Telephone appointment to register with a hospital in the city, the other party hung up the three departments of general surgery, Yu Yue was "groaning" in her heart at that time, she had done so many examinations, and she was in the obstetrics and gynecology department, and the doctor did not recommend going to the surgery department, she didn't know anything about it, she was really stupid to read. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

On the night of the 15th, the two took the child to the mother, looking at the child's back sitting on the back, Yu Yue was reluctant, she didn't know that this was a century long. Set off early in the morning on the 16th, and waited until half past eleven before it was his turn, and as soon as the doctor checked, he said, "You are not very good, you have to be hospitalized", after speaking, he opened a bunch of examination sheets, Yu Yue saw that there was magnetic resonance, and there were many terms that the doctor had not prescribed before, and he couldn't understand it. The appointment of the examination to be divided into several days to complete, after the hospitalization found that two people can only stay in the corridor for one night, there are many empty rooms, but the nurse refused to check in, the two people questioned, the nurse lady glanced at it, "Each doctor has a certain number of beds under his name, your doctor is the best, and the bed under his name is of course the tightest." I can't help you get into another doctor's room. The two of them were indignant but helpless about this unreasonable system, Shiyuan wanted to go out to live in a hotel, Yu Yue waved his hand to object, "I can't stand the smell of the hotel, a good hotel is expensive, there is no need to spend that money, and besides, I am not here to enjoy it, so I should go home quickly after the operation." "Both of them were hesitant all day, the hospital was full of people, everyone was a poker face, and the defined life was especially obvious on the patient's face. In order to ease his nervous and helpless emotions, Shi Yuan began to wander around the doctor's office and various wards, listening to other people's stories and inquiring about the response measures for various situations, while Yu Yue sat quietly on the bed, looking at the busy medical staff and restless family members, feeling the heat and coldness of the hospital. Every day, we pass by thousands of strangers, and occasionally for a moment when our eyes meet, the corners of our clothes pass by with the sound of the wind, and we are also passers-by under the heaven and earth, and we are running on the road for life and the future. In the process of seeking medical treatment, we will constantly meet strangers from all over the world, all with the same purpose, health and longevity.

Yu Yue was restless and casually shopping for a big meal. On the 17th, the whole body examination came out of the B ultrasound and felt bad, the doctor said that there were problems with the tumor and the armpit, the lymph was very large, and there was a blood flow signal. On the 18th, I checked the magnetic resonance and went in for more than half an hour. Back in the inpatient department, Yu Yue saw her blood test report, the CA125 in the tumor marker column exceeded the standard, reaching 137, a check on the Internet, the possibility of cancer is high, Yu Yue still couldn't help crying, and she couldn't tell whether she was crying or her family, she was such a selfless woman, thinking that her life should be extinguished here, in the end, she couldn't let go of many things, despair permeated her whole body, thinking that she didn't show up last time her mother was hospitalized, thinking that she might never have the opportunity to fulfill her filial piety again, Yu Yue's heart was infinitely lonely, and her mind kept releasing itThe old saying "the son wants to raise but the kiss does not wait", and what is even more bleak is the tragic situation of the white-haired person sending the black-haired person first. On the afternoon of the 18th, Yu Yue did a biopsy, but there was no puncture, and the doctor focused on the lump on the breast and said nothing. Yu Yue came out and guessed that his lump should be benign, "If you don't go in, so many people will be pierced, why don't you have it?" Shi Yuan was also a lot more relaxed when he heard it, it was best to be frightened. Both of them are stubborn and only a false alarm, young people, who have not experienced much but are pretentious, simple-minded and self-righteous, always feel that they are the luckiest people in the world, and that nothing bad will be their turn, this is self-deception and blind optimism. On the third day, the brother-in-law and sister-in-law came, and the four of them ate a buffet together, Yu Yue thought that the people who came didn't know anything, so they pretended to be relaxed and delicious to eat and drink, and they already knew, but they still talked and laughed quietly, Shi Yuan knew best, he was an extreme pessimist with low emotional intelligence, according to his tone, their family almost decided that they were here to send Yu Yue on the last journey. And Yu Yue's family knows nothing about this.

