When Ling Zhanchi opened the car door and was about to get out of the car. Gu Xiyan grabbed his arm from the side. "Don't go. It's big enough. ”

Ling Zhanchi sat back. Gu Xiyan lowered her eyes. This time she really owes him a lot.

"I'm sorry. Ling Zhanchi. Gu Xiyan muttered. I was depressed. She hoped it was over soon. Hurry up......

Ling Zhanchi patted Gu Xiyan's hand. "A lot of people don't want to face it. Because it's often embarrassing. You have to believe that he doesn't want to hurt you. ”

"He's always been the one who takes care of me. Even if I pay him back this time. "Cause and effect cycles. This is owed to the other.

"I haven't seen you come down for so long. I just thought about going up and seeing what was going on......" Ling Zhanchi didn't listen to Gu Xiyan's words. She kept telling him to wait for her to come down. It's waiting for her. Instead of picking her up.

Everyone brought Gu Xiyan out. In that whirlpool of rumors. What about the consequences. It can well be imagined.

"Wouldn't it be better. Xue Zimo will be more refreshing. Gu Xiyan didn't mean to blame Ling Zhanchi at all. Can help her so far. It already made her grateful. "You're busy. I want to walk around on my own. ”

Gu Xiyan didn't wait for Ling Zhanchi to speak. Got out of the car. Walked out in one direction. She loves to wander the streets. In the bustling crowd. There was a feeling of being neglected. Just don't look up. All you see is the part below the chest. There is no need to feel sorry for someone who is too ugly. There is no need to be distracted by the joys and sorrows of the world......

In Gu Xiyan's memory. Every time Xue Zimo smiled and said nothing. Then that must not be the end of the matter. His resilience is very good. His accommodating abilities are almost omnipotent. True as he said. He can tolerate Qin Kai. Tolerate Ling Zhanchi. And today he finally couldn't laugh. He would also question her angrily. He can't tolerate that he is "cheating" one step ahead of him. 4 years. This time she touched his bottom line......

Wander through the crowds. With the crowd, the red light stops the green light. Bits and pieces of memories are pouring in. Some of them warm your body from the inside. Some of them cut your body violently from the inside.

Xue Zimo looked at the open door. Liu Peiyang at the door was holding a simple briefcase. It is not a pair of people who come in. It's not a state to go away. Look up at the offices around you. The people who had been looking forward to it have returned to work......

"Editor-in-chief Xue. That ......" Liu Peiyang said hard. I am afraid that the whole newspaper office has already guessed and imagined that there are various versions of the scene.

Xue Zimo focused his gaze on Liu Peiyang. Liu Peiyang felt that he had forgotten what he was going to say. There was a quick spin in my head. "That interview with Vice Mayor Li. You're ready to go. ”

"Come with me. Xue Zimo straightened his suit. Pick up your car keys. Walked out. Normally. He doesn't need a helper himself. But today he was in terrible form.

Liu Peiyang was stunned for a moment. Then I was overjoyed. I felt that this would be another leap forward for him. "Then I'll drive. ”

Xue Zimo walked and handed over the car keys to Liu Peiyang. Watch him trot all the way to the underground parking lot. It's not easy for everyone. And he encountered the last thing he wanted. It gave him a sense of powerlessness that he couldn't extricate himself from. He didn't like it.

Liu Peiyang drove the car out. I felt the hand holding the steering wheel shaking. Xue Zimo was willing to take him to such an important interview. It was something he never expected. He was thrilled by such a great opportunity.

Xue Zimo sat in the car. Leaning your head back in the chair. Look at the traffic outside. Such a prosperous city. I am in it every day. I just know that it is getting more and more prosperous. But I can't tell where the changes have been!

Liu Peiyang saw that Xue Zimo was in a bad mood. With the passing of the buildings. Tell the story of every little detail. Running the news is not for nothing. Every street and alley here. Including that time period, it would be more time-saving to take that road, and he knew it all well.

Most people are looking for a kind of fulfillment when they are looking for their significant other. Make up what you don't have. It's unconscious. It is also universal. He also regarded Gu Xiyan as his consummation.

Even after experiencing Ren Xue. But he eventually came back. In the end, she was chosen. But she didn't. threw himself into the arms of another person. That kind of unhesitation made him more than a heartache. He felt that his whole being was denied by her!

Xue Zimo listened to Liu Peiyang's gushing like that. I think I knew more than him back then. But now I find that I have overlooked so many wonderful things. It's like he has to re-examine Gu Xiyan. Rediscovering the ...... of Marriage

Ren Xue lost her appetite more and more. Since the last time I ran away from the mall. She goes out less often. Every time I go out, I am more cautious. The downtown area is now almost a forbidden place for her.

Jane soon spotted her anomaly. Didn't ask much. It's just that I've been back a lot more. When there are few classes. She came back early. I don't go at night. Return to school early the next morning.

