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"I serve by the young master's side, but in fact, I serve the young master's distinguished guests who come and go. I know that the young master must not like me, because a man will never tolerate a woman he likes to laugh and feast in front of other men. ”

Chapter Ninety-Seven: Lost Soul

"Later, when we were going back to Hangzhou, he actually asked me to be his concubine, I was happy, and I always wanted to please him, but he said to me, 'What you have to do is to make everyone think that I love you very much, especially my parents, so that they will not endlessly force me to marry', and I really admitted the idea in my heart at that time: he can't forget Leng Xiang. ”

"There have been many nights when I have seen a lonely person looking at the painting affectionately, rubbing it and pouring himself a drink. Moreover, I heard the original grandma say that he was still looking for the so-called 'girl in the painting', and I understood that he was so stupid that he died of a cold incense, and he wanted to find out the second one. And then, it's you. The young master went to Suzhou in a hurry under the pretext of business, and a few months later, the Guo family in Suzhou actually came to the house to ask for relatives. I thought it was a little strange at the time, but when I saw you later, I understood everything, and I secretly checked it to understand the ins and outs of your matter. I didn't expect that there are people in the world who look so similar. Unexpectedly, the young master would ignore his own sister for a woman who looked exactly like her. ”

It's one thing to guess by yourself, but it's another thing to be pointed out by others.

You see, I'm really just a stand-in.

It's just that he sacrificed his sister's happiness for this stand-in and planned for a few more months, which is really amazing.

Ye Fu saw me sitting steadily, she didn't seem to react at all, she couldn't help but hold my shoulder and shake, her tone was miserable, I don't know if it was for me or to herself, "We all lost, do you understand? A living person can never fight a dead person, do you understand? But also, if she doesn't die, I won't even have a chance to get close to him under the pretext of 'carrying out a mission'." She laughed self-deprecatingly, probably unwilling to let me be indifferent, and added, "But you are pitiful, aren't you, at least I am sober and aware of my position." And you, all day long, foolishly think that he loves you. I'm telling you, he doesn't love you, he treats you as a shadow of Princess Leng Xiang. He won't fall in love with anyone again. ”

I never thought words could be so cold, and her last few words, like the ice vertebrae that had been frozen for a long time in winter, were inserted into my heart quickly and accurately, without hesitation.

The sharp pain was followed by an unbridled cold.

I should get out of here, you already know what you want to know, don't you?

I simply stood up and laughed mechanically, and I should really be grateful for my good habits, I can still laugh.

"Thank you for telling me this, I'm leaving. ”

"Wait. Ye Fu walked up to me and carefully studied my impeccable smile, and then her expression became complicated, "Aren't you sad at all? Am I wrong, don't you have any feelings for him? Even if you don't, you should be sad, don't you, what an insult you are being used as a stand-in by others, don't you know?"

What a cruel third lady, do I still need your reminder? I won't let people see jokes.

I hooked the corners of my lips again, and smiled more obviously, but I couldn't say a word, for fear of revealing the fact that I had already collapsed in my heart.

A cruel color flashed in the eyes of the third lady, and I secretly laughed in my heart, generally injured people always want to find someone who is more seriously injured to comfort themselves, as if in this way they will be better.

She didn't say anything more, only brought me a cup of tea, "Since my sister is leaving, she must accompany me to drink a cup of tea, and I didn't say that I would entertain guests." ”

I smiled and took the tea. I feel sad and just want to go back, where is I in the mood to taste it, and I drink it all up. I only felt that the dragon well that the cow drank down was really too far away from the fine taste.

It was only after a long time that I realized that I had misunderstood the fleeting cruelty in her eyes, and therefore underestimated her scheming, and realized that I had ignored the different taste in Longjing, and this neglect had cost me so heavily.

When I look back, every time I think of this woman, I can only sigh at my own self-righteousness. Imagine being able to stand out in the 'spy department' with many talents and become a woman who serves Jiang Kuo closely, there must be something extraordinary about her.

I shouldn't have thought that her actions were just out of jealousy, trying to make me sad and trying to find psychological balance. I shouldn't think so.

So I didn't think much about it at this time, my heart was entangled in the facts I just knew, and I desperately wanted to find an exit.

I drank the tea and took my leave.

I was stunned on the side of the road, looking at them blankly, until the woman who was being supported in the middle glared at me viciously, and I was terrified, only to find out that it was the second lady who had been tortured and lying on the bed a few days ago.

She was supported by everyone and glared at me, and I stood there alone, suddenly feeling so lonely and embarrassed.

"Look at it, you won't live long!" said a familiar little girl, stretching her neck.

yes, the joy doesn't last long.

As soon as I lowered my head, for the first time, I dodged the gaze of others. I found myself so inferior, so pitiful, as if the whole world knew that I was just a shameless, self-righteous stand-in, a pathetic creature.

I thought that the second lady and her little maid would come up and continue to humiliate and even beat and scold me, but no, she just smiled coldly and disdainfully, and crossed me with the support of the little maid and entered the third lady's residence.

See, who would shame a worthless person?

I stood distracted for a while, and a little maid showed me the way, fortunately, her place was not far from Jiang Yanxuan, and this road was very familiar.

I quickly returned to the Falling Rain Pavilion.

The little girls rushed out to ask me if the third lady had embarrassed me, and asked me what she said.

I'm going to deal with them one by one. And let them try on the dresses they had prepared for me for the banquet.

I'm weird.

Just now, I was walking on the road in a hurry, and I was still telling myself that I should not think about anything, just sleep and cry.

I was so eager to come back that I thought I was just trying to find a place where it was just me, I thought I was going to let them all go away and be in a daze in the bedroom by myself, or just cry.

But I didn't.

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Hanyu was calculated, guess what was added to the cup of tea she drank?