Liu Ying once read in a report that marital problems are often because the spouse requires himself to be able to understand other people's feelings and have more emotional contributions, which is what autism patients cannot give, and on the other hand, there should be children in a complete marital relationship, but for people with autism disorder, the birth of a child will only make things worse, because the need for children will inevitably increase the need for mutual support between husband and wife, and babies and children who can just walk often have attempts to destroy any orderly life, and to some extent, this disease also has a certain hereditary nature。

When Lu Guqing appeared on stage, he turned the entire centennial celebration into a speech of thinking dimension. Liu Ying had to sigh that Lu Guqing had a profound knowledge system in the fields of history, religion, literature, and science, and her sometimes humorous and sometimes sharp words made the people present applaud.

Lu Yu didn't know if he was also listening to his father's speech and kept staring at the stage, Liu Ying knew that Lu Yu was angry, but she didn't know why he was angry, what was hers was what she thought in her heart, she was afraid of marriage while longing for family, she was afraid of hurting the person she didn't want to hurt the most because of her.

At the end of the whole ceremony, they didn't say a word to each other, Liuying originally wanted to take the initiative to ease the atmosphere between her and Lu Yu, but she didn't know how to take the initiative, this situation was something she didn't expect, and she had never met it, and Xia Midou had never taught her how to do it when the two of them were in a cold war.

When the ceremony ended, there was a crowd of people, and Liuying followed the flow of people and slowly walked towards the door of the auditorium, and when she was leaving, Xu Fei called Liuying.

"Hey, Gu Liuying, where are you?" As soon as Liuying picked up the phone, Xu Fei yelled over there.

"I'm in the Great Hall. ”

"Our class is gathered at the entrance of the library, you come quickly. ”

Liuying was talking on the phone while walking, and was inevitably gently pushed by the surrounding crowd, Lu Yu behind her hurriedly grabbed her shoulder, leaned Liuying against herself, and said "Step steps" in a loud voice, Liuying smiled at him, and the haze just now was swept away.

"Xu Fei, I still have some things, so I won't come, I'm sorry. Liuying refused Xu Fei's invitation, she had no contact with the classmates in the class, and even when she was studying, she was used to doing her own thing, which suddenly asked her to go to a class party, and it would definitely be embarrassing to see those classmates who couldn't be named, so it was better not to go.

Xu Fei was not happy, "The auditorium and the library are only a few minutes away, you are back to school and you still refuse to meet us, you are a member of our class, this school wants us to send the class photos during the centennial celebration to the official website, you see that the students who are still working abroad have taken time to come back, you can show your face and take a photo." And Professor Feng is here now, he's waiting for you here. ”

Liuying made a difficult mistake again, this Xu Fei took Professor Feng out every time, which made it difficult for her to refuse, she sighed in her heart, "Then I'll come over later." ”

"Come with me to the library. Liu Ying hung up the phone and said to Lu Yu.

"Hmm. ”

There were no words along the way, but Lu Yu's hand never left Liuying's shoulder, which made Liuying extremely reassured. Liuying saw Professor Feng from afar, his appearance was still the same as when he was in college, he hadn't changed at all, although he was already over forty years old, he still maintained his youth and vitality in his early twenties.

"Gu Liuying!" Xu Fei waved to her, and the classmates beside her all looked at Liuying in the direction of Xu Fei's wave.

Liuying slowed down, she expected that there would be a lot of people, but she didn't expect everyone's eyes to be so hot, which made her feel intimidated. Lu Yu let go of her not far away, she walked to Xu Fei and them alone, smiled and bowed to everyone, and then shouted to Professor Feng's side, "Old Feng." ”

"Hotaru, I thought you wouldn't be back for the centennial. Professor Feng was a little overjoyed when he saw Liuying.

Liu Ying also said, "I didn't plan to come back to participate, but listening to Old Feng talking about me, no matter how busy you are, you have to take the time to come back." ”

"Hahaha, you, if others don't know, then I can't understand you, don't take your perfunctory tricks to me. ”

"Yes, too. Thanks to Professor Feng's care during her college years, Liu Ying not only made her stand out in the National College Student Architectural Design Competition, but also brought her too many powerful influences in her professional classes. ”

"You, it's been two years since you graduated, except for the two e-cards you sent on Teacher's Day, when did you ever think of you, Elder Feng?" Professor Feng said dissatisfiedly.