"Lately, that person hasn't come to the school to look for me. Why don't you go out? Jian Jian squatted on the other side of the coffee table to help Ren Xue carry the manuscript. Ren Xue proofread one. She took one.

"I'm getting lazy and lazy. Besides, you've got everything right. Do I still need to go out? Ren Xue said and rubbed her eyes. Straightened up.

"Let's get up and take a few steps. The time to sit is not short. Succinctly set the stack aside. "It's getting hotter and hotter. The room was filled with strange smells. You're bored at home. Not good. ”

"Where is it so picky. Ren Xue stood up with a smile. "It's not that you can't hold it back. I want to go out and hang out. ”

"It's going to be months. Are you going to hide like this all the time? Such a big city. Tens of millions of people. The odds of you encountering it are 1 in 10,000. Jian looked at Ren Xue as if she didn't want to hear it. "You always have to go for a prenatal checkup. ”

"I didn't hide. Just trying to save some more money. Of course Ren Xue knew it was time to go to the hospital. Since it was decided to have this child. Here's what to do next. Naturally, she was clear. I'm just afraid of hitting that one in ten million again.

"I'm not worth it for you. Concisely took Ren Xue's arm. Wander around the neighborhood. "From the moment I saw them, I didn't think they were compatible. They are not happy with you. Not you. They may not be happy. ”

"......" Ren Xue didn't speak. Concisely would say something similar from time to time. It's nothing more than trying to shake her. Many women are desperate to have a secure life. If she turns back. At least the days ahead won't be so hard.

"He is good from head to toe in your eyes. I look like a fool. I don't even know what kind of woman I need. "Concise kicked the pebbles on the ground. Pebbles bounce off the pavement and run away.

"I don't think you're taking classes anymore. "Looking at the simplicity, there is no tendency to hold. Ren Xue had to turn the conversation away by herself. She knew that conciseness could not understand her thoughts and practices. Don't be concise. The vast majority of people don't do that. People can't be together anymore. But he kept a child.

Xue Zimo. This time has passed. I think of him less and less. But she also knows. Even if she doesn't think about him even once. There's no way he's going to disappear from her. Because he has become another life. It's rooted in her life. Even if you can't see it, you can't touch it. But with you......

A woman. How many fruitless relationships do you have to go through before you can finally understand. He used to be. Maximum significance. It's to make her a better person.

Ling Zhanchi didn't listen to Gu Xiyan. Busy with his go. looked at Gu Xiyan walking in front. He didn't know where she was going. She probably didn't even know where she wanted to go.

She stops, he stops. She walks, and he goes. She sits and he sits ......

Raise your wrist. Look at the almost three hours that have been walked. Ling Zhanchi had already come out of a sweat. The sun is getting bigger and bigger. The sun made him a little irritable.

He should be happy, shouldn't he. Gu Xiyan is about to be free. It's good news for a regular spare tire. But he was not happy at all. A top spare tire always means that the main tire is broken. And Gu Xiyan didn't use him as a spare tire. He would rather be the hands that helped Gu Xiyan tide over the difficulties. Or it could be a shoulder.

Gu Xiyan never left his sight. She sat down on a bench on the side of the road. This is her third break. She turned her head abruptly. shouted at him, "Aren't you tired?" ”

Ling Zhanchi heard the voice. It turned out that she knew that she had been following her all along.

"Why don't you listen to what I say? Gu Xiyan watched Ling Zhanchi walk over step by step. "I'm not going to do anything stupid. Just want to walk around. ”

"I admit you can walk better than I do. Ling Zhanchi sat next to Gu Xiyan. As a result, Gu Xiyan handed over the tissue.

"That means I'm unhappy more than you. But race up with your race. Walking is much more civilized. Gu Xiyan exhaled. People just can't be idle. When I'm free, I want to be hypocritical. Who else can you show hypocrisy in the future?

"It's better. Ling Zhanchi was surprised by Gu Xiyan's calmness. It's a little too calm.

"Actually, I've been with Xue Zimo for a long time. It's not without benefits. At least I've learned what I have come to be safe. "You have to know that you know that Qin Kai is gone. It's like the sky is falling apart. "Do you know how I feel right now. ”

"With me. What else do you have to stretch on? Ling Zhanchi felt that Gu Xiyan's string must be about to break. He didn't want her to be sick.

"Liberation......" Gu Xiyan spit out two words. Right. That is: liberation. "It's like removing a stone that weighs down on you. The whole body is relaxed. Both of us. He can't weigh me. I can't afford his life. ”

Ling Zhanchi pondered those two words. She summed up her marriage in these two words. Human beings are more fragile and strong than they can imagine. Sometimes a fragile word brings tears to your face. Sometimes I also find myself gritting my teeth and walking a long way.

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(Tianjin)