Chapter 152: Trying to Die
On the second day, the news of the death of several people came from the greenhouse, and it was said that the death was particularly terrifying, and he was a little shaken in his heart, but he never changed his mind. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Hanyu is still in the future, he has not changed his mind, he feels guilty in his heart, and he can't bear not to see her.
Who knew that something happened on the third day.
A soldier hurriedly ran in and shouted at him, "Childe, Childe! Miss Zheng seems to be sick!"
"What?!"
A bolt from the blue!
He hurried to her room, as if he had encountered the end of the world!
How can you get infected?!
Obviously give her the best medicine, the best gas mask!
She was never allowed to come into contact with patients on weekdays, and the things she used were all brand new ones that she brought back from outside the city!
What she eats is cooked in the cleanest place possible, and not even a trace of dust has a chance to get contaminated!
How could she be infected?!
She's infected! She's infected!
What am I going to do?
In the bedroom, the man seemed to be leaning leisurely on the head of the bed, and when he saw him coming, he showed a happy expression!
But he couldn't be happier!
He strode to the bed, bare-eyed, and pulled her out of the covers.
She guarded her neck and said, "Be careful, don't touch me!"
He didn't hear her words at all, just looked at the big festering in front of him, and felt distressed, blamed himself, and anxious, and his heart was dripping blood!
For the first time, I choked up with no sense.
He tried to take her in his arms and whispered.
"Why should I listen to you? Why should I listen to you?! I should drag you away! I should take you away!"
"Why should I stay here with you?! Stay in this filthy place?! I deserve it!"
The choked voice in his voice startled her.
Lin Yuan in her eyes never lost her temper, let alone cried.
She protected the wound with one hand from touching him, pushed him away with the other, and said reproachfully, "Lin Yuan, I'm a patient!
"I'm not afraid!" he said hatefully, "you ...... all."
What he wants to say is that you are like this, what does it matter to me?
That's exactly what he thought, and he realized that her existence was for him now. It's all!
But at this point, he suddenly stopped.
Her tone?
The tone in which she said that?
It seems that it is very nice and fortunate to be infected!
He stiffened his way and let go of her, staring blankly at her face. She really laughed...... It's weird.
He stiffened to look at the wound on her neck again...... Unlike patients, there seem to be small patches of skin that have been injured by blades!
Look at the feet, the hands...... One was injured and one was not, but they were all infected with varying degrees of ulceration!
There seems to be a very obvious ...... Contrasting meanings.
A crazy thought flashed through him.
He suddenly took two steps back and looked at her in disbelief, "You did it on purpose?!"
She lay on the bed, like a prank-up child, and laughed, "How's it going?" I said it was from a wound, right?"
"It gets infected more quickly from the place where it is cut. If you don't cut it, it's slower......"
"Shut up for me!" Lin Yuan grabbed her shoulder, his eyes stared at her deadly, his eyes were split, and he spoke incoherently, "How can you do this?!How can you do this?!"
How could she experiment with herself?!
How could she ignore her own life and death in order to force him to make a decision?!
How could she cut her own flesh raw with a blade. Smear the patient's blood pus again?!
Isn't she scared?!
Isn't she disgusting?!
How could she be so cruel to herself?!
How could she be so cruel to him?!
This madman!
This madman!!
At this moment he hated her so much!
Hanyu was stunned by his look for a moment, and then giggled again.
"Wow, such a gentle Lin Yuan can also be murderous. It turns out that all men in the world are the same. ”
"Shut up!" Lin Yuan looked at her gossiping and homely appearance, becoming more anxious and hateful, and asked word by word, "Zheng Hanyu, do you know that this is...... Incurable disease?!"
The words "incurable" squeezed low out of his teeth, choking and trembling. With a sense of intolerance.
It seems that the owner can't bear to say such words.
Hanyu smiled innocently like a little girl, "No." Lin Yuan is the best, Lin Yuan will save me!As long as Lin Yuan cuts off the bad flesh on my body and grows a new one......"
"Shut up!" Lin Yuan yelled, tears falling uncontrollably.
"You madman, aren't you trying to force me? I'm telling you, you won't succeed! I won't save you!"
"I'm going to never save you! I'm going to watch you grow maggots! Watch you grow pus! Look at your ......"
"Vomit......" She suddenly collapsed on the side of the bed and vomited.
Look. Obviously I am so stupid and afraid, but I still do such a stupid thing!
Even hearing that kind of thing makes her sick to her stomach! But she just wants that kind of thing to grow on her body!
His heart was sore and painful, and he couldn't say any of the words that came to his lips because of his anger.
He flicked his sleeves and went out. With hatred in his mouth, "I will never save you!"
"I've been infected for more than two days," she chuckled low behind her, "maybe tomorrow I'll have worms!"
In other words, on the night after he refused to cut the flesh for the patient, Xiao Bing saw her at the door of the shed, but it turned out that she was not going to see the patient!
