Chapter 888: Widowhood
His daughter finally came to her senses and said, "I see. I see, I www.biquge.info that's what I see. If you do this, it is indeed quite a graceful thing, and it is not just demeanor, but more importantly, it will not make the girl feel contrived or embarrassed at all. Girls will sound comfortable and will be willing to sit in that position.
If I meet a man like this, I'm sure I'll be tempted too. But, Dad, what you say is so good, can you really be sure that the real person is so stylish? What if he is only pretending to be so stylish?
In other words, he is usually out of style, and when you do it one day, you misunderstand that he has always been a person with style? This possibility is not impossible, right? Moreover, compared to the situation you just mentioned, I think it is more coincidental that he would do this.
Because, isn't it very tiring for ordinary people to live like this? Let everyone think about this, think about that, then don't you have to be annoyed to death when you do other things? I don't know how many thousands of brain cells will die, and I definitely won't live long. So as long as you don't live long, marry me, won't I have to be widowed early?
Rather than that, I think it's better to forget it. Although he may be a good man, he may be a man who is one in a hundred, no, he is the best man who is rare to see in thousands of miles, but if I don't live long, what's the point of me staying with him? It will only increase my pain.
His short life means that the time with me is too short, so I might as well not get married. If I didn't know him, then at least I wouldn't miss him. If he had died early, I wouldn't have felt lonely. Because, now I'm used to living alone.
Life alone is also very good, although loneliness is inevitable, but at least after a long time, I will slowly get used to it. However, if I were to have one more person now, I would soon become dependent. Dad, you should know my situation, I am different from ordinary women.
I'm sick. This sticky disease cannot be cured for a lifetime. Therefore, if I really get married, then I will definitely cling to my husband, and if I cling to my husband, I will become dependent on him, and with dependence, after a long time, if I can't see him, I won't get used to it.
If he lives longer, it doesn't matter, I can stick to it until the day I die. Then, I will be happy for the rest of my life. I'm grateful to my dad and my husband, but that's not the case. Such an excellent man must be a short-lived ghost.
In that case, I will definitely have to be a widow for the rest of my life. In that case, how can you let me continue to live alone? I can say for sure that I'm going to have a breakdown. Maybe I'll have a nervous breakdown and run around the streets like a madman all day looking for my husband.
I already knew that my husband was no longer alive, but I still couldn't accept it. Isn't that going to be a big problem for you, Dad. If you pass away at that time, Dad, then I will cause trouble to other people. Like my children. If my husband and I get married, we will definitely have children.
If it's a son, who would dare to enter my son's house when they see that my son has such a mother, right? If no one dares to enter, then wouldn't my son have to be an only child for the rest of his life? How can this be? I can't accept the fact that when the time comes, I will definitely try my best to help my son find a wife.
But, you know, Dad, I didn't have a husband at that time, and I would get sick almost every day, and I couldn't control myself at all. Therefore, the result of me helping my son find a wife is that as long as I go out once, I will cause trouble for my son once, and I will make my son hate me more and more.
The result of persevering at that time is that, no matter what, my relationship with my son will not be good. Do you think my son will be able to endure me in the end? There is a limit to a person's patience, even if it is a biological mother and child, there will definitely be times when they can't bear it, as long as this time comes, then I'm not going to be unlucky?
As my son, the only thing he could think of to deal with me was to send me to a nursing home. And I just have to go to the nursing home, do you think there is a way to get out? I'm a person who is not used to being alone. Now that I'm finally getting used to loneliness, it's almost impossible to get me back to where I am now, to get used to loneliness again.
Because, as the old saying goes, it's good. It is easy to go from thrift to luxury, and it is difficult to go from luxury to thrift. I haven't tasted clinginess, so I'll probably get used to being lonely, even if I have that clinginess problem. However, as long as the clinging time is not too long, I will not be able to understand the comfort of sticking for a long time.
As long as I have that experience, it is impossible for me to go back to that old life. So, as long as I go to a nursing home, my illness will be more serious. I'm going to be more clingy, and I'm going to be even more unbearable. However, those people in the nursing home are not my relatives at all.
So, I won't stick to them, I will just ask the dean again and again to inform my son to come and pick me up and take me home. But how could my son ignore me? My son wouldn't take me home at all, so there was only one situation left. In the end, my son will definitely be irritable.
I'm so irritated that he'll never come to see me again. Then what should I do? Do you tell me to wait until my son dies? I don't want to live like that, that kind of life is worse than death, it is better to die early. However, I am not a person of courage.
I'm not a man, and I have the courage to commit suicide. Father. I'm afraid of pain. You know that better than I do. You remember when I was a kid, right? As long as my finger was cut by some small thing, I would cry for three days before it subsided, do you think I could do it if I was to kill myself?
I can't. Therefore, I will only live in pain every day, and that feeling is now terrifying just by imagining it. Of course, I don't necessarily have a son, and if I had a daughter, things would have turned out differently. Because, after giving birth to a daughter, the daughter will marry sooner or later.
However, if this kind of thing had happened to me, I might not have allowed my daughter to marry. Because, I know very well what I will become when my daughter gets married. I'm going to be a human again. How could I possibly accept such an outcome? So, no matter what, I would not let my daughter marry.
