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Sure enough, the sky fell, and it was pitch black......

I vaguely felt that someone was walking back and forth, there was a sound, but it was not a sound of talking, the sound of what utensils colliding together, the sound was not loud, for a while, "all the soo", for a while "jingling", fragmented and irregular, she didn't like it very much, the space seemed to be too small, so boring that people were groggy and wanted to sleep......

She tried hard to turn over, but she didn't seem to have any strength, not to mention moving her hands and feet, as if she couldn't even open her eyes, she wanted to open her mouth urgently, but she couldn't shout a little sound, she had a nightmare, she must have been a nightmare, and a struggle was exchanged for a tightening pain in her lower abdomen......

What's going on? What's going on? Is she sick?

Someone wiped something on his lips, water, Gu Xiyan subconsciously licked it......

"Yan Yan, Yan Yan woke up......" Mom's voice.

"Why are you here, Mom. Gu Xiyan felt that "dream" was really a magical thing.

"Yan Yan, open your eyes and look at us. "Daddy's voice.

"It's not fun to be dark here, Dad, don't come here next time. ”

"Yan Yan, wake up, this is the hospital. Mom said.

Gu Xiyan opened his eyes, but it was a bright one. She straightened her back and tried to sit up.

"Don't move, it's on a drip!" Gu's mother quickly pressed her lightly on the side.

It turned out that it was not a dream, she was sick, her head was dizzy, and she was weak and weak. She fainted, and in the unit, at the door of Qin Kai's father's office, two soldiers ......

Gu Xiyan thought back like a rewind, and suddenly she shook Gu's mother's hand and continued to ask, "Where is Qin Kai?"

Gu's mother was stunned, turned her back and wiped her tears and scooped up the porridge, "Yan Yan, are you hungry, you haven't eaten for two days, let's eat something first!"

"Two days?" Gu Xiyan felt that the situation was serious, "Dad, where is Qin Kai?" she turned her head and asked Gu's father.

"Yan Yan ......" Gu's father wanted to speak and stopped, hesitated for a while, but decided to tell the truth, "Qin Kai and his troops went to fight the flood, and Qin Kai was swept away by the flood in order to save a soldier of the company. ”

Gu Xiyan felt the suffocation sweeping over again, and her parents' panicked screams came from her ears: "Doctor! Nurse ......"

Gu's mother couldn't help crying, "What should I do, Old Gu, Qin Kai has sacrificed, do we have to lose our lives?"

"Don't panic, sit down first, don't cry, there is a doctor!" Father Gu was a little overwhelmed at this time.

Gu's mother sat on the chair, and now her daughter fainted twice when she heard about Qin Kai's sacrifice, and she was in a coma in the hospital for two days......

Gu's mother had mixed feelings in her heart, she wondered, how could Yan Yan have a child? When did it happen? It was estimated that only Gu Xiyan was at home by herself during the week they went on a trip......

What's the use of thinking about this now, she was so distressed that she just wanted to stomp her feet, watching Qin Kai, who grew up, sacrifice, her daughter was unconscious with a high fever, and her grandson had left before she could take shape......

The Qin family went to the army to attend the memorial service, Director Qin's son who has always been proud, Qin's mother's heart, along the way, Director Qin can still endure her grief, Qin's mother is just crying;

The two elders took Qin Kai's medal with trembling hands, Qin Yue held the posthumous photo, Qin Kai on it was heroic, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and he seemed to be smiling;

Qin Yue cried and watched, on one side was her younger brother who she had loved since childhood, and on the other hand, her grief-stricken parents, who first suppressed their grief and assisted in completing the memorial service......

When she got home, Qin Yue was not at ease, so she moved back temporarily, and she has been accompanying her parents and younger brother away, and her parents have experienced such a blow, and they feel more and more that they are getting older, and she has to carry this home!

After coming back, Qin Kai's room and they didn't go into each other's room as if they had a tacit understanding with each other, she felt that the photos at home were not put away, and they didn't put them away, and finally they cried while holding the photos, and she could only cry behind her parents' backs, wiped away her tears, and the days had to go on!

Gu Xiyan was in the hospital in a daze, I don't know what year and month it is, every day I get infusions, eat, lie in bed, wake up and sleep, wake up and sleep again...... I felt like a bone had been pulled out of my body, and I was paralyzed and couldn't use my strength, but for more than ten days, the ruddy complexion of the good days had long since disappeared, and was replaced by emaciation and paleness. Vaguely hearing the doctor say that she could be discharged, she stood up mechanically, thinking about helping her mother hold the medicine, but as soon as her hand was stretched out, Gu's mother held her hand and said, "You don't have to take anything, just walk steadily!", then she realized that she had been leaning on her mother, and wanted to stand up straight, but her whole body was soft, so she was helped by Gu's mother and sat in the car.

Looking out the window, her eyes were a little demented, and when the car passed by an ice cream parlor, a slight smile rose at the corner of her mouth, and disappeared again in an instant. returned to her room and sat on the bed, as if Qin Kai was still saying in her ear: "Yan Yan, when will you fall asleep like this?" Lying down obediently, her mouth was actually talking to herself: "Don't rush me, I'll fall asleep right away......", she loves to sleep very much now, and she can see Qin Kai when she falls asleep!