It turned out to be to make yourself sick!
He fled her residence as fast as he could, fearing that her joking voice would make him impulsively go back and kill her!
This madman!
The people of the Xuanyuan family are all crazy!
Hanyu looked at the back of the hurried departure at the gate and smiled like a child, he should be able to overcome his fears, right?
There is still a glimmer of hope for cutting meat, and giving up is doomed to a dead end.
In the face of strangers, you may hesitate, but in the face of your relatives and friends, this choice is much easier, right?
You should be able to overcome that fear and guilt, right?
Maybe he can survive by luck, then it is a successful example, and he will no longer be afraid to treat those people in the future.
If you can't...... If you can't, you don't have much to lose.
It's just one more person to die, and she's the only one left anyway.
It's just that...... In that case, the enmity between the father and the young lady will be entrusted to him, right?
Well, it doesn't matter. Anyway, he was going to avenge his sister, it's a big deal...... It's a big deal that she will make decisions for her sister and let him be a brother-in-law in the next life.
Hey. Little sister, you must forgive me.
Gee. Hanyu, why do I think you've gotten smaller? so stupid?
She suppressed her rambling thoughts and told herself that she would succeed, that she would succeed.
He should come, right? She told him that tomorrow morning there would be worms, just to give him a day to think.
He should be able to think about it on this day, right?
She picked up the mirror and looked carefully at her disgusting neck, and another wave of nausea.
Who knows when maggots will grow?
Maybe tomorrow, maybe now.
She admonished herself over and over again, "Hanyu. If you do have maggots, you must endure it. Even if it's disgusting to be arched by maggots, you can't kill yourself timidly. ”
"You have to endure until you let Lin Yuan cut his flesh. You need to prove to Linyuan that he can do it. ”
Kindness. Anyway, you're not the only one suffering from this, the people out there, and ...... And your father, mother, why did you suffer like this?
Kindness.
She smiled at herself in the mirror with tears in her eyes, you can be regarded as sharing the joys and sorrows with your father and mother.
Somehow, knowing that it is self-deception. But when I think about it this way, it's a little better.
will make his heart of self-blame and guilt a little better.
Daddy, we will definitely overcome this hateful disease.
I will never let it brutalize the world again!
Because I think that there will be so many children in this world who will lose their fathers and mothers, and many fathers and mothers who will lose their children!
I must not let it be so unscrupulous!
Even if it costs my life, I will fight it!
She closed her eyes and said to herself...... It's just maggots, it's just dead ......
Be brave. Hanyu, be braver.
"Click, Click, Click......"
The sound of metal clashing suddenly came and interrupted her thoughts.
As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Lin Yuan hurriedly walking in with a medicine box.
The pillbox contained a brand new set of silver knives and scissors...... That's where the clattering sound came from.
She was slightly surprised, so fast? Didn't you still say that you were going to make her sick and die? Didn't you say that you were going to let her grow maggots?
Hehe. It turns out that when a man gets angry, he will become as unreasonable as a child.
All?
Her heart sank, and she quickly cut off her thoughts.
Lin Yuan was obviously still angry, he put the medicine box on the table, didn't look at her, turned around and pointed one by one.
Dozens of soldiers set up coals, hot water, gauze and other things and went out, leaving only two women in yellow whom she had never seen before.
When the two girls saw Hanyu, they saluted her, and one of them said a little longer, "Hello girl, we are the helpers that Childe temporarily found, handing things for Childe, and fighting." We all have some experience before, please don't worry. ”
Han Yu smiled slightly, lifting his weight lightly, "Well, I'm relieved." ”
The girl couldn't help but be stunned when she heard this.
Although rest assured, this matter of being cut and blooded should not be so calm for a twelve or thirteen-year-old girl, right?
Lin Yuan was annoyed when he heard this, but he didn't say anything.
He deeply felt that he was about to be by this unbelievably stubborn girl!
I had never found her steadfastness so annoying!
He boasts that he has a good cultivation, a good tutor, and has never been in a hurry, calm and calm, but this stubborn girl just has a way to make him crazy and become not like himself!
But what's the solution?
He obviously hated her to death, and he clearly said that he would let her die of illness and let her grow maggots......
But as soon as she went out, she was ready to save her non-stop!
Linyuan, Linyuan, you dignified little prince, you have been witty since childhood, but how did you become so out of control?
If it's out of control, it's out of control! He just wants to save her now!
He must save her!
"Knives...... Scissors ...... "Lin Yuan methodically took the things from the girl's hands and put them on the fire to bake.
The other girl put the baking utensils and gauze in an easily accessible place next to the bed.
Han Yu had never seen this posture before, and when he thought that these things would be used on his body later, he gradually became a little scared.
ps:
When I wrote it, I also thought that our Hanyu was a little crazy,,,, hehehe, the people in their family seem to have a little bit of this characteristic. Tsk, I don't know what else I will do in the future... Hey....