That night, Yu Yue and his wife came to the doctor's office for a preoperative conversation, but the doctor never clarified Yu Yue's disease, and only said that it could only be determined after pathological analysis after surgery. Yu Yue hesitated to tell her father, but the mentality of foolishness prevailed, thinking that if she didn't say it first, lest the family worry too much, especially her mother, who had poor psychological quality and weak ability to bear, and it was easy to think about the bad side of things, and she couldn't sleep all night when she was entangled, and the operation hadn't been done yet, so what if it was nothing? Yu Yue said to her husband, and then talk to the doctor, if the doctor said it was malignant, tell her father, and don't say it if it is benign. Shi Yuan's conversation with the doctor Yu Yue is unknown, Shi Yuan said that the doctor's attitude was vague, noncommittal, and never gave a clear opinion, "Don't worry, this operation will come out soon, and any problem can only be diagnosed after the case is tested, the current doctor-patient relationship is so tense, the doctor is very cautious, and if there is no relevant data, it is highly suspicious and will not speak, what if it is not?" Yu Yue was at a loss, but she was used to bearing it alone, she chose not to say anything, "What kind of situation can only be handled by the doctor!" Everyone is in the first hospital in the city." On the 19th, the operation was carried out, and the father followed Shi Zhai's car, and said very confidently and optimistically on the road, "No problem, two hours of surgery, you can go home after a few days of rest", Shi Zhai was silent, and after a long time, he told Yu Yue's father that the malignancy may be great, and his father was like five thunderbolts, but the person has entered the operating room, and all remedies are useless. During the operation, the doctor came out and showed the family members the tumor that had been dug up, and the thing was the size of an egg, irregular, like an abalone. Dad, an old man in his fifties and fifties, instantly cried uncontrollably. More than an hour later, the results of the pathology test came out, malignant tumor, invasive ductal carcinoma.

Everyone decided to hide it from Yu Yue first. After waking up from the operation, Yu Yue reached out and touched her breasts, "Yo, everything is there, it must be benign", giggled on the spot, and the anesthesiologist also pretended to be very happy (fortunately, it was general anesthesia at the time). I slept well that day and thought I would be able to go home on Monday. The next day, my father took a car ride from the county seat for more than an hour and brought the rabbit soup stewed at home early. Dad and Shi Yuan didn't have anything to say, and the two of them just watched Yu Yue eat beautifully. After the doctor came in on rounds, he said, "The operation was successful, your tumor is a bit big, first a few courses of chemotherapy, and then consider cleaning." Yu Yue's heart tightened, she repeated the doctor's sentence "chemotherapy", Yu Yue looked at the two men in front of her, only to find that they were all sad. After the doctor left, Dad lowered his head and said, "It's cancer" After speaking, his eyes turned red and turned around and walked out of the ward. Shi Yuan didn't dare to look at Yu Yue, but kept crying, "We were too careless, the doctor said that breast cancer like this is not uncommon now." Yu Yue was stunned, and actually had a feeling of release, "Save guessing, hey, it's still vicious."

Dad sat back in front of the bed and kept complaining, "Why didn't you tell the doctor's worries earlier, how can this kind of thing be hidden, you are too self-righteous, why do you think it's all like this? There is no help? If you sign the operation without explaining the situation to the adults in the family, do you still have any elders in your eyes? I knew that the situation was not good, so I immediately contacted the big hospital, where to operate here!" Dad couldn't help but blame the two, and then comforted his daughter, " Don't worry too much, I went back and checked, breast cancer is not so terrible, unlike internal organs, once it spreads, it is very troublesome. Yu Yue said, "Oh", "There is no way to do it with such a disease." She accepted all this sudden blow right away. As a party concerned, understatement can definitely alleviate the sadness of the family, Yu Yue is very clear about this, and there is no choice but to be strong.

"That's the result if you don't cherish it", Yu Yue felt it. Adolescent Yu Yue developed better than the average girl, when she reached high school, she was 34D or 36C bust, she didn't even dare to run in high school and college, and a few quick steps could cause a commotion in the crowd, but Yu Yue was not a girl who was in the limelight, the underwear she chose for herself was all underwired all-inclusive, she had a good figure, and her curves were exposed. It stands to reason that this is very enviable, but Yu Yue is very disgusted, has always regarded it as a burden, and said that he can't wait to cut it off. Since things have come to this point, it can be regarded as a burden. Hey, life and death are in the sky, let it go. Yu Yue never bothered to drill the horns of the bull when he couldn't grasp it, fatalism may not be taken seriously when people are proud, but it is definitely a lifesaver when they are frustrated.

The connotation of people really depends on the performance at the critical moment, in the face of sudden blows, some people cry and grab the ground, complain about the bad fate, some people look for death and life, pointing to Sang scolding Huai as if the whole world owes her, and there are those who are so angry that they grit their teeth and want to die with others,...... Etcetera. A person's cultivation is between joy and sorrow. Unfazed, calm and calm, this is a person who has become a habit of self-discipline since childhood, and is indifferent in the face of great joy and sorrow. Of course, character determines fate, and what kind of behavior will also get what kind of disease. Some reports say that cancer is a disease of good people, suppressing their desires to cater to the approval of the public, in essence, good people are people who dare not release themselves. Everyone needs an outlet, Yu Yue wrote in the space talk, "I want to be strong and live, no matter who I am for, it is my unfilial piety to bring trauma to them." The baby is still so young, it is really cruel to have no mother, I want to grow up with him, watch him study, work and get married; Mom and Dad are still watching, I can't send a white-headed person to a black-headed person; my brother said, Dad, don't leave me money, sell the house to my sister and ask the best doctor for treatment; my husband is also pitiful, why did he put me on the table..." ,It's an open space.,Soon,Friends who feel something is wrong call to ask.,Se-won was busy answering the phone.,He's like to be alarmist.,Explain everything.,A lot of people don't care if people like to listen to it or not.。 Yu Yue is actually very helpless, she pretends to be strong in front of her father, but she wants to be real in front of her husband, but Shiyuan is busy sympathizing, Yu Yue feels that she has made so many calls at will, and quickly deleted the space, but the bad news spread quickly, and at noon, a lot of relatives came to the family.

