The mind is in turmoil.

What I received today was full of exciting news, and I was even a little grateful to Sister Su, the news that she was pregnant and leaving her job was like a basin of water poured on my head, slightly washing away some of the greasy feeling that Uncle Zhen brought me. I thought that the kind of thing that was abandoned and raised by strangers was very far away from me, and I never doubted my parents' love for me, and of course even if they learned the secret of my background, they would not doubt it. I'm just angry, Uncle Zhen, angry at the people who once abandoned me. After all, I am not an object, so how can I say that I will give it away? How can I only look at my own creation? Alas...... Every time I think of this, I tremble with anger.

On Sunday night, Qiao Li went out to surf again as usual, his uncle had not come back, Mr. Qi disappeared after chatting with me, and the living room was empty, as lonely as I was at the moment. Xie Lu finally didn't just face the computer today, but hid in his room and played the guitar. Someone like him who doesn't look good has anything to think of learning this kind of cool trick, but to be honest, it's really cool, a kind of cool with sadness......

My brain circuits are desperately searching for things that can divert my attention, but it doesn't seem to be of any use, Uncle Zhen, life experience, and secrets still have the upper hand, like ants on their upper bodies, crawling and crawling, tearing and biting, itching and painful.

The door creaked, the door opened, and the probe came out, finding me standing in the middle of the empty living room in a daze.

"What are you doing? Isn't it just falling out of love? The old ones don't go, the new ones don't come!"

"What the hell, you're out of love!" "Your whole family is out of love!

"I've never been in love, why should I fall out of love?"

“……”

"A word of advice, starting tomorrow, we don't think we will have a good life. Cherish it. ”

"What?"

"Su Ling's email, you can just look at it! New project, Party A requires it to be launched at the end of next month, and the demand book has not yet appeared, you know!"

"Uh, next month, she'll hand me over tomorrow!"

"Yes! There's nothing wrong with the handover! So if you don't go to bed early today, you won't have a chance to sleep in the future!"

Oh my God! I'm going to you! Sister, are you sure you're still the same little guy I grew up with? You actually threw my sister such a hot potato! I'm so angry! It seems that today I am destined to be angry into a big ball.

"Don't be angry, don't be angry, you need a little skill at this time. ”

Don't come, don't come! Even your little smart speaker is angry with me. What's more, now there is no sound, not even a horn!

"You need a bowl of brain soup. It's better to act, go to the kitchen, the kitchen is the beginning of your life!"

What kind of are you doing?

"The anthocyanin content in dragon fruit fruit is extremely high, which has antioxidant, anti-aging, anti-dementia and other effects......"

Wait, what are you talking about? Anti-dementia? You're demented!

"You've been standing here in a daze for almost half an hour, you're not demented, who is demented?"

Belch...... Is it that long? I think about things!

"So the little trick is going to save you from thinking about things. Go, take out a dragon fruit from the refrigerator, and the first cabinet in the lower left corner of the kitchen has wolfberry, white fungus, ......"

What are you going to do?

"Stewed white fungus with dragon fruit. Soothing brain soup, you urgently need it right now. ”

Stew...... Dragon Fruit?Dark Cuisine?

"The taste is superb, you can try it. Now start the stew, you go to the bath, come back out of the pot, drink it and go to sleep, perfect!"

Well, I can't change the status quo anymore, I can only do something else.

Ever since I upgraded my skills, I have a feeling of schizophrenia, and I am being driven by it to do some actions, such as, how do I know if I put white fungus or dragon fruit first? How do I know when and how much wolfberry to put in? It seems that these don't have to be thought about anymore, but have become my instinct.

It's scary to think about, but it's funny, I was under its control, I got everything done without much effort, and when I finished my shower, the time was just right, the saucepan was turned off and I was ready to eat.

It is said that desserts heal people's hearts, and this is not wrong at all, although I have mixed tastes in my heart, but the moist and sweet taste of this bowl of soup can break through the barriers and go straight to the depths of my heart, so I have to admire the small skills, maybe it is just a piece of code, but it is much more chic and wise than the high-IQ animals that are defeated by seven emotions and six desires.

What's even more amazing is that after drinking the soup, a wave of sleepiness hit, and I fell asleep as soon as I hit the pillow. It wasn't until the evening of the next day that Xie Lu complained that the dragon fruit he had put in the refrigerator was inexplicably missing, and I found out that I had been cheated by Xiaoji again, so I had to pay two newly bought fruits to others, which was a later story.

The next morning, I didn't have time to have breakfast, I was bombarded by Sister Su's phone, from eight o'clock to half past twelve, the whole process was handed over on the phone, it can be seen how busy she usually is, I was not angry in an instant, after all, pregnancy is a common thing for women of appropriate age, there is no need to be surprised, of course, I choose to forgive her!

It is also thanks to the crow's mouth of Xie Lu, since then I have started the long road of overtime, every night without a little before sleep, the whole day is the telephone, meetings, new needs, only after eight or nine o'clock in the evening, there is time to write requirements documents. It is not an exaggeration to say that you are tired of becoming a dog, is this how the name product dog comes from?

The only good thing about being busy for me is that it allows me to forget about my life history for a while, to forget Uncle Zhen, to forget about my eccentric aunt, to forget everything except work.

But busyness is also easy to get lost and make people's hearts empty. In the dead of night, I often ask myself, is such a highly customized platform, a product without real users, really worth 30 million a year? Is it really worth my time? I sometimes run to ask Mr. Qi, but he can't say why, maybe he has been a boss for a long time, especially a small boss, he has become accustomed to the days when he can't open the pot, used to trying to make money, and used to not thinking about the meaning of meaning......

I still receive daisies from mysterious people every week, and I don't look for small trick theories anymore until one day half a month later, there are small cards again:

"Be happy all day because of a favorite new dress, sweep away the gloom because of a good song, and forgive the world because of a good meal.

Have you forgiven your world, or have you run away?"

Belch...... Little skill, Lao Tie, this time it's heart-wrenching!

"Master, you call me?"

When the hell am I going to be your master!

"Just kidding! The sand and rustle beauty has lost herself in the busyness, and Xiaoji will send you a warm little card to wake up. ”