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Just now, I was walking on the road in a hurry, and I was still telling myself that I should not think about anything, just sleep and cry.

I was so eager to come back that I thought I was just trying to find a place where it was just me, I thought I was going to let them all go away and be in a daze in the bedroom by myself, or just cry.

But I didn't.

Chapter Ninety-Eight

I never had anything to do with them as I did on my head, and I said a word or two from time to time. I didn't even dare to go to the door of the bedroom, I didn't even dare to leave myself alone, I realized for the first time that I was so afraid of being alone, so afraid of facing myself.

The little girls said that I was in a good mood today, and that I said a lot of things today, yes, there were so many of them.

Finally, they were almost busy, and they had to go down to prepare the things for the Mid-Autumn Festival, and I had no reason to keep them here, and finally there was only one me left.

After only sitting for a moment, the thoughts in my heart cried out, and there were bursts of contraction in my heart that heralded the pain that followed.

I stood up as quickly as I fled, bolted the door of the hut, and quickly went out the back door, running towards the place where Lin Yuan was.

I didn't have the courage to face the reality on my own, I didn't have the ability to bear the pain on my own!

I don't dare to ask why.

By the time I saw Lin Yuan standing thoughtfully on the bridge, my face was already wet with tears.

I ran towards him as fast as I could, and threw myself into his arms.

I didn't even wipe the tears from my face, I was in his arms, and I cried without hesitation.

Oh, Hanyu, it turns out that you already trust him so much.

Lin Yuan didn't speak, he hugged me quietly, without even a comforting gesture, and looked at me crying without saying a word, like a god overlooking the world, he already knew the pain of human beings, so he only tolerated to watch her cry.

Exactly, I just need a hug like this.

After a long time, I finally came back to my senses, sobbing and sobbing, and when I glanced at the afterglow of my eyes, I saw two words carved on the bridge, "cold incense".

I was stunned, as if I had just remembered how the person in front of me had started teaching me the art in the first place. It seems that at this time, I remembered that he was also the one who used me as a stand-in.

But there was no resentment in his heart at the beginning, and he was even faintly optimistic about his affection and righteousness.

yes, he didn't lie to me from start to finish, did he.

I withdrew myself from his arms, sobbing and smiling embarrassedly, "Do you have a portrait of her?"

"Who?" he asked after a moment's hesitation.

I pointed to the two characters carved on the bridge.

He paused, then looked at me again, and clearly understood what I meant, even though he hadn't told me the name of the woman who looked like me before.

He smiled, "You want to see?"

I hooked the corner of my lips, it's so good, Lin Yuan will never lie to me.

I followed him all the way, in the small courtyard where the kitchen was, and after the hall, to a hut where he had never been, which was his bedroom.

He didn't shy away from letting me sit on the bed. I took out a scroll from a very well-treasured cabinet and laid it on the table, and spread it out in detail before my eyes.

I stood up and looked at the woman dancing the sword under the peach blossom tree with the same care as he did, fourteen or fifteen years old, much younger than the painting just now, but also much more cute. However, the appearance is much the same.

I chuckled softly and put my hand on it to feel if the creamy cheeks were warm to the touch.

But it stopped for a while. I know that this man means so much to him. Perhaps it is the treasure of life that he regards.

I looked up and smiled at him, "She's beautiful. ”

His gaze was not on the painting, but he looked at me fixedly, and his eyes were a little unbearable. Why, Lin Yuan is feeling sorry for me again? This is not what I want.

I smiled again, lowering my eyelids to cover the strange liquid, "Did you draw that?"

"Hmm. After a pause, he added, "Isn't it like you?"

I nodded, and shook my head quickly, "She's amazing. ”

"Why?"

"She has a great father who is the benefactor of our Datang. She ...... again," she said here and subconsciously paused, "She is also as great as General Xuanyuan." ”

"Is that all?"

Of course not, it's because she has the qualifications to stand side by side with that person, which makes people ashamed...... Lin Yuan is really smart, he understands the words that I have never spoken.

I hid the bitterness in my heart and asked tentatively, "Does she love you?"

I know that Lin Yuan loves her, and there is no need to ask at all.

Lin Yuan gently rubbed the painted person's hair with his fingers, his eyes were gentle, and he fell into memory, "I grew up with her, her personality is like a boy, she wants to know everything, she wants to learn everything. He didn't read books, play the piano and learn embroidery with the princesses in the palace, but ran out to dance with us boys. She doesn't like to wear gorgeous and cumbersome palace clothes in the palace, she doesn't like to wear flowers, she doesn't love powder, she doesn't love jewelry...... I've never met a girl like her. She was very serious about learning martial arts with us, and at that time my martial arts were the best among several people, and we spent most of the time together, learning martial arts, or playing the piano and painting. This is what I painted for her when she was 14 years old. ”

He carefully rubbed the paintings under his hands, his eyebrows and eyes were full of affection, "She is a very smart girl, at that time, her martial arts are on par with me, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, martial arts, proficient in everything, what is even more rare is that she is honest and knowledgeable, with the world in mind, there is always no time to chat with her, at that time, I thought, my future wife should be like this." ”

He paused, as if he was holding up with something, "Later, a martial arts competition was held in the capital, and people from various martial arts halls came to participate, and it was at that time that she met Jiang Kuo. ”

He glanced at me and continued, "I didn't participate that day, just watched from the side, and there was no particularly outstanding martial arts, I was just drinking tea on the side, suddenly Xiang'er pulled my sleeve and motioned me to look at the martial arts, her expression was very excited, I looked up, only to hear the audience applauding again and again, there was a fourteen or fifteen-year-old boy on the martial arts field at this time, with a strong momentum, a degree of advance and retreat, a move, uncompromising, and the opposite thirty-year-old man retreated again and again. He is young, and his eyebrows are full of inevitable sharpness, which is amazing. After the competition, Xiang'er asked me to help her find the man. ”

His lips moved slightly, and a bitter look welled up between his eyebrows.

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Lin Yuan should give everyone the impression of being very peaceful and warm, right?

But all human beings have emotions, and there is no such thing as a perfect person.

The first volume is about to be finished, and there will be about 30w words when the volume is finished.

At that time, no one collected and no one commented.,No recommendation.,I was desperate at one point.,No motivation.,Thought about the first volume to finish it.,It's not a bad end.,It's just be.

But I really don't like tragedy... It will be sad ...

So ,,, decided to write the second volume,,, but fortunately, there was nothing wrong with sticking to it, and now I feel that my relatives are reading it, and my heart is very calm, and I am no longer irritable... You are the driving force of my codeword, the vitality of all the characters in the book...