When Hotaru found Jing Min, she was sitting on the stone steps above the square and watching the children playing in the center of the square in a daze, until Hotaru also sat down quietly beside her, she didn't notice her arrival, but her eyes still never left the innocent children. Liu Ying thought, she and Gu Xianming didn't even have a child, and they didn't have a single spiritual sustenance, so it was no wonder that they would be attracted by these children, I don't know if she was sad in her heart.

"Aunt Jing, aren't you going shopping? Liuying wanted to interrupt Jing Min's thoughts, she was afraid that she would not feel good looking at these children.

"You listen to the innocent laughter of those children, they feel the temperature of life with a fiery childlike heart, look at the color of everything in the world with a pair of pure eyes, and infect the world of white clouds and dogs with a childlike smile, this is what childhood should look like. Jing Min said to himself.

Liuying didn't understand why Jing Min said this, childhood was like this, thinking of childhood, Liuying always inadvertently thought of Lu Yu, remembered his childhood with books, and didn't know how many colorful dreams he lost.

"Would you envy them?" Jing Min asked, turning his head to look at Hotaru, "a kid like that." ”

Envy? Liu Ying didn't know why, but she still said to her as she thought, "Envy, they are carefree all day long." ”

"Do you envy them when you do it?"

Only then did she understand Jing Min's words, she felt that the two times she met Jing Min, she would ask her some very sharp questions about her, so that she couldn't answer, the last time she was at her house, and now it is the same in this square. Liuying may be because she is used to thinking about other people's words, she is extremely sensitive, and these two meetings with Jingmin make her feel very oppressed, because she always mentions things that she is not very willing to recall.

"Why do you ask?" "Not being good at rejecting people is the biggest problem with Retataru.

Jing Min didn't look at the group of children anymore, but turned to face Liuying, she smiled and said: "It's just to ask, it may be an occupational disease as a writer, and countless thoughts will pop up when you see these scenes." ”

"That's right," Liuhotaru seemed to suddenly understand, and then said lightly, "Although I had a lot of children around me, I didn't envy them at all, because they weren't any better than me. ”

Jing Min looked at Liu Ying without saying a word, there seemed to be endless emotions in her eyes, but Liu Ying couldn't accurately tell if it was sadness or trouble, but she could be sure that it was not a good emotion, she gently pulled Jing Min's sleeve, "Aunt Jing, you...... What's going on?"

Jing Min came back to his senses and got up and said to Liu Ying, "It's not much, let's go, go shopping." ”

Liuying was amazed by Jing Min's purchasing power, from hairpins to coats and hats, as long as she looked good and didn't need to try to wrap them up, she thought no wonder Jing Min didn't like the clothes in the wardrobe very much, and it was normal to buy clothes like that the clothes in the closet didn't like it. Jing Min even bought some for Liu Hotaru, whether Liu Ying accepted her or not, she paid without saying a word, because she bought too much, Jing Min asked people to bring all the things to the logistics office and let them deliver them.

"That's too exaggerated, isn't it?" said Hotaru.

"It's not me, you look at your own clothes, you are a designer, why are you so tasteless. ”

Regarding dressing, Xia Midou once directly sent Liu Ying a template of thirty-six sets of winter wear, and asked her to follow it. Liu Hotaru looked down at her clothes, scarves, coats, sweaters, jeans, flat boots, crossbody bags, no problem, isn't this the standard configuration of Xia Mi Bean.

"You're wearing it like this, and you're hiding all the good things about you. Jing Min picked up another piece of clothing and gestured on Liuying's body, and then couldn't help but ask her to change it and try it, but Liuying couldn't resist Jing Min's tough and courageous language and had to agree. After she changed into it, she squirmed out of it, a sweater that almost reached her legs from her neck, a short jacket, and a thin belt around her waist, and Jing Min brought her a pair of leather boots for her to wear.

Hotaru looked at herself in the mirror, as if she looked taller.

"How's it going? ”

Liuying nodded, and looked at the mirror again, "When I was studying, I always opened the wardrobe the first night and took out what I was going to wear the next day, to see what was pleasing to the eye, how comfortable and how to wear, so I didn't think about any matching taste." Now that I'm working, I was taught by a good friend to dress and put on makeup. ”

"I'll teach you later. Jing Min looked at the stream in the mirror.

Liu Ying hurriedly shirked it, "No need Aunt Jing, I won't be happy to trouble you for such a little thing." ”

"Then do you usually buy clothes by yourself?" Jing Min picked out another scarf and put it around her neck.

"Usually with my brother. ”

"Is your brother treating you well?" Jing Min asked.