The moment the uncle walked in, his expression was very heavy, with cautious concern in his eyes, and as he came in, it was his uncle and cousin who came in, and the word "shock" was written on everyone's faces, but after seeing Yu Yue's smile, everyone's stiff expressions quickly relaxed. Yu Yue sat on the bed, and said with guilt: "I've caused trouble to everyone, and I came all the way to see me." Uncle seems to have hidden a lot of words, and he wants to say it, and Yu Yue's professional habits have started again, and she comforts everyone in turn, "Now the environmental pollution in the whole country is very serious, the food safety problem is too terrible, and we don't know what we eat every day. Until now, experts can't say why, you say it is related to genetics, you say that now which person's relatives do not have this disease, grandma, grandfather and my grandfather all went to cancer, the medical conditions were poor at that time, it was too late to find out, the surgical technology was also bad, plus everyone talked about cancer discoloration, and they did not understand this disease, so many patients were scared to death by themselves. Cancer is not a terminal disease, and it can be cured if it is detected early! No matter how bad it is, it is a chronic disease, and it doesn't die so quickly. Yu Yue paused, laughed self-deprecatingly, relatives couldn't help but be in awe, Yu Yue continued her speech, "Cancer cells are actually in everyone, the difference between excitement and non-stimulation, aren't the current experts looking for various causes of stimulation? If you live a few more years, you won't be able to find out all the special drugs. "Uncle couldn't help but say," Hey, your mother's heart and liver are swollen, and she has been guilty of saying that she hated herself for not resolutely forcing you to come to the city for a check-up, or she wouldn't have waited until it deteriorated to this point, she couldn't eat these days, and she couldn't sleep at night, the child was so small and sticky, your mother couldn't get a vacancy, she couldn't even go to the toilet, the child had just been weaned, her mother was not around, she had no sense of security, she always didn't leave your mother, she was very scared, and she didn't want others to hug her, your mother-in-law didn't even let her touch the child when she came to touch it, how could this be? She hasn't had any children before? Your mother is physically and mentally tired. Yu Yue was silent, what she was most afraid of hearing was the mother's sadness and the child's helplessness, every word of the uncle was like an awl, she just didn't see the actual situation and could guess, Yu Yue felt that she was more responsible and should be strong, especially for the old and the young. The group comforted Yu Yue a few words, and they all went back one after another, and the uncle left a sentence before leaving, "I thought about how to tell you for a long time last night, but I didn't expect that you yourself know everything and think about everything. Yu Yue smiled reluctantly, and she was still thinking about a series of copings with everyone in her heart.

Most people don't know how to comfort the patient, more just concern and sympathy, in this regard, the comfort of doctors and nurses can reach the hearts of the people, they understand what kind of strength the patient needs. Here, Yu Yue is especially grateful to a nurse, she is Shi Yuan's high school classmate, also in the city's first hospital, after learning the news, she immediately found Yu Yue, "Sister, do you know? In fact, each of us doesn't know what will happen to us tomorrow, you must not think that if you have a terminal illness, you are not far from death, what we can do is to live well to fight the disease, if you are strong, it will be weak." Yu Yue silently shed tears, and she admitted that what she needed most at this time was strength rather than pity. Everyone has times when they are helpless, and she especially needs a guide at this time.

