Chapter 168
Gu Xiyan stood at the door of Xue Zimo's office. Professor Zhao told her on the phone that the notice had been sent to the newspaper. So she had to come.
Xue Zimo was burying his head in writing something. There is no frustration or decadence to be seen. At least from her point of view. All eyes and ears. That's what she admires about him. It's also a torturous point. As if under any circumstances. He seemed to be able to clear distractions as quickly as he could. Enter the working state.
Raised his hand and knocked on the door. Xue Zimo looked up. Look at Gu Xiyan. There was no excessive expression on his face. No surprise. I can't see the joy. From that face, Gu Xiyan couldn't even find any clues that could penetrate his heart......
This is probably the original Xue Zimo. I used to be angry and angry in front of her. Smile, laugh...... But in the end, he returned to the way he was in the eyes of everyone. She is no different from ordinary people.
looked at Gu Xiyan standing motionless outside the door. Xue Zimo walked over. Pull her in. The door was closed. She came. It means that she has made a good decision.
Professor Zhao said. The notice was sent to the unit. Not in the supplement. Gu Xiyan gently broke free from Xue Zimo's hand. Stand a little further away from him.
"With me. Xue Zimo opened the drawer. Take out the notice. Handed it over.
Gu Xiyan took the notice. Placed the resignation letter he had written last night on his desk. Didn't speak.
Xue Zimo picked up the envelope. It flipped back and forth in his hands. Right. Gu Xiyan told him. She's quitting. She's going to school. Go to school in City B. There is no him in City B. Only Ling Zhanchi.
"So we may not even have a staffing. Xue Zimo leaned against his desk. looked at Gu Xiyan. Although Gu Xiyan had been shouting about resigning before. But he always thought that there was more temptation in her. Face career and academics. Face the fish and the bear's paw. At the very least, she wanted to have both. And now. A letter of resignation was her last resort. "You. Have you thought it all out? ”
"Yes. "That's what I did. In order not to let Xue Zimo go to the side door for her. Falling tongues. Now she hasn't changed her mind.
Xue Zimo would always ask her that. Ask her if she thinks she has it. It looks very inclusive and open-minded. It's as if he can say anything he says. In fact, she has repeatedly been in the process of answering Xue Zimo's questions. You will find that most of the time you don't think about it. At least not thoughtfully. I need to think again. The result of thinking about it again is often more inclined to make decisions based on Xue Zimo.
"You decided to stay with him. "Once Xue Zimo thought about something clearly. Always cool scary.
"Yes. Gu Xiyan listened to Xue Zimo's tone. already knew that if he hadn't believed it, he wouldn't feel it was worth keeping. Either she was ready to follow her and didn't want to dwell on it anymore. remembered Xue Zimo's words some time ago, "I won't let you go hungry". It was ironic for her at this point. If he believed something, there was something between her and Ling Zhanchi. Those words were more like a slap in the face.
"You'd better move back first. I didn't take a few clothes with me when I left. And live with him. Not good. Xue Zimo stuffed the resignation letter into a drawer. "I've been busy lately. Not often at home. ”
"Stayed up late. Gu Xiyan raised his head. I saw Xue Zimo's dark circles.
"Come back. Xixi. Xue Zimo walked up to Gu Xiyan again. Hold those little hands.
"You know that. I can't go back......" Gu Xiyan subconsciously lowered her head again. I didn't dare to look into those eyes. He tried hard to break free from Xue Zimo's hand.
"As long as you come back. Everything can start over. As you think......" Xue Zimo simply hugged half of Gu Xiyan. His chin rested on Gu Xiyan's shoulder.
"You let go. It's not good for others to see it. Gu Xiyan felt that Xue Zimo had pressed the weight of his entire body.
"I didn't care about Qin Kai before. Now I can also not care about Ling Zhanchi. Xue Zimo straightened up. The right hand raised Gu Xiyan's chin. Gu Xiyan had to raise her head. "Xixi. You look at me. We can. ”
Gu Xiyan took a breath. Stay on Xue Zimo's face. It was a look of longing. There is also forbearance in the desire. When he didn't believe it, he tried everything he could to make him believe. Now he believes. But I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to cry.
A man said something like that. Just to keep her. But what about keeping her.
"Zimo. I ......" Gu Xiyan almost rushed out. I just lied to you. Lie to your ......
"......" Xue Zimo didn't speak. looked at Gu Xiyan nervously.
"I ...... Know. You're good. It's me...... You know. I always like to be in a safe and comfortable environment. I can't stand the grievances, the criticism, the accusations, and the disappointment...... I can't stay any longer. You can give me a home. I'm content...... But you don't have to be with me all the time. You can find better ones. At the very least, you can have a child. The family was happy. It's better than accompanying me......" Gu Xiyan began to speak incoherently. Squatted down a little broken. She doesn't lie. Won't lie. And he believed it all. How could it still be like this.