Liuying felt that Jing Min's words were a little wrong, but she didn't know what was wrong, she smiled and replied to Jing Min: "Of course, my brother is the best person for me in this world." ”

"Really, what about your boyfriend?"

"You can't compare it like that. Hotaru replied, "Have you ever seen someone compare Doraemon to Shizuka?"

Liuying went to the cashier to pay, Jing Min insisted on giving it to her as a gift for her to accompany her shopping, but was still rejected by Liuying, if she gave money, she would go to exchange it immediately, Jing Min stopped the idea. Liuying didn't want to accept so many things for no reason, and she also planned to quietly ask the staff to return all the things that Jingmin bought for her.

"I've heard that you have come into contact with a lot of orphans when you joined the volunteer team for Africa, can these orphans who grew up in a loveless environment learn to love others properly when they become adults?" asked Liu Ying during the meal.

"It varies from person to person. Liuying replied, this answer is not unreasonable, she, Shen Youxia and Lu Yu all grew up in an environment of lack of love in childhood. Liuying will have low self-esteem, will doubt herself, and often will be insecure and activate the self-defense mechanism, Shen Youxia once told her that he can't love others, and one day he may pay a heavy price for this to relearn what love is. Lu Yu, on the other hand, is different from them, and his optimism appropriately makes up for the shortcomings.

"Actually, I think that the lack of love in childhood is far less important, there is no ability that cannot be acquired through learning and practice, and love is the same. As long as you have a positive attitude and don't act negatively, you will always embrace the sunshine. "Liuying doesn't know when she has become so optimistic, maybe she was really affected too much by Lu Yu.

"And how do you get along with these orphans? I know they don't trust a person easily, so it shouldn't be easy to get along with them, right?"

Liuying smiled and said: "You think too complicated, in fact, the children who grew up in the orphanage are very easy to be moved, a little bit of happiness can be fully supported, a little more good to them, they can remember it in their hearts for a long time, starting with a gift and a warm greeting, over time they will slowly open their hearts." ”

"That's right. Jing Min lowered his head and thought about something, then raised his head and asked, "If their parents suddenly appear in front of them one day, will they be able to accept it?"

"This should be different from person to person, but I think even if their parents get them back, it won't be easy to get along with. "Liuying's is exactly what she thinks in her heart, because she wants to make up for the past time with guilt in her heart, and it's too tiring for both parties.

"Really?" Jing Min muttered to himself in an inaudible voice.

Jing Min and Liu Hotaru didn't discuss the topic of orphans too much, and they ate in silence. Liuying looked up at Jing Min, I don't know why she doesn't look very happy, Jing Min's mood is always capricious, Liuying doesn't know if she said something wrong and made her angry again, she wants to find some topics to alleviate the current atmosphere, and after thinking about it, she just wants to come to her previous new work, "Aunt Jing, what stage is your new work going on?"

Jing Min's mind returned to the dinner table, she looked at her right hand and replied lightly, "Now my handwriting speed may not be much different from that of a child who has just started school." ”

"How...... Will this happen?" Liu Ying was shocked, she knew that Jing Min had always maintained the habit of writing by hand in this world of advanced information technology, what should she do if there was a problem with her hand, she couldn't help but be a little worried.

"Last time, I drank too much and didn't want to take too many sleeping pills. ”

Liuying remembered that the doctor later told her that due to the necrosis of part of the brain tissue caused by lack of oxygen, there may be some language and behavioral sequelae, "How can the doctor recover?"

Jing Min shook her head, nothing more, and Liu Hotaru didn't know what to do to comfort her for a while.

A figure suddenly appeared in front of Liuying's eyes, her eyes widened and she felt extremely surprised, Shen Youxia actually appeared here at this time, his right hand was still in a plaster, but he grabbed Liuying's hand with his left hand, and said solemnly: "Go back with me, immediately." ”

"Brother, why are you here?" asked Hotaru as she stood up.

"I set up a shared location on your phone, so I'll come to you directly, let's go." ”

Liuying looked at Shen Youxia, who was anxious, and glanced at Jing Min in embarrassment, "But, we're still eating." ”

Shen Youxia then looked at the person who was eating with Liuying, his eyes showed a trace of fierceness but it only lasted for half a second before disappearing, and he said to Jing Min: "I'm sorry, we still have housework to deal with, I'm afraid she won't be able to eat with you." ”

Shen Youxia pulled Liuying and walked out, Liuying apologized to Jing Min as she walked, and Jing Min motioned for her to go quickly. Liuying looked at Shen Youxia with a cold look, and faintly felt that something bad had happened, and her intuition told her that this matter had nothing to do with Le Li.