Yu Cheng rushed back from the provincial capital, he took two days off from the company, and he was still a child who had not grown up, and his words were full of childishness, "Sister, you must insist, don't think too much, don't think about money, I told my father, the money should be left for my sister to treat, don't leave it to me." Yu Yue has always disagreed with this kind of quixotic idealism, but at this time, he is particularly fond of it. Yu Cheng was very worried about his mother, "Mom doesn't know what to look like now, she will still be uncomfortable." The more Yu Cheng was sad, the more unfilial Yu Yue felt. Yu Yue's father-in-law came back from out of town, his face was very haggard when he came, maybe he was very tired from sitting in the car, and he was definitely not in a good mood, the whole person looked very serious, he didn't say a word, he sat there quietly, it was really scary, Yu Yue felt that he had burdened them at that moment, and he felt more and more guilty. After sitting for an afternoon, Yu Yue couldn't rest, and Shiyuan let him go home. These days, my mother-in-law's family has not stewed a soup, but my mother's family can't do it and ignore it. Dad runs on both sides of the city and county every day, several trips back and forth, each time it takes more than an hour, in the morning to buy meat stew soup and deliver food at noon, and go back in the evening to help Yu Yue's mother take care of the child, and the mother has to cheer up in addition to grief to take care of the child. The child doesn't follow his grandparents, and he refuses to go with them when he comes, crying and grabbing the ground, not to mention how miserable it is, Yu Yue's mother is helpless, no matter how tired she is, she has to follow the child's wishes. Shi Yuan's mother-in-law's family not only couldn't help, but also often called Shi Yuan to provoke all kinds of trouble. Shi Yuan's attitude has changed one hundred and eighty degrees in the past two days, and Yu Yue obviously felt it. On the second day of the operation, when lunch was free, the family of the patient next door came over and said to Yu Yue, "I just saw your husband crying in the back mountain, and his image is gone, he really loves you." Yu Yue listened, and his heart was unbearable, and he had mixed tastes. But on the third day, when Yu Yue's parents proposed to Shi Yuan that they wanted to go through the discharge procedures as soon as possible and then go south to Guangzhou for further treatment, Shi Yuan once again staged the paranoia and stubbornness when Yu Yue gave birth to a baby, he questioned his father-in-law's social relationship, and what he was really afraid of was that once he went south to a big city like Guangzhou, people and money could get out of control. My mother called and said, "Your mother-in-law refuses to let go with the child and scolds you, saying that you are irresponsible for delaying her daughter's condition, saying that you don't understand how to feel sorry for your wife, and that you are pregnant with a child and refusing to be considerate of her daughter, saying that it is all because you are angry with your illness." How can we be led by the nose by them? Oh no! When the time comes, we will be empty of money and money, what will we get? Her daughter may have come with a sick person, and she eats indiscriminately and has a poor physique, otherwise why would she marry into a family like ours on her family's terms? You don't want to suffer a loss and be helped to count the money!" Shi Yuan was annoyed and angry, and resolutely opposed going south, as if his parents-in-law had chosen the Guangzhou University Hospital to deny that he had decided to operate on this hospital. The technology is very mature, and the first hospital in the city is also very good, why do you have to go to someone else's hospital? What is the difference between this and Chongyang? I have confidence in this hospital. "His oversensitivity led to an incorrigible level of self-esteem. From admission to surgery for so many days, Shiyuan never had a word of guilt for Yue, even if he said soft words like "Wife, I didn't take good care of you", Yu Yue would immediately let go and let everything that had accumulated grievances in the past disappear. But his steady and businesslike attitude made Yu Yue feel very disappointed. "Is it a loss to bow your head once?" The disease lies in Yue's body, even if he has a strong heart, it is empty talk.

The mother never let go of Yu Yue, and she wanted to come to see her daughter no matter how she went south, so she had to let Rong Rong cry and be taken back to her grandmother. Following Aunt Shiyuantang's car to the city, seeing Yu Yue's state, her hanging heart let go of a lot, she said, "If I don't come to see you and go down to Guangzhou, where can I rest assured? There is another important thing for the mother to come, that is, to do the ideological work of Tong Shiyuan, she can't let the similar incident of the baby dispute happen again, and life can't be used as a joke. Mom and Dad talked with Shi Yuan for a long time, and Xiao Zhi reasoned with emotion, "If you don't have this condition, you can't say anything, just treat it here, but if we have this condition, why don't we fight for the best plan for her? She is your wife, and you want to know best how much affection there is between you." Shi Yuan couldn't refuse, he went home to see his son the day before, after seeing his son, he was moved with compassion, no matter how much the family chattered about him, he couldn't control him anymore, after all, it was the woman he loved, how could he not try his best to save her? Shiyuan was reluctant to give up Yue, and checked a lot of information on the Internet, and the hospital in his father-in-law's mouth was indeed a good hospital in the top three, and it was unreasonable to disagree. But he was afraid that he would not be able to afford it financially, so he was very entangled, and he just wanted to escape from all this, but he couldn't! The husband was also a party concerned, and if something happened to his wife, how could the husband escape from the battle? He said to his parents-in-law, "If you go down, you won't be in such a hurry, and you won't have any information? At the very least, you can't leave until the pathology analysis report comes out, don't you want any information?" The father replied, "A wax slide and a glass slide, the main thing is to take it down in kind, let's go and redeem it quickly." After saying that, Shiyuan went to go through the formalities, and his father went to buy a train ticket. Mother returned to Yu Yue, she said, "We are prepared for the worst, if Shiyuan does not agree, my parents will take you to treatment, but he finally turned a corner, passive is better than ruthless, you don't mention this matter again, just treat it with peace of mind." On the way back, the aunt who brought her mother was angry, "Hmph, his family is cold-blooded, and money is bigger than life." It's good that you're close, otherwise they'll be ruined!"

Dad called a friend from Zhongshan Cancer Hospital in Guangzhou to confirm that the other party immediately asked us to come over, saying that the surgery for the swelling was done very well, and if the situation is suitable, we can also consider breast conservation. When Yu Yue heard the word "breastfeeding", she immediately felt that her gloomy heart finally shone into a ray of light, she felt that she was going towards this hope, you know, she was originally a person with poor mobility when going out, plus now she has just undergone surgery, and the train has to take a whole night to get to Guangzhou, Yu Yue wants to retreat, if it weren't for having a complete self, she wouldn't be so motivated. After so many days in this hospital, all the women who walked around were women with only one breast, it was really a hell on earth, how boring it would be for women to live without breasts! Dad took Shiyuan and the others and the specimens to Guangzhou. Departure on the night of the 23rd, only the ticket, the three of them were not sleepy, Yu Yue was uneasy in his heart, thought about a lot of things, and unconsciously passed the night, and the three of them actually went straight to Yangcheng with their eyes open.