But, Dad, you know that. What will happen if I don't let my daughter marry. Isn't it the same as me now? I don't want my daughter to get married. My daughter can only be with me. However, the biggest difference between my daughter and me is that I am sick and I need someone to accompany me, but my daughter is not sick.
In other words, if I stick to my daughter for the rest of my life until I finally die, I will not have any complaints. Because, I just had to stick to my relatives. However, my daughter will definitely resent me. Because, I clinged to her, so that she couldn't go out to find her husband.
By the time I died, she would have been too old. The biggest difference between women and men is that the older a woman gets, the more difficult it is to find a husband, while a man is the opposite. Isn't there an old saying that goes well? Forty-one flowers for men. When a woman reaches forty, she is a daylily.
Therefore, I must not stop my daughter from looking for a husband. But if I allow my daughter to get married, I'll soon feel lonely. Because, after my daughter got married, she had her own family, and it was impossible for her to visit me anymore. Of course, if you just got married, you would have visited me often.
I don't feel too lonely and lonely yet. After all, my daughter will come to visit her twice in three days, and my daughter will definitely not be used to it when she just got married. However, as time goes by, my daughter will not visit me more often, only less. The reason is that after a long time, the daughter will definitely get pregnant.
And as long as my daughter has her own children, she needs to take care of her children all day, where is the time to visit me. At most, I visit once or twice a year. I can only spend one or two days a year with my daughter, and I'm going to go crazy on days like this.
I won't be able to stand it. If I can't stand it, I'll go to my daughter. When I find my daughters, I will definitely ask to live with them. Wouldn't that make it difficult for my daughter to be a man, because if my daughter got married, I would definitely not be responsible for buying a house. At most, I'm just giving some bride price.
Now that the house price is so expensive, the man must be responsible for the house. Since it is a house bought by the man, then the man must have the final say on who lives in this house and how long it will last. Even if I ask to live together, if the man doesn't agree, there is definitely no way. Am I going to force my son-in-law?
In this case, it will only make my son-in-law's impression of me worse, and even if my son-in-law reluctantly agrees, then won't everyone be embarrassed in the days that follow? Is it difficult for everyone to do it? My son-in-law and I will definitely fall into a state of cold war, and everyone who sees it will feel disgusted. However, no one will say it.
The reason is that the daughter still lives in that house. If I quarrel with my son-in-law, when the time comes, my daughter will be the most unlucky. My son-in-law and I must have tacitly agreed, so the quarrel will definitely not happen. However, the situation of the Cold War is certainly inevitable. So, what warmth is there in that home?
Without warmth, it will only hurt both sides. I will hate my son-in-law more and more, and my son-in-law will definitely hate me more and more. In this way, in the end, isn't the unlucky person still my daughter caught in the middle? Although in this way, the two sides will not quarrel, but such an atmosphere will definitely affect my daughter's usual life.
For example, the daughter's personality will get worse and worse. Maybe she was originally a gentle girl, but after a long time, she will become irritable. And as long as the girl's personality becomes irritable, everything will be different. The biggest difference between the present and the past is that divorce is quite normal in the present era, but it was not the case in the past.
In other words, if such days continue, the daughter will eventually be desperate and will have no choice but to divorce. Because, she will only be more comfortable when she is divorced, but once she is divorced, her reputation will stink. Because, she is the daughter of the princess of Destiny Star, that is, she is also a little princess.
A little princess actually divorced a man, such a thing will definitely make headlines of the day. Well, the media will definitely hype this kind of thing, and the end result is that my daughter will become quite miserable. It's like I'm in the right place.
Even if she doesn't have any mental illness, the pressure of facing countless media every day must be huge. And because I am a clingy mother, after her divorce, I will definitely continue to cling to her, so there is no way to vent her anger, where can I vent in the end?
Not on my own head, so the last unlucky person will soon become me. My daughter will lose her temper with me, and she will probably restrain herself a little at first, but after a long time, it will not be like this at all. After a long time, my daughter will pour bitter water on me every day, and if my attitude is good, then she will not have any big resentment.
But if I have a grievance, even a few small opinions. She would have exploded into a rage and scolded me in a bloody way. Because, she was divorced because of me before. Although she had never been angry with me before, it was because I was her mother. Plus if she gets angry with me, she's also afraid that her man will look down on her.
I think how can she have such a poor quality and have such a reaction to her mother. However, once you get divorced, it's different. After the divorce, no matter how angry she is with me, no outsiders will know, let alone any news will leak out, so why is she still angry with me?
Therefore, life after divorce will definitely be more painful. I wouldn't mind if I wasn't sick, but the problem is that I'm sick. My illness meant me to cling to her. However, she must have been quite disgusted by my clinging to her. Therefore, after the divorce, if there was a quarrel, she would warn me not to stick to her.
Because, it will remind her why she got divorced and why she has to take care of the children alone now. Why do you still live with me, obviously you already hate me quite a lot, not like it. If it weren't for family affection, I'm afraid I would have left me a long time ago.
Therefore, after the divorce, if I continue to stick to her shamelessly, I will only usher in one result. It's the same as when I said I had a son. I would have been sent to a nursing home by her. (To be continued.) )