Chapter 153: A dilemma

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The other girl put the baking utensils and gauze in an easily accessible place next to the bed.

Han Yu had never seen this posture before, and when he thought that these things would be used on his body later, he gradually became a little scared.

Will it bleed? It will bleed a lot, will it hurt?

She swallowed nervously, trying her best to calm her tone, "That...... Linyuan...... You're going to cut my meat, right?"

This is complete nonsense.

Isn't that what she wants?

Lin Yuan didn't raise his head.

Kindness...... She also knew it was nonsense.

She asked hesitantly, "Lin Yuan, that, have you ever heard of Ma Boiling San?"

Lin Yuan knew that she was nervous, but he was still angry in his heart and didn't want to pay attention to her.

But her strange expression that couldn't be concealed made him feel distressed.

So he sarcastically said, "You are quite familiar with Hua Tuo." ”

Scraping bones to heal wounds was invented by Hua Tuo, and hemp boiling powder was invented by Hua Tuo.

That's right, she really wants to use it on herself now.

The two girls laughed, but were glared at by Lin Yuan and were silent.

Why did she feel that these two little girls seemed to be his own, and they were also personal maids?

The action is so tacit, and the ...... Well, but isn't the Linyuan family in the capital?

She quickly pulled back her thoughts, thought about it seriously, and replied with some disappointment, "It seems to be lost." ”

Lin Yuan ignored her and continued to prepare.

After a while, seeing her rather melancholy look, she couldn't bear it, and said, "I'll give you some acupoints later, you won't feel pain." ”

She turned her head to look at him stupidly, "Am I going to pass out?"

He's been teaching her for a month, and she doesn't even know this?!

Of course not!

It's too stressful. I'm starting to run away from myself!

Self-inflicted!

Lin Yuan's eyes were red, and he turned his back to ignore her.

The little maid replied, "Yes, girl. You're going to pass out...... When you're done, you'll wake up again. ”

I'm afraid I won't wake up...... Lin Yuan said in his heart.

"Oh......"

She answered, looking back at the roof, not knowing what she was thinking.

The preparations were made quickly.

Lin Yuan looked at the person on the other side of the bed, and his heart tightened a little.

He knew she was nervous, but he was more nervous than her!

If he doesn't succeed, he will kill her with his own hands, and what will he do with himself then?

What a cruel thing it is, save it or not!

Who would have imagined that it would be necessary to own the skin of a loved one. A little bit of Ling Chi?

Avoiding the Ling Chi of many blood vessels in this way!

She could die at her own hands at any moment!

But he couldn't help it, because if he didn't do it, it would mean letting her grow maggots!

She is such a clean girl, her stomach is not good, she will faint when she sees blood, and she will vomit when she thinks of maggots!

Let her be arched to death by maggots?

What else could he choose?!

She's pushing him! she's trying to force him!

She's so cruel!

She didn't think about his feelings at all!

No, no, you can't think about that.

You can definitely do it!

"Childe?"

"Yes. ”

Take a deep breath. Approaching the bed, intending to say something to her.

She had withdrawn her gaze and looked at him, no longer nervous, a smile on her lips.

There is a hint of trust in the thoughts hidden in those eyes.

That trust warmed his heart.

She looked at him, and her smile gradually spread. Particularly beautiful.

"Lin Yuan, you can definitely do it, I believe you. ”

She was laughing, but her eyes were stained with tears.

She paused, choked back her voice, and then said something childish and unreasonable in her tone.

"You must save me. Otherwise, I'll turn out to be a ghost and harm you. ”

Her life and death are not only about her, but also about the lives of more than 4,000 patients.

So choked.

Lin Yuan smiled hard, and his eyes moistened.

He held her hand tightly and looked into her eyes. word by word, loud, "I will definitely save you." If you die, I will go to the palace of Hades and rob you. ”

Han Yu burst into tears and smiled, slowly closing his eyes.

Lin Yuan was stunned by the bed for a moment, and a thousand thoughts passed through his heart.

In fact, they all know the most likely outcome.

If it doesn't work out, this is the last time the two meet......

No, no, he can't think so!

He finally relented, and raised his hand to her sleeping hole.

Pointing an inch in front of her, she suddenly opened her eyes again, tears streaming from the corners of her beautiful eyes.

She said, "Lin Yuan, if I die, my sister's ......"

"Shut up!" he reprimanded harshly, afraid she would give up.

"I'm not going to do anything for you!

"The only thing I have to do is save you. ”

He didn't hesitate any longer, and quickly tapped her, and she leaned limply on the bed, finally no longer saying anything that frightened him.

He whispered in her ear, "You must live, I'm waiting for you." ”

In the clean and tidy inner room, there were no human voices, only the sound of colliding instruments, the sound of flesh being cut, and the breath of the cautious three.