Arrived in Guangzhou on the 24th, and the morning I got off the bus felt like I was about to be blown away by the wind, the first typhoon of the year. The biggest advantage of coming here is to reassure the restless heart, the best hospital in the country, what is there that is not confident? The patient just has to listen and cooperate.

This is a catastrophe, not the end.

After waiting in the hall for a while, I saw my father's friend, who was the chief doctor of thoracic surgery, and used to do breasts, but after the division, he mainly did esophagus, lungs and stomach, which shows that this hospital is very detailed. He also checked Yu Yue's surgical site, "Well, the location of the tumor is not very close to ********, check to see if there is any spread and metastasis, if there is no problem, you can try to conserve breast, our hospital has mature technology in this regard, and breast retention does not have much psychological trauma for patients, which is very conducive to postoperative recovery." He immediately introduced the professor of the breast department to me as the main surgeon, and a group of people walked in, Professor Wang was a very interesting doctor, he saw Yu Yue, and his face immediately showed a regretful expression, "What a beautiful girl, it's a pity not to try to conserve breasts." The professor asked Yu Yue to go inside for an examination, and was taken aback when he saw Yu Yue's negative pressure bottle, "Have you had surgery?" Yu Yue replied, "I did it in my hometown hospital, and the tumor was 4.5*4, which is quite big", the professor was puzzled, "It stands to reason that it shouldn't be treated like this? Yu Yue replied, "At that time, I didn't know if it was malignant or benign, but the doctor said that he would do it for a laboratory test." The professor was surprised, "Didn't you do a puncture before the operation?" The professor looked at Yu Yue with an incredulous expression. He didn't say any more, so he lowered his head to check the wound, "Ah, the wound surface is a bit big, but there is room for breast conservation, do an examination first, I hope you haven't transferred." Hey, what a pair of plump breasts, it's a pity if you can't keep them. Most of our Chinese girls have underdeveloped mammary glands, and it is relatively rare to have breasts as beautiful as yours. The professor opened the curtain and walked out. There were still some patients and family members waiting outside, and Yu Yue was already flushed with shame when she got dressed and walked out. "Doctor, I'm pregnant, and I'm breastfeeding, I don't know if it will affect the child?" Yu Yue was about to cry as she sat down. The doctor stopped his pen and glanced up at everyone standing around, "We must understand that cancer is not an infectious disease, it is an individual problem, even if there are genetic factors, it is only a matter of chance, the child will not be affected, you must rest assured, is yours a boy or a girl?" "It's a boy," Yu Yue replied immediately. "Well, that's even more fine, there's only a 1% chance of inheritance, that's very small, even for girls, it's only double the 1% chance of inheritance, 2%, hehe. Hearing the doctor say this, not only Yu Yue, but everyone present breathed a sigh of relief.

The two of them went out to go through the formalities, and Yu Yue sat alone in the waiting hall. Everything is good in big cities, but there are too many people, and you have to wait for everything, Yu Yue waited impatiently, so she opened a large number of discharge materials brought by Shiyuan from his hometown, in fact, these have been read several times, Yu Yue flipped through it, and suddenly there was a list that looked at her eyes, she was puzzled and pulled it out, it was a pathological consultation, it was indeed something she had not seen before, and it read: "Left breast invasive ductal carcinoma grade III (cancer cells infiltrating adipose tissue)" , Yu Yue's heart slammed, he was at a loss, despair surged into his heart, Shi Yuan came back just in time to see that he gently took the list from Yu Yue's hand, "Everyone is here, don't be afraid, the doctors here are of such high quality, there will definitely be a way." Yu Yue asked with an angry face: "Do you think it's good for me to hide from me? Don't you tell me the truth, what kind of mentality will I use to heal the disease? Do you already treat me as a dying person? One day after another?" Just as he said that his father was also back, the two of them didn't say a word and let Yin Yue vent. "From now on, the doctor must tell you the truth in everything he says, I am a patient, I have the right to know, and my psychological quality is not so bad, since I know the worst outcome, there is nothing I can't afford. The two looked at each other, and Dad said, "I didn't mean to hide it from you, I only got this list when I was discharged from the hospital, so I put it in the bag." People are coming, these have to be done again, let's see how the pathological analysis is here. ”