Gu's mother looked at her muttering daughter, and her heart was already broken.

There was a knock on the door, and when it was opened, it was Qin Yue and Shishi.

"Aunt Gu, I'll take a look at Xiao Yan. Qin Yue was a little apprehensive, "How is Xiao Yan now?"

"The doctor said that she was slowly recovering physically, but I saw that she was mentally wrong, and she was always talking to herself......" Gu's mother was really worried that this state would continue to develop, "Yue'er, how are your parents?"

"They may need some time, but they seem to be able to sleep for a while these nights. Qin Yue was also at a loss, "I'll go see Xiao Yan, is she sleeping?"

"You may not be able to sleep while lying in bed, so you can go in and talk to her for a while, maybe it will be better. ”

Qin Yue gently pushed open the door, looking at the hot day, Gu Xiyan actually covered herself with a quilt, she stepped forward and carefully pulled the quilt down, Gu Xiyan moved slightly and opened her eyes.

"Sister Yue......" As soon as Gu Xiyan screamed, she felt tears come out.

"You lie down and don't move, and that's how we talk. Qin Yue looked at Gu Xiyan, feeling that she was about to be infected by her, and turned to the stone and said, "Stone, can you ask your mother-in-law to show you cartoons?"

"The stone is also here......" Gu Xiyan said and turned her eyes to the child, and looked at it fixedly, saying that the nephew is like an uncle, which is not wrong at all, the stone between the eyebrows and eyes is somewhat similar to Qin Kai.

Shi looked at Gu Xiyan, who was full of tears in his eyes, and looked at him blankly, and ran out crying in fright. Qin Yue had to come out to coax him.

"Aunt Gu, you have to make up for Xiao Yan, I think she is very weak. Qin Yue said to Gu's mother while coaxing the stone.

"Yue'er, there's one thing I don't know if I want to ......" Gu's mother was really in a dilemma, "Alas!"

"What's the matter?" Qin Yue was anxious, "What do you have to tell me now!"

"Yan Yan she...... When I went to the hospital, the child fell off, and it was more than a month, and the doctor said that it was a natural abortion, probably because he was too sad to hear about Qin Kai. ”

"What?" Qin Yue cried out in shock.

"You make a little noise, Yan Yan doesn't know it, I haven't said it, I don't dare to give her the medicine myself, for fear that she will find out that something is wrong. Gu's mother said and looked in the direction of her daughter's room.

"Aunt Gu, what can I do about this, it's not a matter of hiding it......" Qin Yue was a little bit of a master, biting his lip and frowning.

"Yan Yan can't stand it now, look at her, it's been like this in ten days, how can you let her know this again! Your Uncle Gu also said that when she gets better, do you want to take her to see a psychiatrist!" Gu's mother said that she was about to wipe her tears.

"Aunt Gu, don't cry yet, Xiao Yan can't accept this matter for this time, if it takes a long time, it will slow down. Qin Yue felt very heartbroken, two childhood sweethearts, separated by yin and yang, and now there is a child who has not been seen before, if Gu Xiyan knew, she would really die!

"Yue'er, don't tell your parents about this, they know, I'm afraid it's even more sad, and they won't be able to stand it. ”

"Got it, Aunt Gu. Then I'll go in and talk to Xiao Yan for a while, let's take our time, it will definitely get better!"

Qin Yue turned around and walked towards Gu Xiyan's room, and before he reached the door, he saw Gu Xiyan sliding all the way down the door frame......

"Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan ......" Qin Yue shouted and rushed over to support Gu Xiyan.

"Who are you talking about just now? it's not me, it's not me......" Gu Xiyan didn't know where the strength came from, he shouted a little hoarsely, and his head shook like a rattle, as if he was dying, don't admit that this is true.

"Yan Yan, you calm down first......" Gu's mother also panicked, her daughter is going crazy.

"Auntie, aunt, don't be like this, I'm scared ......" The stone, who had just stopped crying, cried loudly again.

"Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan, if Qin Kai is here, he also wants you to be good!" Shishi's "aunt" reminded Qin Yue.

Gu Xiyan was really quiet, closed her eyes, calmed down, followed Gu's mother's hand to the bed, and sat down.

"Yue'er, why don't you take the stone back first, it will scare the child. Gu's mother turned around and said to Qin Yue.

"Aunt Gu, can you do it yourself? Why don't I call Uncle Gu and ask Uncle Gu to come back. Qin Yue looked at Gu Xiyan's reaction, and felt far stricter than she expected, and she was really worried at this time.

"Don't worry too much, it's also a good thing for Yan Yan to vent. Gu's mother saw that her daughter could shout, but she felt a little more steady.

"Okay, I'll send the stones to my grandparents' house first, and if you have anything, call me!" Qin Yue felt that he really couldn't bring the stones when he came back in the future, not that he was worried about scaring the child, but that he couldn't spare his hands to help at a critical time.