Liuying was slightly aggrieved, "I'm sorry, Old Feng, I guess you have also heard that I have been in Africa for the past two years, and it is a sparse and common thing that there is no electricity or Internet connection in that place, and it is not easy to send an e-card, you still haven't remembered you? I only sent it to you." ”

"Girl, I don't believe you. Although Professor Feng is like this, he still has a smile on his face, "Where do you work now?"

"At Muhe Design Company. ”

Liu Ying and Professor Feng chatted for a while, Professor Feng recalled a lot of things that happened with their students, of course, the most was the memories of Liu Ying, Liu Ying listened carefully, she didn't expect Professor Feng to remember some homework so clearly.

After a while, Xu Fei called Shangliu Ying to take pictures together, the ratio of men and women in their class is the most balanced in the entire department, five or five open, two rows of boys in the back, two rows of girls in the front, Liuying stood on the edge of the position, and finally finished the photo after tossing for a long time. Hotaru doesn't particularly like to take pictures, except for standard photos and force majeure photos, she rarely takes some photos of herself, she always feels that her photos look particularly gloomy, and she doesn't like this feeling.

"Gu Liuying, when you were in college, you were too cold, you didn't live in school and didn't participate in social interactions, you didn't talk much, you were alone in everything, and you were so cold that it discouraged us, but even so, you are still a goddess in the minds of many people in our class. A boy started shouting loudly after the photo shoot, causing some people around him to laugh and agree.

Liuying didn't say anything, she looked at Lu Yu in the distance, took her mobile phone and sent him a text message, Lu Yu received her text message of "save me" and strode towards her, Liu Ying turned around and said to everyone, "Sorry classmates, I still have to take a step in advance." ”

Xu Fei immediately stopped her, "It's rare for us to get together in the fifth class today, so don't leave for dinner in the evening." ”

"I'm sorry Xu Fei, I really have something to do. ”

"What's the matter, is it that important, can't it be changed to another day?" Xu Fei was a little dissatisfied.

Lu Yu stepped forward at this time and said, "I'm sorry, this kind of thing really can't be changed to another day." ”

Liuying didn't pay much attention to Lu Xuan's words, and thought that he was trying to get rid of the excuse he came up with, but Lu Xuan's voice was no, and the people around him were like exploding after a moment of silence, and they all focused their attention on Lu Xuan.

"It's familiar, is he from our school?"

There are more and more voices discussing around, Liu Ying and Xu Fei apologized again and again and then pulled Lu Yu and left, he is too eye-catching, Lu Guqing's son, the founder of Muhe, the champion of the Chaoyang Design Competition for two consecutive years, the cover of the past, the designer of the Talin Museum, these alone are enough for him to enjoy his eyes in a group of architectural designers.

Liuyingla landed Lu Lu along the direction of the library and walked to the shade of the trees next to the plastic sports field, where banners and slogans were everywhere, and even the sports field did not escape.

Lu Yu suddenly stopped, and Liu Ying, who was originally holding Lu Yu's hand, also felt a force, she turned her head to look at him, and a faint sadness between his eyebrows said to Liu Ying: "Let's talk." ”

Liu Ying and Lu Yu found a place to sit down in the sports field, and she knew that Lu Yu was going to talk to her about a topic that had just been unfinished in the auditorium.

"I'll tell you the truth, I won't marry anyone but you, if you really don't want to get married, then let's live like this for the rest of our lives. I have, I will give you the rest of my life, and I will not return it. Lu Yu looked at the blurred figures on the sports field, not knowing where to focus his eyes, "I have read psychology, I understand what you are worried about, think from a rational point of view, yours are right, but Liuying, the master of life should be feelings, and feelings can contain everything." If you haven't loved, you don't know what love feels like, because you don't know so you don't know how to give, but now you're not doing a good job? You've tried to make a lot of changes for me, that's what you give. You're used to thinking about things and you're not alone anymore, right? So you don't have to worry about what you're worried about, we just have to be together as naturally as we are now. With me, you don't have to shy away from anything, do whatever you want, you don't like to look at words, you don't like things that are too complicated, it doesn't matter, I can help you solve these things, if I need you to do something for me, I will naturally tell you, because I know that if I don't, you won't know, your silence, your outspokenness, your every move, I can understand, these are all the meaning of my study of psychology. But I was really angry just now, angry that I had tried so hard, why didn't you even give me the slightest trust, why did you impose some definitions to negate all our feelings? Didn't you ever think of even half a lifetime when you were with me?"

Liuying seemed to see the affection in Lu Yu's brown eyes, and she recalled that night when winter was about to begin, that night when she felt that there was bright spring light outside the window, and that was the first time she really felt the heart-pounding moment.