The three of them stayed in the hotel for one day, and then reported to the 458 Hospital in the afternoon of the next day. Due to the increasing number of patients, the breast department was originally subordinate to the Department of Thoracic Surgery, but one building was no longer enough, and a new building was still being built, and the breast department after the division was rented a ward in the 458 Hospital of the Air Force. When I arrived at the hospital, I realized that no matter whether you are rich and prosperous or poor, you are equal in the face of birth, old age, sickness and death. After being admitted to the hospital, the resident doctor took Yu Yue's negative pressure bottle away, and Yu Yue touched her breasts, hesitating and uneasy. This hospital made two rounds in the morning and evening, and the doctors asked and communicated very carefully, and learned that Yu Yue had a strong desire to conserve breasts, and the doctors also tried their best to study relevant plans. On the 25th, the whole body examination, the color ultrasound and mammography were not good, fortunately, there was no shadow or anything like that, but the lymph nodes under the armpit were too big, and there was a blood flow signal. There is still something on the breast, I don't know if it is not clean or there is an extra lesion. Yu Yue really wanted to conserve breasts, try it, otherwise she would regret it, and decided to conserve breasts, so there were more things to examine, pathological consultation and magnetic resonance, which dragged on for another day. It happened to be the weekend, the days of waiting were really uncomfortable, Dad asked Shiyuan to take Yu Yue to Guangzhou City for a walk, since he came, he should have fun first, and what to do on Monday.

In the blood analysis report, CA125 dropped to 53, and the standard was 0-35, although it was still exceeded, it was much better than the 137 in the preoperative examination. In addition, I sent all the wax tablets and slides brought by the hometown hospital for testing, and waited for the results. The last item is magnetic resonance, which is very critical, and if there is a high suspicion of metastasis, then the breast must be undoubted. The hospital's imaging is very authoritative, and Dr. He, the doctor in charge of the MRI, also gave Yu Yue a physical examination after the machine examination, "How long has it been weaning?" she asked. "It's been broken for more than a month," Yu Yue replied. "Ah, there is still milk in it, which affects the judgment, you ask the family to bring me the MRI done before the operation in my hometown, and I have to compare it before I can draw conclusions. Dr. He reported the same thing to Professor Wang. Because of the special physique, the results of the magnetic resonance were delayed for another day. Due to the delay in the conclusion of pathological analysis and magnetic resonance, which was supposed to be operated on Monday, it was forced to delay for another day, Professor Wang came to the ward round, talking about lymph node problems, "During pregnancy, many problems are easy to expand, one in the next ward, breast cancer was also found during pregnancy, the child was only more than seven months before the section, raised in the box, the mother immediately operated to cut off the tumor, and found that the cancer cells had metastasized to the lymph nodes after doing it" , Professor Wang is also worried about Yu Yue's body, and suggested that it is more reassuring to do a cleaning, if there is no problem in two or three years, you can find him for a reconstruction, at least the shape of the breast can be there, and the lack is only lactation. After the doctors left, Dad did Yu Yue's ideological work, "The child can only give birth to one anyway, you are all Rong Rong again, it is better to keep it stable." Shi Yuan also held the same attitude, in the evening, his mother called, bitterly said, "Life is the most important, don't protect it, save your life first, life is beautiful!" Yu Yue was a little shaken, but when she saw the woman walking around the corridor and missing a breast, she felt very frightened. "After so many examinations, the final result has not yet come out, and if the MRI doctor gives the advice to give up, I will give up. “

After waiting for two days and weekends, the three of them went to the mid-swelling headquarters on Monday to get the imaging report, and Dr. He came up with the conclusion that "the recommendation is not guaranteed, and the metastasis of cancer cells is highly suspected", and she reported it to Professor Wang in front of Yu Yue. Yu Yue's heart is like cold water, all thoughts are gone, at least, it is time to mourn for the breasts. Hearing all this, the two men were relieved, and the big stone fell in their hearts. He came out of the door and met Dr. Xiao, who was Professor Wang's beloved apprentice and Yu Yue's resident doctor, he hurried out, the three of them greeted him, he stopped and said to everyone, "Our agreement with 458 Hospital to rent a ward has expired, and their hospital is not allowed to extend it for a day, and Wednesday's surgery may have to be done on Tuesday." After listening, the three of them were disappointed again.

At about 6 o'clock in the evening, Yu Yue turned on her mobile phone, and the first column of the space was the obituary posted by Liqiu's husband on QQ, she lost control on the spot and cried bitterly. When I was in graduate school, there were more than 100 classmates, one of whom died of pancreatic cancer in less than a month during his studies, Liqiu was the second one Yu Yue knew, she was liver cancer, and the two had occasional contact and encouraged each other before Yu Yue came to Guangzhou...... Yu Yue was about to go to the operating table on Monday, but she received such bad news.