Xue Zimo squatted down with Gu Xiyan. watched Gu Xiyan's tears keep pouring out. He knew she was struggling. Choose between Ling Zhanchi and him. He firmly believes. She'll be lost.
As long as she can feel included. Then his guilt should be offset a bit. Or. He graciously forgave her. It won't be so difficult for her to accept it one day.
"The child's business has long been turned over. Why do you even mention it? "It's been a long time. Children have become a taboo for the Xue family. No one mentioned it. Slowly. Outsiders don't mention it anymore. "Both of us. Very good. I know you're reluctant. ”
Xue Zimo's voice was low and slow. Gu Xiyan listened very temptingly. I looked at that face with teary eyes. Knowing that she would be reluctant. Why do that. Why did she break her last limit?
"I don't understand men. If nothing else. I don't need to learn more about men. I am grateful to God. Can give me a you. Gu Xiyan slowly stood up. I remember when I first came to the newspaper. There was only one sternness in Xue Zimo's body. It makes her nervous at times. "But there is another person in this world who is more suitable for me than you. I don't want to throw it away. Zimo. Forgive me. ”
Xue Zimo's eyes were firmly fixed on Gu Xiyan's shoes. Someone more suitable for her than him. She actually said that Ling Zhanchi was more suitable for her than herself.
When they met, they either talked back or grinded their teeth. There was no pause. The time she spent the most time was during her studies. 4 months can offset 4 years. What kind of subtraction is this. The words of the dormitory administrator suddenly popped up in his head: "I went out with her husband"......
Xue Zimo thought of this. I couldn't help but smile mockingly. I am still restless day and night about my derailment. Gu Xiyan had already taken the lead. Think about even hugging her yourself. She even vomited. When did I get so disgusted?
"How can you do that to me. Xue Zimo rushed forward and took a step. grabbed Gu Xiyan's arm fiercely. "Why do this to me. Is the Xue family sorry for you or I'm sorry for you. Why choose this way for me. ”
Gu Xiyan was stupidly frightened by Xue Zimo, who was suddenly angry. The tears on his face were not dry. His body shook with Xue Zimo's movements......
Married for 4 years. Xue Zimo has never been out of control like this under any circumstances. Hate her. A cheating woman is always more hated than a cheating man.
"Xue Zimo. You are crazy. Ling Zhanchi just pushed the door open. saw Gu Xiyan in Xue Zimo's hands. Shaken around almost like a rag doll. One step up. Pull Gu Xiyan to his side.
"I'm crazy. I've been driven crazy by you. Xue Zimo looked at Ling Zhanchi. Sneered. Mom was right. Where did Gu Xiyan go. Ling Zhanchi went wherever he went. Wherever you go.
"Calm down. This is in your unit. It's not your home. Ling Zhanchi said as he closed the door again. Help Gu Xiyan to the sofa and sit down. "It's fine. ”
Gu Xiyan shook his head. looked at Xue Zimo with palpitations. She had never seen him like this. And Xue Zimo also stared at her uprightly.
"What do you tell me...... Ling Zhanchi is rare and personable. He knew that anyone could be excited and impulsive at this time. Only he can't.
"Get out. Xue Zimo didn't wait for Ling Zhanchi to finish. He's his little hair. Ling Zhanchi, who followed his ass all day long, was the only one who looked at him. Rabbits don't eat the grass around the nest......
Ling Zhanchi looked at Xue Zimo for a few seconds. sighed. Pull up Gu Xiyan. Opened the door and walked out.
It was as if someone was looking out in every office. Whisper. Whisper. Gu Xiyan felt that she didn't even want to raise her head. I didn't dare to lift it. Here are her colleagues who have worked with her for more than 4 years. was held in his arms by Ling Zhanchi. Went downstairs.
"He's going to be okay. He'll be fine. Gu Xiyan sat in Ling Zhanchi's car. The voice was slightly trembling. The notice was kept in her hand. It's already crumpled together.
"Do you think Xue Zimo is invincible? It's a man who would be angry. It's more intense than you think. Ling Zhanchi looked at Gu Xiyan with a shocked look. Gently pulled the notice out of her hand. Smoothed. Alas. If you don't know the consequences, you dare to provoke indiscriminately. Let him say something. "I'm scared. ”
"He's never been like this. Gu Xiyan thought even if she kissed Ling Zhanchi. He just walked away.
"That's just in front of you. "I just saw Xue Zimo's appearance. Ling Zhanchi knew. He was not lightly wounded. It's not just Gu Xiyan's "betrayal". And his.
Gu Xiyan stopped talking. Eyes glued to the building......
"He'll adjust quickly......" Ling Zhanchi said, buckling his seatbelt.
Gu Xiyan was still staring at the heights......
"Otherwise. I'll go up and have a look. Ling Zhanchi said and opened the seat belt. At this time, there is only the share of being beaten. Even if you go up and get beaten. So what can be done. Who made Gu Xiyan feel unsure.
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(Tianjin)