The atmosphere was tense.

It's been more than five hours, but it's a matter of urgency.

The flesh and blood are connected to every slender vessel...... He had to keep his eyes open and not blink...... A little bit, a little bit of cutting...... I'm afraid that I will accidentally make a lifelong mistake!

The temperature was high and unbearable.

Bean-sized beads of sweat rolled down his forehead one by one, and the man with the knife stared at the flesh and blood under his hands, and his movements were careful and agile.

A woman worked hard to wipe his sweat with a handkerchief, and he didn't feel it at all, only the flesh and blood!

The other woman tacitly and quickly handed him the utensils, while using boiled and dried cotton to methodically suck up the oozing blood.

Lin Yuan has a noble status, although he is good at preparing medicines, he has never treated such bloody wounds for many people.

Thanks to the time when he was studying medicine, Taijuku bought people at a high price, beat them to serious injuries, or cut them into serious injuries so that they could "actually operate".

There are also some small operations on the hands and feet. He's doing a good job.

In the past, he did not approve of such an approach, and felt that it was too cruel and bloody. Now I am glad that I have been trained in this way.

Thanks to his experience in those operations, he handled her hands and feet very well.

Just the neck...... The neck he had never operated.

Even if you buy someone to chop them into serious injuries for people to experiment, they are still alive. There is still a bit of humanity left...... He had never operated on his neck......

She is probably the only one in the world who would think of cutting her neck to get meat, right?

But he had to do it, he had to be more careful!

Look at the blood vessels!

Her veins were in his hand, trembling slightly, and he could even hear the sound of blood!

It's good that her blood is still flowing!

Her trachea is still trembling and delivering air to her!

It's so good that her life is still alive and well under his hands!

It feels so good!

He carefully cared for the two thin tubes, as if he was caring for her life!

He meticulously removed the necrotic flesh one by one, checked every tiny blood vessel, and the two little girls exhaled involuntarily!

Nothing went wrong!

But he never let up. I checked all the places more carefully, carefully sewed up the wounds, and applied a special secret medicine.

Finally breathed a big sigh of relief!

And that was already the next morning.

More than half a day has passed!

He didn't feel hungry or tired, but he was very energetic. The brain is excited.

The two little girls obediently packed up their things and brought him breakfast, he waved his hand and sat on the edge of the bed to guard her.

Her little face was pale, her brow furrowed tightly, and even her mouth pursed aggrievedlyβ€”he rarely saw her like this, and he only felt love and pity. Pain and regret, those previous hatreds have long been swept away.

Bitterness?

Does he hate her?

How could he hate her!

He only hated her for not caring for himself, hating her for being cruel to himself! hating her for forcing him to be her executioner!

But it all stems from ...... It's all about ...... Yes, those are born of love.

As deep as love goes, so does hate!

He finally woke up and was finally able to face himself honestly!

Yes. He loved her! He loved her so much!

This kind of love has nothing to do with incense, because Xiang'er has never given her a feeling like a cold jade.

They are two people.

He didn't use her as a stand-in, he couldn't use her as a stand-in at all!

He loves her!

I loved Xiang'er before, and now I love her!

These are two things that are clear and clear!

Only in the moment of life and death, that kind of panic and fear without hesitation. It made him more aware of himself!

But...... He remembered what she had said......

"Lin Yuan, you are such a good man. Kind and persistent, if you like someone, you will never change, this is the real gentleman in my mind. ”

My heart was suddenly sour......

Don't you have to love someone all your life to be a gentleman?

Who says that a man can only love one woman in his life? Who says that a gentleman must never forget a woman?

Is this the only one to be considered a gentleman?

Am I not a gentleman?

No, no, of course he is very rational and knows that there is no kind of "gentleman's theory" in this world that has such harsh requirements for men.

The question is...... That's how it was with her.

In her eyes, only if she loves a woman all her life is a gentleman......

He suddenly felt discouraged......

What to do?

Even in the eyes of the whole world, he was a rare gentleman, but not in her eyes, if she knew about it.

Does he care?

Of course he cares! He cares what she thinks of him!

He cared about her unconditional trust in him, her childlike dependence on him, and her smile and say that he was good......

How could he easily ruin his image of a gentleman in her heart?

If she knew, what would she think of him? Would she look down on him?

You'll think he's mean, right? You'll think he's a hypocrite, right?

No...... No!

But what am I going to do?

It's so sad!

I love her, but I can't let her know!

How bitter!

……

He stayed at her bedside for three days, never leaving an inch every day, and everything must be bowed to him, and the life and death outside were no longer in his heart.

He is a noble son with a good family, good conduct, good talents, and good appearance.

A long time ago, he was just the clever little prince Li Qian, who would not harm people, but he was not educated to save lives with his own hands.