so scared that Xiao Li no longer dared to mention his mother to others, do you know how sad I feel every time I see that scene? I really want to tell Xiao Li that I am my mother, but I have no choice, if Zhang Qihua knows, he will definitely drive me away again without mercy.

Therefore, such a little pain is completely what he deserves, even if it is really painful for a lifetime, it is not too much.

After Zhang Yiru died, another incident happened, the two brothers moved out of the Zhang family's old house together, probably because they were afraid of seeing things and thinking about people.

Of course I'm glad, I don't want to live in this house that belongs to Zhang Yiru's family, so this is one of the reasons why I asked you to be here today, since this place belongs to Zhang Yiru, she is also part of my story, and telling the story here can be regarded as letting her listen to it together.

I originally thought that Zhang Qihua would take me and Xiao Li to live in the hilltop villa where he and Zhang Yiru often had trysts, after all, Zhang Qihua only had that property at that time, but I didn't expect that in order to protect the exclusive memories that belonged to him and Zhang Yiru, he even turned away his own son, he bought a new apartment for our mother and son to live in, and he himself lived alone in his villa most of the time.

However, I don't care too much about it, but I'm happy because I have more time alone with Xiao Li, and Xiao Li seems to belong to me alone.

It's just that I originally thought that from now on Xiaoli and I would become the happiest mother and son in the world, but I didn't expect that things didn't develop so much later.