Yu Yue wrote in his diary: "Liqiu, the last sentence you gave me was: What was the result? I got up at four o'clock and saw this message and gave you a bunch of backs, I don't want it to become a swan song, in fact, you were already dying at that time." After dinner, I opened QQ and saw the obituary posted by your husband in the space: My wife died at eighteen o'clock today, and I was in severe pain. For a moment I cried bitterly... My father was distressed and advised me not to have negative emotions when I had surgery tomorrow. The surgery was cancelled today, I don't know if it's a good thing or a wave of unevenness, I have to try to go in the best direction, otherwise I'm afraid I will regret it later. Liqiu, when I met you in graduate school in 09, I was especially moved by your independence and perseverance, if it weren't for this disease, everything would be different. Your son is two years old and luckily he has a good dad, don't worry. My son is not yet a week away, and I have to race against time to fight for hope for my life. The beginning of autumn, go all the way, there is no cancer in heaven that makes people feel painful. “

As the surgery approached, there were too many negative emotions and lingering gloom lingering around. Although I don't want to think about it in my heart, I have to face it. What is more terrible than cancer is the collapse of self-confidence, but how to choose between life and beauty? They say that life is more important than everything, and who will remember your beauty when your life is gone? But who understands Yu Yue's inner feelings. Just after her twenty-ninth birthday, she was about to bear the unbearable weight of life, and God had lost the scales. The following days lost the beauty of the scenery, just alive, alive... The tasks of being a woman, a wife, and a mother have not been completed, so you can't give up easily, and fragility is more terrible than illness.

In the evening, Professor Wang made rounds and told everyone that the surgery would be completed on July 31st, Yu Yue was very uneasy, all the operations were crowded together and I didn't know how the quality was, the most important thing was that in order to hurry, would they not even try to protect the breast? Yu Yue felt that she should be free and easy for her mother, you must know that in this kind of thing, her parents are the most painful. Cleaning his body at night for tomorrow's operation, Yu Yue asked Shiyuan to take some photos, crying very sadly, knowing that he couldn't save it...... Entering the operating room, anesthesia, surgery, the moment she came out, Yu Yue burst into tears, the doctor approached her cheek and comforted her softly, Yu Yue did not cry, it was really sad and heartbreaking. "Mourn for that breast" The moment she entered the ward, Yu Yue stopped crying. An era is over, and once this breast has given a woman pressure, pain, glory or confidence...... It's all gone.

The operation pierced Yu Yue like a zongzi, on the neck, on the hands, on the chest, there were needles everywhere, the doctor explained that he could not drink water for six hours, he could not turn over when he slept at night, he could not pad the pillow, Yu Yue was hungry and thirsty and had back pain, he couldn't sleep at all, his hands were numb over and over again, his father kept massaging, he had a high fever, more than 39 degrees, Yu Yue was chanting and humming nonsense. I woke up from the anesthetic at night, and I kept vomiting, but I didn't eat for a day and a night, I had nothing to vomit, and I still kept vomiting, vomiting until the whole person was trembling, and finally vomited out the stomach acid, and fell asleep tiredly. The most painful two days finally passed, after being able to eat, it was much better, the spirit was good, after loosening the strap, Yu Yue saw her wound, a row of dense steel nails fixed on the ribs, she was very calm and cut down one by one, 36, huge traumatic surface, only skin and bone were left in the left breast, Yu Yue could even see the way her heart was beating, it was a completely numb mood. Menstruation on the third day of surgery, the situation is like an unclosed faucet, terrifying to the extreme, one morning changed three or four sanitary napkins, the strange thing is that the face is strangely good, white and red and radiant, no wonder people say, many people with severe anemia look very good. In Guangzhou, I finally waited for a good result that even the doctors did not expect. Dr. Xiao came to the ward with a concerned expression, "Although the malignant tumor itself has progressed to the third level, fortunately, there has been no metastasis and spread. All nine lymph nodes were cut out, and no remaining cancer cells were found in other parts. Yu Yue's heart was sour, how good would it be if she had known this ending? At least her breasts could be saved. Seeing that she was silent, Dr. Xiao asked her suspiciously, "Why are you unhappy?" You are lucky without transfer, we are afraid that your situation is very bad," Yu Yue knew that she was out of shape, where would a man think of a woman's thoughts, she was a little embarrassed, "It's really a blessing in misfortune, I just can't believe it for a while, thank you." Give me a good answer. ”

The last period given by the doctor is PT2N0M0II.A. Dad and Shi Yuan were very excited, "I really waited for a good result", Shi Yuan couldn't hold back his happiness, the long wait and uneasiness, how much blame and pressure he endured, he was afraid that his wife would have three long and two short, then not only would he never be able to let go of his heart, but he should be pointed out by Qianfu for the rest of his life. Such a result is already the best. Dad told the good news to his mother, who was anxiously waiting in his hometown, and his mother excitedly walked around the city two times, chanting as she walked, "I know that the Bodhisattva has appeared, good people should not be so miserable, good people should be blessed." "The next step is the chemotherapy regimen, which is closely related to the immunology test report. During the days of living in 458 Hospital, Shiyuan and his father had a lot of communication with other family members, and when they arrived at the hospital, there was no leader or authority, only husband and wife, mother and son, father and daughter...... In the hospital are very pure family relationships. There is a pair of directors from Dongguan in the next bed, his wife has breast cancer, and his son has not come back in the United States, except for the operation that came to visit many relatives and friends, most of the other time her husband is silently taking care of her, going upstairs and downstairs to buy food, drink and buy all kinds of daily necessities, washing and drying clothes and shoes, helping patients, no different from everyone, he does not ask for a nanny, he said that being a man does not reflect the sense of responsibility at this time, so what is the point. His words had a positive impact on Se Won, and Se Won began to reflect on his own values. Immature people are always accustomed to face all levels of society, and when they think of reaching the official and noble people, they must be corrupt and corrupt, drunk and dreaming of death, in fact, most of the capable people who can achieve a certain position are not only a matter of cultural quality, most of them are excellent in dealing with people. When it comes to family relations, who is not an ordinary person? On the contrary, most of the lower-class people who have been labeled as "simple" and "kind" lack a sense of responsibility, go with the flow, see the wind and steer the rudder, and are very stubborn in believing that the success of others is nothing more than luck and background, and never reflect on their own behavior and habits. Why do people have three, six, nine, etc., in essence, the three views determine their respective paths. After the test results of the immunization group of the director's wife came out, the expression of the director in those days suddenly became a lot of sadness, and the situation was not very good, the lady had transferred three lymph nodes, and had to have chemotherapy and radiotherapy, and also had to target therapy, targeting a needle would cost more than 20,000 yuan, and more than a dozen injections would have to be taken, which was not only a matter of cost, but more importantly, the family was psychologically unwilling to accept it, and always hoped that the situation would not be so bad. Shi Yuan's heart went up and down, and he was very afraid that the same thing would fall on Yue. Yu Yue is also in the same heart, she hopes that she will be a little more angry, not drag down the whole family, and don't live that kind of sad life all day long.

During this time, it is really difficult for two big men to take care of a woman. Dad is responsible for chores, Shiyuan is mainly an escort, every time he eats, it is delicious and delicious to Yu Yue, the two of them eat fast food, and the soup is not very willing to fight, Shiyuan is not used to eating, but the father himself is thrifty, every time he beats one person's dish for two people's rice in fast food, and then dials a little dish and then puts some bean curd on top of his own rice, and says while eating, "This fast food restaurant fights a lot of food, and both people are enough to eat." Yu Yue knew that his father was saving money, and when he encountered this kind of thing, he was afraid that the follow-up costs would be huge, and all he could do was to save as much as possible. This serious illness has plunged both families into infinite fear for a long time, and unfortunately the best time for treatment has been delayed, but fortunately, the metastasis has not been detected. How many "unpleasant" things happen in the process of treatment, there is no choice but to become more and more courageous.

On August 7th, the two negative pressure bottles were dismantled, waiting for chemotherapy the next day. On this day, Yu Yue made an appointment with the underwear manager on the advertising list, and she decided to buy herself a beautiful prosthetic breast. Everything is fine after chemotherapy No. 8 and the drug reaction does not start immediately. After doing all this, Yu Yue knew that she was close to home, she was very afraid, afraid to go back and face everything, afraid that her changes would see something in the eyes of others. But I especially miss my child homesickness. Immunohistochemistry has not yet come out, but it can't wait, 458 Hospital is successively handling the transfer or discharge of patients with swelling, Shiyuan bought a ticket, and the car at night.

It was past three o'clock in the middle of the night when I got home, everyone was there, Yu Yue saw her thin and haggard mother, because Shi Zhai and they were there, Yu Yue showed a fearless posture as much as possible, she didn't like to be weak to show others, she didn't like to make people think that she was too different from her previous life, she liked to see the same admiration in the eyes of others. But what I want to see most is my own children. The love in the world is the same, the more the party who pays more is concerned about the one who pays less, and the vast majority of family love is top-to-bottom, and there are very few bottom-to-top out of no return.

The mother said that Rong Rong went to bed very late, and she couldn't sleep well, and she would wake up at the slightest sound. Newly weaned children are the most likely to be deficient in calcium, and the elders have not noticed it in this regard, and Yu Yue has not taken the baby for a long time and has not seen the problem, in fact, Rong Rong's poor sleep at night is a calcium deficiency reaction. Rong Rong, who woke up in the middle of the night, couldn't remember who Yu Yue was, what Yu Yue saw in his eyes was: déjà vu. When Yu Yue left the room disappointed, the child suddenly cried, and she couldn't help but step forward to hug him. The mother rushed up, took the child over and motioned for Yu Yue to go out, Yu Yue reluctantly left, and after a while, the mother came out, "Don't provoke him now, what if he recognizes him? ”

The recovery process was very hard, physically and mentally tortured, and seeing the long scar on her chest, Yu Yue knew that she would live like this for the rest of her life. Of course, it's good to be alive. The immunization group made that the triple negative breast cancer does not need targeted therapy, and there is no oral drug for the time being, but it is disappointing that many data say that the triple negative breast cancer patients are generally relatively young, and the probability of recurrence within five years is high, and the immune group report shows a high differentiation rate of 90%, and the cancer is turbulent. Yu Yue has no time to grieve the spring and autumn, and the white blood cells will begin to decline in two days, and the reality is not to be thought about to deal with the chemotherapy reaction first.